All rights belong to E. L. James; story line is mines as are any additional characters therein.


When we eventually get back to the house the kids are tucked up in bed and I feel awful for just ditching them when we were supposed to go out and have family fun time. Gail and Taylor head to their place, leaving Christian and I alone. I take a seat on the sofa and I just feel so… deflated. The last week has been amazing and all our progress has just been ruined. Although I have doubts to whether Christian is or isn't the father, there is still a chance that he might be and it terrifies me because I don't think I can stay with him if she's in his life, I can't, and would never ask him not to see his child. That baby didn't ask to be created, and it shouldn't be blamed for its parent's bad choices.

"Ana, baby please say something?" I am dragged from my reverie and note that Christian has already handed me a glass of wine and is sitting next to me on the sofa.

"Sorry, I was miles away, what did you say?" I see his shoulders sag in relief and he releases a shaky breath.

"Just that I love you, and that you mean the world to me Ana, god for an awful few minutes I thought…"

"You thought what Christian? That I don't love you? That I don't want to be with you beyond what's deemed sane; because those are the only reasons that I'm still here" I say in a hushed whisper, moisture filling my eyes and feeling agitated that he's doubting my love, and the fact that I want to be with him, if that was the case I wouldn't be here, especially in light of recent revelations.

"No, I know that you love me, and I know you want to be with me it's just… I also know –better than most– that every person has their limit and I'm scared, I'm so fucking scared that you're reaching yours. I just don't want to lose you Ana, not after everything that we've been through and what we've achieved in the last few weeks. For the first time in months I wake up with a smile on my face and to think that it could be coming to an end is terrifying"

"Don't you think that I know that Christian? I am scared shitless of the exact same scenario. I love you so much; I'd walk over broken glass for you in a heartbeat. I don't want to lose you and I'm damn sure I'm not going to let that skank come between us. I know this is awkward for us both but she said that you know how to contact her?"

His face falls and I see him intake a large and deep breath.

"Yes, should I set up a meeting?" I swallow down the hurt, and give him a faint smile and nod. He heads to his office and comes back a few moments later and picks up his blackberry, furiously typing away.

"When you do want to set this up Ana?"

"As soon as possible, I think it's best all-round. What about tomorrow evening, at Escala? I just don't want her in my home Christian"

"I understand baby, fuck you shouldn't have to deal with all this shit!" He says in a strained whisper, his eyes briefly closing.

"You can be at Escala when she arrives and text me to let me know – I'll show up 20 minutes later with Olivia. I just… this sounds so pathetic but I just want to let her know, in no uncertain terms that you're mine not hers, that you never were and that you never will be" I say with certainty and confidence. If he wanted her, he had the perfect opportunity to be with her whilst we separated and he didn't.

"It's not pathetic Ana, it's understandable" He murmurs in a quiet whisper.

"Christian, I'm exhausted – I'm going to head up to bed" I give him a quick kiss on the corner of his mouth and head upstairs to our bedroom. I feel kind of grimy from my 'meeting' with the whore, so I pile my hair into a high, loose bun and step under the soothing water; washing away all the tension that I've been carrying since she entered my office.

I wrap myself in a towel and go back into the bedroom to grab one of Christian's t-shirts to wear to bed. I'm still standing in my towel when an arm snakes around my waist and pulls me back into his chest; he runs his nose up and down the side of my neck whilst inhaling.

"Ready for bed baby?" He asks whilst peppering soft kisses on my neck.

"Well… I would be if someone wasn't kissing me and scattering my thoughts" I respond with a giggle. I turn around and snake my arms around his neck.

"I can't help it; you're just so damn sexy! Come, let's get into bed" He says whilst slipping into his PJ pants. I put his shirt on and slide under the covers, a few moments later Christian gets in behind me and wraps his arm around my waist, pulling me back so that we're spooning. His fingertips stroke up and down my arm and before long I drift to sleep.


I waken up somewhat rested – which surprized me, especially after yesterday's events. My arm is wrapped around Ana's waist and my nose is in her hair.

How can she possibly still love you after all you have done to her, you do know that if the kids yours she's divorcing your ass right….?

I scoot over and pick my blackberry up and immediately see that Allyson has replied to the very brief and to the point email I sent her last night. I could tell that it hurt Ana, that's all I seem to do.

From: Allyson Anderson
Subject: RE: Meeting
Time: 22:45pm
To: Christian Grey

Dear Sir,

I shall be at Escala at 6 pm as per your request.

Yours,
Ally xo


What the fuck is she playing at? Addressing me as 'Sir' and signing off as 'yours' she'll never be mine; and Ana always will be. I lay my blackberry back on the end table and wrap my arm around Ana's waist, kissing her neck.

"Wake up baby" I gently cajoled her, earning me a mumble and groan.

"Ana, wake up" I smirk against her neck, thrusting my hips into her glorious ass! I snake my arm over her waist and slip my hand under her shirt to toy with her nipple, as I continue to rub my erect length against that perfect bottom.

"Ana, pleeeeeease – I need you baby, I need you to take care of me" I pout, whilst pulling hard on her nipple; then use my other hand to reach her soaking folds from behind and slip my forefinger inside her, moving in a slow circle then add my middle finger to the mix

"See, your body reacts to me even when you don't want it too!"

"Fuck, right there" She says breathless as she thrusts and rocks her hips against my hand.

"I'll take care of you baby, always" I remove my finger and suck off her arousal earning me a groan of frustration from Ana.

"Mmm, the finest taste on the planet and it's all mine" She sits bolt upright and hurriedly rips her shirt off, pushing me onto my back, yanks my PJ pants off and straddles my hips.

"I'm back in power position, Mr Grey!" She smirks down at me and rocks against my throbbing erection. It stuns me that I can find such satisfaction in Ana taking control of our sexual encounters. She grasps my length in her hand and starts to roughly pump up and down at a furious pace.

"Shit, Ana… fuck that feels good baby" I groan, enjoying her merciless assault on my cock.

"You like that? You like it when I take control, show you who the boss really is?"

Holy. Shit.

"Fuck yes" I groan

"Hmm… you know, I think I'm a little… hungry, maybe even so far as to say; famished" Before I can even string together a coherent thought her mouth envelopes me within its plush warmth. My hands move into her hair and I push it back away from her face so that I can watch her fuck me with her mouth, it's a wonderful sight. I can feel her quicken the pace and I know I'm going to shoot my load any second when she pulls away.

"I know you weren't thinking about coming Mr Grey" She says in a singsong voice whilst shaking her finger from side to side. Jesus, she's trying to kill me, she's going to kill me with sex and I'll be happy to check out. She scoots backwards off my lap and shuffles down the bed so that her feet are pointing towards me.

"Enjoy the show Mr Grey, but you are not permitted to touch yourself, do you understand?"

Holy fucking shit. Who is she, and what has she done with Ana?

"If I have to ask again, you won't come at all. When I ask you a question I expect it to be answered without hesitation, is that understood?"

"I understand" I mumble, distracted by the promise that I will want to touch myself, but the hell of not being allowed to.

"You can sit up, so you get a better view if you like... just know that I am thinking of you" I sit up as she lifts her bent knees, with her feet flat against the mattress then spreads her legs… wide, allowing me to see all of her, down to her glistening arousal. Oh fuck, I don't think I'm going to need to touch myself to come. I think I'm going to come with no contact; which hasn't happened since I was fourteen years old and very horny.

"Mmm, are you watching baby? Do you like what you see?" She asks as she toys with her breasts, rolling her nipples between her fingers, arching her neck as she moans

"I'm watching, oh god! I like it very, very much" I say, my voice hoarse with need, need for her and that delectable body. She puts both her forefingers in her mouth and sucks hard, so that her cheeks hollow. She slowly removes her fingers and lightly circles her nipples with her now wet fingers.

"Fuck, Ana you're so hot, sexy – baby, I think I'm going to come without any form of touch"

"Do that and it'll give me a good reason to lay you over my knee" She purrs, my breath hitches and my heart is racing, but not from fear, from desire. Both of her hands knead the pale mounds of flesh and slowly trail further south, down over her taught stomach, and skim the line between her belly and her sex.

"Do you want me to go lower Christian?"

"Yes" I respond, my eyes dilated with desire, she is carnal, sexual goddess made just for me.

"How badly do you need me to go lower?" She asks her voice husky and I know that she is as turned on as I am. In the art of seduction, the most offensive weapon in your arsenal is anticipation, and I've taught her well. I am hanging on her every move, riveted by the siren that is writhing in front of me.

"So fucking badly baby, I need you to go lower – please?" I beg, I want to dive headfirst between her thighs and lap at her engorged sex until she is screaming my name – thankfully I have a modicum of self-control, plus this game, this performance is fun and the anticipation will make the release that much more intense. One hand skims over her pubic hair and the other heads back to her breasts. She uses her middle and forefingers to rub her swollen clitoris in a slow circle, I feel a sheen of sweat mist over my skin and I fear that my nuts are turning blue. I bite down on my lip to try to distract my pulsing, throbbing, aching need standing at full attention and its calling for her core.

"Do you want me Christian?" I can't take my eyes off her; I don't know how to get my brain to engage my mouth.

"No, I don't want you Ana… I need you"

"Then what are you waiting for?" The words have barely left her lips and I'm already on top of her, mashing my mouth over hers, biting and sucking on that fucking bottom lip.

"Fuck, Ana you're Aphrodite, I'm in awe of you!" I say in between kisses. I hook her legs around my hips and impale her with one sharp thrust.

"Christian, shit!" I drive into her, hard and deep her nails rake down my back as she tightens her legs grip around me.

"Ana, I'm gonna… baby, I can't hold on" I franticly beg, pleading for allowance.

"Come with me, feel it Christian – just feel" I continue to ram into her, as she thrusts her hips up to meet mine and I feel her walls contract around me and she stiffens moaning her release into my mouth.

"Fuck!" I groan as I stiffen, pouring myself inside her, and then collapse on top of her.

"I love you Christian, you're everything to me" I lift myself up onto my forearms and kiss her sweet lips repeatedly

"Baby, you're everything and more, you're it for me and there will never be anyone else for me Ana" I say, resting my forehead against hers.

"Christian… do you… you know… like when I do that, take control like that because if you don't then it's okay" I snort.

"Baby, are you serious right now? Shit, Ana – I didn't know that someone could take control of me and that I'd like it, no, that I'd love it?!" My baby giggles underneath me and I can't help but chuckle back.

"Who'd have thought it, bookworm Ana Steele is a closet domme!" She says whilst giggling profusely.

"I couldn't have said it better myself. As much as I'd love to lay on your gorgeous body all day Mrs Grey, I think the kiddo's will be awake soon and, well I don't want to emotionally scar my children" As I stand up I turn around to walk into the bathroom when a resounding slap rings off my ass!

"OW!" I yelp, rubbing my smarting ass cheek. I'll get her back for that one, even though I can't stop smiling.


I look over at the clock on the wall and it's just gone 3pm. I finish up what I was working on in my study and head off to find Christian, I need to know what he wants to discuss at this 'meeting' with the whore. I eventually find him in his office.

"Hey baby" He says as he lifts his gaze to meet my own.

"Hi" I reply as I take a seat in front of his desk.

"What can I help you with Mrs Grey?" He asks a salacious twinkle in his eyes.

Oh no! We're not going there right now!

"Well, I figured we should at least come up with some sort of game plan…"

"I emailed her, and she agreed to meet me at Escala at 6, I'm going to head over there at about
5 pm. To be honest with you, I don't know what we're going to discuss?"

"Christian, I just have this feeling that she is using this baby to lure you away from me. I don't think we should mention a DNA test until the time comes because we need to figure out her agenda first. I'll leave around thirty minutes behind you, so that she'll be there when Olivia and I arrive and that's when I'll show her who you belong and always will belong to"

"Fuck, baby you're making me so hard!" I lean down and rest both of my palms on the top of his desk, giving him a perfect view of my breasts.

"I'm going to start getting ready, then I'll get our little princess ready" I walk around his desk and caress his dear face and give him a kiss on the corner of his mouth before leaving his office.

~o0o~

I run my fingers through my curled hair and spray it with a holding spray, then I pick Olivia up and do the same to her chocolate curls, minus the holding spray.

"You are so pretty baby girl, we gonna go get daddy?" I ask her and she instantly smiles and claps her little pudgy, dimpled hands. I have dressed her in a gorgeous pink and white frilly dress, and a pink cardigan. She also has those little lace trimmed ankle socks and super cute, tiny white pumps. I add a little bow clip in her hair to finish off the outfit.

"Da!" She exclaims as I place her in the car seat, then I go fetch her diaper bag, and my purse. Sawyer carries Olivia out to the waiting SUV and I give myself the once over in front of the mirror in the foyer.

I am wearing a dark, charcoal grey pencil skirt, and a baby pink, loose shirt that is almost see through, as you can very faintly see the outline of my pink lacy bra, and my smoky grey Laboutine pumps. I finish the outfit with my 3CT diamond studs and the matching necklace, with the diamond settling in the hollow of my throat. I sprits some Coco Mademoiselle perfume on my wrists, my neck and behind my ears. I use a small Swarovski crystal hair pin to hold a little bit of my hair off to the side, behind my ear so that you can see my earrings. I am happy with my look so I take a deep breath and step outside and into the waiting SUV.

"Are you ready to kick some bimbo piece of ass Ana?" He smirks at me from the rear view mirror.

"I am more than ready Luke. I've been waiting on this day since I caught them together. Tonight, I get my revenge.


I am sitting at my piano, playing softly to myself when Taylor clears his throat. I halt my playing and turn to face him.

"Sorry for interrupting sir, but Ms Anderson has arrived" I give him a terse nod which he reciprocates. A few moments later Taylor walks in and announces her presence.

"Ms Anderson, sir"

"That will be all Taylor" He nods and retreats from the room. Allyson's head is still bowed and I find that it really annoys me.

"Allyson, you aren't my submissive – you aren't anything to me so its inconsequential whether you look me in the eye or not" She lifts her head to look at me and I see her desire, plainly as if 'FUCK ME NOW' is flashing on her forehead.

"Why the hell did you accost my wife at her office?"

"I… I didn't accost her sir, you wouldn't answer my calls, I didn't have any other choice"

"Bullshit. You could have come to Grey House, you could have told Taylor when he came to remove you – you only went to GP to hurt my wife and don't sit there and pretend you're little miss innocent because you're not. We both know the truth Allyson so stop trying to play me for a fool"

"What are you saying Mr Grey?" She asks her brow creasing.

"I am saying that you went to my wife's office with the intention to hurt her and don't fucking deny it"

"Mr Grey, I would never intentionally hurt someone like that, and I am sorry that she is hurting but my baby needs its father just as much as your other kids. Did she say that I hurt her on purpose? Because I did no such thing?" I am going to lose the fucking plot with her any second. I take a deep breath and try to rein in my anger. I count to ten and slowly open my eyes, pinning her with my steel gaze.

"Allyson, I said stop fucking denying it. I saw the videotape from the hallway… you waited until you heard her cry then fucking left" She doesn't reply, just stares at an invisible spot on the floor.

"When is your due date?" I ask with disinterest.

"September 15th"

"So that's just about two weeks away then?"

"Yes sir. Will you be there, when the baby is born?" She asks hopeful.

"I don't know, I suppose it'll depend on when you go into labor?" Just at that the elevator pings and I hear the unmistakeable sound of Laboutines walking across the marble floor.

Ana walks through the doors and into the great room. She looks fucking divine; I just want to take her right this fucking second. Olivia is in her arms and she's just so adorable.

"Hey baby" Ana murmurs whilst slowly walking over to me. Olivia begins to giggle and reaches her little hands out towards me. Ana bends down and places a wet, smouldering kiss upon my lips, nipping and licking nosily.

"Here's daddy baby girl" Ana says whilst placing Olivia in my lap then takes a seat beside us. I notice the crackle of tension in the room right now, Ana and Ally glare at each other. I pick Olivia up and bounce her on my knee whilst Ana leans in and makes faces at her earning us her throaty belly laugh and it's just infectious.

"Um, yes Allyson, is there anything else you want to ask?" Her expression resembles thunder. She suddenly places her hand upon her bump and at first I think she is going into labor but then a slow smile spreads across her face.

"Christian, the baby's moving around, give me your hand?" She stretches her hand out to me and I recoil back.

"No, I'd rather not. You see, once you've felt one baby kick, you've felt them all" You'll just have to deal with that honey because I'm not touching you. Her face falls and if looks could kill Ana would be six feet under. Olivia starts to fuss on my lap and I brush my lips on her forehead.

"I think you need changed little miss! Did you bring her diaper bag baby?" I ask, brushing my hand up and down her thigh.

"Yeah, it's on the island" I look at Ana, silently asking with my eyes if she's alright on her own. She subtly nods and I get up, leaving a kiss on her forehead and leave the room, with the two of them glaring at each other.


"Yeah, it's on the island" Christian looks at me pointedly, subtly asking if I'm alright on my own.

Don't worry; our inner bitch will be unleashed momentarily!

He kisses my forehead and leaves the great room, which is crackling with tension.

"I'd say it's nice to see you again but I'd be lying" I smirk at her, I hate that I almost fell for her well versed routine of playing the poor pregnant mistress, who didn't want to cause any trouble but does anyway.

"Likewise! You see, you're threatened by me Ana, because I can do things for him that you couldn't possibly imagine – I can please him in ways which you clearly can't because he wouldn't have gone elsewhere in the first place if you could do the things we enjoy"

"Right… if that were the case, and you satisfied him so much… he had the perfect opportunity to be with you when we separated, yet he couldn't wait to come home to me. I actually remember him saying the words 'she meant nothing' on several occasions"

"The only reason we stopped was because we got caught. Do you really believe that he would have ended things if we hadn't? Oh, I guess they are right about you… poor naïve Ana" She pouts her bottom lip out mocking me but I am filled with Christian's love, it's emanating from me in every direction so her words can't get to me, they can't hurt me.

"See the thing is Allyson… when you leave here you're going home alone to your empty apartment to lie in your empty bed. I am however, going home with my husband and we'll put our children to bed then he's going to make such sweet love with me. I think you already know how much of an exceptional lover Christian is… oh wait… you don't because with you darling, all it ever was… was fucking" I see her chin tremble and her eyes starting to water but I'm on a roll, my inner bitch has been unleashed and she isn't holding back. "He has never, and will never have an ounce of feeling for you. He actually told me why your contract was terminated back in the beginning – you loved him, but he wasn't interested in more with you. I am his more, I always will be. Just remember, he didn't want you then, and he doesn't want you now so wake up and smell the fucking coffee Ms Anderson, because in this game… you won't win. Now that we have that issue cleared up how about we discuss our options?"

Fuck me, that felt good!

Christian comes back into the room and sits down with Olivia, possessively placing his hand back on my thigh.

"Allyson, I think it's probably best if you just give me a call when you go into labor – that way we can meet you at the hospital?" Christian looks to me and I give him my nod of approval.

"We?" She asks with a frown between her brows.

"We, meaning Christian and I. When the baby is born, Christian will have access, correct?" I ask, trying to keep my poker face.

"Why would you want to come to the hospital? And of course he'll have access – any time he wants" Allyson states, frowning whilst trying to figure out where I am going with this.

"Well, I think that I should be there when this baby is born because any time that he or she is with their father, he or she will also be with me and be taken care of by the both of us" I say with a sweet smile as I take Christian's hand. I can tell that she is about to bubble over with either jealousy or rage and I can't disguise my glee.

"Is there anything else Allyson, we really need to get this little princess home" Christian says with adoration at Olivia and I, and then turns his artic glare on her.

"No… sir" She says calmly, peaking up from in between her lashes

"Allyson, stop with the fucking smartass childish remarks because to be honest they are really getting on my nerves! Do you actually have the maturity to handle a child; do you have any idea of how much care a new born baby needs?" Oh, you've angered him now bitch!

"I am quite capable of taking care of our baby" Her tongue caressing the word 'our' whilst she smirks at me

"Good, I'd hate to drag you through the courts for custody, because I can assure you that Anastasia and I would win, I'm sure you don't want that"

"Taylor" Christian shouts a few moments' later Jason walks into the great room.

"Sir"

"Escort Ms Anderson out please" He nods and gestures for Allyson to leave the room, she stands up slowly, clutching at her back and waddles over to Taylor, she pauses right beside Christian and looks up at him.

"So, I'll call you if there's anything wrong. I'll see you later" Then turns on her heel and leaves the great room. Christian stands up and heads into one of the bedrooms, when he returns he has one of Gracie's jungle gym mats and lays it on the floor, then places our daughter underneath it; she lays there quite happy and content whilst she chews her feet. Christian wraps his arms around my waist and roughly pulls me to him

"Oh, Mrs Grey I am so fucking hot for you right now!" He growls whilst kissing my neck as I giggle at his reaction.

"What's made you so hot for me?"

"Everything!" He mumbles against my breasts as he nuzzles his face against them.

"Well… how about we head home and get our babies to bed, and then we can have a date in our tub?" I pull on his hair until he lifts his head up to look in my eyes, I lean into his ear and softly graze his lobe with my teeth then whisper "What do you say to that Mr Grey?"

"I love you Ana, so very much" he says, then kisses my lips softly.

"I love you too Christian" I smile back at him whilst caressing his cheek. Christian bends down and grabs Olivia in his arms and softly kisses her chubby cheeks.

"You look so beautiful baby girl" He says to Olivia, whilst blowing Raspberries against her cheeks, she giggles and squeals at her dad. He really is a wonderful father.

"Daddad"

"Baby, what are you thinking about?"

"Just you, how much of a wonderful father you are to our children" I take his hand in mine and the three of us walk into the elevator.

"I can't wait to get you home Mrs Grey"

"I can't wait to get home Mr Grey" He smirks at me and kisses my forehead as the elevator travels smoothly to the garage, wetness pools between my thighs and I know that the hour journey back home is going to be unbearable.


A/N: I am so, so, so, super sorry for the long wait; this chapter wasn't an easy one to write and I don't know if it flows as well – so I'm sorry if it sucks and wasn't what you were hoping for lol but I tried and kept pushing through my writers block :(

I kind of figured that Ana would be bitchy; hell I know I'd be! Do you think Allyson has gotten the message? How do you guys think she's feeling right now? Thank you for reading; if you have time please drop me a review with your thoughts, idea's, feelings because they inspire me to keep going ;)

With Love
-Susie. xoxo