The Nerd & The Cheerio ch. 43
I never though that I would experience of looking the woman that had giving me up at birth but I see the physical similarities between the two of us and I'm not sure how I feel about her. I'm not sure how or even why Shelby decided after all this time to come find me but I come to find out that Quinn had done some digging around to come across a woman with the same name as Shelby who's the show choir director of the Carmel High. The cheerleader had told the choir director that she knew someone (me) that she should meet and that she come to the football game as a part of me wants to me be outraged that my girlfriend would do something like this without discussing it with me.
Another of me is touched she would do something like this as I stare at the woman had given birth to me would had explained to me that she had gotten pregnant from a one night stand with her then boyfriend who had gotten her drunk off of wine coolers. Shelby knew that she incapable of caring a baby and finishing school as well since her parents had kicked her out and hasn't seen her parents since then. She looked for the right people to give me to, someone who could give me what she felt that she couldn't at the time and had thought that my Dads would give me the love and care that I needed.
The choir director told me that it was the hardest thing that she had to do because she wanted to keep me and I look her in the eyes to see that she was telling the truth but I'm still unsure if I'm ready to pursue a relationship with her as I know nothing about her. I understand why Shelby had even up and it does answer some of the questions that I had constantly asked myself growing up but it doesn't mean that I want her back in my life. The choir director understands the confliction that I'm experience before writing down her number as well as her email address then tells me if I ever wants to contact her just to talk or anything.
I didn't miss the hopeful look as she leaves but I didn't realize that I had started crying until I feel Quinn wiping them away with the pads of her thumbs although this tears were one of relief. My birth mother did love me. She truly love me. The nurse cleared me to go home but warned me to over do it since my ribs needed time to heal so no football for a couple of week but that's the last thing on my mind as my beautiful girlfriend acting as my own personal nurse. I know that the head Cheerio doesn't mind doing things for me but it doesn't mean that I should take advantage of her although the waking up to her between my legs is a welcomed surprise.
At school, I'm constantly patted on the back or having people stare at me like I'm some kind of hero seems so surreal as people's opinions of me quickly changed after bringing the school a football championship trophy. I went from nerdy freak to football hero in a matter of months but now I'm don't have to worry about football until next season or if I want to continue to be on the football team at all since the only reason that I had joined in the first place was to get Quinn. I have her and I don't see a reason to stay but I was never one to quit something once I started it as I found myself actually enjoy playing the game and camaraderie that I have acquired as it feels like I have found myself a part something bigger than myself.
Noah, Finn and Karofsky were offered football scholarships to the school of their choice and I couldn't more proud than I am right now as I know that the Mohawk jock couldn't believe that he was leaving Lima behind. I knew that he wasn't going to stay in this town forever and true his word, everyone had showed up to his place for a large party to celebrate the teams' victory and the alcohol was flowing. The wide receiver had tried to get me to drink but politely declined because I didn't want to get hungover the next day but Quinn was free to drink as Santana didn't have any qualms about supplying her with booze with a suspicious glint in her eyes.
I narrowed my eyes at the Latina who just winks at me as she throws back a shot glass of clear liquid of which I assumed was vodka or another form of alcohol as the blonde angel sits on my lap, arm wrapped around my shoulders. I wrap my arm around her petite waist while lazily drawing different patterns on her bare edge as she decided to wear a pair of painted on demin shorts that barely came mid-thigh. As the night progressed, I'm quite sure that I'm the only one was remotely sober if at all as the only ones that were still conscious was myself, Quinn, Noah, Kurt, Sam, Mike, Mercedes, Gabby and Tina.
Brittany and Santana disappeared somewhere upstairs which I don't even want to know what they're getting themselves up while the mohawk jock demanded we play truth or dare which leads to interesting turn of events as I found out more than needed about my friends. At some point for some reason, the dark-skinned diva had been dared to kiss Gabby which went on longer than necessary since the both of them were inebriated although it surprised me nonetheless that Mercedes even agreed to it.
It almost seems like she was eager to kiss the tanned cheerleader while Sam was dared to go running naked around the block and Tina was asked about her first time causing both Asians to blush all the way to their ears. For the first time in my life I truly feel like I found a family that will love me for me, faults and all and I wouldn't trade them for all the money in the world as I'm pulled out of my thoughts by the unbelievable sexy girl on my lap lightly grinding on.
She easily guides me up the stairs and into Noah's room before deciding to have her way with me but she was mindful of my still bruised ribs as I can't imagine my life with this gorgeous girl withering on top of me in pleasure. I know that we're gonna have an amazing life together as we lay there, basking in the afterglow of our love-making as I push a lock of hair behind her ear, wrapping my arms around her waist.
"I love you" Quinn said kissing my collarbone.
"You sure that you're not saying that just because I made orgasm for the fifth time tonight" I scoffed jokingly.
"It's an added bonus that you're amazing in bed but I love that you have the biggest heart that I've ever seen, you're amazingly talented, sweet with me and especially with Logan as I can only image what you're gonna be like with our children and you're sexy as hell" Quinn said kissing me soundly on the lips.
"Y-You want kids with me?" I asked shocked.
"Of course I do. I want it all with you and everything that comes it" Quinn said smiling softly.
Senior year was amazing because I had my friends and my wonderful girlfriend on my arm as I decided that I staying on the football team, wanting to lead the team to another championship. I don't know what surprised me more Noah and Kurt getting together or that Mercedes had broken up with Shane over the summer once he found that he kissed another at the wide receiver's play last year and getting together with Gabby. They deny that they're together although the fleeting looks and lingering touches were saying otherwise but I'm happy for the two whether they become a couple or not as I found myself reaching out to Shelby.
I had told her that I'm not in the right headspace for a mother-daughter relationship but I do want us to become friends which leads her to telling that she would be happy with just being in my life. I had auctioned for NYADA along with Kurt and both managed to get in as we started solidifying plans to go New York while Quinn obtains an abundance of offers of school including Yale and NYU. She was worry about how she was gonna pay for school since both schools were Ivy League schools and I offered to pay for but was quickly shut down because she didn't want me spending my money on her without it feeling like she couldn't take care of herself. Frannie told her younger sister not to worry about the money as the lawyer has it cover which the cheerleader tried to fight her on.
"Quinn, let do this for you. Let me for once look after you like I should've when we were younger" Frannie said taking Quinn's face in her hands.
"But I-"
"You're going to college and you're going to let pay for it, whether you like it or not" Frannie said sternly.
Quinn pouted slightly but I know that it's a load off of her shoulders, pulling her sister into a tight hug as I'm over the moon to have my girlfriend in New York when graduation rolled away. I'm more than ready to say goodbye to this place but it's sort of bittersweet as for the most part this place has been a sad part of my life but it's made me stronger as a person, finding myself standing on top of the stage in the auditorium next to the piano. This is where I spent most of my time hiding in from all the football team that used to hate my guts but some of them are have actually become my friends and I know that I'm going to miss them when we part ways to start a new chapter in our lives.
"I knew that I would find you"
I turned to see Quinn still wearing her graduation gown minus the hat with a bright smile on her face, walking up the side of the stage.
"I thought that I should one last look at this place" I said looking around, placing a hand on the piano. "For a long time, this place was a sanctuary for me"
"And now?" Quinn asked wrapping her arms around my waist. "Think that you're going to miss it"
"No" I said turning in her arms, wrapping my arm around her shoulders. "I don't need it anymore, I have a new sanctuary"
"God, you're such a dork" Quinn giggles.
"Maybe you love it" I said grinning.
"I do but I think that this place needs a proper send off" Quinn said palming the front of my pants.
"I think that you're right" I said bucking into her hand.
The End
