A/N: Well hello there my dearies. : ] Nice to be posting on this bad boy again. Love ya all, hope you enjoy, I'm going to do my best to work with what I've postedddd. : D

(Lars' POV)

I couldn't believe it. The girl I grew up with, the girl I have known for years has become someone I never would have expected. It was almost 10:30 PM but I decided I would call her.

"Hello?" Her beautiful voice chimed over the phone"

"Reg? Are you alone?" I asked hoping Nikkie and Brandi would be doing something else.

"Yeah, what's happening Lars?" A concern laced her voice, I should've phrased this differently.

"Were you asleep? I'm sorry I didn't mean to bother you!" My voice got shaky, I felt os bad I know how hard she's been working.

"No, hun it's fine give me a second okay?"

"Yeah no problem." I heard her drop her phone on the bed and I heard rustling in the background.

"Back."

"What were you doing?" I asked, I realized I was divering from my original intention but I couldn't contain myself.

"I was putting on a hoodie so I could go outside." She replied, I heard a door open and shut and the shuffling of her feet upon concrete.

"Why are you outside Reg? Aren't you cold hun?" I asked her.

"No, I'm fine. I just thought it'd be nice to sit outside a bit. Now talk to me sweetie, what's going on?" She knew that I was hurting.

"I just really missed talking to you, why don't you tell me what you've been doing." My voice shook as I said it but I wanted to know more about her than I cared to share about myself. I slid open my window and crawled onto the roof. I wanted to breathe a little and see what was going on in the world of Ocean Shores.

"Well, sure hun. I've been working my ass off here, like you wouldn't even believe. I've been working like crazy at the Ranch. And I got a job with Mark Drune. I'm going to lose my mind, but that job sounds sooooo amazing. I'm going to homecoming with my friend Aiden. He knows all about you guys, he knows how crazy I am about you," She paused, I had no idea why. "Guys." She finished her sentence.

"Reggie, why'd you pause?" I asked peering down to see a girl sneaking coyly towards Sam's house, my guess is it had to be Catie. He must be getting his fix. Hey, a guy does what he has to do.

"I'm sorry, I was staring at my friend Amanda's house, her light flicked on I was just a little curious as to what was going on." I could tell she concocted that lie quickly. I'm not even sure why she would have to lie about it, what was I going to do about it? I'm twenty-one hours away.

"Alright well what else has happened Reg. Tell me everything."

"I got my tattoo done, it looks really cool. I am looking into getting another one. I have my belly button done. Aiden took me to get my tattoo done, and Amanda took me to get my belly button done, there's just so much I love doing now. I absolutely love dancing, I've never held such a passion for something like this. It's so different then what I'm used to. You should come see my recital in the summer. I'd really love that. I started taking birth control, I'm not having sex but why not be prepared, right?" She asked. There was a pause and she continued, "I work really hard in school now. I've been slaving over work at the Ranch and before and after dance. I get really stressed sometimes and cry but I can handle it all pretty well. Uhm... I don't know hun. What do you want to know?" She asked after taking a gasping breath.

"Have you been okay with your cutting and stuff?" I asked, trying not to let it show that I had gotten bad again.

"No, I'm clean. Lars what's wrong? Please stop asking me these things, I really want to help you." I heard the tremor in her voice. I don't know how I could hurt this girl.

"I started cutting again. I talked to your father about it, he wants to pay for a psychiatrist, I told him no. But I am trying, I don't feel the urge right now, and I'm hoping to stay this way."

"Please Lars, text me when you have the urge. I want to help." She whispered. Her voice was shaking, and giving off the I'm going to cry voice. I couldn't believe what I'd done.

"Reggie. I'm sorry. You're my best friend and I cannot wait to see you again, please smile for me. I'm going to do better, I promise." I wanted to fix what I'd done, I couldn't believe I hurt her that way.

"Lars, please don't get upset okay? I'm okay I promise and you're my best friend too. I'm going to make an effort to talk to you guys, all of you. I can't wait to show all of you my dress and stuff. I really can't wait to see you all. I really hope Andrew will let you guys come out this summer." I could hear the happiness going through her voice.

"Yeah, Reg I'm sure he will. We can have a ton of fun too." I smiled, I missed this girl more than anything, she seemed so far gone from my life.

"Lars, when you come out here..." She paused again, she needs to stop pausing like that.

"Yeah, Reggie?" I questioned waiting for her response.

"Do you want to... or I mean will you... or just... Nevermind." She replied, I had no idea what she meant, I couldn't even being to decipher what she just said.

"Reggie, you can say whatevers on your mind, I really won't bother me. I'm always open for suggestions." I mustered the words the best way I could, not that it made any sense but I at least tried.

"I... Just... Do... You... Sex?" Five words were muttered, and it didn't make a coherent sentence. What was she asking?

"Do I have sex? No, I don't have sex Reggie." I replied.

"No, I mean do you want to have sex?" She asked, a little more confident.

"I guess, I mean techinically sex is a need according to Maslow's heirarchy of needs. It'd be fine to have sex but sex or no sex I'm still happy." I replied.

"NO! I meant with... forget it..." Again with the pause.

"Do you mean with you? Would I like to have sex with you, Reggie?" I asked, attempting to make sense of her incoherent sentences.

"Yeah... that's what I meant." Shy Reggie came out in that sentence. Did she really just ask me to have sex with her? I believe she did.

"I don't see why I'd have a problem having sex with you Reggie. I mean if you want to that's fine by me. If not, that's fine too. Why are you bringing this up Reg?"

"I really... I don't know. I just want to have sex with you, I have no idea why, but hearing your voice makes me want to have sex with you." She replied.

"I, uh, don't even know how to respond. Sex with you would be fantastic, Reggie. I wouldn't mind at all. When I come out there if you want to have sex, then we will have sex." I told her without a doubt in my mind. Would I really turn down sex from a hot girl regardless? No, probably not.

"Really Lars? Honestly, why would you want to?" Her voice was filled with more than just that one question, I could tell.

"Why wouldn't I? You are gorgeous and a girl I could spend my life with…" Now there was a pause on my end. How did I slip that up? Those five daunting seconds it took her to respond dragged on for literally an eternity.

"Spend your life with?" Her voice was filled with questions, and without a doubt I could see why.

"Well, who wouldn't want to spend their life with a girl like you, who has done everything she can for them? Done more than enough to make sure the other person was okay. You are the epitome of a girl I'd love to spend my life with." That was a great response, quick witted and she would never be the wiser to what I'd said.

"I guess I understand. It just doesn't make sense to me. I don't feel beautiful. I wish I did but I guess that's just how it is." Her voice had saddened, did I say something wrong? I bet I did. Why wouldn't I?

"Reggie you are more than beautiful, you have everything going for you, you are the girl of every guys dreams, please don't forget that. You are the girl any guy would want to marry, the guy that gets to marry you is the luckiest man in the world." I told her the truth, way more than I knew I could.

"Thanks Lars." I could hear her voice and I knew the tears were coming soon. "It really means a lot, I'm going to let you go though, I might call you in the morning okay?"

"That's fine Reggie, you call whenever you want. Have a good night sweetie." I smiled, I knew she'd be happy now.

"You too hun." I heard the smile in her voice. I knew she'd be okay for today. She hung up the phone after that, waiting on something I believe, I'm not sure what.