I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S.

Maddie's Point of View-

We said our good byes to Beth, Amber and Gilbert, we were on our way to the airport, Jeff listened to his iPod in the back seat, Matt and I didn't talk much since we didn't have very much to talk about, we did small talk here and there.

"How are you feeling? I don't have to pull over right?" Matt asked.

"No, I'm fine now, it was just that once okay." I said.

"Okay." Matt said as he went back to driving.

"Sorry for snapping at you." I said moving loose strands of hair behind my ears trying to make them stop blowing from the wind blowing in from the windows.

"It's understandable, you hungry?" Matt asked getting off the freeway to take a short cut to the airport.

"I am a little, but not in the mood to eat." I said.

"Can you get Jeff's attention?" Matt asked, I shook Jeff's knee, Jeff took his headphones off.

"Yeah?" Jeff asked.

"You hungry?" Matt asked.

"What are you getting?" Jeff asked.

"Drive-thru at like Burger King." Matt said as he pulled into the drive-thru, they ordered their food, I just took an ice coffee.

"You guys better not do anything with your food to make me sick now." I said as I slowly sipped my ice coffee.

"We'll try." Jeff said as he ate his food fast, he went back to listening to his music.

"You okay, you seem kind of off today?" Matt asked.

"Yeah, just tired and I hate this whole morning sickness." I said as Matt pulled over to the side of the road. We finally made it to the airport, I finished my ice coffee throwing it away and going through the lines laughing at each other. We got on the plane, I asked an attendant for a blanket, I cuddled up next to Matt and slept on him the whole flight. When we arrived, we got off the plane, I dug through my bag for my keys, my mom texted me last week saying that they didn't pick up my car. I found my keys, we walked through the parking lot until we found my car.

"Nice ride." Jeff said as I unlocked the doors, we climbed in, and I drove them to the hotel.

"Where you going?" Matt asked as I didn't park the car.

"I'm going home, I have to repack my bag and do laundry, I'll be up here in a few hours." I said.

"Call me when you get there, and when you get back here so I could come get you in the lobby." Matt said.

"Okay, love you." I said as he kissed me before he got out.

"Love you too." Matt said.

"Love you too." Jeff said.

"I love you too." I said too Jeff, he squirmed a little.

"You're a dork." Matt said pushing his brother's head a little, I rolled my eyes. I enjoyed the quiet ride back to my house which I haven't been to in a long while, I've been at Toes and Fins, and Matt's house for that matter, more than I have mine. I was going to text Fin and tell her that we landed, but I just wanted my alone time right now. I am surprised I remembered how to get home, but I think that if you have done it enough times it just engraves in your head. I arrived home and saw another car in the driveway, one that I recognized, but not quite sure why it was there or it could have been someone else. I turned off my car, opening my door and grabbing my bags from the trunk. I threw my bag over my shoulder, I walked up the walkway to the front door, it was already flung open by my mom, she pulled me into a big hug.

"Madison Jade, how I have missed you! I didn't expect you to be gone for that long, they said only for one show, then we were called by this guy named Shannon saying that you were going to be gone for two months, those were the two longest months of my life." My mom said still hugging me.

"Mom, I'm not staying here, I just came to do laundry and grab more clothes, I might be gone for longer now." I said as my mom broke the hug from me.

"What?" My mom said.

"I'm going back on tour, I'm a wrestler now, and I kind of have to go on tour with these guys." I said as I walked past my mom and went into the kitchen/dining room to see my dad sitting on a bar stool next to my ex-boyfriend Jason.

"Maddie, your home." My dad said as he stood up and came over to hug me, Jason stood up as well turning around to look at me. I dropped my bag and just stared at him.

"What is he doing here?" I asked my dad.

"He has missed you, he came over here a few days after you left, he's been coming over here week after week until you told us when you were going to arrive last week that you were going to be in town today." My mom said coming into the room.

"Jason get out, I don't want to see you ever again, I thought I made that clear." I said.

"He's changed Maddie, he misses you and he did his time in jail and rehab." My mom said.

"It doesn't matter, I don't want anything to deal with him, I already have a boyfriend that cares about me." I said picking up my bag and went back to my room, Jason followed me back there. I started unpacking and separating them for me to do laundry.

"You haven't given me a chance to explain." Jason said.

"You almost fucking killed me, and you were addicted to fucking pain killers." I said as I didn't want to try and remember the days with him.

"I'm clean and I don't treat woman or men like that anymore." Jason said.

"Like I said, I already have a boyfriend, and I am not looking at breaking up anytime soon." I said as I turned around, I pushed him to get out of my room, but he pushed me back causing me to fall and land on my butt hitting my head against my bed.

"Oh my god, Maddie, I didn't mean too, you started it, you pushed me first." Jason said.

"Yeah, I pushed you to get out of my room and out of my life forever." I said getting to my feet and pushed him out, shut and locked my door. I continued unpacking, I found my camera that I still had the pictures on, I went through them and saw how happy Matt and I are together, how much fun I've been having over the last couple months being able to hang with my two best friends again, with my boyfriend and my new friends, I should really move to North Carolina, but I don't have the money for it yet. I put the camera into my purse, I packed my bigger bag since I don't know when I'm coming back next, but this small bag would be good for tonight until I come back tomorrow or Monday with Shannon and Fin. I packed as much clothes into the big bag, as many clothes that I had that were clean, and I packed pajamas for the next two nights and an outfit to wear. I put all my laundry in my laundry bag, I don't do laundry at my house, so I grabbed my laundry card and carried my laundry out to my car.

"Do you know what you just gave up? Jason is a nice boy, and he would be good for you." My mom said following me out of the house.

"Like I said, I already have a boyfriend and I'm not planning on breaking up with him anytime soon." I said repeating myself.

"What, that wrestler dude?" My mom asked.

"Yes, and he has a name, Matt Hardy. He actually cares about me, he loves me and will never hurt me like Jason did." I said as I slammed my trunk shut, and opened the drivers seat door.

"Are going to come back?" My mom asked.

"Yeah, after I finished my laundry and I might take a little drive before I come back home." I said.

"Okay, good, I'm not done talking to you." My mom said as I sat down and started the car.

"I would of guessed." I said as I pulled out and headed to the laundry mat, I had a employee help me carry it, I told them I was pregnant and they understood. I separated my clothes starting the loads, I sat on a bench against the wall looking at the vending machines wondering if I should get something, in a way I wanted a pack of those starburst with an orange soda, I went back out to my car digging out the exact change, I went back in and bought the starburst and orange soda.

"I never knew Madison to eat snacks that often." A familiar voice said.

"Well, there's a reason behind it this time, Suzie." I said as I turned around to see my college friend, we had every class, except one, together when we went to school, every year we had every single class together, until Senior year, I needed to take an extra course to get the credits.

"How have you been, haven't seen you around the campus lately or around town lately either? I have been going to our usual hang out places like everyday and you were always no were to be found." Suzie said as she walked with me back to the bench.

"I gave up on being a lawyer, you know my two friends Jennifer and Christina that live in Vegas that I always talked about or talk to?"

"Yeah, what about them?"

"Well, in this long twisted way they met the Hardy Boyz, Gregory Helms and Shannon Moore."

"The Carolina crew, I love them, their all so attractive." Suzie said, she was my wrestling friend, we talked EVERYTHING wrestling when we could, but her boyfriend she had when I left didn't let her watch wrestling so I was her only link to the wrestling world, when they came to D.C. last time her boyfriend wouldn't let her go to the show and she didn't believe me when I told her that I talked to them on the phone, she probably isn't believing me right now either.

"I know, well, they hooked them up with jobs as paramedics and security, they trained to be Divas, and when they came to D.C. last time, I went just for the show, and ended up on tour with them for the last few months, I ended up getting a Diva position as well." I said.

"No way?"

"Yes, you still with Roger?" I asked.

"Yeah, why didn't you call me and tell me that you were wrestling because I would of sneaked out and have watched it when he wasn't there or something?" She said pinching my arm.

"So, that's where I've been lately, on tour with my new family, the Hardy Boyz, Shannon Moore, Gregory Helms, Christina and Jennifer." I said, I couldn't help but smile when I said family and naming their names, I couldn't believe how much of a family we were and how we acted as one.

"From that smile, I could tell it was a good time, you need to tell me EVERYTHING, who's champ, who's nice backstage, who else are you friends with, who's number you could give me, etc." Suzie said.

"I actually have pictures of everyone, Christina sent pictures to me through phone as well from Wrestle Mania's ball, and such." I said as I pulled out my phone and my camera, I went through all my pictures that I had, I pointed out Christina and Jennifer in every picture, Suzie could never determine the difference between the two which you have to know them a lot more and be used to seeing them to know the difference, it's like when Matt and Jeff were a tag team or your new favorite band, it takes a little while to get used to recognizing and pointing out the right name to the right person. She pretty much knew who Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy, Gregory Helms and Shannon Moore were, of course she was a big Carolina Crew fan as I was, I pointed out Shawn Michaels, HHH, John Cena, Big Show, AT, Maria, Michelle, Natalya, and Lillian, she knew who the McMahon's were. I explained everything from the time that Fin and Toes first met the Carolina Crew to the present, I even told her about Gregory and Toes car accident, how Jeff's dating Beth now (I told her that Beth had a daughter and the whole drama between Jeff and Fin, Suzie felt horrible for Fin and lost a little likeness towards Jeff, but I told her they are still best friends, but not as close as Fin and I are), how Shannon and Fin might be engaged and have two kids, how I'm dating Matt, how Fin and I won the belts, how Lillian lost her voice and the last things out of my mouth was: "I'm pregnant with Matt's babies." I said, Suzie stopped scanning through the photos for the second time.

"Excuse me?"

"I'm pregnant with twins, their Matt's babies, my parents don't know so keep it on the down low. I'm going to tell them tomorrow." I said as Suzie threw her arms around me into a tight hug.

"Are you guys going to get married?"

"Someday, where's Roger?" I asked.

"He's at home, his favorite movie is on the television." Suzie said as my machines shut off, she helped me move them to the dryers, and I helped her take her things out of the dryer and start folding them. "So, I know wrestling is in town obviously if your in town and it's been on the titration the last few weeks, when is the show actually?"

"Interested in coming?" I asked starting to fold one of her t-shirts.

"Maybe, if I could get backstage passes and front row from a special friend, but I don't know if I have such a special friend." Suzie said giggling.

"The show is Tuesday night, doors open at 4:15ish usually, but if you have backstage passes, I could get you in with me about 2, we always have security." I said.

"Perfect, Roger works the night shift on Tuesday instead of morning." Suzie said.

"I guess your coming then, they will like you, their real nice." I said as we finished folding her laundry, she told me what has been going on in her life, she is engaged and supposed to marry end of the month, how rest of our friends are, she is interning for a big lawyer now. I helped her carry her clothes out, when my clothes finished drying, instead of leaving, Suzie stayed and helped me fold my clothes. I caught her up on the wrestling world so on Tuesday she won't be so confuse, I told her that Christina would be the only one out of her and her sister that would be there, that would be interesting Suzie calling Christina Jennifer, and Jennifer Christina, Suzie doesn't know her nickname so I got to tell Fin that she is going to be called Christina, and I told Suzie that Christina would be singing the National Anthem, and that she might get an hug from her. I started thinking to myself of the last D.C. show how there was a little girl in the wheel chair wearing Christina's shirt, I wonder if she is going to be there again Tuesday.

"Are you going home, or do you have an hotel room?" Suzie asked as we put all my clothes into my laundry bag, Suzie carried it out to my car.

"I have an hotel room, I dropped Matt and Jeff off at the hotel, I went home to find my parents have been talking to Jason, apparently he wants to be back with me." I said leaning against the trunk of my car.

"Your not leaving Matt are you, you two seem so happy together in those pictures." Suzie said.

"No, I'm not leaving Matt, I'll be stupid if I did, he said he was clean, he went to jail and rehab, but he pushed me earlier causing me to fall and hit my head. Right now, I'm probably going to drive around to my old stomping grounds like the college, the Denny's, the sport's bar, and the park. I'm not going to go into these places, the park maybe just to get some little exercise and clear my mind of things." I said I just looked out into space not even looking at Suzie.

"Okay, don't think too much when your driving, you need to concentrate on driving. Tell the guys I said hey, tell your parents that I said hi, and is your number the same?"

"Yeah, it's…" I said giving her my number, she had my house number, she changed it.

"I'll call you tomorrow and see how things went with your parents, if you want to hit the park or Denny's, just us two to talk afterwards. And, Tuesday, I'll call you when I leave and when I arrive so you can tell me how to get to where you park." Suzie said as she pulled me into a hug, we hugged tightly for a few moments, I realized how much I have missed hanging out with her and talking to her about anything and everything. I know that I want to go to North Carolina with my new family, I know that is where Fin and Toes are going with their boyfriends or husbands, whatever you call them, I don't know if I'm ready to leave my friends that I have out here yet. I have Suzie who I would miss dearly, even though I may not remember to call her or text her, but I was so predistracted with touring, my friends/my new family, and everything else I didn't give time to think about my friends back here like Suzie, Cindy, and Howard (my only best male friend at college).

"Thanks for that Suzie." I said as we broke the hug.

"No problem, I've really missed you, next time you plan on leaving me, tell me or at least tell me where your at, I would SO go to North Carolina to see you. I will support you no matter what you decide to do, I love you okay." Suzie said pulling me into another hug, it seemed as if she was treating me like a little kid that ran away and just got back home.

"I missed you too, and I love you too." I said.

"I got to get home before Roger notices that I haven't done dinner for him." Suzie said giggling.

"I'll text or call you okay." I said as I continued leaning against my trunk until I saw her start her car and pull out of the laundry mat's driveway before I got in my own car and did the same. I drove to the college, driving around and through it seeing the new changes and the old things that I remember, I just pictured all the things that I did at the school, the day all my friends and I spent laying on a blanket looking up at the sky under those trees, all the crazy night events in Suzie and Cindy's dorm room and Denny's, all the classes Suzie and I had together were just insane. I remember the night that Jason was taken away, Howard found me sitting on the steps to the library over there. I left the college, I drove my way to the Denny's, I stopped at the red light, I looked out the window looking into the restaurant seeing the waiters and waitresses singing happy birthday with a cake I'm assuming that kids parents brought with them, I smiled slightly seeing that, I remember when we did that to Cindy, but it was at the sport's bar. I drove over to the sport's bar, I pulled into the parking lot and drove around the parking lot, the sport's bar totally redid itself, good memories down the drain. I pulled out going to the park, I decided not to walk through the park, I went to the mall near the White House and all the other museums that I took Christina when she came out for graduation. I parked my car, I went to the grassy part of the mall, I laid down on the grass and looked up at the half dark and half bright sky. I texted Matt saying I was fine and that I was doing laundry, I was thinking of so many possibilities of how my parents would react tomorrow, and what would happen if they did happen. I knew that I would end up moving to North Carolina into Matt's house was going to happen sooner or later, especially when I give birth to our twins. I was doubting myself in wanting to do so, running into Suzie just reminded me that I had such a great life before I went on tour with WWE, but on tour I had just as much fun. I made new friends on tour, we spent SO MUCH time together that we WERE family, I am aunt Maddie to Amber, Beniot and Anita, I am Gilbert's daughter, at least in his eyes. If I stay here in D.C., who knows with my parents, they'll probably make me give the kids up to adoption, but I know Matt will fight for custody and take them from me, which another reason why I don't want to stay in D.C. because I want a relationship with my kids, but my parents would want me to continue higher education. If I stay here I would be with my best friends that I left behind that I didn't realize I have missed so much until today after speaking to Suzie. I have been friends with Fin and Toes longer, they are my sisters, we are the three amigos, we are inseparable. I don't want to let them down or hate me for not moving or giving my kids up to adoption. I am sure they would understand if it was my decision, but since it would be my parents, they would hate it. I know Fin will support me in any decision, as long as it wasn't abortion, but she just wants me to be happy. I got knocked out of my thinking by something landing on me, it was a blanket with an hundred dollar bill attached to it.

"Here you go ma'am, I hate seeing pregnant woman that are homeless, hopefully this will keep you warm and help you eat a little for that little one." A woman said as I sat up and she helped me wrap up in the blanket.

"But I'm not…" I said before she cut me off.

"No, I understand your embarrassed, let me just help you to a tree or somewhere warmer." She said, I was like free hundred dollars, rude I know, but hundred dollars is a hundred dollars. She helped me to under a tree, I slid down to where I was sitting Indian style.

"How'd you know I was pregnant?" I asked.

"I've been pregnant so many times, and I could see just a little baby fat peek out from under your t-shirt (you know when you raise your hands and sometimes just a little of your stomach shows, that is what I'm trying to explain) and the pregnant glow. Best of luck, and your boyfriend or parents are mean doing this to you, but remember, it isn't your fault." She said before she was on her way again. I waited until she was out of view before I got up and headed back to my car, I guess I had enough of the mall. I drove home, I put the hundred in my pocket and the blanket in the backseat. I carried my clothes inside, I went straight to my room sorting it and putting 80% of it in the bags.

"Your not going back on tour are you?" My mom asked coming to the door frame.

"Yeah, that's my job now."

"You know how your dad and I feel about it, right?" My mom asked.

"I know, you don't like me wrestling, but it's something that I love to do and I love being on tour with those people." I said going through things trying to get things that I didn't pack last time.

"How is Gregory and Toes?" My mom asked coming and sitting down on the bed.

"Their fine, been better though." I said.

"Do you have photos I could see?"

"Of course, plenty, have you seen the ones that Fin has sent me before I went on tour?" I asked as my mom shook her head no, I sat down next to her, I showed her EVERY single photo I had, then I received a message from Fin with photos of Beniot in his tux, them with them, Beniot and Amber.

"That's cute, who's the girl?" My mom asked.

"Jeff's new girlfriend's daughter." I said.

"Oh yeah, sore subject with Fin, I remember you called me that night telling me you weren't coming home." My mom said.

"Yeah, I'm coming back tomorrow or Monday to get this suitcase." I said as I grabbed the smaller bag.

"Your boyfriend is kind of cute, for his age."

"Mom!" I said as I rolled my eyes, I grabbed a few movies before I shut off my light, I looked into my room trying to take a picture of it in my head.

"Your looking at your room like your never coming back."

"I'm trying to take a picture of it." I said as I went out into the living room.

"Why are you going out with this wrestler dude but you won't give Jason another chance?" My dad asked.

"I love this wrestler dude, dad." I said sitting on his lap.

"Not trying to be mean, but you've gained weight." My dad said.

"That's what I get for living on the road, and men that love their BBQ's like you." I said kissing the top of his head.

"Your leaving, your not staying the night here?" My dad asked as I went for the door.

"I'll be back tomorrow or Monday, I promise." I said as I left and went back to the hotel in my car. I called Matt, he said we were on the fifth floor, I went up there, he was waiting for me outside our room.

"Do they suspect anything?" Matt asked.

"No, it was one long interesting day, I did laundry, my parents have been hanging with my ex-boyfriend, he wants to be back with me, I turned him down, I ran into an old friend at the laundry mat, we got caught up on everything, she's coming to the show Tuesday. I then drove around, I went to the college, Denny's the sport's bar, and the park. I then went to the mall near the museums and the White House, I got an hundred dollars for free." I said saying my dad.

"That was adventurous." Jeff said laying on the floor.

"Why are you on the floor?"

"Because he doesn't want to ruin the bed, apparently he doesn't have anyone else to share a room with and they didn't want to waste the money for one more room for one person, they put the five of us in this room. He doesn't want to mess up that bed for Shannon and Fin." Matt said.

"How sweet, I'm going to go out in the hall to call Fin, do you guys want to order room service?"

"Yeah, I know what you like." Matt said as he opened the menu, I went into the hallway, I slid down the wall sitting Indian style. I called Fin, while I was listening to it ring, I saw some of the other wrestlers do some stupid things in those hallways, no wonder why they put all of us on one to two floors or put us all together.

"Finally, I've been worried." Fin said.

"Sorry, stressful day…." I said, I explained from the beginning to the end in detail of what happened, I even told her about how I'm not sure about the whole moving situation.

"I can't tell you what to do, I know that I'm going to be moving in with Shannon when possible, who knows when that would be. That was my decision, but there isn't anything holding me down in Vegas, I don't have my parents anymore, I hope not anyway after the whole hospital thing, yeah I had a few friends, but they don't give a damn about me. You, you have your two parents, yeah they may not agree with you having these babies, but they love you very much. If you move out to North Carolina, they will be like, 'you know, I'll never see my grandkids, our own daughter left us because we didn't want our grandkids.' The friend thing, you can do what we did, call once or twice a week, text everyday, even if it is just one word 'hi.' I would LOVE for you to move to North Carolina so we could ALL live in the same town and near each other. If you stay in D.C., one hour flight, or a day's drive, not that big of a deal compared to D.C. and Vegas."

"Thanks for the no help, I mean I appreciate your opinion, but I guess I was asking you for the answers."

"What is your heart telling you to do?" Fin asked.

"My heart is telling me to stay with Matt, move, and have these babies, I know that these babies are going to get SO MUCH love if I have them and stay with Matt, these kids are never going to have to go through this."

"What is your brain or gut saying?"

"Same thing." I said as I saw Carlito and Primo juggling apples, trying to out juggle each other, and I saw John and Hunter arguing over something.

"Who knows, you might go to your parents and they may be happy, and supportive. They may be very okay with it, and be willing to let you stay there for a little and if you needed a place to go, you could."

"I doubt it, but it's possible." I said as I wiped tears from my eyes.

"Are you crying?"

"Just a little, sorry."

"Don't be sorry, hormones and this is a very stressful time for you, but I just wish you didn't have to be stressed especially since your pregnant." Fin said as she went on telling me about what Jeff said the other day, then we went on talking about other things not related to my pregnancy or my parents.