A/N - One pansycake asked if I was going t continue the story after Four leaves and to the answer to that, yes I will, but I notice now that it's school is about to end, that I have more homework, so I might not be able to update every day, but I will try! Please review! Enjoy :)
Tris POV
I wake up by someone shakes me; not hard, but enough to wake me up. I turn around to find Sky looking at me. I then worry if she came here alone or not, so I look for anyone else in the room and then I see Four in the door frame.
"Everyone is down stairs." He says coming over to me, sitting down near my legs and putting his hand on my hip.
"Mommy!" Sky says and I turn to look at her.
"Hey girl." I say smiling to her.
"People down stais." She says and I smile at how adorable she is, and how she can't say the 'r's yet.
"Down stairs?" I ask.
"Yeah, down stais!" She says walking over to Four, or should I say crawling over to Four, since she is on the bed. "Daddy come!" She says and I smile.
"You want to join us?" He asks taking Sky in his lap.
"Is the party moved here?"
"Yeah, it was easier for Zeke."
"No, I don't want to come down!" I tell him and turn over. He walks out of the room and I can hear he is walking down the stairs. Then I hear many voices and someone comes up, and knocks. I turn to see Zeke.
"What do you want?" I ask a bit to harshly.
"Tris just come down with me!" He says walking into my bedroom.
"NO! I don't want to go to a stupid goodbye party!" I yell at him.
"I don't want him to leave either! But remember what I told you?" He asks and I shake my head. " I told you that, I know that, even if I hate this, I have realized that he doesn't want to do this, he doesn't want to leave, just as bad as we not want him to leave! Tris, you need to know Four loves you with his whole heart! That is never changing! He loves you! He loves Nick and Sky! And I have realized that he loves us too! He doesn't want to do this, but he doesn't have a choice, so instead of being upset with him, we should comfort him, help him get through it, enjoy the present and not worry about the future! Enjoy what we have now and not waste time being upset with him about leaving, when he is in two days. He didn't volunteer to do this, you know that, Max said he HAD to go no matter what! We should enjoy what we have now, we should go and enjoy our last party with him today, and then when he does leave, we can be upset, but not with him!"
"But I don't want him to leave!" I say crying now.
"I don't either and what do you think he wants? Do you think he wants to leave you? Or Nick or Sky? Or us for that matter? And the hardest part for him is that he knows that you want to marry him and of course he wants to marry you, but he can't do that when he is leaving, he doesn't want to put you through that when he is gone for a year and probably longer; then there is the part where all your friends are either married or getting married, that makes it even harder." He says walking over and sitting on the bed with me. I am sitting up too and I am confident to say I can see tears in his eyes too. "Tris no one wants this to happened! No one had expected this, but this is how it is and we need to accept it, even if we don't want to! Instead of being upset we can spend as much time with him now! He doesn't like seeing you like this, and him knowing it's because of him, makes it even worse. Let's go down and enjoy tonight!" He says and then hugs me. I wrap my hands around his neck and keep them like this.
"Okay. Thank you! I needed to hear that!" I tell him and he smiles.
"We are all going to be here for you and help you Tris. You aren't going to be alone during this." He says and we stand up and head downstairs. We walk downstairs and everyone is talking with each other, I know I still have tears coming down my cheek, but they have quiet down. Zeke has his arm around me shoulder, and keeps me close.
"Know one knows yet, okay?" He asks and I nod. When Zeke and I come down everyone looks at us. I look at Tobias and he looks at me. I walk out from Zeke arm and walk over to Tobias and wrap my arms around his neck and he wraps his arms around my waist, and I hide my face in his shoulder.
"I love you." He whispers in my ear.
"I love you too." I say to him as we pull a part.
"How did you?" Tobias asks looking at Zeke.
"Magic!" He says smiling. Tobias looks at me again and cups my face in his hands and wipes the tears on my cheek away with his thumbs. I smile.
"So what happened up there? We heard shooting!" Christina says. I look around the room and see everyone here; Tori, Bud, Harrison, Natalie, Sky, Nick, Bolt, Ash, Ace, Marlene, Uriah, Zeke, Shauna, Will, Al, Luke, Christina and Max. Why Max is here, I don't understand, but I have no intention on caring now. Tori stands up and walks over to me and I walk over to her and we meet in the middle.
"I am so sorry!" She says and I hug her.
"No I should be sorry, I didn't mean to believe anything." I tell her while hugging her.
"I am still sorry though." She says and I smile.
"I guess everyone is." I say looking at Max. He stands up and walks over to me.
"I am truly sorry Tris, but it's just the best." He says and I just get angry about what he says. 'It just the best?' What does he think that it's best for Tobias to leave the city, to go on a dangerous mission and leaving his kids?
"Well, I guess I don't know what best is than, because I don't see how this is for the best! But right now I don't care, I am not down here to argue with you, so..." I say walking over to Tobias. I have my back against his chest and he wraps his arms around my face, and I am facing the others, he is also leaning his chin on my should which I am truly going to miss.
"Okay, now someone must tells us what the hell is going on!?" Uriah says.
"Yeah, what is going on?" Shauna asks.
"You guys remember the mission Al was talking about?" Four says, still having his chin on my shoulder. Some people nod and others don't. "Well the mission was about going out of this city and explore the outside world, well Max have told me that I have to go." He says.
To be continued...
A/N - Pansycakes will hopefully get more tomorrow! I love reading the comments so please review! I hope this was okay though!
