I had lots of fun writing this chapter. Childbirth was the grossest thing I have ever gone through in my life and I have taken not only my experiences but experiences of my friends to write this chapter while encompassing the personalities of the family. This will not make you cry...much. It is a happy-go-lucky chapter. Thank you all for your baby name suggestions and I did use two of them but her first name I was happy with what I came up with. I love you all and review away. Good or bad...I can take it.
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Chapter 48-Babies. Oh, Baby
Sawyer
"TAYLOR!" I scream at the top of my lungs when I see Ana hunched over in the foyer standing in a pool of…ech…what the fuck is that and where did it come from. Holy shit that's nasty. There are pink thingies floating in a cloudy liquid that is running down Ana's leg. I am going to fucking puke. How did this all go so fucking wrong in such a short amount of time? Breath just breath, it will all be okay.
"Luke calm down, son. Her water just broke. She will be fine, we just have to get her to the hospital," Grace tells me as we help Ana step out from the grossness on the floor and to the front door.
"What is going onnnnnn," Taylor says as he turns the corner and slips in the pool of yuck that has just been expressed out of Ana's body, falling to the floor flat on his back I laugh at the sight of Jason's limbs flailing about before he hits the ground with a thud.
Elliot rounds the corner as well and sees a very sticky and messy Jason Taylor lying in that nasty shit. I sure fucking hope Mia doesn't do that. At least not while I am around. Elliot starts laughing and as Gail comes into view to see what is happening, she too laughs while trying to help her clumsy boyfriend up off the floor.
"Come on Jason, let's get you cleaned up," Gail snickers as she grabs his hand to lift him off the floor.
"No time baby. I have to get Ana to the hospital," Jason protests.
"I got it," Elliot says. "I'll drive, Kate and Carla can stay in the back with her."
"Umm, is there room for one more," Mia says over the excitement causing all eyes to dart to her. I release Ana to Grace and run toward my wife. Slipping in the goop but luckily not falling like Taylor did.
"Mia, honey did your water break."
"No but I have had contractions all morning and now they are exactly ten minutes apart."
"Mia, why didn't you say anything," Grace scolds.
"I didn't want to ruin the party."
"Ok this is great and all but can we get these two in the SUV and to the hospital," Kate, the voice of reason, brings us all back to the here and now.
"Right. Elliot you drive. Me and Kate will go with you. Carla you ride up front with Elliot. Taylor get cleaned up and bring Grace with you to the hospital. Hurry people, hurry," I tell them while they all look around like deer in the headlights.
Elliot is in such a panic he drops the keys three times before he makes it to the Audi SUV. If I didn't have to sit with my wife while she squeezes the ever loving shit out of my hand I would drive this damn thing myself. He takes a hard right turn out of Bellevue causing us all to shift in the back seat.
"Elliot calm the hell down before you get us killed," Ana chides him. "We have time."
"UHHHHH, maybe not…ahhhhhh," Mia moans. Elliot better get us to the hospital before his sister has this baby in the car.
"AHhhhh," Ana whimpers. "The contractions are starting to get worse. This must be what all the back pain was today."
"Breath girls breath. Just remember your breathing," Carla reminds them.
Ana and Mia are breathing erratically. I know I was supposed to be paying attention in that damn class but who the hell can't breath. Elliot nearly runs a red light and Carla smacks him on the arm. Poor guy is white as a ghost and he is breathing in unison with the girls like he is actually helping by doing that.
Mia has another intense contraction and instead of grabbing my hand she grabs my crotch. Hard. "Holy mother of fuck, Mia let go." I smack her hand repeatedly and wrinkle up my face but she doesn't release me. "Woman if you want to have more kids you will let go of my junk right now."
"ahhh…phew…phew...phew. Mother fuck this hurts!"
"Anastasia Rose Steele!" Carla scolds. "Language."
"Oh mother screw my language. Elliot I need you to get Gideon for me. I want him here with me."
Carla smiles at Ana, Kate whips out her phone and tries calling but there is no answer. Mia is pinching and grabbing at me and you would think for an ex-marine I could handle a girl but right now my wife has super human strength and I could kick myself for not letting Elliot sit back here with her.
I see the hospital and tell Elliot to pull up to the ER, they will take them right in. I guess Grace called ahead because there are two nurses waiting with wheelchairs when we arrive. I help Mia and Ana out of the car and Ana is yelling at Elliot to go find Gideon. Damn straight go find Gideon. If I am getting my ass kicked by my woman there is no reason he has to miss all the fun.
Gideon
When I get back into the main room of my suite, after throwing on whatever clothes I could find first, Elliot is gone. Where the fuck did he go and what the hall happened to Ana? I run out and close the door behind me to see a very freaked out Elliot holding the elevator.
"Lets fucking go Cross. We don't have much time."
"What the hell does that mean? Elliot, what happened to Ana," I ask as we climb into the elevator and he impatiently presses the button to make the door close faster.
"What do you think happened to her? She is having a baby."
"What? Jesus Elliot you dumb fuck. I thought something bad happened to her. Why did you come and get me?"
"Because Ana's water broke and Taylor slipped and fell and Mia was squeezing Sawyer's junk and there was screaming and breathing and…" Elliot is starting to get emotional and I have no idea what the hell he is talking about. "Ana told me I have to find you and bring you to the hospital. Those are my orders. I can't deliver babies but I can do as I am told. Pregnant chicks are freaken scary." His voice is shaky and as I stare at this very large man standing next to me nearly having a panic attack, his words are finally sinking into my brain.
"Come find me? Why-." The doors open and Elliot drags me outside where I see the illegally parked SUV that is still running, half hanging off the curb, with the keys in it. I shake my head and climb inside. "You okay to drive."
"Yes. Just get the fuck in. My mother told me they don't have much time."
"Elliot I'll go but I don't think Ana wants me there."
Elliot looks at me like I have three heads, "Shut the fuck up. Yes she does. She loves you. She told my mother and her mother that she loves you and she was about to go find you to tell you herself when her water broke."
"How do you know all that?"
"Because I was listening at the door. No one tells me shit so I have to rely on eavesdropping." He shrugs. "Listen Gideon. I like you, I do, and so does my family. Ana is a great girl and she needs you and wants you but if you can't love Ana the way she deserves, and be a father to my niece, then tell me right now and I will let you off. I will make up an excuse and Kate and me will help her raise the baby. But if you want to, really want to do this with her then you have my blessing. Just keep in mind if you hurt her I will beat you within an inch of your life," Elliot says with a very serious look on his face. I have no doubt he would try, hell Sawyer and Taylor would help him.
She wants me. She hasn't even spoken to me, really spoken to me, in weeks. When I was watching her from the path last night she looked like she was sad, but then again since Christian died she is always sad. If Elliot heard correctly and we can do this and really be a family, then I am in. All in.
Ana
Breathing, breathing, breathing...PAIN, PAIN, PAIN…
"Ana, your blood pressure is skyrocketing. We are going to have to do a C-section," says Dr. Green.
"No! I want to deliver her," I plead.
"I know but we have to act now. If I don't get you in there now you are putting yourself and the baby in danger," Dr. Green says. "Prep her for surgery. You can have one person in there with you."
"Kate, where is Gideon. I want him here with me. I am so scared."
"I know honey, I don't know where he is. Elliot went to find him but I will be with you, the entire time. I won't leave you for a second."
I squeeze Kate's hand and I start to cry as the nurses remove the monitors and wheel me down the long hallway to the operating room. They have Kate go to a different room to get changed into scrubs. I am so scared. I need Gideon. I need him here with me. I don't want to do this without him. Figures, I finally figure out what I want and life throws me another curve ball and my water breaks.
The operating room is stark white and cold. There are nurses and doctors yelling out commands and counting instruments. A short, portly, man in puppy and kitten scrubs tells me he is my anesthesiologist. Jesus if Christian were here he would throw a fit and tell this guy to get out of this room. He would never let a guy in kitten scrubs touch me. That makes me smile for a second feel a little more at ease. He gives me an epidural and the nurse at the end of the table keeps asking me if I can feel anything. I tell her "no", and two other nurses lift a blue cloth to prevent me from watching the process.
"Where's Kate? We can't start without Kate."
I see a few eyes dart around and a tall man with crystal blue eyes sits next to me and I can tell he is smiling from the way his eyes crinkle. His face is covered by a mask but I would know those eyes anywhere. "GIDEON! Oh my god you're here!"
"You bet sweetheart. Do you really think I would miss the birth of our daughter? Hell no."
"Our daughter? You said our daughter?"
"Of course I did. If that's what you want."
"Yes. That's what I want. I want you and our daughter to be a family. I love you so much."
Gideon lifts his mask and kisses me sweetly on the lips. I try and deepen the kiss but he pulls back and chuckles into my lips. "Lets get this baby out before we start on the next one, huh."
My face is hot and I am sure I am blushing. I swear I hear the nurses sighing and from the looks on their faces Gideon is the best looking daddy to be they have ever seen. Gideon is brushing my hair away from my face and telling me how beautiful I am. He is clearly in love if he thinks that in this tacky hair net and hospital gown with my insides thrown all over the place, I am beautiful. Just as he is about to kiss me again I hear the soft cries of a baby. My baby. Our baby.
"Do you want to cut the cord daddy?" A nurse asks.
Gideon smiles and looks down at me, his eyes are glassy and I nod for him to do it. He stands up and I am not sure what happens on the other side but when he comes back around he is holding our daughter who is wrapped in pink blanket with a pink cap on her tiny head. I see a lonely tear slide down his face when he looks at our daughter. He pulls his eyes away and when they meet mine, he smiles and says, "Thank you" before kissing her on her forehead.
Sawyer
Can't anyone give her more drugs? Can someone give me some drugs? She is going to break every bone in my hand. "Ow, Mia, ow, ow."
"Oh man up Luke. I have a person trying to escape from my body and you are crying over your poor little hand. I hope you are enjoying this because there is no damn way I am ever doing this again. OWWWWWWW!" This time Mia grabs my shirt. Thank god. I wouldn't consider myself a pussy but this chick is making me want to cry.
"How ya' doing Mia?" Grace asks, entering the room.
"Mom, this hurts so much. I can't take it. Where is Dr. Green? I need to get this baby out now."
"She just finished up with Ana. She will be here in a second."
"Ana had the baby? Is she okay?"
"She is fine. Her blood pressure was high so they had to do a C-section but her and the baby are fine. All 7lbs 3oz and 19 inches of her."
"Oh I am so glad for her. Can I have a C-section? Please. This baby is ripping me apart."
"No way Mrs. Sawyer. You are at ten centimeters. On the next contraction I need you to push," Dr. Green says while putting on a fresh pair of gloves as she enters the room.
"Yea, please, anything."
"Okay, Mr. Sawyer, can you wrap one arm under her knee and one hand behind her neck. Mia when I tell you to push I need you to push against my fingers okay. Ready…push."
Mia pushes and I make the mistake of looking down. I expect to see a baby but instead. Oh my god, for the second time today I am grossed out beyond belief and I think I am going to throw up. My wife, who has gone to the finest schools money can buy and who had a damn debutant ball for petes sake has just taken a shit on the delivery table. I'm with Mia on this one. No more babies.
"Is he out?" Mia questions.
"Oh something came out but it wasn't a baby," I mutter, utterly disgusted.
"What?"
"Never mind that Mia. Just relax; the next contraction will come soon. You are doing great," Dr. Green tells her.
My face is still wrung up in disgust. I am just going to look at my wife's face and nowhere else.
"Ready, again Mia."
"Come on baby push. Push. You can do it," I encourage. She is moaning and grunting like a crazed animal. "Come on baby a little more."
"I see the head. Mia on the next contraction I need you to push really hard and breath for me. You are doing great."
"URGH…ahhhh…phew, phew…ahhhhh," Mia grunts. I look down to see my son sliding out of her. Well, I will never look at that area the same again. I watch the nurses clean him off and jiggle him around a little before he cries. It is the single best moment of my life. He's here. My son is here.
"Mia honey you did so good. He is amazing." I kiss her and brush her hair off her forehead. I can feel tears of joy building up and I can't stop kissing her face.
"Would you like to cut the cord daddy?"
I nod and Grace takes out her camera while I cut the cord, severing the attachment from mother and son before he is taken to a clear plastic bin and placed under a light where he is measured and weighed. No wonder Mia had such a hard time. Our son Wyatt Drake Sawyer came in at a whopping 9lbs 4 oz and 22 inchs.
Gideon
The nurses take the baby to the nursery to clean her up and feed her while Ana is in post op. I asked her what her name was and she said we had to talk about it. For now we are calling her Lady Bug, or bug for short, courtesy of Uncle Elliot. After they wheel Ana away I lean against the wall and swipe the blue hat off of my head. I almost didn't make it here; I would have never forgiven Kate if she made me miss that moment.
"Elliot, the hospital is right there. Let me out in front."
I open the door and jump out before he even stops the car. I run to the front desk and ask where labor and delivery is. She points me to an elevator and tells me to take it to the fourth floor. I get out of the elevator that seemed to take forever to move, I run to the locked double doors and inform them that I am here for Anastasia Steele. The nurse buzzes me in and tells me that I have to hurry because she is in the operating room. Operating room, oh no. Something's wrong. My worried expression makes the nurse laugh.
"Your first one? It shows," she tells me as we walk into a room filled with scrubs and linens. Kate emerges dressed all in blue and just before she reaches the operating room door the nurse yells to her.
"Ma'am the father is here. He is going to go with Miss Steele."
"Gideon let me, I am already dressed and there is not much time. I will come out as soon as the baby is born."
The hell with that. "No Kate. I need to be in there with Ana. That is my daughter being born and I have to be there when that happens."
Kate tried to argue but I quickly change and wash up while fending off her excuses why she should be in there. There is no way in hell that Katherine Kavanagh is going to see my daughter before me. No way in hell.
"No, Kate I am going in. Tell the family that I am here and I will tell them when everything is over." Kate nods and pouts before walking down the hallway with her arms across her chest. Tough shit Kavanagh, this is going down my way.
When I step into the operating room all the nurses focus their attention to me. Yea I get it ladies, but could we take care of the woman that you are about to cut in half. Their eyes dart around to each other in na 'OHHH YEAH' way but my eyes are on Ana. When I sit next to her and she realizes who I am I know Elliot heard correctly. She wants me here. I kiss her on the lips, Ana opens her mouth slightly and I pull away. She is thinking of slipping me some tongue while she is about to have a baby. The fact that she wants me so bad that she is thinking about it while having a major operation is kind of hot. When I call her on it her face turns red and I smile at her. While I am telling her how glad I am that I made it I hear a baby cry from the other side of the curtain. I freeze and stare at Ana with wide eyes. It's her. Out daughter.
"Do you want to cut the cord daddy?" A nurse asks.
Daddy. That's me. I am her daddy. That sweet little girl is my daughter. I look to Ana for approval and she nods to me to do it. I make the mistake of looking over at the bottom half of Ana to see the doctors sewing up her stomach. Blood is everywhere and I think I am going to faint but then I see her. One nurse is holding her and another nurse hands me a pair of scissors then shows me where to cut. I cut the cord and a small amount of blood oozes out of it and onto the baby.
The nurse takes the baby to a table to measures and weighs her before wrapping her in a pink blanket. She has a small patch of copper colored hair on the top of her head that curls at the ends. The nurse places a small pink cap on her head and offers her over to me. At first I take a step back because I am scared to hold something so small and fragile, I shake my head but she smiles and gently hands her over showing me how to support her head. She is so small in my arms and she smells so good. I watch her as she falls asleep and all the anxiety fades away. I find comfort in her being so close to me. I could look at her face forever. As I walk over to where Ana can see her I feel a tear escape my eye. I have never been this happy in all my life and I know from this moment on I have a family. I look over to Ana and mouth, "Thank you," before looking back at my daughter and smile.
After taking a deep breath I head down to the waiting room to find an excited Grace and Carrick, a pissed off Kate and Taylor, an emotional Carla and Gail, and Elliot who is scared out of his mind looking like he is going to break at any moment. I smile at them all and tell them that our Lady Bug weighed in at 7lbs 3oz and 19 inches. The room erupts in cheers and everyone hugs me.
Ana
I half open my eyes to see a very handsome man sitting on a chair next to me watching me sleep. When my eyes flutter open all the way he gives me a small sexy smile. I smile back at him and close my eyes slowly before reopening them.
"Hey, sweetheart. How do you feel?"
"Better, now that you're here."
"Yea, I heard you were making a mad dash to confess your love for me when your water broke. No worries you can do it now. I'm listening," he joked.
"And who told you those lies Mr. Cross. Let me guess Elliot," I giggled but immediately stopped because every muscle in my stomach was on fire.
"You're a good guesser. So you were not going to come and find me?" Gideon raises a questioning brow at me and gives me a cocky grin.
"Okay you got me. I was leaving the party to come and find you," Gideon leans closer, grabs my hand, and holds it up to his lips, kissing me on my palm and sending shivers up my body. I am in so much pain I wince and he presses a red button that is clipped on my bedside. "I wanted to tell you that I made up my mind about what I want and I want you. I want us. I didn't want to pressure you with all my nonsense and the baby but when I got your note I realized you wanted all of this."
"I do. I want us. The three of us."
"The three of us…," I repeat back to him and close my eyes as the pain meds take effect. I feel his hand on the side of my face and he is rubbing his thumb over my knuckles, lulling me back to sleep.
I don't know how long I have slept but when I open my eyes this time my room is full of people. I see my mom sitting in the chair next to me holding her granddaughter proud as a peacock. I notice Taylor is nearby in his protective stance with Gail by his side.
"There she is," Carrick says. "How are you feeling?"
"Sore. How is Mia and Wyatt?"
"She's fine dear, they both are. She will be in later to come and see you since you probably won't be able to get out of bed for another few hours."
"So what did you decide for a name," Gail asks.
The whole room looks at me as if I am about to reveal the secret to everlasting life. "I know what I want to name her but I am open to suggestions."
Everyone thinks for a few minutes. My mother is the first to pipe up. "I like Kristen. It is kind of like Christian." I thin my lips and nod slowly. I thought about that but I don't want her name to be too obvious. Other names I considered were Christina or Krista but they don't seem right to me.
"How about Eva. Eva Grey," Kate suggests. I look to Gideon who is leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. He looks to the floor with pain etched on his face. When his eyes meet mine he shakes his head in the negative and I agree. I think naming our daughter after his dead lover would be weird.
"What do you want Ana?" Grace asks.
Again all eyes are on me except Taylor who is looking at the baby. "I was thinking Charlotte Tory Grey, Charlie for short." Taylor blinks slowly before directing his eyes towards mine. A small knowing smile creeps up on his face and he nods in approval. He of course knows how much Christian loved Charlie Tango and he knows the significance of my first ride in the helicopter. It was the first night we made love and the first night I found out about Christians BDSM lifestyle. I want my daughter to have a piece of her father without being too obvious. She will be named after his favorite thing and she will have his initials.
"Charlotte Tory Grey," Grace says as if she is testing the words. "I love it. I think that should be her name."
"I agree." Gideon smiles and walks over to me and sits on the edge of the bed before kissing my forehead. "Charlie it is." Everyone smiles and I know I did well.
Gideon
I like to think I am a man who can handle anything. I run a successful business, I can take a vigorous workout, and I am a man who demands control, so it is baffling that a three-month old baby can have this much power over me. Ana had an appointment at the Spa for and this is the first time since she had Charlie that she is pampering herself. This is also the first time I am alone with her, really alone, and I am freaking the fuck out. Ana or Gail is always around in case I need a hand but they are all gone to get pretty for the annual Coping Together Gala and the Greys.
I can't believe a year has passed since the last time we were there. God that was the night that crazy bitch was in Ana's apartment and tried to kill her. That was the first night we slept together on my plane and it was nice to just lay there with no presumption of sex. Speaking of sex Ana has been hinting all week that we are good to go in that area. She was out of commission for the first eight weeks then we were both too tired and too busy to think about sex. I cannot believe I have gone this long and committed to a woman without taking her for a test drive first. Tonight is going to be special. I have arranged for Ireland to come and watch Charlie at our house so Ana and I could have an entire evening alone and just enjoy us.
This evening is going to be full of surprises.
Ana
I have been waxed, scrubbed, plucked, and buffed. If this doesn't get Gideon in the mood for some hot nasty sex then I don't know what will. He always treats me like I am made of glass. God if he only knew how wrong he is. He has no idea about my sexual history with Christian and it may come up at one point but not tonight. Tonight is all about us.
"Wow, Steele you look hot. Gideon is going to blow his stack before he even gets in you."
"KATE!"
"What? Jesus will you give that man some for Christ's sakes. He must love you to be with you all this time without you giving it up."
"I know, but do you have to be so crude. I think Elliot is rubbing off on you."
"Oh you bet he is. He rubs off on me all the time," Kate laughs.
"Eww Kate that's my brother you are talking about," Mia says with a disgusted look on her face.
"Mia Sawyer I know you are not scolding me about being brazen. I know what you did in the back seat of the car in New York. You know when you lost your panties in the back of Christian's car," Kate whispers.
"You know about that?!"
"Of course we do. The walls have ears. You would be wise to remember that." Mia's face turns red and Kate and I laugh. It feels good to have a little girl time. I love Charlie but an infant takes a lot out of you.
When I arrive back at the house Gideon is asleep on the couch with Charlie on his chest. When I set my bags on the floor she stirs and tries to lift her head off of his chest. Her big, beautiful grey eyes find mine she smiles. I take out my phone to take a picture of this adorable site and when the flash goes off Gideon opens his eyes.
"What are you doing? Did you just take a picture of me?"
"Yes I did. You two are so cute together I couldn't resist."
I lift Charlie off of him and she lets out a giggle when I kiss her cheeks. Gideon smiles at the two of us as he slides his hand up my skirt, pinching my ass. I slide out of his grip so he stands abruptly and kisses me. Charlie puts her hand on his face and Gideon smiles into my lips before redirecting his attention to her. When she reaches for him I shake my head and he gladly takes her from me. Gideon is such a good father. He wakes up with her at night and soothes her when she cries. She mostly prefers him to me at night when it's time to go to bed but I don't mind. I am glad they have such a strong bond.
"Ireland is on her way. You can go get ready, I will keep Charlie busy until she gets here," I tell Gideon. I just need to put on my dress since the entire day was devoted to preparing me for this evening. Gideon insisted that I take some time out for myself.
"Okay. Here you go bug, back to mama," he murmurs as he hands Charlie over. Uncle Elliot's nickname has stuck so Lady Bug or Bug is mostly what she is called. Charlie cries once she is in my arms and puts her hand out for Gideon. He gives me a sad smile before kissing her forehead and leaving the room. He hates to see her cry.
"Oh. No tears baby. Daddy will be right back. Lets get you changed." I head off into the nursery and before I button the last snap on her pajamas Gideon is popping his head in the door wearing a pair of boxers looking so smoking hot. His hair is wet and slicked back and water droplets are running down his chest and back. Damn I am a lucky girl. Half naked Gideon is a sight to behold.
"She okay?" He asks, as the doorbell rings.
"Yes, of course she is. You worry to much," I tell him as makes funny faces at Charlie. "I'll get the door. That is probably Ireland. Put some clothes on and I will be right up to get ready myself."
I open the door to find Ireland patiently waiting to see her niece. I don't know what all Gideon's issues are with his family but I am glad he has Ireland. She is such a sweet girl and she absolutely loves Charlie.
"Hi, Lady Bug," Ireland coos. "oh and hi to you too Ana." She gives me a brief hug and returns her attention to Charlie. My daughter really is lucky to have so many people who love her.
"Hi Ireland. Come in. Gideon is getting ready."
"Well then let me take my favorite girl and you can join him. Are you ready to have some fun little lady? Yes we will. You and Auntie Ireland are going to have so much fun." She talks to her in a baby voice. Ireland just loves being an aunt. She says she can spoil her then give her back when she has ruined her for the rest of us. Whenever Ireland and Mia are in the same room it is like battle of the Aunties. Mia tries to spoil her but Charlie cries and then Ireland smirks and makes her laugh. It really pisses Mia off but Sawyer seems to get a kick out of watching Mia try so hard to win the affection of a baby.
As I enter the room I see a dashing man in a black tux about to tie his tie. He is just as yummy dressed, as he is naked. I can't wait until later tonight. It will be the first time Gideon and I have sex and I am bursting with anticipation. He smiles at me in the mirror and I rake my eyes over his sexiness before closing the door to our bedroom.
"Looking pretty good there Cross. I was hoping you would still be half naked in here," I joke but I can see the joke is not taken.
Gideon's face changes to a dark and almost dangerous stare before he faces me. "Are you teasing me again sweetheart, because I fully intend on fucking you every which way I can imagine later. Just say the word and we will blow off this party and stay right here."
His finger slides across my jawbone and down my neck. My breathing gets heavier and as much as I want to take him up on his offer we can't. We have to attend the Gala. "I would love to, but we have to get ready."
Gideon searches my face for a moment before pushing me back onto the bed and removing his jacket. His eyes are hooded and needy and I can feel myself getting wet. "Sweetheart I want to take my time with you and I really want to do this the right way but I can't take it anymore. You are driving me crazy. I need to be inside you. Now! We don't have much time so it is going to be quick but I promises when we get back tonight I am going to take you places you ain't ever seen before."
The whole time he is talking he is unbuttoning his shirt and removing his pants. I am watching him strip and the buildup of finally having him inside of me is enough to put me over the edge. Gideon grabs my legs and forces them apart before ripping off my panties. The neediness in his eyes is so hot. He has this animatistic expression like he wants to devour me from the inside out and by George I think I'll let him.
His mouth is on my pussy before I even see him bend down. "So ready Ana. You are so tight baby I need to make sure I don't hurt you."
"I am fine Gideon," I moan as he sucks and licks me. "Please, I need you inside me."
"Almost, I need to make sure I won't hurt you."
Damn it, he is irritating me. I have done this before. "GIDEON! I can take it. I can take all of it. Stop treating me like I am made of glass and fuck me already."
The second the word fuck came out of my mouth he stopped and was sliding up my body tearing my clothes apart along the way. "I won't hurt you but if you like it rough baby I can help you out there."
"You have no idea how rough I like it Mr. Cross," I tell him before pushing my hands into his hair and pulling his face towards mine.
I can feel him at my entrance, pushing his hips into me slowly and methodically. My body feels like it is going to explode. Screw this. I push him off of me taking him by surprise. I pull off my ripped skirt and blouse before positioning him at my entrance as I straddle him. His eyes are wide and as he grabs my hips to steady me. I slam onto him in one thrust and the pain and yearning of taking him empowers me to keep going.
"FUCK!" he growls throwing his head back. That is all the encouragement I need to continue. I slip off slightly and slam into him again. The pleasure and the pain are making my body convulse. After a few more thrusts watches me intently as I ride his cock slipping him in and out of me. "My turn," he groans as he flips me under him never breaking contact.
"I want to watch you baby. I want to watch your face as you cum so keep your eyes open." Gideon slowly slips into me then rotates his hips and grids himself into my wetness making me immediately respond. With two more thrusts I cum harder than I ever have before. All the pent up sexual tension is released onto the beautiful man above me.
"God sweetheart you feel so good. You are so fucking tight. I'm gunna' cum baby. Fuck!" Gideon's seed spurts into me filling me up to the brim.
Gideon rests the weight of his body on mine and I can't help but laugh. We have waited all this time to express our love for one another and our first time is a quickie before a party. It is so…us.
"That's a first. No woman has never laughed after having sex with me before," he says and I slap his chest as he leans up.
"Very funny," I scold. "I was not laughing at the sex. The sex was great. I was laughing at us. I am sure you had a very romantic evening planned and we wind up screwing ten minutes before we need to leave."
"I guess you're right," he chuckles as he pulls me off he bed. "Now Miss Steele, if you don't mind I have to clean up and get ready, so do you." He looks down to see himself running down my inner thighs. He looks back to me with a satisfied smile. "You have once again used sex to distract me from my plan."
"Me! When have I ever used sex to distract you?"
"Do you remember telling me in the elevator that you had no gag reflex. I nearly pulled you back in and had my way with you right then and there. You are lucky the elevator doors closed before I had my chance."
Gideon's eyes are still dancing with lust so I take this as my cue to give him something to think about all night. I grab his semi-hard erection in my hand and look right into his eyes.
"If you care to test my gag reflex later I think we can make this an interesting evening."
I step away from him before he can grab me. I know that if I don't walk away now we will never leave this house. I am looking forward to an evening alone with Gideon. Hopefully this Coping Together Gala will be a little less dramatic than last years, but then again with this bunch nothing is ever not dramatic.
A/N The next chapter will be another fun one. Stay tuned.
