Chapter 53- Gone Again- Daisya

A few days after Kanda returned, he started to ask about Allen's disappearance. Lenalee had become much happier up until he asked her.

"No one really know where he went," She said. "All we know is that Allen escaped with the help of two Noahs, and that he supposedly killed Howard Link."

We were walking around the forest on the island. Snow covered the ground and the trees, making it impossible to find a path. Lenalee and Kanda were both wrapped in layers of clothing, but they still looked cold. For once, I was glad to be a ghost. I couldn't feel the coldness, which made me happy.

Lenalee's face was turning red due to the cold, so she tried to burry her face inside her jacket. The idea didn't work, but the attempt was cute to watch. She made it look like she was copying a turtle, but failing.

"The CROW's dead?" Kanda asked.

Lenalee nodded. "Some sort of plant killed him. We don't know what plant it was, but almost everyone thinks Allen was the one who used it to kill Link."
"That's stupid of thing to think," Kanda muttered. "The Beansprout doesn't have a single bone in his body that will allow him to kill someone."

"But we don't know if the Fourteenth Noah took control of him," I said.

"If he did, then it was only for a few minutes," Lenalee said. "I went to find Allen after I learned that, and when I found him, he was still his usual self. He didn't seem any different to me."

"Then Johnny resigned," I said. "He claims that his grandmother was ill, and that he needed to take care of her, but everyone knew that he just wanted to help the kid."

"How could Johnny do anything to help him?" Kanda asked.

"He could be a friend to Allen until the Fourteenth won," Lenalee suggested. "Allen's stronger when he has friends with him."

We walked in silence for a while. At last, Kanda spoke.

"I'm going to go help Johnny," He said.

Lenalee and I stopped. "What?" We asked together.

"It's my fault that he's going through this," Kanda said, stopping. "I can never die peacefully knowing that I played a role in someone else's death."

"So what are you going to do?" I asked. "Are you just going to wonder around the world, looking for either Johnny or the kid? Kanda, that's not a very good plan."

"I've go a few ideas as to where Johnny may be," Kanda said. "I just need to get away from here."

"But you're already being kept under strict watch," Lenalee said. "Central's not going to let you go help Allen. He's considered an enemy now, and we have to fight him whenever we see him."

"But you don't believe that, do you?" Kanda asked.

Lenalee was quiet for a minute. She shook her head. "No. Allen's my best friend. I could never fight him."

The words "Allen's my best friend" made me cringe. I thought that I was her best friend.

"Then you have to help me, Lenalee," Kanda said. "Komui will believe anything that you say. If you say that you have no clue where I went, then he'll believe you."

"But Leverrier won't!" Lenalee exclaimed. "He won't believe a girl."

"Exactly why I have to ask someone else to deal with him," Kanda said. "I'm going to tell Marie my plan."
"There's one problem to you plan, Kanda," I said. "You don't know this place as well as you knew the other building. You don't know where any secret passageways are. So, how will you get out of here?"

"I'll sneak past the guards into London," Kanda said. "I've snuck past guards before, so this will be simple."

I wanted to hit him on the head. "You are insane! How are you going to stay away from the Order?"

"I'll turn my golem off," He said with a shrug. "I know how to do that because you showed me."

"I don't even know how I turned my own golem off!" I exclaimed.

"But I do," He said. He started walking again. Lenalee and I followed him, silent. "It'll be fun," Kanda called over his shoulder."

Was sneaking out and going to help someone who will most likely kill him Kanda's idea of fun? If it was, then I seriously needed to teach him what fun was. I started to imagine coming up with lyrics to a song about fun that would annoy the hell out of him. I would try to get m to sing along.

The lyrics I came up with were stupid, but they would work. They were:

"F is for Friends who do stuff together.

U is for You and me.

N is for Anywhere and anytime at all."

I wondered what Kanda would say if he joined in. It would probably be something along the lines of:

"F is for Fire that burns down the whole town.

U is for URANIUM...BOMBS!

N is for No survivors when you're-"

Then I would have to interrupt him before he sang anything else that was disturbing.

I noticed that Lenalee was staring at me weirdly.

"What?" I asked.

"You're humming a really annoying tune, and you're smiling evilly," She said. "What are you planning?"

"Nothing," I said. "You don't need to be worried, I'm just thinking up ways that I can annoy Kanda."

"I heard that," Kanda said in front of us.

"You were supposed to!" I yelled at him. "You need to learn what fun really is!"

"That's random, even for you," Lenalee said.

I just smiled at her. "I love you."

She started to blush, and tried to bury her face inside her jacket again, with no luck.

"That's gross!" Kanda exclaimed.

"Your idea of fun is gross!" I exclaimed. I wrapped my arm around Lenalee's waist, and started whispering sweet words to her. She was started to blush even brighter, and she even started to squeak.

"Why are you saying that to her in front of me?" Kanda asked. "It's really disturbing to hear."

"I'm not saying it in front of you," I said. "I'm saying it behind you! And I'm saying it because she needs to hear it! You'll never understand because you're in love with a sword."

Kanda stopped, and turned around to face me. "I'm what?"

"You've never loved anyone, so I thought that you were in love with your sword," I said.

"Daisya, shut up," Kanda said. He turned around, and started walking again. I continued to whisper things in Lenalee's ear. I kissed her cheek, and she jumped back.

"Your lips are cold!" She exclaimed.

"Of course they are, I'm a ghost, and I'm cold."

"But it's cold out here!" She said. "I hate being cold!"

"Well, when we get back to the Order, we can snuggle in a blanket," I said, grabbing her gloved hand."

"You can't do that if I tell Komui that Bak was stalking her," Kanda said. "He'll handcuff Lenalee to me to protect her." I could tell that his older brother side was coming out. He hated the fact that I was flirting with Lenalee.

"Bak does not stalk me!" Lenalee exclaimed. "I think I would know if he stalked me. He's not at all sneaky."

"You'd be surprised," I muttered.

Lenalee sighed. She started to smile, and bent down. She gathered up some snow, and made a little ball with it. She threw it at Kanda.

The snow hit the back of his head, and turned to face her. "Really? Did you really have to do that?"

"Yes," Lenalee said, gathering up more snow. "I did have you that."

"You are going to regret that," Kanda mumbled. He picked up some snow, and threw it at her. Lenalee gasped as it hit her face. They started to have a snowball fight. The fight lasted the entire day, filling the cold air with laughing and screaming.

Eight hours later, I was pacing in Lenalee's room. She had fallen asleep, curled up like a little girl who was afraid of the dark under her covers. She always did that when she was cold.

The Order slowly went silent. After a while, I heard someone rush past the room. I stuck my head through the door, and saw that it was Kanda walking quickly.

I followed him. "So, you really are going to help him?" I asked.

"I can't let him die because of me," He muttered. "Now shut up. I don't want to get caught."

"People can't hear me, Kanda," I said. "You should know that."

"But they can hear me," He snapped quietly.

I rolled my eyes, but stopped talking.

When we reached the gate into London, the guard was sitting in a chair. Kanda walked up to him. The guard stood up.

"No one's allowed to leave unless I know of it, and I have not had anyone say that someone's going on a mission," The guard said.

"I'm not going on a mission," Kanda said. "I haven't been here for a while, so I got a little lost. Can you tell me where the training arenas are?"

The guard looked confused. He looked to his left, and pointed. "Take a left in the next hallway, and you'll see them. They're on the right side."

"Thank you," Kanda said. He started to walk that way. Suddenly, he turned back to the guard, and injected a little syringe into the guard's neck. Dark liquid seeped into the skin. The guard's eyes closed, and he fell to the ground.

I knelt down next to him. "Did you kill him?"

"No, Kanda said, putting the syringe back in his bag.

"But you used a strange liquid," I said. "How can you be sure he's not dead?"

"Because I created the liquid," Kanda said. "It's a simple potion I've created a few years back. It just puts someone to sleep for twenty minutes."

"You made that?" I asked. I stood, and stared at him. "How?"

"I am not telling you, Daisya," Kanda said. "You get yourself into enough trouble with Lenalee as it is. I don't think letting you knock people out with a potion will be the best thing for you to do."

"But won't he remember you?" I asked.

Kanda shook his head. "It wipes memories out from ten minutes before the potion is injected. He'll just think that he fell asleep." Kanda grabbed the guard, and lifted him into the chair.

"How will you know it'll work?" I asked.

"Because I've use it before," Kanda said.

"On who?" I asked.

"You," He said.

I stared at him. I couldn't' remember when he had ever knocked me out with a strange liquid.

"It works because you can't remember I did it," Kanda said. "I've got to go. I'll see you later, Daisya."

"Be careful," I said. ""Don't let yourself be sacrificed to save that idiotic kid."

"I'll try not to," Kanda said. "Tell Lenalee and Marie that I'll try to be back soon."

"Will do," I said. I watched as he walked into the gate, vanishing from sight.

I sighed, and walked back to Lenalee's room. When I got there, she was still asleep, except her face looked worried. Another nightmare.

I sat next to the bed, and grabbed her hand. She seemed to calm down at my touch.

"He'll be fine, Boo," I said, pushing hair out of her face. "Kanda's going to be fine."

I hope, I added silently. I really had no clue what was going to happen in the future.

A/N I do not own D Gray Man or the annoying lyrics that Daisya thought of. Spongebob owns the lyrics!