Why would someone cheat for Kurt? Maybe Blaine wanted Kurt to win so badly that he cheated to prove a point? None of this makes any sense but I know Kurt wouldn't do this. I need Rachel to know that I didn't do it. She's going to blame me, think that I wanted to help my brother win. But the last thing I expected was for her to tell me that she did it. Rachel cheated? It doesn't make sense. Rachel never cheats, not even on stupid stuff. She made me do all of my Math homework on my own and when we started fooling around before I finished the last problem she wouldn't give me the answer, forcing me to finish the problem before she let me continue what we were doing.

So I don't understand why she would cheat now. She could ruin everything for Kurt if he gets suspended for this. She has to tell the truth. We talked about it later that night as she cried about ruining her career and not getting accepted into NYADA because of it, but I told her that even she didn't tell the truth that everything she had worked for, all the times she talked about being honest and showing people what she was worth would be a lie. I love Rachel and I know that she takes everything about her future seriously and sometimes she's misguided in the things that she does, it doesn't make her a bad person, but this time she really wrong. And she needed to own up to it.

I knew that if she didn't she would regret letting anyone else take the fall for her own mistake. And that's what it was, a mistake. I knew that she didn't mean to get anyone in trouble. I also knew that if Kurt had won she would have felt awful for cheating. So we decided that night that she would tell Figgins the next day. So while I was happy that Santana was coming to grips with her situation, a part of me was with Rachel, knowing where she was while everyone else was celebrating in the choir room. I knew that she was talking to Figgins and facing whatever punishment she would be given.

What I didn't know was that they would actually suspend her, that she would miss the competition next week. I mean seriously, all I had to do was say that Santana didn't slap me and they let her off the hook. Karofsky could bully and threaten to kill my brother but he got to come back no harm no foul. So the fact that they actually suspended her made me angry. And I spent most of the night holding her while she cried in my arms, worrying that nothing she did would make up for this mistake and that she would be stuck in Lima forever, her dreams ruined. I wasn't going to let that happen to her. We'd always find a way. That's what she always tells me. Together we'll figure it out.