Chapter fifty
Me , Edward , Seth and Rosalie sat in the living room with Bella who was sitting on the couch beside me sucking on a cup of blood . '' Edward feel .'' Bella took Edwards hand before he could object and placed it on her stomach . '' Feel her ? '' Bella smiled and for a moment joy did go through Edward but then he remembered it was not a regular baby and it was killing Bella . '' She likes you .'' Bella smiled again still holding her hand to her stomach and this time me and Edward both heard it thinking . I could feel that the baby loved Bella before but now I could actually hear it thinking how much it loved her and most importantly Edward could too .
'' She loves you Bella .'' Edward said amazed he turned and placed both hand on her stomach and let out a laugh of disbelief and joy . '' Come on .'' I taped Seth's arm and nodded for him to follow me outisde to give bella and Edward some time alone , plus I still hadn't got to talk to him about being all over Bella .
'' We both sat down on the back deck .'' So what is up with you and Bella ? '' I asked bluntly not even bothering with small talk .
'' What do you mean ? '' He asked a quilty feeling spiked through him . '' You know what I am talking about Seth , do you have feelings for Bella ? '' I looked at him .
'' I don't know , I don't want to but since I came here I have had this strong attachment towards her not imprinting or anything ,I don't know .'' He shrugged and we were sitting their in silence when there was a scream.
Bella
me and Seth hurried inside to find Edward holding Bella who's spine has snapped when she bent over when she dropped her cup of blood . He was examining her .
'' The baby is coming !'' In moments Rosalie had the gurney in the living and Bella on top of it . This was the worse timing , Carlisle and all the Cullen were gone hunting except for Rosalie and Edward .
'' Seth go outside and patrol .'' I still saw Seth as a kid and I knew this wouldn't be pretty , he didn't need to see it .
'' It's going to be okay .'' I stood at Bella's side holding her down as she screamed . It was hard for me to focus and separate my pain from her when I could feel everything and kept getting sucked into her head .
'' Get her out ! she cant breath !" Bella screamed .The pain was so much , she could feel the baby trying to get out of her . '' It's going to be okay , I told you I wont let anything happen to her . '' I told Bella as I did my best trying to ease her pain , play happy memories in her head . The thing that worked the best to ease her pain was to create a vision of her holding her baby .
'' Edward ! '' I screamed his name and he was down the stairs with in no time . he had all the things we needed with him .
'' Get her out !'' Bella kept screaming and I begun ripping off her clothes so that Edward could get the baby out .
I had to turn my head when Edward begun biting open her stomach with his teeth because they were the only thing that could penetrate the skin .
The smell of blood filled the air and i knew that Rosalie was loosing control .
'' Get out .'' I blinded her and pushed her toward the door and outside . when I cam back Edward was still biting Bella open and the pain was unbearable . I fell to the ground my knees weak and finally I went in bella's head and made her think that she didn't feel anything , . It was the best way for everyone , the screaming stopped and a new crying begun the baby .
Edward carefully picked it up and looked down . It was a girl .
I gave Bella back her all her feeling . and took Renesemee from Edward and placed her in Bella's arm . '' Meet Renesmee .'' I smiled when Bella did and then slowly felt as Bella's heart slowed . '' Edward !'' I took Renesmee back from Bella . '' Rose , I am okay now .'' Rosalie came back inside and I gave her Renesmee and went and helped Edward . He had just gave Bella a shot of his venom in the hear and was not giving her CPR.
I helped him by pumping her chest but there was nothing , I couldn't feel anything from her , she was gone but Edward kept trying biting her all over and pumping her chest trying to get the venom to circulate .
But she was dead , I walked outside where Seth was and collapsed on the steps letting out a cry of remorse I buried my face in my hands and cried .
'' No ? '' Seth felt a deep remorse too and tried to wipe the tears before they fell , the pack knew the baby was born now Seths barrier was down and they saw it all .
I tried to pull myself together before the pack would pack would arrive.
