Chapter 53: A little hope

Scarlett woke and don't found Rhett lying beside hers. She sat on the bed and realized that was alone inside that room. Felt whole her body aching and exhausted because of the sexual relationship who had with her husband a few hours before. She never imagined that could feel so much pleasure in a sexual relationship. She surrendered herself completely to him. Handed her body and her heart.

Scarlett blushed when reminded of the ways that Rhett used to love her body. Remembered of her mother and felt ashamed. Ellen would never approve it, but Scarlett moved away those thoughts from her mind, because felt herself refreshed after that act of passion and wildness, perfectly united. She woke up wanting more of that man, but Rhett disappeared from her room in the same way that showed up there, a few hours before. The desperation took care of her.

"He must have repented and disappeared like the last time after the night of the birthday of Ashley." she thought to herself and her eyes filled with tears. Why she had to suffer after feeling so much pleasure? Why does he always abandoned her? She felt as a fool in love, knew that loved really Rhett, but he don't believed and not valued her feelings.

Was not possible that he don't felt anything after that afternoon of passion. The way he made love to her, the endearments that he whispered in her ear. It had to be love! But, why Rhett hid himself of her? Were questions that were hammering inside her head, while she was fighting desperately to hold back the tears. She almost screamed when came to imagine that Rhett might not have liked that afternoon of love and went to a brothel behind a pays woman and more experienced.

He was behind Belle of the last time, and could have done the same thing now, or could have disappeared from the home of his mother not wanting to see her again. Scarlett felt dizziness and the stomach pain returned. She spent the whole day without eating and her body was already charging at least a little food. In the midst of her thoughts and doubts, she heard the door open up. Her heart quickened and she couldn't hide a smile of relief when saw Rhett entering the room with a tray in the hands.

"I see you're already awake, my pet." he said lovingly putting the huge tray on top of the wooden table. "I went to pick up your dinner and mine."

"Will you have dinner with me, Rhett?" she asked happy.

" Of course I will, Mrs. Butler! You forgot that we're locked in this room until tomorrow morning? "Rhett asked smiling slyly and flashing a eye at her, and then ran to the door to lock it again." if you will want go out , Mrs. Butler, will have to get the key inside of my pocket, so: we continue still of castigation here. "

Scarlett smiled and blushed. She was tired, but wanted to make love to him during the all night.

"I thought you didn't liked of our ... "she failed to finish the sentence because of the shame that felt.

"Our afternoon of love?" he asked provocative. "Only if I were a madman for not have liked !"

He approached her bed and gave her a gentle kiss on her lips. Scarlett shivered by inside and her heart was beating wildly. She looked at his black eyes that glowed, his smile so beautiful and with no sign of mockery. Rhett spent lovingly hand in her hair and whispered.

"I liked both, Scarlett, that will want to repeat. But, now we have to eat dinner before that the food gets cold. My mother sent a cup of tea to relieve your stomach pain and enough food for you strengthen yourself to later. "

"But, I am naked and I don't know where my chemise." Scarlett said embarrassed.

"You can go to dinner with me so, completely naked, my pet. I would love to stay admiring your body during our meal. "he replied slyly.

"You cad, skunk. "she complained, pretending that was angry.

Rhett laughed and went to get the green robe for Scarlett dress it. While he was looking for her robe in the closet, Scarlett asked:

"And your mother? She's not going to be upset with us because will not down to dinner? "

"No, my dear. My mother knows that we want be alone to catch up on our marital relations. "he answered quietly bringing the robe for she dress it.

"Rhett!" Scarlett exclaimed embarrassed and Rhett laughed once again delivering the robe to her.

"My darling, my mama is not as naive thus. She certainly knows that we're not locked in here in this room just taking a innocent nap ... "Rhett said sarcastic, while sat on the small table for dinner.

' I have not courage to look for Mrs. Eleanor after this. " Scarlett replied blushing while dressed her robe. "What your mother must be thinking of me?"

"We're married, Scarlett. Our act of love is perfectly normal. And my mama knows that. "

"But what about Rosemary? And Wade and Ella? "Scarlett asked sitting on the chair facing him and placing the cloth napkin in her lap.

"For sure, my mama wouldn't let them even climb the stairs, so don't worry, nobody heard your screams." Rhett said laughing.

"Don't say that! I don't screamed! "Scarlett said embarrassed and this made Rhett laugh louder." Stop laughing! "

"My pet, you screamed and screamed a lot, but was for a good cause." Rhett said looking at her maliciously.

"You rascal ... "she muttered with a smile, looking at him awkwardly like a shy girl. Rhett laughed even more.

"Good, let's eat, Mrs. Butler. Before that the food gets cold. I'm with the appetite open after this afternoon. "he commented with a provocative smile.

After dinner, Rhett and Scarlett went to bed again. He laid down and pulled Scarlett to himself and she rested her head on his muscular chest where could hear his heart pounding. He was dressed in a pair of pants and a shirt, but Scarlett was completely naked, after taking her robe before sleep with him again. Rhett smiled and sighed when he saw his wife naked again. And while she caressed his chest, he caressed her thigh that was interwove in his body and kissed her forehead several times.

"You still love me?" Scarlett asked smiling and moving her hand on his exposed chest after she opened the buttons of his shirt.

"I said I wanna you, Mrs. Butler." he lied because had no courage to declare how much loved her.

"But I want to know if you still love me!" Scarlett insisted raising her head to look at his face.

Rhett passed his hand affectionately on her face, looking for her green eyes. He knew that loved her very much, but had no the guts to confess the love he felt, at least for now, he decided to hide his feelings. When, stayed safe in relation to feelings of Scarlett, would declare himself for her.

"My darling, I wanna you, but I still can't say that I love you. I think we should start our reconciliation, bit by bit. Our marriage was a failure, and now will take time to fix everything. "he said affectionately.

"But then you don't love me?" Scarlett asked revolted.

"I don't know, I'm confused. I thought that my feelings for you were finished, but now I'm completely confused and I can't lie to you: I can't confess a love that I don't know if I feel. "

Scarlett's eyes filled with tears, but she held. Wouldn't cry in front of him. Wouldn't confess that loved him, despite believing that he knew about her feelings. Rhett Butler realized that she was hurt and decided to put her mind at ease a little. He couldn't assume his true feelings, but could ease the pain she was feeling, giving her hope.

"My love, let's start slowly and if everything goes well between us two, soon I will be able to discover the love again. For now, I prefer leave things as are. Let's start from scratch, get to know one another better and I'm sure that we can still be happy together. "he said and gently kissed her lips.

Scarlett was hurt. After of that afternoon of love between the two, she believed that he would confess who still loved her, but that didn't happen. Weren't those words she wanted to hear, but she accepted the conditions of Rhett Butler. Over time, would make him confess his love for her and only the fact that he accept start again and suddenly both will return together with children to Atlanta, already filled her with hope. He was willing to give one more chance for their wedding, and she decided to grab that chance with her two hands.

Scarlett laid her head in the chest of Rhett again and sighed. He gave one more kiss on her forehead and was pleased by she have accepted his condition and he don't needed reveal what felt, preserving his heart. But, that night was far from over and he don't planned spend it sleeping with Scarlett. He wanted to make love all night with her. Passed his hand affectionately on her thigh and pulled her tighter against him, where Scarlett realized that he was already excited again. She wanted him, too. After dinner she felt her physical strength return and decided surrender herself again. Rhett pulled her putting her sitting on top of him and Scarlett blushed, not knowing what to do. He wanted to teach her how to dominate the sexual relationship. She unbuttoned the buttons of his pants, quivering with anticipation.

"What do I do now?" she asked whispering and staring at his black eyes that shone with desire.

"Now, I'm going to teach you something new ... "he replied slyly.

As soon as freed his member of inside his pants, Rhett guided her body to fit it on top of his throbbing member and Scarlett widened her eyes and screamed, after feeling completely filled in for him. She was in a daring position, something that never done before. Rhett looked at her encouraging her and began to raise and lower his own hips to show her what she should do. Scarlett moaned and supported her hands on his chest.

"Now, my love is only you jump ... "he explained snarling with desire.

Scarlett obeyed and began to jump on top of his member, engulfing it completely. At first she jumped with fear and slowly, but after Rhett grab her and pull her to a wild kiss, she created the courage and started to jump wildly on top of him, ripping shrieks of her husband. She felt an unimaginable pleasure.

She was loving dominate the sexual relationship for the first time and felt the member of her husband hitting deep inside her. Rhett rose a bit to take the rest of his shirt and threw it far. Then he placed his two strong hands and powerful in the hips of Scarlett to guide her in his grand member that pulsed inside her. Scarlett ran her nails into his chest and the two shouted desperate looking for more the release in that day. Rhett lifted and sat holding her tightly by the waist. Kissed her breasts, passing the tongue in her rosy nipples, while she grabbed his hair and moaned desperate going up and down on top of his member. Soon, she looked his lips, and Rhett lifted his head kissing her furiously while both moaned into each other's mouth. They reached climax together and shouted the names one of the another at the same time. Rested a bit, and then they made love again and during all night until the complete exhaustion of their bodies.