First i want to thank all the readers. I know you guys want Amy back and honestly she is coming back. But i am not the type to just jump into it. I like explaining the details and i just wish you guys would just enjoy it. Everything can just go from 0 to 10 in a heartbeat. Anyway a few more chapters and you guys would see Amy. It was going to be a surprise but apparently people take it to the heart that she not back. Anyway thank you again and hope to see reviews.

Ricky POV

While the children play in the room, everyone was helping with breakfast and some were helping with lunch for the picnic. After everyone ate and the children were fed and change we all got in ours cars and drove to the park. We arrived at the park and we set up everything in a nice area close to the playground.

"Hey guys this is my friend Jesse, I hope you guys don't mind that I invited him" Jack said

"NO we don't" Lauren said all happily and we all laugh and then we all introduce ourselves.

"Hey, I invited a friend too. I met him this week, he really nice, his name is Jimmy" Grace said

"That no problem, we like new people" Lauren said looking at Jesse and again we all laugh.

"Guys this Jimmy, this is the group Jimmy" Grace said

"Hi guys, how you doing I heard so much about you guys and this must Valerie and John" Jimmy said

"Yes that them" Grace said

"Thank God they ok and they back where they belong" Jimmy said

"Thank you that means a lot" I said

"Jimmy is you married?" Jack ask

"No" Jimmy said

"Then why do you have a wedding ring on?" Madison ask

"Well is a promised ring" Jimmy said and we were all surprise

"So you saying you still a virgin" Jack said

"Jack" all the girls said in unison. While Jesse, Max, Ben and I laugh on how they scream at him

"Yes I am a virgin and I am not ashamed of it" Jimmy said

"You don't have to be, theirs is nothing wrong with waiting for the right person" I said

"Yeah it a choice and I feel like you making a good one" Adrian said

"Sometimes I wish I could just waited maybe things would have being better, not dealing with all the head aches and complication that sex brings" Zoe said

"Thank you" Jimmy said

"How about we talk about something else" Grace said. We all agree and continue talking about stupid random things.

I walk to the sand box to take Robbie, Sam, John and Valerie to play. When I heard someone call my name.

"Ricky" I turn around and I was surprise to see who it was

"Toby, what are you doing here?" I ask

"I am here to stay, I am staying with Margaret and Shakur again" he said

"What happen, you got in trouble?"

"Not really, you know how it is in foster homes, the only good one I had was Margaret and Shakur, they don't abuse the children" He said with tears on his eyes

"I get it; we don't need to talk about it. I am glad you back, I miss you. Hey let me introduce you to my kids" I said and pointed to John and Valerie

"Kids, how old are you?" he ask smiling

"I am 18 and yes kids, they are twins" I said smiling. "This Valerie and John Underwood, they would be a year old in a month. John, Valerie this is your uncle Toby" I said while he carried them and they giggle in his arms.

"Hi John and Valerie, I am your uncle Toby and I would be the best uncle, I promise." He said giving them a kiss and a hug while they laugh and giggle

"They like you"

"I know I am their uncle, they are amazing, and I bet they got they good looks from their mother, especially Valerie" He said and punch me lightly in the arm

"Whatever they look like me too, but you right they got everything from their mother" I said trying to hide the sadness on my face.

"I was just joking, what happen?" he ask

"She passed away during childbirth"

"I a sorry Ricky I didn't know"

"It ok, how about I catch you up another day, let me just introduce you to some friends"

"Ok Ricky"

"Hey guys this is Toby my foster brother" I said and then introduce everyone by name

"Hi beautiful" Toby said holding out his hand to Ashley, and she got all red and shy

"Hi" she manage to said and we all laugh

"It is me all everyone seem to get along really well" Adrian said

"Yeah, I know what you mean" I said and we all laugh again

It being two hours and we play with the kids, we ate and we continue talking and joking around. We even play games ourselves. After a short while I walk up to the kids and sat with them while they play. I started looking at everyone and I realize that everyone had somebody with them except me. It was Ben, Adrian and they daughter Mercy. Then we had Zoe and Max, Adrian cousin, which those two look like they can't wait to sleep with each other. In another corner we have Jack and Madison and two feet away from them we had Lauren and Jesse. Sitting next to a tree was Grace with Jimmy, which they relationship is so funny because Grace use to be the one with the promised ring and now Jimmy is the one with one, let see how long that last. Let just hope she doesn't pull a Jack and cheat on him because she can't wait to have sex. Anyway then we have my brother Toby with Ashley. Those two seem to like each other right away. Plus now that I think about it they are perfect for each other. And I am here sitting by myself with no significant other. I am happy for them because they are happy, but I am so sad that I don't have Amy.

"I miss you Amy, you can't even imagine how much" I said and my tears started coming down my eyes.

"Dadda" Valerie said and touch my face and she try to wipe my tears away.

"Dadda" John said and did the same as Valerie in the other side of my face

"OMG you guys just said yours first words, said it again please" I said laughing and hugging them

"Dadda, Dadda" they kept saying it and I couldn't stop laughing and they also started to clap they hand. It was so cute.

"Said Mamma" I ask them and they look at me funny

"Ok guys I am not going to force you, but how about we go see mamma" I said picking them up and walking to the car

"YEY, YEY" they giggle and clap again

"Hey guys we be back" I told everyone

"Are you ok, where are you going?" Adrian ask

"I have to do something I'll be back" I said and got in the car and drove away

Zoe POV

"Where he going, I hope he is ok?" Adrian ask

"Yeah, he going to visit Amy" I said

"He is doing what" Ashley said

"He visit Amy grave every time he can, and sometimes he takes John and Valerie with him"

"I think we scare him" Grace said

"What you mean?" Ben ask

"Look around, everyone is practically in couples" Grace said and everyone started looking around

"You right, Grace" Lauren said

"Hey, he is not mad or scare, he just miss her, but I know he is happy for us, so he won't want us to feel bad" I said

"You right, but it hard because he would never have the person he loves while we are getting everything we want" Ashley said

"Zoe is right, Ricky would be fined this is more than us anyway. His children said dadda for the first time, that why he left to share the news with her." Toby said

"OMG that must be amazing" Adrian said

"I have it on video, while Ashley was catching me with everything we were also video taping everyone and that when we saw what happen." Toby said

"Can we see it?" Ben ask

"Sure" he said and put the video for everyone. We were all happy for him and his kids. I think the girls all had tears in their eyes. I know I did. He amazing and those kids too. And even if I know he is happy for us, I know he was feeling lonely. Anyway we all continue talking and Max and I couldn't stop staring at each other. He is really cute, nice body, brown/blond hair, with dark brown eyes. All I want to do it eat him, alive. Relax Zoe take it easy, get to know him first.

"What wrong?" Max ask me

"Nothing"

"Hey do you want to go out on a date?" He ask

"Sure, here my number call me" I said and then we exchange numbers

"Trust me I will" he said and we both laugh. We continue talking and everyone did the same.

Ricky POV

I arrived at the cemetery with John and Valerie and we put fresh flowers on Amy grave that we bought before arriving here.

"Hi baby, how you doing today, the kids and I came to see how you doing" I said and then stood quiet like I was expecting her to answer. What I was thinking. I am really going crazy.

"Valerie, John said hi to mama" They wave they little hands at the stone and I laugh

"Guys why don't you said mama, so she could hear you guys" but all they did was giggle and clap they hands and all of suddenly they started screaming:

"Dadda, Dadda, Dadda, Dadda"

"OK, I get it, no mama, just dadda" I said feeling kind of sad because I know they don't have a female figure with them and that why they don't said mama and maybe they never will.

"Hey Amy don't feel bad, one day they would call you mama, ok, so don't cry upstairs because everything is going to be alright. I love you and miss you so much." I said and grab the kids and walk away.

I was heading back to the park but it started to rain, and then Ashley text me that everyone was going home. I reply back and then head it home too.