Recap…

She stared into my eyes and I swear I practically melted under her gave. I moved a few inches forward until we were an inch apart. Then she was about to move forward when….

"Ryan!" A female screamed.

Bella pulled back and with a last glance at me, she took off running. I sat down at the base of the tree and sighed. I knew I hadn't imagined that look in her eyes. That message. Her eyes were full of apologies. She was sorry. For what though? Me leaving her? Not kissing? Not liking me anymore?

I shook my head to clear the negative thoughts.

"Be positive!" I told myself.

My life really sucked, I thought to myself as I walked (at human pace) back to the house.

Chapter 52

[EPOV]

When I got to the doorway I froze. The scene before me was horrifying. A tall, lean, and muscular (kind of- less than Emmett but more than me) guy stood in the middle of the room. He had jet black hair that was spiked up. His hair had silver streaks and oh my lord…he was hot.

Okay…I'm not gay but seriously. I never saw a guy before who was this handsome. He just blew me away. Now don't get me wrong. I love Bella more than my own existence but this guy was hawt!

He eyes were a smoldering gold and he had this grin on his face. It was mischievous, secretive, funny, and cute at the same time. In front of his stood (with her back to me) Bella. She was caressing his face softly with her delicate hands and looking up into his eyes. He was looking down into hers.

Did I mention? He had blood all over his arms, shirt and a little bit on his face.

"Oh my god!" Bella whispered. "Are you alright? What happened?"

Jealousy purged through me. My Bella was so concerned about this pretty boy. She cared so much for him.

"Chill babe. I'm okay. Not a lot happened," he shrugged.

HOLY BROCCULI! His voice was so mesmerizing.

"Your okay?" Bella said incredulously. "You call be covered in blood from head to waist okay?"

"Then why did you ask?" he said teasingly.

Bella smacked his chest and he winced.

Bella's hands flew to her mouth.

"Sorry! I'm so sorry!" she yelled frantically. My family and Jasper stood by, watching.

The two just stood there…looking into my eyes. Then suddenly they hugged. Really hard.

"I'm so sorry Ryan," Bella cried. "I-I missed you so much. I-I-I love you!"

"Shhh…," Ryan whispered and rubbed her back. "It's okay baby. I missed you too."

"Promise me you won't ever leave again," Bella sobbed.

"I promise. I love you too much for that."

Dear diary…my heart just shattered into a million pieces. I don't have any tape or glue. Love…Edward.