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Alright chickadees Im pretty sure that most of you already know from my note in the sneak peak that I am temporarily out of commission with the writing due to the fact that I smashed the top of my left hand with a hammer... yes painful yes it sucks. it takes me forever to type and even though I am dying to do so I think I might have to take a small break with writing until the doctors can tell me what the fuck they plan on doing with me.... fear not though I have a couple of back up chapters for this story and like 2 for DFWP so there will still be updates I just dont know if I will have any chapters after I use those

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Chapter 53 ETL:

"FINALLY!" all four parents yelled at once.

I looked up at Edward and his face mirrored my own. Confusion. It was true, everyone wanted us to get married before Evie was born, but they allowed us to move at our own pace and this… this was our pace.

"Oh Bella." Alice screamed in my ear.

"Oh Alice." I called sarcastically.

"Shut up. You know what this means right?" she bounced excitedly causing Evie who was in her arms to cry softly in fear.

I grabbed my daughter before she was subjected to motion sickness and turned back to the pixie that was still bouncing madly.

"That Edward and I are getting married?" I started.

"No retard... Well yes but, wait. This means we have a wedding to plan."

"Who said we are going to let you anywhere near these plans?" Edward asked in a serious manner.

"Because Bella and I have been planning this wedding for almost fifteen years loser." Alice smiled at me.

Flashback.

Bella and Alice were sitting in their snow fort Edward had helped them build before he left to visit his aunt and uncle in Alaska. It was beyond freezing so they had smuggled the large purple and black comforter off of Bella's bed and were huddled together teeth chattering and all.

"Alice.. I-itsss free-eezing." Bella whined as she attempted to cover the most part of her face with the blanket. "P-please can we go inside?"

"No you whiny baby." Alice chirped. "I don't want your parent's to hear what we are talking about.

Bella's face turned beat red as she remembered her father walking in on their last sleep over. Alice had decided that she wanted to learn how to kiss so that she would be ready to kiss her boyfriend whenever she got one. After scouring through different magazines she had stolen from her cousin Trista, she decided the best way to practice was on half an orange. Forcing Bella to go along with it they sat on Bella's bed slobbering all over their orange halfs when her father walked in to see if they wanted pizza for dinner.

"I don't wanna talk about anything with you." Bella muttered remembering the wonderful talk she and her mother had after her dad walked out of the room blushing and stuttering.

"Come on Bella." Alice moaned. "I will make you a giant mug of hot chocolate."

Bella turned away knowing all too well that Alice was giving her full puppy dog face complete with a nice pout.

"Please Bella… please please please." Alice begged as she rubbed against Bella's side for warmth. "It's not bad I promise."

"Fine." Bella shivered. "Lay it on me."

"I wanna talk about our weddings."

"Alice we aren't even old enough to like boys and you wanna talk about marrying one. No way Jose." Bella shivered again trying to keep warm.

"My cousin Tri-"

"Stop right there please. Every time you mention Trista, I either end up in trouble or worse embarrassed." Bella blushed again.

"No she said that every girl should start preparing for their wedding at a young age. Since Edward is out of town we don't have to worry about him hearing it so we should start now."

"No."

"Come on Bella."

"No."

"Bella come on."

Bella thought about it for a second if she just gave in, Alice would get out whatever she said and they could go in and get warm.

"Fine but you better put extra chocolate in mine. And extra marshmallows." she said.

"Oooh yay." Alice clapped under the blanket pulling the part by their feet up and letting the cold in causing the both of them to squeal.

"What sort of wedding do you want?" she asked leaning against Bella for warmth.

Bella thought about it for a little while before coming up with her idea.

"I want a small weddin-"

"Figures." Alice muttered.

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"If you planned your own wedding you would probably be wearing jeans and a ratty t shirt. Good thing I will be there to help out." Alice laughed.

"Oh whatever Alice. If you would have let me finish." Bella scolded. "As I was saying. I want a small wedding. Just family and a few friends but I want it to be magical. The man that I marry is going to be the person I will be with forever so I want that night to be the best night ever. I want the whole white Cinderella dress, the tall white wedding cake and a whole bunch of my favorite flowers hanging from everywhere." Bella trailed off.

It was quiet for a couple of seconds and Bella thought that Alice had either froze to death or fell asleep. Looked over she realized her tiny friend was staring at her in a state of shock.

"What?" she asked.

"Oh my god that sounds beautiful Bella." she breathed.

"Really?" Bella asked proudly.

"Uh yeah. Totally opposite from what I thought it was going to be like."

"Well I tend to do that sometimes you know."

"Well you do know that with a big fluffy Cinderella dress that you are going to have to wear heels." Alice cheered.

Bella shuddered and not from the cold. She was twelve and the only time she had ever worn heels supplied by Alice who started to wear them at age seven she ended up with a badly twisted ankle and a minor concussion.

"I don't know." she said.

"Come on Bella you can't wear converse with a wedding dress. You could wear chunky heels so you don't fall over." Alice laughed.

Bella stood up and gathered the blanket up while her friend giggled and fell over into the cold snow.

"Well if you want me to wear heels on my wedding day we need to go inside because at this rate I'm going to lose my toes to frost bite and won't be wearing anything on my feet." Bella said as she pulled Alice up and drug her inside.

The hot chocolate was on the stove and the marshmallows sitting in two giant mugs. Alice turned towards Bella.

"So you have been talking about your dream wedding now you can hear mine…"

"Are you serious?" Edward chuckled.

"Well it was more like eight or so years." I blushed.

The entire time I had told Alice about my dream wedding, an older yet still the same Edward stood at the end of the isle in a black tux with a black rose in the front pocket. That night we had talked about our dream weddings until both Alice and I passed out on my bed. That night I had the most vivid dream of Edward dropping down on one knee and telling me that he wanted me forever.

And that had just happened. I admit not as I was expecting but it still happened, and I wouldn't trade it for the world.

"That's cute." Edward smirked.

I slapped him on the back of the head in true 'Emmett Rose' fashion and walked over to the couch to nurse Evie while the house buzzed with anything wedding. Rose was sitting in the corner pouting but trying to act cheery in her wheel chair while Emmett was doing cartwheels in the middle of the floor chanting 'I'm getting a little sister, I'm getting a little sister' over and over again. (in my head he is chaning it like the 'I got a golden ticket' thing)

I scooted to the end of the couch towards Rose causing Evie to let go and start to cry from the movements.

"Hey Rose." I said as I softly rocked Evie back into nursing.

"Hey. I bet you're excited huh?" she said fidgeting with one of the rhinestones hot glued to the handle of her chair.

"Yeah I have only been waiting forever you know." I joked but her smile didn't even attempt to match mine. "What's wrong?"

"Nothin." she replied shortly.

"Rose. You're lying." I covered myself back up and started to burp Evie. "Do you wanna?"

"Sure." her smiled widened.

"Only if you tell me what's going on." I said holding a wiggling Evie just out of her reach.

"You will think I'm selfish Bella." she grumbled putting her arms down.

I sat Evie in her lap and grabbed her free hand. "Rose the entire time you were in the hospital every time I looked at Evie I felt extremely selfish and you woke up and helped me through that. So let me help you through this."

"I am jealous that you're walking to be honest. At your wedding all I'm going to be doing is sitting in a wheel chair and I won't be able to danc-." she paused. "You know what now that I say it out loud I sound extremely retarded and selfish. Like that night will be about me or something."

"It's fine. And it's not like we are getting married tomorrow you know. I was thinking maybe around Christmas next year, because that was the time we got together you know?"

"That's perfect." Rosalie smiled warmly as she played with Evie's bronze spiky hair.

"You really think so?"

"Of course." Edward said as he sat down beside me. "But do you really want to go a year being engaged to me?"

"Um yeah. Just because we are engaged doesn't mean we need to rush out to Vegas tonight." I laughed.

"You better not." my father smiled from across the room.

"Of course we wouldn't dad." I giggled.

Later that night.

I found Edward in Evie's bedroom across the hall from his childhood bedroom. Esme got excited with the first grandbaby and made the room across the hall into a nursery. It was perfect for when we visited because Evie was still close and we didn't have to worry about waking her up.

He was standing at the crib with a content smile on his face as he watched our baby sleeping. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist, giving him a kiss between the shoulder blades and he sighed.

"Are you alright?" I whispered.

"No."

I pulled away and turned him around so I could see his face. His face had changed from the content smile to a full on scowlish frown and I immediately started worrying.

"Edward what is it?"

"Well, I am trying to figure out when I am going to wake up and realize this was all a dream. I want so much to believe that you came back last year, that you forgave me that we moved in together and had a baby. I want to believe that I asked you to marry me tonight. I want to believe that you said yes." his eyes brimmed with unshed tears as he gripped me in a fierce hug refusing to let go.

"Baby I did come back. I did forgive you and we moved in together and had a baby. You asked me tonight and I said yes. It was all real and you're not going to wake up. If you're dreaming than so am I and if we are I don't want to wake up." tears streamed down my cheeks and onto his soft gray shirt as we held each other tightly.

"I love you Bella." he whispered against my lips.

"I love you too Edward." I choked out before leaning into his kiss.

His mouth moved lovingly against mine and I felt my heart pound in my chest against his own pounding heart. I wrapped my arms around his neck in a choke hold, braiding my fingers into his hair and deepening the kiss. I could feel his erection pressing against my stomach and moaned into his mouth.

"Maybe." kiss "we" kiss "should" kiss "take" kiss "this" kiss "into" kiss "our bedroom." he whispered huskily.

"I want you to make love to me." I said jumping up and wrapping my legs around his waist.

Without breaking our kiss Edward walked us out of Evie's nursery and into his child hood bedroom. He gently sat me down and began to undress me covering every inch of skin that he unveiled with open mouth kisses. I started undressing him with shaky hands as he pulled my jeans and panties down in one shot.

Once we were both fully unclothed he kissed me with more passion as we fell onto the bed rather roughly. He kissed my neck as his hands grasped my breasts tenderly. Breast feeding had done me some good and they were a size and a half larger than before I got pregnant. I knew Edward secretly loved them even though he was a bit afraid of the milk they stored.

He refused to put his mouth near them and had just started actually touching my nipples and when he tweaked them just right I thought I was going to come undone. I arched into his touch and moaned his name as one hand trailed down to my dripping core.

He inserted one finger and I raised my hips to meet his thrusts and moaned as he added two fingers and twirled them inside of me searching for my sweet spot. It took everything in me to keep quiet as he roughly massaged my g-spot. All too soon I felt my walls start to convulse around his fingers and he surprised me by licking my sensitive nipples.

"Edward." I moaned quietly as I came all over his fingers. "Edward I need you." I panted.

He kissed my lips and aligned himself up before pulling away. I groaned as his body lifted off of me but he came back and kissed my lips.

"Almost forgot a condom babe." he said huskily.

We had been extra safe lately even though I was on the pill and I was glad that he stopped himself even though I felt like I was going to spontaneously combust. Maybe eventually we would add to the brood but the three musketeers was just fine the way we were.

He fumbled around his bag for a second before I heard him rip open the foil packet and he was on top of me again. I pulled his face to mine and shoved my tongue into his mouth as I grabbed his condom covered erection and stroked him slowly.

"Bella." he panted. "I need you. So much baby."

"Take me baby. I'm yours." I whispered kissing him one last time as he aligned himself up and entered me slowly.

"Ahhh." I moaned when we were pelvic bone to pelvic bone.

"I love you." he breathed as he started to move slowly.

"I love." moan "You too."

He lifted my hips up and began thrusting into me deeper and harder. I felt myself coming close and moaned his name louder than intended as he wrapped his arms under my back, his hands holding my shoulder firmly as he thrust into me wildly.

I started to tighten around him and lost it when he leaned down and whispered 'I love you' before taking my ear lobe into his mouth.

"EDWARD!" I screamed.

"BELLA!" He called as he spilled into the condom and rested his full weight on top of me.

I wrapped my legs and arms around him in a tight hold loving the way he felt on top of me. We were meant to be together. We fit perfectly with one another like peanut butter and jelly.

I started giggling and he tried pulling away. "Why are you laughing after that?" he kissed my sweaty forehead.

"I was just thinking that we go together like peanut butter and jelly. And that got me to thinking that that was cheesy like that movie Juno." I laughed again.

He rolled off of me to discard the used condom and came back to me chuckling. "You were pretty loud you know." he whispered against my still heaving chest.

I blushed remembering that the Cullen's literally had a whole house full at the time and that there was not only another couple but also my daughter sleeping on this floor.

"Oh my god. You don't think that Alice and Jasper heard that do you?" I panicked looking over to make sure the baby monitor was on and working.

"I don't know… like I said you were preeety loud." he drawled out tiredly against my breasts.

"Edward." I laughed slapping his damp back.

"Well if they didn't hear you they definitely heard that so you need to stop before they think we are into S&M or something."

"Whatever. Goodnight." I yawned.

"Goodnight future Mrs. Cullen." he kissed my engagement ring and I remembered what grandma Elizabeth used to tell me about her ring when she would come to Forks to visit Edward and his family.

"You know your grandpa Edward used to do that every night before grandma Elizabeth fell asleep at night?" I said playing with his soft hair.

"Yeah she told me. I figured why not break tradition." he kissed me one last time before we both fell asleep tangled together.

The next morning I woke up to a voice in the bedroom I would never want to hear while I was laying naked let alone laying naked against my equally naked fiance. I jumped up before realizing it was the baby monitor.

"Good morning sweetness. It's a good thing I was here when you woke up getting your outfit for today ready when you woke up because mommy and daddy are probably going to want to sleep in. Yes they are you cutie." Alice cooed.

I could hear her heels tapping as she flitted around the nursery through the monitor and clothes rustling indicating she was probably changing Evie into her 'outfit' of the morning. Alice liked to change her at least three times a day. I groaned at the thought of the pink crap that would be hanging off of my daughter when I got up.

"What is it?" Edward yawned as he sat up.

"Alice is dressing Evie listen." I whispered pointing to the monitor.

"Your hair is getting long my dear. Pretty soon you can spike it just like aunt Alice." Alice said. "You know your name was supposed to be Alice Junior. But your mom had this weird sleep talking thing and that's how she named you."

Both Edward and I laughed into our pillows.

"I spent almost all of my free time while your mom would nap whispering 'name the baby Alice junior'. But now she decided to go all weird and name you Evie. Don't get me wrong the name is perfect for you but still. I was a little peeved that she didn't name you after her best friend."

"That's it." I said getting up and grabbing a pair of sweats from my bag and throwing them on. "I have to go save our daughter before she gets brainwashed that she is infact Alice Junior. Shopping extraordinaire."

"Love you baby." Edward yawned and leaned against the headboard with the same content smile he had on his face in the nursery last night.

"What's that smile for?"

"I finally realized that I'm not going to wake up." he said as I walked out the door.

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