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PART TWO : CONFESSIONS OF A LOST BOY


CHAPTER 49

I've been hanging out with Isabella almost everyday at the hospital after school.

I've still yet to get a cookie from her.

Yesterday, she made triple chocolate.

That's THREE kinds of chocolate people, and I didn't get one damn cookie….

On the other hand, I had learned more about the person my parents and pretty much everyone at the hospital loved.

Isabella was even more amazing than I imagined.

I knew she was smart, but it was interesting to have conversations, or in my case see conversation that weren't about meaningless things.

She was funny in a way you wouldn't expect.

She got this cute look on her face when she'd tell a joke, or find something funny.

Nose all scrunched up, lip bitten, eyes shining.

It was adorable.

And fuck if that didn't sound creepy.

I felt like some sort of stalker.

If she knew how much I watched her and was obsessed….

She'd have her dad arrest me for sure.

She was so perfect.

I couldn't believe someone like her had been in front of me my entire life, and I'd never noticed.

As if I stood a chance with her….

She seemed to tolerate my presence, but I think that was about it.

I'd tried everything to see if she was interested.

I'd flirt, and she'd look at me like I was speaking a foreign language.

I knew my flirting skills were ace, almost fail proof.

I'd tried making her jealous, talking about Tanya….

But nothing….nada, zilch.

I told her I loved Tanya in a last ditch effort to evoke some sort of emotion…but all I got was a beautiful smile in return.

I didn't love Tanya.

I was stuck with her for the time being, but I didn't love her.

I guess that's what I'm stuck with.

A life I don't want, with people I can't stand.

I didn't deserve anything else.

I wondered what lucky guy would get to marry Isabella.

Maybe that Jacob guy.

Whoever it was, I hated them.


Well, that explains a bit... I told you things were not how they seemed. We'll learn more about their relationship in the next chapter. Only a few more Part two chapters. I will give them all to you tonight. I'll start back up with Bella starting tomorrow possibly. There will be more EPOV later on.

RG