Title: To Be Loved 50?

Author: Christen but if you want a response back from during the week email me at these characters belong to One Tree Hill except for Margaret or any other characters you don't recognize.

Distribution: Take it, but let me know. If you have any of my other fics, go ahead.

Comments: This is my first One Tree Hill Fic but email me if have any comments please email them to me. Ok someone was a little confused and they couldn't understand how Lucas could have kids but still be in high school. Ok when Lucas, Nathan, Haley etc are in high school in the past and when they have kids that's in the future. Remember how Dan has a date of death that's not current? That's evidence that at the time that was the future. Any other questions just email me. Ok since we now know Jake's daughter's name is Jenny, I'm changing Grace's name to Jenny.

(To Be Loved by Curtis Stigers)

"Be a hero
Be a star
Anything but what you are

Find a girl to possess
Always pay, pursue, protect
Be a master
Be a slave
Work your ass into an early grave"

"Tim take Michael out before he wakes up Hilarie." Brooke said.

"Who's making all the noise?" TJ asked annoyed as he came in. When he closed the door, Hilarie woke up.

"Well it looks like taking Michael out is pointless now." Tim said.

"Did you two get so drunk that you kidnaped two babies?" TJ asked.

"Of course not. Michael and Hilarie are Aunt Peyton's and Uncle Lucas's new twins and we're babysitting them for them." Brooke said.

"But why? They're so loud and one of them smells." TJ said.

"So did you when we first brought you home." Tim said.

"And you kept me?" TJ asked shocked.

"Yeah well we liked you a little too much."

"I don't get it. Why exactly do people find babies so cute?" TJ asked confused.

"Come here and let me show you." Brooke said.

TJ walked over to her.

"Sit down next to your dad." Brooke said.

"You better not expect me to touch one of those things." TJ said.

"She could do worse things." Tim said.

"Not in my mind."

Brooke laid Hilarie in TJ's arms. "Now support her head." Brooke said.

"Dad, stop her. This is plain torture."

"Just be quiet and hold her." Tim said.

Hilarie started to coo.

"What's that noise? What's she doing?" He asked panicked.

"She's cooing. It's how she shows you she's happy." Brooke said.

"Really? Hmm. She's happy with me holding her?"

"Yeah. I think she likes you."

TJ smiled. "This is kind of cool."

"I thought it was just plain torture."

"Maybe that's a tad but of an over execration."

"Well I need to take her back. It's time for her to eat." Brooke said taking Hilarie back.

"You know if you two got your own babies, I wouldn't complain." TJ said.

"We don't really need your approval but thanks." Brooke said smiling.

"I'm just saying that its not a bad idea that's all."

"TJ don't you have something to do?" Tim asked.

"Not that I know of."

"It wasn't really a question. Now go." Tim said.

"I'm going, I'm going." TJ said laughing.

"Fine Jake we're alone now so what is it that you want to talk to me about?" Margaret asked annoyed.

"I want to know why you're trying so desperately to set me and Peyton up."

"I'm not trying desperately to do anything."

"Really? Well the way you were acting just a minute ago, it made it seem like you were."

"Well you're the one who said you two kissed."

"So what?"

"So what's so wrong with you two being a couple?"

"Because... because... I want to be with you damn it!" Jake said mad.

Margaret laughed. "Good because the feeling is mutual but we can't be together so maybe you should think about being with someone else."

"What if I don't want to be with anyone else?" Jake asked as he started to touch her face.

"Well I'm off limits."

"Really then why haven't you stopped me from touching you?"

"Because... it feels good ok?"

Jake laughed. "Well it's just the two of us now why don't we take advantage of that?"

Margaret sighed happily. "I know I should say no but... I can't seem to really think anymore."

Jenny walked into her room with Chad's journal so she could continue to read it. She sat down on her bed, turned on her lamp and continued to read.

"I got to go over to Ryan's house today after practice since all four of my parents were working late. Once I saw his family, I realized I had no reason to complain about mine. Being one of eleven, his house is never quite. His parents

are cool though. You'd think with all those kids they'd be pulling their hair out but they're not, they're actually laid back. Oh and I finally got to meet his twin sister. She's like the only sibling he's close to. Plus they share a room. I couldn't imagine sharing a room with Carrie or Jenny. That's just crazy. But she's cool too. We talked mostly about Renee and this girl Ry's crushing on but he won't say who. Tess even offered her opinions. Ryan swears Tess won't say anything. I hope not because if word gets back to the parents, I'm dead. But I agree with Ryan she's seems pretty trustworthy. He helped me plan a way to see Renee this Saturday and I gave him some advice on the girl he likes. Though knowing Ryan, he won't do anything for a long time. That's just how he is. Well Peyton's at my door asking me to take at the trash, and I know if I don't do it my dad's going to kill me."

Haley came into Karen's house and was shocked to find her throwing things around the room. "Karen, what's wrong?"

"Men! I just can't stand them anymore especially men with the last name of Scott!"

"Well Karen your son's last name is Scott."

"And if he turns out to be anything like Dan or Keith, I'll kill him!"

"Ok I know why you hate Dan but what did Keith do?" Haley asked confused.

"Keith has been sleeping with some slut name Tamara."

"Keith Scott? That doesn't sound like him, Karen."

"I know and that's what I thought when Dan told me."

"Dan's involved in this?"

"Yeah he gave me the girl's number."

"Why would he do that?"

"Honestly I think it was just to make sure I'm not happy but he said he didn't want to see me hurt or some bull like that."

"And you believe him?"

"I didn't till I called the number and the woman told me she was sleeping with Keith."

"But that doesn't make sense with what Nathan told me."

"What did Nathan tell you?"

"Karen I'm not sure I should tell you."

"Haley please." Karen begged.

"Just don't tell Keith I told you but he's planning on asking you to marry him or at least he was."

"But that doesn't make any sense. Why would he be sleeping with someone else if he was planning on proposing to me?"

"Honestly I don't think he is sleeping with anyone else. That just doesn't sound like Keith and I think you know him well of to know that." Haley said. "And plus this reeks of one of Dan's plans or at least I think so." Haley said.

"Ry are you sleeping?" Tess asked.

"What if I said yes?"

"You'd be lying."

Ryan sighed. "I can't sleep. Not with Lee's music blaring."

"Believe me I know the feeling. At least that means they cleaned up so Mom and Dad won't be any madder."

"Funny. Once I got well, they're going to kill me."

"And they should. What were you thinking getting into a car that Chad was driving?" Tess asked annoyed.

"You sound like mom."

"Well she has a point. That was totally stupid, Ryan. We could of lost you. Do you even realize that?"

"Does that mean you'd miss me?" Ryan asked with a smile.

"I'm serious."

Ryan sighed. "I know believe me. I still can't believe Chad died. It seems almost unreal."

"I'm sorry he died. He's defiantly missed."

"How do you know?"

"I talked to his Aunt Alexis."

"The crazy one?" Ryan asked shocked.

"She seemed sane to me."

"She's not and I doubt she was actually missing Chad. They can't stand each other."

"I think that's just an act, you know her playing tough."

Ryan gave her a look. "You like her. I can't believe it. You actually like her." Ryan said shocked.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Tess said lying.

"Yeah right. You're lying. Why is it that you are always falling for the crazy people?"

"And what the people you fall for are always sane? Yeah right. Lori doesn't exactly seem sane."

"Don't talk about Lori like that." Ryan said mad.

"Man, you have it worse then I thought you did. I almost feel sorry for you."

"Me? Tess, Alexis is going to chew you up and spit you out."

Tess smiled. "At least it'll be fun."

"You need help. You really need help."

"Ok well they're gone so what is really going on here?" Lucas asked Peyton.

"Well Jake told you we kissed and then your wife started trying to set me and Jake up."

Lucas laughed. "Well when Margaret wants something she defiantly works hard to make it happen. Or so I've noticed."

"Oh she is and she always has been that way. Not that it always has been a bad thing but now it is."

"It's only because she really cares for you both."

"No it's because she wants to be with Jake and she feels bad that she can't so she thinks if he's with me she won't feel so bad."

"Maybe it'll work."

"You're only hoping that because you want to be with me and you feel bad that you can't."

Lucas laughed. "Is that so wrong?"

"No I guess not but your married now, Lucas."

"And your single to be with any or every guy you want to be with."

"What you're jealous?"

"Not yet and hopefully I won't be just as long as you..."

"What act like a nun?"

"Is that such a bad idea?"

"Me in a habit? Never."

Peyton came back into the house.

"Where have you been?" Lucas asked getting up.

"Hello to you too." Peyton said sarcastically.

"You know I was worried about you."

"Kendall didn't tell you I asked about you and came here looking for you?"

"No."

"That doesn't surprise me. You know, Lucas I'm worried about."

"Don't change the subject, let me worry about my sister. Now where were you?"

Peyton sighed. She could argue about Kendall but she was too tired to do it right now, maybe later. "I was at the adoption agency."

"Why?"

"Because they wanted us to take the twins."

"Now's not the best..."

"I know and that's what I told her. That's why Brooke and Tim are keeping there for now."

"Brooke and Tim? Are trying to scar them for life?" Lucas asked shocked.

"You know Tim and Brooke aren't that bad and they're doing this as a favor. If I was you, I'd be grateful. If they didn't take them; we'd of lost all chance of getting them."

Lucas sighed. "Well then I guess we owe Brooke and Tim."

"Did I ever tell you what I named the twins officially?"

"No."

"Michael John and Hilarie Jane."

Lucas smiled. "I remember when you were pregnant with Sam, we thought about the names Michael and Hilarie."

"I know that's why I choose them. So where were you?"

"First I went to Jake's and then I went to the hospital to see Renee."

"Why'd you see Renee?"

"She asked to see me."

"Why?"

"She's pregnant."

"What?" Peyton asked shocked.

"That was my reaction. I didn't even know Chad was having sex. Did you?"

Peyton was folding up the laundry and found a girl's shirt that she knew didn't belong to Kendall. She read the tag. "Renee." Who's Renee she thought.

Chad walked into the room and saw his step-mother holding up Renee's shirt. Shit how'd she end up with that. "Peyton ummm... I know who's shirt that is."

"You do?" Peyton asked confused.

"It's umm... Jenny's she borrowed it from her friend Renee. I must of accidentally brought it back from mom's house." Chad said lying.

"Ok then I'll just give it to your mom next time I see her." Peyton said not believing him.

"No! you can't!"

"Why not?"

"She's working late. You won't see her. I'll just take it." He said grabbing the shirt and leaving.

"Ok what in the hell was that?" Peyton asked herself confused.

"Forget it. If you even suspected it, you would of told me."

"Right." Peyton said trying to forget the flashback.

"Look I promised Jake that I'd try to stop by and see Margaret today so I've got to go."

"No problem. I think I'll go talk to Kendall."

"Good luck." Lucas said as he left.

Brooke turned on her computer. She needed to get her mind off of Lucas and Tim and online shopping was just the thing. She logged on to her favorite website and started shopping. Five minutes after she logged on, an im from "RavenMouth" popped up. She clicked accept.

"Hey Brooke feeling any better?"

BeautifulBrooke: "A little I'm doing my favorite thing: shopping."

RavenMouth: "LOL. Well it's still good to hear you're doing better."

BeautifulBrooke: "Thanks for caring Mouth but you know I think I've lost Theresa as my friend forever."

RavenMouth: "You think she really believes that you slept with Tim?"

BeautifulBrooke: "Let's just say the odds are against me."

RavenMouth: "I'm sorry if it helps I don't believe that you slept with Tim."

BeautifulBrooke: "Thanks. Now unless you've got something happier to talk about, I'm going back to shopping."

RavenMouth: "Do that but don't forget I'm one click away if you need to talk."

Andy knocked on Alexis's door.

"Don't come in!" Alexis screamed.

Andy opened the door. "What if I was your mom?"

Alexis shrugged. "I still would of said the same thing. So what do you want?" Alexis asked annoyed.

"You really aren't a happy person are you?"

"Now where would you get that idea from?" Alexis asked sarcastically.

"Why are you so unhappy any ways?"

"Why are you so happy anyways?"

Andy shrugged. "It takes a lot less energy to be happy and I know my life could be a lot worse."

"You've got a girl's name, you're divorced and your kids are brats, I doubt it could be much worse."

"That's your way of seeing it. And I doubt you see everything that way. You have to be happy at some point."

"Yeah when I'm drunk or high."

"Aren't you a little too young?"

"No one seems to care yet."

"I bet your parents care." Andy said picking up a picture of Keith.

"Don't touch that. And as for my dad it's hard to care from six-feet underground."

"Right I think Mags mentioned that. And you don't think your mom cares? Or sisters and your brother?"

"My mom doesn't. believe me. Mags is insane and Nate and Kendall care too much about themselves."

"Well then I guess the question is do you care for them?"

Alexis sighed. "Of course not." She said lying.

Andy moved some of the CDs off her desk and found a drawing titled "my family portrait" It had Keith, Deb, Margaret, Nathan, Kendall and Alexis. "Then what's this?"

"That's none of your business. Now get out!" She said mad.

"Alexis you may want to tell them how you feel."

"Well Uncle Andy don't take this wrong way but your opinion means as much to me as the warning label on the pack of cigarettes I'm about to smoke."

"Keith man are you ok?" Nathan asked as he came into the living room where Keith was drinking and staring at an off TV.

"When did you get back home?" Keith asked not looking at him.

"I've been home for at least an hour."

"You have?"

"Yeah man you must be pretty upset because the Keith I know would remember the exact time I came into the door."

"Well that Keith is asleep right now."

"What about Karen? Weren't you going to ask her to marry you?"

"Never got the chance. Your dad got to her first and convinced her I was cheating on her."

"That jerk! I swear one of these days someone is going to killed him for all the crap he's pulled."

"Yeah well your dad is like the fucking engizer bunny he just keeps going and going."

"But you can't believe that Karen would believe him."

"Well she does."

"For now maybe but Karen's too smart to believe him for long. She's stuck through with you this long so just give her time."

"Time is all I've seem to have right now."