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PART TWO : CONFESSIONS OF A LOST BOY
CHAPTER 49
I've been hanging out with Isabella almost everyday at the hospital after school.
I've still yet to get a cookie from her.
Yesterday, she made triple chocolate.
That's THREE kinds of chocolate people, and I didn't get one damn cookie….
On the other hand, I had learned more about the person my parents and pretty much everyone at the hospital loved.
Isabella was even more amazing than I imagined.
I knew she was smart, but it was interesting to have conversations, or in my case see conversation that weren't about meaningless things.
She was funny in a way you wouldn't expect.
She got this cute look on her face when she'd tell a joke, or find something funny.
Nose all scrunched up, lip bitten, eyes shining.
It was adorable.
And fuck if that didn't sound creepy.
I felt like some sort of stalker.
If she knew how much I watched her and was obsessed….
She'd have her dad arrest me for sure.
She was so perfect.
I couldn't believe someone like her had been in front of me my entire life, and I'd never noticed.
As if I stood a chance with her….
She seemed to tolerate my presence, but I think that was about it.
I'd tried everything to see if she was interested.
I'd flirt, and she'd look at me like I was speaking a foreign language.
I knew my flirting skills were ace, almost fail proof.
I'd tried making her jealous, talking about Tanya….
But nothing….nada, zilch.
I told her I loved Tanya in a last ditch effort to evoke some sort of emotion…but all I got was a beautiful smile in return.
I didn't love Tanya.
I was stuck with her for the time being, but I didn't love her.
I guess that's what I'm stuck with.
A life I don't want, with people I can't stand.
I didn't deserve anything else.
I wondered what lucky guy would get to marry Isabella.
Maybe that Jacob guy.
Whoever it was, I hated them.
Well, that explains a bit... I told you things were not how they seemed. We'll learn more about their relationship in the next chapter. Only a few more Part two chapters. I will give them all to you tonight. I'll start back up with Bella starting tomorrow possibly. There will be more EPOV later on.
RG
