Chapter 48: Wedding Preparations II

Sam's POV

"Sam were you talking to Alec?" Emily asked me in a bewildered voice. "Yeah, him and Daren. Individually they're both mature but when they're together they suddenly mutate into a cross between a little kid and angry dogs."

"So they don't get along, huh? I wonder what Daren could possibly say to infuriate Alec. From the few times I talked to Alec he seems like a very composed person."

"He is, but Daren really gets under his skin. Daren... has a thing for me, and he likes to to scorn Alec about it." I said with a sigh. "Love triangle, huh?"

"NO. I only love Daren in a brotherly way. Alec is my mate."

"Mate?" she asked me. I reminded myself that to humans the word 'mate' also meant friend. "I meant soul mate."

"I hope Daren finds a way to deal with it and move on. Maybe he'll find some nice girl, someday." Emily said as she fidgeted with the fringe on the ends of he dress.

"Yeah, me to." I sighed.

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"No, Emily I can't help you choose the finger foods... You know that I don't eat... Do you seriously think now's the time to lecture me about anorexia? Just pick the damn food... Okay, I'll calm down... Leave the worry about my closed chakras to me... 'Kay goodbye!" that was my conversation with Emily. I sat down and checked food off my list. We sent the invites this morning and right now all I wanted was a break. This was the third day without blood and I was sure my eyes had turned pitch black. I worked day and night and now all I wanted to hear was Alec's caring voice telling me to go hunting with him.

"Auntie Sam! When are Uncle Alec and Daddy going to arrive?" Damon whined at me for the blasted twentieth time in an hour. I sighed. "Soon sweetie, very soon." he had stuck with me and followed me everywhere these last four days. Even in the bathroom as I showered, he snuck into the bathroom and looked the other way. But at least he didn't try to peek or anything. He just talked a lot about school and how much he disliked Jason's parents who disliked him and often mistreated him. I argued with them but it's like talking to a boulder. I couldn't wait till I told Alec about Damon being in the bathroom while I showered! Sure Damon and I just talked, but I was pretty sure Alec would have tried to put his mouth to use in another way... God I needed him back so bad.

"I miss them Auntie Sam! I miss Uncle Alec and I want to see daddy!" Damon whined again. I bit the insides of my mouth to stop myself from screaming in frustration. I inhaled deeply before I attempted to speak once again. "Me too, Damon. How 'bout we call them?" I asked him. He nodded enthusiastically. I phoned Alec who picked up on the first ring. I guess Daren was annoying the crap out of him. Poor baby! He'd need months of therapy to be able to recover. Good thing I was the nurse! I smiled at the thought. Suddenly the sound of cars stopping in front of the house met my ears. Can it be?

"Hey Sam! We-"

"Uncle Alec!" Damon shouted, pulling the phone down so that he could speak to him. "Hey Damon! Guess where we are?"

"Where?" I heard Damon ask but by the time he finished speaking I had already started running to the door. I opened it and threw myself at the person behind it. Ah, Alec.

"Oh, my God I missed you so much! That is it. From now on by law you can't be more then a ten metre radius than me." I said as I planted small kisses on his cheek. I felt the vibrations his chuckles sent.

"And from which constitution did you get that?" Alec asked me as he made me look at him. Just the looking at him made me feel dizzy as if I was seeing him for the first time and it was love at first sight.

"Sam's Kingdom, population you and me." I said. I bent down my head and after a second he brought his lips closer to mine and after the long wait we kissed softly.

"Auntie Sam! My eyes! Don't go gooey goo in front of me. It's bleh!" Daren said scrunching up his face which made him look even cuter.

"Well said little dude." Daren suddenly cut through. He made Damon fist bump. I rolled my eyes at him. It was just like him to poison the mind of young children.

"Daren, isn't it enough that you filled Sam's car with your germs, now you want to fill Damon's mind too? " Alec asked him. It was meant to be a joke but I could see right through it. Alec's expression said it all; he couldn't stand Daren. Though Alec might be a very mysterious and vague person, once you get to know him like I do you'd know how he's feeling instantly. When he's frustrated he bites the inside of the left corner in his mouth and his eyebrows are slightly knitted together to a point where a little frown between his eyebrows is formed, if he's feeling sad you'd see a look of longing on his face, if he's feeling happy there would be an unmistakeable twinkle in his eyes, if he's feeling cocky he would grin a loop-sided grin and his eyes would be wide open. And right know that little frown was sculpted on his face. I just wanted to cuddle up with him and kiss it away.

"Haha Alec, haha. But comedy's not your thing dude. You should probably go for horror. I think you'd make a great murderer since you're quite practiced at it." Daren said. I grimaced at him. Alec's past was always a thorn on his side. I know Alec's done some pretty horrible stuff, stuff I would never want to hear about, but now he's changed. And I wasn't just saying that because I was his girlfriend, mate and life partner. He's not the same guy who pinned me to the floor back in Volterra when we first met.

"Oh, you're right Daren. I am. I think you should try for horror too; you'd make a great victim. One which I would love to pretend to kill." Alec said making invisible inverted commas in the air when he said pretend.

"Okay you two enough. I can feel the bad energy coming off you from here." Logan said. He suddenly came into view, towing with him an enormous luggage. He stopped dead on his tracks when he saw Damon.

"Damon?" he asked his voice barely audible.

"Daddy?" the boy responded, tears welling in his eyes. Suddenly Logan grabbed the kid in his arms. He hugged him tightly to him. I saw Damon wince in pain but he never complained. Instead after he got accustomed to his biological dad's lung-crushing bear hug a smile slipped on his face and happy tears stained Logan's shirt but he couldn't care any less.

"Be careful, Logan, he's delicate. You're using too much strength." I reminded him. He loosened the hold on his son and Damon inhaled a lungful of air.

"Aw how cute!" Danielle said as she entered in the house, followed by Bonnie and Alex close behind her. I climbed off Alec who reluctantly enough put me on the ground and when to hug the girls. "I'm so glad you could make it, guys! This seriously means a lot. By the way would you mind being bridesmaids? I know it sudden and you have no clue who the bride -Emily- is but I'd be really helpful." I said. Both their eyes lit. "Of course Sam! It will be fun." Bonnie said sounding genuinely excited.

"Yeah! I've always wanted to wear one of those nice ball gowns, the Cinderella kind with all the corsets and petticoats. Alec and I exchanged a knowing look. The frown disappeared off his face and was replaced by a warm twinkle and a huge grin. I grinned back at him. We were both probably thinking about the time I went all 17th century on him and wore the red, almost burgundy Victorian dress. The night we kind of had our first date though it was interrupted rudely by Jane.

"Trust me, Dan, you don't." I said frankly. Alec laughed and put a hand around my waist. I fit my head into the hollow of his neck. I could feel the vibration his laughter sent all over his body.

"You seem like you have first hand experience, don't you Sam?" Bonnie asked me.

"Yeah, I do." I said to her yet my gaze was still locked with Alec's.

"Hey, where are Jake and Nessie? I thought they were right behind us." Alec suddenly said.

"Right behind us maybe. You stepped on that gas pedal and we never even saw the behind of your car before it was parked it in the driveway. They stopped at McDonalds." Alex answered him with a grin.

"Yum! McDonalds! Will you take me there daddy?" Damon asked Logan at the same time Alec grunted in disgust. "It's a pity, I still have to cook for Damon, might as well have made enough stuff for them too." I said. "Well come on in you guys. You can put all your stuff in my room. We'll have to share that." I grabbed a bag off the floor and lead them upstairs. Alec took my hand and together we lead them to my room. Every one put their bags down and my usually spacious room seemed much smaller. Damon, who was gripping Logan like a koala bear was talking no less than twenty words a second about everything regarding his life. Danielle, Bonnie and seemed like they couldn't get enough of him. Even Daren seemed to be paying attention at what he was saying. He really was his father's son, so charming. Suddenly Damon popped up a very delicate question that left everybody staring at me in absolute horror.

"Daddy, are you and your friends good vampires like Auntie Sam and Uncle Alec?"

"You told him?" Logan told me in a low menacing voice.

"Daddy don't get mad at Auntie Sam because I'm different." Damon said, stepping from behind Logan. He came running towards me and gripped my leg. I pulled him up and hugged him to my chest. "Let me explain-"

"Explain what? That my kid knows I suck blood instead of coffee?" Logan approached me slowly, his voice radiating his anger. Alec stepped protectively in front of me.

"Don't talk to her like that." he said to him, his voice sounding on edge. I knew I couldn't stall any longer. I had to tell him.

"Logan, Damon's like us."

"W-what do you mean?" he asked me, a flabbergasted expression crossing every inch of his face.

"I never told him about us. That would be stupid on my part. He had a dream where he saw what we are, vampires. We were careful to not use the super speed and strength in front of him so there was no way we could have influenced his dreams in any way. There's only one explanation, Logan. You have a power, you're gifted and so is Damon. If he is ever turned he'll have extra powers for sure." I explained. Everybody was looking at Damon with surprised eyes, especially his father.

"Sam, I don't what this for Damon. As much as I want to have him live with us for ever I can't do this to him... You understand, right?" he said to me.

"I never inferred that Damon would share our fate. But seeing what He did to us, I want him to be on his guard. Also, Emily is kept in the dark of all this. She doesn't need to know. So people, refrain from using the speed or strength. Our cover story for food is that we all have a condition which does not allow us to eat."

"Is that even possible?" Daren asked me. I gave him a half-hearted smile. "I don't know. I never managed to finish a biology course but we'll stick to that cover. Anyways, remember to make occasional trips to the bathroom, shift your weight every minute or so and blink. Don't sit too sti-"

"Okay we get it Sam. Don't waste your breath. Act human." Alex concluded. I nodded. "Okay, you guys go downstairs in the kitchen. Sam and I will catch up with you in a few moments." Alec suddenly said. I stared at him questioningly. "Sure thing guys, we'll give you time to catch up." Danielle said as she winked at us and took Damon in her hands whom she instantly started to spoil with complements. Daren was the last one to exit, and not on a very positive note. He looked at Alec with what he wanted to pass off as disgust but I knew better. I knew I was dense when it came to guys liking me, but I wasn't dense enough to not realise that what crossed across Daren's face was raw jealousy.

A small fraction of a second after Daren left I was lying on the bed with Alec's demanding lips on mine. The urgency of the kiss showed me to what extent my poor mate had to suffer Daren's void accusations about him being a monster without killing him. He quickly increased the pace and turned our kiss into a French one.

"Man, I needed that." Alec said his voice thick. "Sam, today I just gave you the biggest proof of how much I love you. I managed not to kill that brat, and believe me it was really hard to resist." he said in a breathless voice. His lips travelled down my jaw and collar line and went up to the hollow space behind my ear. His breath on my ear made me tingle all over. Why the hell did he have to be so handsome and irresistible?

"I love you too, baby." He looked up at me with the cocky smirk I secretly loved so much on his face. He wouldn't be Alec without his cocky grin.

"Baby? Sam you've seen all of me and there's nothing that would even suggest that. In fact I believe it's quite the contrary..."

I sighed. "Maybe angelic devil is more to your liking? A little bit more Shakespearian?"

"He sighed. "Yes, that's better." he said with satisfied grin. He planted a track of kisses down my collar bone and looked up. "I love you so much, sweetie. I know it's sound cheesy to say it twice but I don't care."

"Aw! I don't think that's cheesy! It's cute." I gave him a little peck on the nose." he frowned a little bit. "Sam, Sam, Sam. You never learn, do you? All these wrong adjectives. Innocent, cute, baby... Do I have to prove to you the contrary again." something told me he'd give me that lesson even if I didn't want him to- which I did.

"I wouldn't mind if you did." his lips were already on mine before I could finish that sentence.

"Seriously guys, you need to hold it in your pants. Damon's hungry and no one down there knows a thing about cooking. It's been… oh my god it's been seven years since I touched any food!" Dan, said to us and then Alex next to her. Alec pulled away and with his lips barely touching mine and irritation thick in his voice he said, "Can't you just give us a break? Five minutes would be enough. Seriously, I spent thirty-two hours in misery listening to that brat! Can't you just spare us five minutes?"

"Oh, come on, Alec. The boy is hungry. Are you going to make poor Damon wait?" Alec grunted a noncommittal grunt. He was about to kiss me when suddenly I he rose in mid air.

"Alex! That's not cool. Put my boyfriend down on the floor." I said as I jumped up and down trying to reach the floating Alec who was swearing in every language he knew. He looked down at me. "Sam, again with the names?"

"On second thought, just leave him there." I winked at him and went down the stairs, ready to mean some mean mac and cheese. As I descended down the stairs I heard Danielle and Alex laugh and a second later a thump which was obviously Alec. He really did love me if he was able to put up with all my moods.

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Alec's POV

"You where supposed to be here fifty-seven minutes ago… what do you mean you got caught in traffic, you guaranteed the flowers would be here on time… no I'm not going you waste my time on suing you the deadline's tomorrow do you really think I have the time… If you're not here in the next four minutes I'm calling your boss." Sam hung up on the florist delivery man.

"Fu-"

"Sam, language." Danielle said as she helped Damon colour in the elephant on his colouring book.

"Gah! I swear I'm going to suck that guy dry if he isn't here in the next four minutes." I never thought I'd see this violent side of Sam. Hell, I didn't even think she had it in her.

Suddenly she gasped. "That bow! It's not even. Are you trying to kill me!" She climbed up the stairs using vampire speed and started tugging at the bow which was irregular only by a fraction of an inch.

"Dude! You're my hero if you manage to tame that. If some stress makes her do that I fear what she would be like in b- "before Jake could finish that sentence I punched him in the arm. "I was kidding! But seriously, she's quite a handful."

"Yeah, she is. Speaking of that, can you help me calm her down? I have a feeling she wasn't kidding when she said she'd kill the delivery man if he shows up late. I'd better get her out of here," I said. The villa Emily chose was quite nice and Sam had turned it into a fairytale. So it would have been a pity to turn this wonderful place into a scene for murder.

"No way, dude! I'm not indestructible, remember? I won't risk my life taming, that!" Jake told me.

"Don't call her that, Jake. She's just under pressure. Alex, Logan?" I looked at my newly found friends who were looking at each other uncomfortably.

"Sorry, she'll never let us live it down if you use our powers on her. You know she can dig up stuff on us with those visions of hers." Alex said solemnly.

"Why, do you have something to hide?" Danielle said with a raised eyebrow. "No, sweetheart." Alex said, overdoing his British accent. My last resort was Daren. I snorted, hah as if I'll ever ask the help of that annoying little brat!

" Some friends you are. Guess I'll have to do this alone."

"You will be missed." Logan said as he patted me on the back. I pretended I didn't hear Daren say, "Not really."

"Oh, this is all wrong!" I heard Sam all but shout as she continued trying to find imperfections in everything.

"Okay that is it. I didn't want to do this but you forced my hand, Sam." I sent out a wave of my power towards her. After a couple of seconds I heard her swear in her native language which meant she was really, really frustrated. She fell off the balconty and just before she could touch the floor I grabbed her in my arms using vampire speed.

"Alec! C'mon I need to continue! She's getting married tomorrow, there's no time to calm down." she groaned.

"Yes, there is. Your eyes are pitch black, Sam. When's the last time you fed?"

"You know you say Sam a lot." she said randomly. I shook my head at her. She's a perfectionist, it's not her fault she's so annoyingly precise. It's just in her Sam-ish nature. I checked my pockets for the car keys.

"Finally some peace and quiet! It as getting breezy in here with has fast she was pacing." Bonnie said.

"Oh, come on Bonnie! I'm just trying to be a good maid of honour." she defended herself.

"Bonnie's right Sam. You were bordering insane just a minute ago." Nessie and Danielle agreed. All three girls were spoiling Damon to en extent that it should be considered illegal. They wouldn't even let him walk to the toilet, for crying out loud! They carried him. It's astounding what the maternal instinct does to these girls. But al least Emily and Jason didn't have anything against it, as Sam feared. In fact the couple where actually pretty passive about Logan, the father of Emily's son was going to stay with them. The fact that he told them that Bonnie was his fiancée helped a lot too. A little white lie wouldn't hurt anybody in this case. It would only allow Logan to spend more time with his son.

I carried Sam bridal style and bid our adieus to the bunch and hurried to the car. Still numbing Sam against her will I placed her gently on the passenger seat. I got in and started the car. I pressed on the gas pedal and the car roared with power and left a trail of dust behind us.

"Alec, you can stop it. I won't get away." Sam said sounding extremely annoyed.

"How do I know you won't just jump out of the car and head back to the villa?"

"You have my word, just stop it… I don't like it." I sighed. She was no fun these days. I removed my power and saw her as she testes out her hands. When she found that she could move again her head snapped to me.

"Don't ever do that again!" she gripped hard at my ear and pulled.

"Ow! Sam stop! I promise I won't." I said. She nodded and once she removed her hand I rubbed my ear. "You're becoming too violent Sam." I pointed out.

"Funnily enough all those years back you thought I was too peaceful and shy. You literally made me learn how to fight."

"It feels like forever since that happened, doesn't it?" I wondered out loud. She nodded. "It feels as if that belongs to another lifetime." She sighed. "I kind of miss my old self. I used to be so different. I've changed and sometimes I don't even like the changes in me." Her voice was sad and filled with longing.

"Why would you say that?" I thought about it and the only way she could have changed was because of me. But honestly, I loved every version of her, was it the one before we were even together, when I got to know her as I thought her the languages or when we were a couple, or now. But her current version of her sometimes worried me.

"I don't know. It's probably just the stress talking. Never mind, I was just blabbing." she said rubbing her eyes.

"I think not, Sam. What were you going to say?"

"Nothing."

"Sam…"

"Seriously, Alec, drop it." Her voice was firm and she looked away from me outside the window. It was a typical cloudy day and there was no particular scenery outside so it was obvious that Sam was trying hard to avoid my gaze. I didn't want to admit it but her behavior was hurtful. I knew she felt under pressure but that was no reason to make such a big deal out of a question. I looked straight ahead. If she wanted to sulk then so be it. She needed to calm down and obviously she wasn't in any mood to talk.

We drove like that for almost an hour. My attempt at trying to relax her had backfired and made both of irritated at each other. I decided I would not give in. I did nothing wrong so I shouldn't be feeling bad over this. From time to time I did notice that she snuck glances at me. I stayed strong even though my weak side was on the edge of overpowering me.

Finally, I heard her sight. I heard her move to look at me. "Alec I don't want to fight. I've already got enough on my plate right now."

I refused to talk. As important as a wedding might be it didn't give her a reason to act like that. We endured ten more minutes of silence.

"Okay, I'm sorry Alec; I really don't want us to fight. It's just a little bit difficult to talk about it and not exactly stress relieving." I parked the car on the side of the road, which wasn't a problem since there wasn't a single soul around.

"Sam, I don't want us to fight either. But you can't put us on the backburner because of a wedding. Sam it's been ages since we really spent some time together. I don't want to feel left out. When you have a problem it becomes a problem for me too and the only way to solve it is if we talk. Which we aren't doing at all."

"I know." was all she said. She buried her face in my shoulder. "Oh, Sam." I wrapped my arms around her and lifted her up a little so that I could sit in the passenger seat with her sitting on me. It was really difficult to cuddle up in a sports car, and as cheesy as it sounded that was what I wanted to do.

"It's okay if you don't want to talk about it." I wanted to get to find out what was causing all this sadness but I didn't want to pressure her abut it. That wouldn't be right.

I kissed her forehead and we lay like that for a few minutes. I ran a hand along her back, wanting to sooth and caress her but she shivered and grew alarmed.

"Sam… Sam, are you okay? It's just me." she started to calm down once her eyes locked with mine.

She laughed, a weird, out of place sound. "I'm fine Alec, you just startled me."

"It didn't look like-"

"Kiss me."

"Wha-" Before I could even finish her lips crashed on mine, she didn't waste time and hastily she demanded access to my mouth, he nibbled on my lower lip and ran her hands all over my chest. We made out like that for five minutes when suddenly her hands trailed down my chest and only the bulge in my pants. With hasty hands she tried to unbutton and unzip my pants. When she succeeded she tried to unbutton hers. I was eager. Eager that finally she was giving in but something didn't feel right. The haste in her actions, her shiver. This was not in Sam's style. Something was definitely wrong. But I wanted to do it so much!

"Sam, stop." I said using all my discipline and strength. She didn't respond but continued to slide down her pants and kiss me. I stopped her hands from going further.

"Sam, no; not like this." I said pulling away much to my reluctance.

"Why? I want to do it Alec! Why don't you want us to do it?" she asked me in a hurt voice.

"Of course I want to do it, Sam; I'm a guy!"

"Then why won't you?" she said as she tried to struggle with my pants. I grabbed her hands and pinned them to the side of her face. "Because I don't want to have sex with you; I want to make love to you! Sam what were you trying to achieve by doing this? You shuddered when I touched you a few minutes ago and suddenly you want us to go all the way?"

"I…"

"No. No more excuses. You tell me now what happened or else I won't let you get back to the wedding."

"Come on, Alec." she looked on the verge of crying. I couldn't understand what was going on with her and it was driving me crazy.

"Do you know how messed up, that is? I know you don't like it when I bring it up, but is it Gaius?"

"Great idea, Alec. No really, this isn't stressful at all." She jumped out of the car and pulled up her pants. Thanks to that I was able to catch her. I gripped her arm to stop her.

"You always try to hide from this." I said but unfortunately it sounded more like an accusation.

"What do you want from me Alec? You always say I try to hide from it but what do you expect me to do? Talk about the monster who raped me? Is that what you want? To listen to me tell you how a creep raped your mate. How he used your image to make me feel lusty about him and every time we touch he comes to my mind? Is that what you want?" By the time she finished speaking her knees started looking unstable and she looked as if she was going to faint and go off inside her visions. I picked her up instantly before she fell.

"No, love, I didn't. It's just that Jane went trough the same phases, depression, anger, denial, and look where that's gotten her. I couldn't help her back then, but I'm trying to help you even if I don't know how. And this scares me, not being able to be there for you. This isn't something I can get advice on either, you are just trying to skip over it, as if it never happened and it affects our relationship, Sam. But one thing's for sure, we shouldn't have done it the day after you killed Gaius, it was a mistake."

"No it wasn't. We are mates, we hadn't seen each other in twelve years." she answered, her voice sounding weak.

"Still…"

"I love you, Alec. I really do, thanks for caring for me and not taking advantage of me." she said, cuddling deeper into my chest.

"I love you too, baby."

"Hey, I though we didn't have nicknames for each other." she said quietly. I smiled at her. She was strong, she would recover soon and everything will be alright once more.

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"And I pronounce you, husband and wife. You may kiss the bride." Jason and Emily kissed making everybody erupt in cheers. The happy couple looked at the people who instantly congratulated them and started throwing confetti at them. Everything when smoothly as Sam planned. And the delivery guy's life was saved too. Even throughout the commotion I couldn't take my eyes off Sam. I was obviously dating an undiscovered super model. Her hair was pulled up and she was wearing a red dress that made her look so appealing that she had the attention of everybody in the room, especially the males. I wanted to steal her away. I was afraid it would come to a point where it wouldn't be safe to let her go anywhere on her own, without me fending off any unwanted stares.

All in all the wedding was a success. Though I only had eyes for Sam I had too admit that both Emily in her wedding dress and Nessie, Danielle and Bonnie in their aquamarine dresses looked enchanting. After the party started, Sam came next to me for the very first time in the evening.

"Alec, from now on you're only wearing sweat pants." she said in my ear.

"Huh?"

"Didn't you look at the mirror? You look like a womanizer. The tux is a killer on you. Didn't you notice that every woman in there was looking at you?"

"No. But let me guess, you didn't notice that every male in this room checked you out at least once tonight?" I smirked at her. "So, Milady, can I have this dance?"

"Of course you may." she said as she curtsied.

We danced for a little while until Sam remembered she needed to go tell the singer to announce tat the throwing of the bouquet would start in a few minutes. Girls started to line up immediately, everybody wanting to get a chance to grab the bouquet of flowers.

The guys came next to me to get a better view. I watched Sam as she supervised everything from behind the pack of girls.

The D.J started playing some song where the women sang repeatedly "If you like it then you should have put a ring on it." Emily turned around and tossed the bouquet. Much to everybody's surprise and Sam's horror the bouquet flew right above the girls and landed neatly on Sam's clipboard. Everybody turned around to stare at her and congratulate her. I heard the DJ call out our names and many patted me on the shoulder. I grinned at her and after moments of denial she finally accepted it and waved the bouquet in the air and all the other girls started giggling with her.

After she managed to escape the crowd she came next to me, "Go figures, huh?" I smiled at her and just as I was about to tell her what a beautiful bride she'd make, a flustered Nessie came and told us we had to leave now if we didn't hurry up. We said our goodbyes to the couple and Damon, promising them to visit soon, changed quickly and called taxis to get us. We made it just in time to the airport so we got on that plane, ready for the next adventure.

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Hey guys, it's been ages since I uploaded and I'm really sorry. I had a huge fight with a friend (My friend went on a date and made us go with her and this date of hers brought along two twelve year old boys with him who kept acting like idiots! Seriously, can these people get any more sad and pathetic and the little grinch – to be nice. I had a much different word for her- of a so called friend called me a nerd : I can go all day telling you about it but I don't want to bore you, bottom line is that it was difficult to right a happy chapter. I hope it wasn't boring, I'm doing my best. So if you could take ten seconds of your time to write a short review, just to let me know you're still interested I'd love you forever. My life really sucks right now so it would really help if you bear with me. I wuv u :)

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