Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns everything Twilight. No copyright infringement is intended.
A/N: Thanks to Jax713 for pre-reading and to mcc101180 for beta-ing.
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She smiles at me and holds my hand as she leads me into her apartment. Bella's apartment is small but comfy. It feels like a home, and it's not empty like mine. There are pictures and flowers, and it smells like vanilla. The kitchen, which looks like people actually cook in it, opens up to a small living room.
"Welcome to Casa de Jess and Bella!" Bella gestures with her hand. "Do you want a tour, Mister?"
I smile at her playfulness. What would have seemed childish to me before, now makes me want to play along. "If you'd be so kind, Madam."
Bella grabs my hand and takes me around her apartment, very politely introducing each room.
"And this is my bedroom." When she opens the door, my breath catches in my throat. Her bedroom looks like Sesame Street threw up in it. There's pink and feathers everywhere. Her comforter is bright pink and says "little princess" in white.
Oh dear God…
"What do you think?" Bella looks at me seriously.
I scratch my neck as I try to come up with a decent answer.
Her bedroom is hideous.
"Um… well… interesting choice of colors there, Swan." There. That's not a lie.
She explodes in laughter then, and I look at her in confusion.
"Oh my God! Your face! Was priceless!" she says between giggles. "This is Jessica's room." She laughs so hard, she leans onto the doorframe holding her stomach.
"Oh thank God…" I breathe out in relief. "I don't think I'd be able to sleep in here without having nightmares." I smile at her and lean onto the opposite side of the doorframe.
Bella's expression changes from playful to serious as she takes one step closer to me. "Do you expect to be sleeping in my bed anytime soon, Mr. Cullen?"
"Shit… no… I'm sorry. That's not what I meant." I run a hand through my hair in embarrassment, hoping I didn't offend her with my word vomit.
Jesus Christ, what is she doing to me?
"Hey…" She steps between my legs and puts a hand on my chest. "I was joking." She smiles up at me, and my heart speeds up— I can feel it hammering under her hand. I have kept this bottled up for too long— I can't stop myself now. I want her. I need her. I ache for her.
With my thumb, I trace her lip and the corner of her smile. "You know what's the first thing I noticed about you, Bella?" She stares intensely at me as she shakes her head. "Your smile… It's so beautiful."
She smiles broader before she speaks. "When you smile, the right corner of your mouth turns up first, and then the other one joins in. It's adorable."
"Adorable? Here I am, telling you I love your smile, and you tell me mine is imperfect. I'm hurt," I deadpan, with a hand on my chest.
"It's not imperfect. It's crooked and mind-blowingly sexy." She giggles and I snort.
"See? There it is." She places both hands around my face and pulls herself up to kiss me. Her lips are soft against mine at first. I try crouching down to level our heights but the position is uncomfortable, so I just pull her up by her waist as she wraps her legs over my hips. Bella's arms circle around my neck as she deepens the kiss. When her tongue slips in my mouth, I moan and press her against the frame where she was standing— laughing at me— just seconds ago.
My breath comes out in pants as I release her lips and kiss her neck. I try my best not to grind against her, but she is moaning in my ear, fisting and pulling my hair, making pressure with her calves, pushing me closer, and there's only so much a guy can take. Painfully hard inside my jeans, I rub against her, groaning into her neck at the electrifying feeling of the much needed friction. Bella whimpers and moves her hips against me while her hands clutch my neck.
"Next door to the left," she whispers in my ear.
Holy shit…
Bella is still wrapped around me as I walk us to her bedroom. As soon as I open the door, I'm struck by how much her room smells like her. It's overwhelmingly divine. I'm trying to keep my cool— to be smooth and careful— but I still end up slumping roughly on top of Bella on her bed. She lets out a little squeal and giggles as she grabs the hem of my polo shirt and pulls it off of me. Her hand runs from behind my neck, over my collarbone and onto my chest. Her fingers trail little patterns as they work their way down, making me shudder.
I feel like every single cell on my body is sensory charged at its max. I feel everything. I feel too much.
I need to slow down.
"Bella…" I groan in her ear when I feel her fingers tracing the button-fly of my jeans. "You make me feel like a fucking teenager."
She giggles at my choice of words as my lips find hers. Before I know it, her hand has found its way into my boxers, and when she circles her fingers around me, I groan loudly into her lips. She strokes me once, tentatively, softly, but making firm pressure with her hands. After a couple strokes, it's already way too much.
"Bella, stop… please," I beg, panting into her neck, trying to gather some control. I could come in her hand— I'm that close. It's been way too long.
Holy fucking shit! I need to slow down.
"Sorry." She releases me and I sigh. "Too much… too soon?" she asks.
"Yes… No… I-I just need a minute." I press my forehead into her neck and try to breathe my impending orgasm away.
"Okay," she whispers as her hand returns to my hair.
My hands find their way under her shirt. I lift my weight off of her and pull her shirt off.
The view in front of me takes my breath away. Her arms stretched over her head, a devilish smile on her lips, and eyes that burn with intensity into mine. I feel like my heart might explode in my chest.
"Polkadots?" I tease as her hands fly to my neck and she pulls me back to her lips. Bella's kisses are so eager— she bites and pulls at my bottom lip, straining my already weakened self control.
I move back to kiss her neck while my hand slips under her back. "God, you are so beautiful…" I whisper between kisses as I unclasp her bra.
Once her bra is off, I trail kisses from her neck, over her collarbone, and to her chest, while my hands cup her breasts. Bella squirms under me as I circle her nipples, and I try to focus in everything but the reaction her moans are causing inside my jeans.
"Can I touch you now?" Her voice is raspy and filled with lust.
"Not yet," I whisper in her ear as my fingers unbutton her jeans.
"Not fair…" she moans while my fingers dip inside her panties.
Sweet Mother of God…
My fingers find nothing but wetness, and silkiness, and smoothness, and I can't fucking wait to be inside of her. My dick painfully agrees with me as I grind into her leg, unable to contain myself anymore.
"God, Bella…"
Bella whimpers under me as I circle my fingers to pleasure her. I dip one finger inside of her, then another. When she screams my name in pleasure, I feel like I could cry of happiness into her neck.
"Edward, please…" she pants, pulling at my hair. "I want to touch you… please… I need to feel you."
God…
In a swift move, I have Bella completely naked under me, still gasping and panting. I take the condom from my wallet, and in a couple of seconds, I'm also naked on top of her. I wrap my fingers around her wrist and guide her hand to feel me— all of me.
With her hand clasped around me, she moves me up and down her entrance, spreading her moisture all around me.
I keep one hand around her breast, while the other one fists the blanket next to her face as I try futilely to keep myself in control. My eyes find hers and she stares intensely at me.
"Edward, what are we doing?" Her hand is still around me.
"God… I don't know…" I pant and drop my forehead to her neck.
"Is this wrong?"
"Feels right to me." I groan into her shoulder as she increases the pressure with her hand.
"I mean… isn't this against the rules?"
How can she be coherent right now? I'm about to lose it and I'm not even in her yet!
"I-I don't know, Bella… Honestly, the rules are very blurry right now."
"I want you," she whispers huskily into my ear.
"God, Bella. I want you too… so fucking much."
"Would we get in trouble for this?" There's clear worry in her voice.
I lift my head to find her eyes. "I don't know… I don't care… Do you?"
Please, please, please, don't ask me to stop now. Please...
She shakes her head and pulls my face closer to her in a kiss, as she positions herself for me to enter her.
Thank you, God.
My eyes stay on Bella's as our bodies connect. The sensation of being surrounded by her is mind-blowing and I need a minute to adjust myself to it. Bella closes her eyes, moans, and arches her back as I slowly reach the deepest part of her.
I pull out as slowly as I can manage, before I push into her again. My eyes roll back, my hands grip her hips, and a moan escapes through my clenched jaw.
I don't know if it's because I haven't been with anyone in so long, but being inside of Bella can't compare to anything I've experienced in my life. No one comes even close.
Soon enough, our bodies start moving in sync, and I find myself terrified I won't be able to last enough to satisfy her. Preoccupied with my endurance, I look for distractions in her breasts, her neck, her lips, but every single part of her body turns me on even more.
So I distract myself mentally, with the first thing I can think of.
There's antimony, arsenic, aluminum, selenium… And hydrogen and oxygen and nitrogen and rhenium... And nickel, neodymium, neptunium, germanium…And iron, americium, ruthenium, uranium…
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A/N: Welp! He's reciting the elements!
The elements song belongs to Tom Lehers, but the periodic table I guess belongs to Dmitri Mendeleev. *Edward's voice* You can google it :) Also, if you feel so inclined, you can see Daniel Radcliffe singing it here www(.)youtube(.)com/watch?v=rSAaiYKF0cs&feature=related
So... yeah... that just happened. I'll see you guys tomorrow! R.
