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"I think we should talk later," I tell her. Soon it´s time for me to go on some show.

She nods and smiles, which turns into a grin after I give her a quick kiss on the cheek. Her skin feels warm and familiar under my lips. I wish I could kiss her lips but I know beforehand that will be too much. We're not back there yet.

I smile and answer questions as some talk show host tries to fill up their show with talking and useless questions that everyone already knows the answer to. She tries to ask about Bella but I avoid answering any questions about that.

I know around the same time Bella is doing the same thing. I wonder if her thoughts are as occupied with me as mine are with her.

I can't wait until we have our talk. Maybe I can finally find out what went wrong between Bella and me.