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Bella's POV
I knew I had to be dreaming. In this dream Edward and I made love and even though it hurt like hell at first after 30 or so minutes I started to feel sensations and enjoy it. I opened my eyes to the sunlight shining through Edwards window wall and slowly got up. My eyes widened as the sting over took me. I laid back down immediately while raising the covers to see that I was naked. Holy shit! we did it! we actually made love and I'm still alive! I smiled brilliantly and tried to get up again but cringed in pain. I knew I couldn't stay in bed all day so I had to get up sooner or later might as well be now. I slid my legs from under the covers and off the bed as I tried to stand. As I stood up and moved to smooth out the sheets I saw blood in the center and looked in amazement at the last traces of my virginity. I rolled up the sheets knowing that I needed to wash them immediately. I looked towards the half open bathroom door as steam entered the room. I bit my lip and dropped the sheets on the floor so I could go take a peek at Edward. I walked fully into his bathroom and closed the door behind me. His back was to me as the water cascaded down his back to his muscular ass. I licked my lips and opened the door so I could enter behind him. Edward's head popped up and he turned towards me. His penis was poking me in my stomach and I was amazed at the length and width of his member. To think not to long ago it was in me, pounding out my desire, and making me scream his name. I felt myself becoming wet and my body heat up as I remembered the feel of Edward inside me. I was mesmerized as I reached out and circled him with my fingers. I looked up at Edward whose eyes were black with need. As I stroked him Edward's eyes never left mine. He held onto the shower handle as I continued to work him and then I heard it snap off. I knew I should have been frightened but I knew Edward wouldn't hurt me. He placed his hand on the top of the shower stall and held on as I continued to work him with one hand. Edward wouldn't let my gaze wander and I couldn't say if I wanted it to or not. His eyes suddenly closed and it turned me on to see that I was causing this. He started rocking himself into my hand and tightening his grip on the stall. I could hear it groaning under his hand but I couldn't stop. Edward started to growl and I knew he was about to cum. I continued to stroke him harder and faster and then suddenly he came on my stomach while he crushed the shower stall under his hand. Edward opened his eyes and I could see that they were still black. I bit my lip as he came closer to me and after swallowing grabbed my chin so he could kiss me. I moaned into his mouth as he tangled his tongue with mine. He tasted like milk and honey, absolutely divine.
He stopped his seductive kisses and then pressed his finger against my lips. "Bella I know your sore …we can't continue" I licked his finger that he had pressed against my lips and then sucked it into my mouth. Edwards mouth dropped open slightly and then desire took him under again. He turned me so he could back me up and push me against the shower wall. He pulled his finger out of my mouth and then crossed my wrists over my head. I didn't notice the wash rag that he tore into long strips until he wrapped it around my wrists and then the towel rack. I trembled in anticipation on what was to come next. I knew Edward wouldn't enter me again until I was less sore and to be frank I wasn't too upset about that. I had to recuperate. He slid his hand down the sides of my body and kneeled down in front of me. He slid his hands on the back of my knees to my thighs where he gently raised my legs and put them on his shoulder. "My beautiful Bella" my heart rate accelerated. O dear god he's about to….. and then my head fell back. He took one long and slow lick and then I heard him moan. I looked at him as his eyes became darker but he never stopped his licks. His tongue entered me and stayed there for I couldn't tell you how long. I moaned and tried to move away from him but it was no use. He used his thumb to rub my clit as he continued to thrust and circle his tongue inside me. I continued to moan as I kept spiraling towards release. I was shaking but it still didn't stop Edward's licks. I looked at his face again only to see his eyes become darker and then my toes curled and I felt myself cum. Wave after wave continued to rock over my body as I held onto the towel rack. My breathing started to gradually slow as Edward closed his eyes . "baby?" he kept breathing me in. "Bella I need…I need to calm down or I will bite you. I've….I've tasted your blood love" I bit my lip. Why didn't I think about that it's not like I took a shower this morning when we were finished, I went to sleep I'm surprised he didn't lick me then. Edward got up slowly and put my legs around his waist as he released my wrists.
I held onto him as he pushed us against the wall and placed his head in the crook of my neck. "Bella, I could have killed you" I slid my fingers through his wet hair to soothe him. "You controlled yourself and you didn't" he shook his head and I held onto him. "I was so tempted to bite you last night when you slept…..I could smell the slight tear inside you and it was calling to me love but Alice got to me in time right before my teeth touched your thigh" I shivered at the thought. "Would you have stopped?" he raised his head from my shoulder and looked into my eyes. They had returned to their topaz color but sadness clouded them slightly. "Maybe…maybe not I can't tell you Bella because I honestly don't know. Your blood sings to me Bella. When you bleed the most beautiful scent fills my nostrils. It calls to me to the point that my throat feels like it will burn until it's satisfied and the venom begins to fill my mouth and become unbearable" I took in everything he said but couldn't help but smile. " Isabella this is not a smiling matter" Then I laughed. I removed my legs from around his waist and he put me down so I could control my hysterics. Edwards face was between the emotions of annoyance, fury, love, admiration, and wait….. more fury. I started to relax and clutch my sides which hurt a little bit but I could deal with it. " What's so funny Bella" I rolled my eyes. "You are Edward, you are absolutely hysterical" he turned to turn off the water and then turned to look back at me. I stepped out of the shower and felt him following me. I grabbed a towel before I left the bathroom and wrapped it around me. I sat down on the edge of his bed and crossed my legs. "Edward I understand that my blood sings to you but that's not the reason I'm laughing. I'm laughing because you are so obtuse. Hasn't it occurred to you that you could have killed me right when I fell asleep or when Alice left or even just now in the shower" his mouth opened as if he was going to say something and then he closed it again. I rolled my eyes. "Edward, Alice probably just came in here to make you feel better since you're so convinced that you will kill me but I have to tell you something that everyone in this house is fully aware of. You love me too much to kill me babe or you would have done it a long time ago." we heard a round of applause coming from downstairs and I could only guess that it was coming from his siblings. Edward growled at them and I laughed as I got up and walked back to the bathroom so I could actually take a shower and do the rest of my routine. When will he learn.
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