Chapter 43

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Naya sits next to Heather while she cries, holding her. What did she do? She was planning on proposing to this girl and now she is trying to convince her that she loves her. Maybe I should just give her the ring, show her that I want to be with her. But just because I give her a ring doesn't mean she will trust me. Why did I have to screw everything up? Naya looks up when she sees Dianna standing in front of them.

Dianna kneels down "Heather, I am sorry. I will go and let you two try and work this out. She loves you very much, just know that." Dianna stands back up, giving Naya a small smile as she walks out the door.

"Heather, why don't we go to your room and talk? Let's get off the floor." Naya suggests as she releases her hold on the blonde standing up. Naya reaches a hand down to help Heather up. Heather accepts it and rises to face Naya. "Baby, I am so sorry I hurt you."

"Naya?" Heather asks softly. Naya raises her brows in response. "How did it make you feel to see Dianna kiss me?"

Naya looks confused, "what?"

"Did it bother you to see someone else kiss me?" Heather asks again.

"Heather, I don't know. I mean it was Dianna and I knew it didn't mean anything" Naya responds.

"So, it doesn't bother you if someone kisses me?" Heather questions.

"I didn't say that. I can tell you that when Taylor was around it hurt to see you with him. I am sorry Hemo, I truly am. I don't want to see you kiss anyone other than me. I know it was wrong." Naya squeezes Heather's hand "I hate that you are hurting because of me."

Heather wraps her arms around Naya's neck pulling her body against the blonde's. "I love you. I have something to tell you too."

Naya pulls away slowly looking at Heather, "okay" she says carefully.

"Um….well Taylor and I have talked since he left. He calls occasionally. Says he just wants me to know that he is sorry and he has been working on things" Heather states while lowering her head.

Naya takes a deep breath before releasing it, "I….I don't like it. He scares me."

"Nay, I know and what he did was inexcusable. I will not forgive him for that. I just feel like he was there for me when I needed someone and he is going through a hard time right now. I haven't seen him and I won't, it's just an occasional call" Heather says taking Naya's hand. "If he ever says anything about you or does anything to hurt you, he knows that it will be over."

"He has done things to hurt me Heather" Naya replies while looking down at their hands interlocked.

Heather lifts Naya's chin with her other hand, "I know that's why I told him we would only talk on the phone. I can't have him around me knowing he tried to hurt you. But I feel obligated to talk to him. I wanted you to know." Naya nods her head. "Do you still want to talk?" Heather asks.

"Yeah, I think we need to figure out what we are doing" Naya responds. Heather walks to her bedroom still holding Naya's hand. She leads her in closing the door behind them. It takes Naya about 10 seconds before she is pacing around the room "Heather, we need to fix this. I can't, we can't, keep doing this. We have to start thinking about each other first."

"Naya, sit your making me dizzy" Heather responds. "I know you are not happy about me talking to Taylor. But here is where we have to trust one another. I trust you will not kiss Dianna again and you trust that Taylor means nothing to me. Naya! Sit!"

Naya sits down next to Heather. "Heather all I have wanted since I met you was to be around you more. I wanted to spend more time with you, talk to you more, be closer to you. Then my dreams came true and you said you wanted the same thing. Now you are my girlfriend and it seems like everything we do is wrong. Why is it so hard? We had no problems when we were friends."

"I don't know Nay. Maybe we are just trying too hard." Heather says letting out sigh as she leans back on the bed.

Naya lays back, "I love you and I want this to work more than anything."

Heather rolls on her side facing Naya, "we will make this work Nay because when we are on, it's the most amazing feeling in the world. I don't want to lose that," Heather says leaning down kissing Naya.

Naya reaches up placing her hand behind Heather's head pulling her closer as the blonde lets her hand drift under Naya's shirt resting on her stomach fingers gently stroking smooth skin. Naya runs her hand up Heather's thigh over her ass and up the back of her shirt as Heather smiles with the brunette's touch. The blonde lets her body roll on top of Naya's as both her hands slide up her shirt pulling it up. She lifts her shirt over Naya's head placing kisses along her neck. Naya moans slightly as Heather kisses just below her ear as her hand cups her breast. She reaches down unbuttoning Naya's jeans sliding her hand down the front of them.

"Um….Heather, hon, slow down, you don't have to prove anything" Naya says letting out another moan. "I want you too, I want this."

Heather leans in again passionately kissing her as Naya has to turn her head to the side to get some air. Once Naya sees that Heather is not about to take this slow, she grabs the bottom of Heather's shirt lifting it over her head, she then flips the clasp on her bra pulling it off and tossing it aside. Heather reaches down pushing on the waistband of Naya's jeans down as she wiggles out of them. Naya reaches up caressing Heathers breast as her other hand pulls the blonde closer kissing her. Heather deepens the kiss parting Naya's lips with her tongue as she rubs her hand down Naya's body whispering, "Naya, I want you….I need you."

Naya smiles lifting her hips so that Heather can push her underwear off as she slowly runs her finger over Naya's stomach, down her hip and across her thigh before Naya grabs her hand pulling it back up to her breast. Heather scrunches her eyebrows "you okay?" she asks quietly.

"Mhmm….but you still have your pants on," Naya answers with a smile. Heather rolls to the side unbuttoning her pants and pushing them down her legs letting them fall to the floor. "Better" Naya says pushing her on her back and crawling on top of her. Heather reaches down grabbing Naya's ass which makes the brunette laugh.

Naya kisses Heather's lips, sucking gently on her bottom lip as Heather glides her hands over the brunette's back and around to her breasts as she pushes her tongue past her lips. Heather wraps her arms around Naya pulling her body closer as she rolls pinning her to the bed. She reaches down rubbing her hand over Naya as she begs, "Heather please." The brunette pushes her hips into Heather's hand as she inserts a finger. Heather can feel Naya's body moving with her hand.

Naya is moaning into the blonde's neck as she kisses her, she rubs her hand over her breast then takes it in her mouth licking and sucking gently. Heather inserts another finger watching Naya's head fall back onto the pillow and her moans get louder. She leans down flicking her tongue over Naya's nipple as the brunette grips onto Heather as her hips thrust upwards. Heather pauses for a second looking up at Naya she knows, that moments like this, when they are so intimate, is the reason she has to forgive her. She loves her and this feeling is worth it.

"Heather….please don't stop" Naya pleads breathing heavily.

Heather smiles at her girlfriend as she thrusts her fingers in and out while rubbing her thumb over Naya's clit. She feels Naya's body tremble slightly as she quickens her pace. She kisses up her chest over her collar bone and up the side of her neck as Naya moans louder. Heather pushes harder with her thumb as she feels Naya's legs start to shake. Heather kisses her lips as Naya lets out another moan as her body shudders beneath her. Naya's pants get quicker as she lets out one final moan and her body is trembling continually. Heather slows her thrusts rubbing gently as Naya pulls her down on top of her, the blonde removes her hand covering Naya's body protectively with her own. Naya with what little energy she has wraps her arms around Heather's back holding her on top of her as her body release one final tremor. Heather lays her head down on Naya's shoulder kissing her neck as Naya turns her head kissing Heather's forehead.

"Heather I can't feel my toes" Naya says smiling into Heather's forehead.

Heather laughs "that good huh?"

"Mmmhmmm" Naya sighs. "Just let me rest a second and I will show you how good it was."

Heather gently strokes Naya's cheek "you don't have to."

"Heather I want to make love to you, I want to show you how much I love you," Naya states as she forces Heather onto her back running her hands up Heather's thigh. "Besides I could feel how turned on you got," Naya says running her hand over Heather.

Heather smiles slightly, "doesn't take much from you to turn me on Nay."

Naya leans down licking her nipple as her hand caresses her other breast. Heather gasps when Naya doesn't hesitate to rub her finger across the blonde's clit before thrusting her fingers into her. Naya's hand moves slowly teasing the blonde's as her hips search for more. "Nay, please don't torture me," Heather breaths out.

Naya smiles looking into Heather eyes as she lets her tongue run between the blonde's breasts and up to her lips. Heather grabs the back of Naya's head forcing their tongues together. She desperately kisses Naya as her hands caress the brunette's breasts, Naya thrusts harder into Heather causing her to let out a moan. As she quickens the pace Heather's hips are moving in sync. Naya pulls away from Heather's lips letting her tongue glide down the blonde's body. She looks up again to make eye contact before she smiles. Naya thrusts her tongue into Heather, flicking it over her clit as her fingers pick up speed. Heather gasps when she feels the brunette's tongue make contact. Heather is moaning between pants, swearing, calling out Naya's name, and several oh God's. Her hips are moving erratically as she searches for something to hold on to. She digs her hands into the sheets letting out one last cry, as her body convulses. Naya continues to lick Heather's clit until she begs her to stop and reaches down placing her hands on Naya's cheeks guiding her back up to lie next to her. "Nay, I can't stop shaking" Heather says smiling at her.

Naya moves her body back on top of the blonde's grinding her hips down into Heather's. Heather lets out a soft sigh as she pushes hers back up into Naya's. "Just relax, baby" Naya whispers kissing her softly. They lay like that for a couple minutes while Heather's body relaxes.

"Holy shit Nay, that was amazing" Heather says wrapping her arms around Naya.

"I'm so sorry Heather, about D and everything" Naya says softly.

"Can we please forget D, Taylor and everyone else and just focus on us?" Heather responds. "All I want to think about right now is us…..and that tongue of yours."

Naya lifts her head to look into Heather's eyes "this tongue" she says running her tongue slowly over Heather's lips.

Heather parts her lips as she take a deep breath "yes, that one," she smirks as her head lunges towards Naya kissing her passionately. "You ready for round two? I think my tongue wants to give that a try." Heather quickly rolls Naya onto her back as her tongue leaves a wet trail down her body.