A/N #1: Hey y'all! Sorry for not posting in a long time. I've been trying to catch up in my school work. Not doing so good in some class, I needed to do something about it, but ya. Can't fall asleep so I decided to finish this chapter and post it. I hope y'all enjoy. TWO MORE CHAPTERS LEFT! WOOO!
A/N #2: Thank you to my wonderful boyfriend for everything that you've done. Its been an amazing 8 months and a week my love xoxoxo
DISCLAIMER: I don't own anything but my imagination homie.
CH.53-Forget
Lokalia dropped me of at Marci's house about five minutes ago. There were and still are a ton of cars parked outside. Totally just walked in on a party. Everyone was blatantly drunk, outside and even more people inside the house. As I was walking around, I spotted Marci by a keg.
" Hey uh, can we talk?" I ask, putting my mouth close to her ear.
"Davies?" Marci turned around and glares.
"Mars, I'm really sorry. I was just scared okay? You almost told Spencer and I didn't want to lose her." I explain.
"Understandable. I don't know why you're here though. I'm not giving you any."
"I'm not asking for drugs Marci." I rub my forehead.
"If you want to stay and hang out you can. Drink and eat whatever. Have fun. You look like you need to get loose." Marci winked then patted my back.
"Thanks." I shook my head and saw the keg at my feet. I grabbed a cup and pumped the handle then filled my cup.
Marci's house is extremely bigger than my house. This place was so packed with people. Everyone was mostly gathered in the living room, dancing their asses off. Others were in the backyard around the pool and in it. Some people were leaning against the walls either, standing there talking to someone, standing there alone and drinking, or making out with someone else against it.
I wasn't in the mood to dance so I decided to go with the option to lean against the walls and watch people have fun while I drank. I could see a couple people walking around and slip something into someone's drink as they danced. I shook my head in disbelief and kept drinking, keeping my drink in view.
After standing in the same spot song after song, I pushed off the wall and walked out towards the dancing attendees of the party. I went into the center of the room and closed my eyes. My body drifted into a rocking motion as I felt the music flow thru my head. Soon, I let loose and just left myself have fun. I was dancing around, swaying my hips to the beat, lifting my arms up. I held my drink close, making sure not to spill.
I opened my eyes at the perfect timing when a girl my age walked past, dropping something into my drink. I smirked and shook my head, grabbing her wrist to stop her from walking away.
"Caught red handed?" The short blonde haired girl with green eyes asks.
"Correct." I smiled and dropped her wrist.
"What's my punishment?" I shrug and take a sip of my drink, ignoring the fact something's in it.
"Give me your name and a dance?"
"I'm Casey Bridges and you?" Casey sticks her hand out towards.
"Ashley Davies." I slide my hand into hers and shook it.
"Nice, sorry for slipping E into your drink." Her face flushes in disappointment.
"It's no worries, just no more slipping it into other peoples drinks! Tell your friends that too. I see things and I see all of your slipping it into every new drink." I glared at her.
"Deal." She smiles and hands me the substance. I nodded towards the kitchen and she nods back. We make our way towards the drinks and I walk up to the sink. Dumping the substance and my drink into the sink then washed it down the drain. We walked to the fridge and I grabbed us a couple of beers, I opened the bottles and handed her one.
"Can I have that dance now?" I ask my mouth close to her ear.
"Yeah let's go." Casey grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the center of the living room. I moved my leg in between hers and started grinding along with her to the fast music. We were dancing and drinking. I gulped down most of my drink, just trying to forget. The song currently playing, stopped a new one started. I closed my eyes and let myself fall in tune with the music. Holding and moving along with Casey's hips. I nodded my head along with the drums in the song, smiling at the memories of when I was teaching Spencer how to play the drums and ended up falling on top of them because she pushed me while we were play fighting.
Loving you was easy
Thought you'd never leave me yeah, yeah
Wrapped around my finger
See you when I see you yeah, yeah
I close my eyes tighter and shook my head when I thought about Spencer and Naomi.I opened them to see Casey in front of me instead Spencer.
Now I'm hearing around
That you've been running around
I didn't think I'd miss you
Now I'm feeling like a fool
Ooh, ooh
My jaw clenched tight when Naomi and Spencer kissing came into my mind. I felt lips touch my neck, and for once in a very long time, they weren't Spencer's.
It hit me like a heart attack
When you finally left me girl
I thought I'd never want you back
But I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
"Let's go upstairs." Casey whispers into my ear.
"No. I'm going to get something to drink." I finished the rest of my drink and walked over to the kitchen. I started taking shot after shot. I grabbed some beer from the fridge and chugged it. I opened my eyes and shook my head quickly when my vision started to blur. I could feel the one sip of my spiked drink kick in and my heart beat pick up.
I wobbled back over to Casey and pulled her to me. I looked at her as she smiled knowingly.
"Kicked in, didn't it?" I nodded and gave her a thumbs up. "Good" She kissed up my neck as I closed my eyes and started to move my hips and dance to the music.
Never really noticed
All the little things you did, you did
Never bought you roses
Always around my friends, my friends
My jaw clenched when I felt Casey slide her hands down my front. I wanted to push her off, but I couldn't. My body wouldn't let me.
And now I'm hearing around
That you've been running around
I didn't think I'd miss you
Now I'm feeling like a fool
Ooh, ooh
"Why are you here tonight?"
"I caught my girlfriend kissing her friend." I wrapped my arms around Casey's neck.
"Ouch."
It hit me like a heart attack
When you finally left me girl
I thought I'd never want you back
But I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I closed my eyes as my heart beat picked up. Thoughts of Spencer and I flowed through my head. I smiled when I remembered the way her lips tasted. The way her body fit perfectly against mine. The way she looked in my eyes and told me she loves me. I got lost in my world as the music kept going.
Never should've let you slip away
Living in a world that's turned to grey
Little did I know it hurts so bad
"Come on." Casey breathes out against my neck. I was sure there would be at least one mark on it. As much as I wanted to say no, I went let Casey pull towards the stairs. My was gone, most of my mind was Spencer and a whole other part of it was seeing Spencer and Naomi. I could still hear the music blasting through the Speakers while we walked through the upstairs hallway.
Cause it hit me like heart attack
When you finally left me girl
I thought I'd never want you back
But I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I closed and opened my eyes, noticing I was in a random bedroom. I spun around towards Casey, covering my mouth at the feeling of upchucking all my drinks.
"I think I can help with forgetting about your girl." I swallowed away the feeling of throwing up. I gave Casey a once over and blinked quickly when my mind tricked me into seeing Spencer take her place. I rubbed my eyes and clenched my jaw, seeing Casey back in front of me. She gently pushed me back onto the bed and crawled up to me, immediately attacking my neck.
"Enjoy Ashley." I hear Casey mumble against my neck. In that moment, I felt dirty. I didn't want sex, but I was so used to going to it after being hurt. That my body just went with what's going on.
And now I'm hearing around
That you've been running around
I didn't think I'd miss you
Now I'm feeling like a fool
Ooh, ooh
I'm a fool.
I WOKE up to an empty bed side and a killer headache. I rolled onto my stomach and heard the crumpling of paper. I reached underneath me and pulled out the post it.
Thanks for a great night, but I had to go. Here's my number xoxo Casey
I stared at the post it and the number for a good five minutes, trying to figure out who the hell Casey is. Moments later, all my memory of the night before came back and I slapped myself upside the head.
"Gosh I'm so freakin stupid!" I screamed, crumpling up the paper and throwing it across the room. I ran my hand through my tangled curly hair. "Last night was a Thursday night, I have school!" I jumped off the bed and grabbed my phone. I tried to turn it on, but to no avail, my phone is dead.
I got Marci to take me to my house. When I got there I ran straight up to the room and plug my phone in. I stripped out of my clothes and jumped into the shower. An hour or so later, I was pulling out of my driveway and on my way to school.
I checked my watch. 11:10 AM. It's only third period. Which means, Kanani, Lokalia, and Spencer are in my class. I need to talk to Spencer. Guilt is killing me.
I swerved into the parking lot and chose the closest free parking lot to me. I parked and grabbed my bag then jumped out. I ran onto the campus and got a late pass from the attendance office. I made my upstairs to the second level of classes and ran down the hall. I stopped in front of my class, fixed my hair and clothes then took a breather. Quietly, I pushed open the door and looked around. All eyes were on me. Including, my blue eyed angel.
"Ms. Davies, nice to see you decided to show up." Ms. Gates held out her right hand while her left one occupied her hip.
"Sorry, rough night and morning ma'am. Here you go." I walked up and handed her the slip then waited for instructions.
"We're going over groups for the next creative video project. Go pick a group." I saluted my teacher then made my way over to Kani, Lia and Spencer.
"Hey." I breathed out. I looked down at everyone as they stared at me. "Can I be in your group?" I asked, nervously.
"Definitely." Lia motioned for me to seat next to Spencer. My heart started racing as I set my bag on the table and sat down.
"Hey." I nodded to Spencer.
"You're talking to me." Spencer smiled. I could see the shock in her eyes.
"Yeah, but uh, I need to talk to you." I reached over and gripped her hands. Intertwining our fingers then bring her knuckles to my lips.
"Later?" She asks. I shook my head. Thanks to my peripheral vision, I could Kani and Lia staring at us.
"Can you to skidaddle for a sec?" I asked with puppy dog eyes.
"Screw those puppy eyes but yes." Nani laughed. Impatiently, I waited for Kanani and Lokalia to grab their bags and move to a free space of tables.
"So what do you need to talk about?" Spencer asks. I could hear the nervousness behind her words.
"For starters, I want to know what happened." I demanded
"I'm sorry Ash. Naomi and I were working. She asked about us and how we are. I told her how I've been too busy with her videos that I barely have time to spend with you. She told me she'll edit and to go find you to hang out. We hugged and like I do with everyone, I gave her a kiss on the cheek as a thank you. But she turned her head not knowing, because it was the first time I ever gave her a kiss on the cheek. So instead of kissing her cheek, I kissed the side of her mouth and you came in when we were flipping out about it." Spencer explains.
"Are you telling me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth?" Ouu, I felt like a judge.
"Yes Ashley, I promise." Spencer looked into my eyes.
"I believe you." Now it's my turn. "I need to tell you something." I said, looking at the ground.
"What?"
"I," cough, "I got shitfaced drunk and slept with someone last night." I mumbled out quickly.
"What?" Spencer asks, moving closer.
"I slept with someone last night." I mumbled out faster this time.
"You what?"
"I slept with someone else last night for fuckssake!" I semi shouted. Catching the attention of classmates, Nani and Lokalia. When I looked over to Kani and Lokalia, Kanani looked like she was about to attack and Lokalia was giving me the death glare.
"What?" Spencer breathed out. I looked up at her already tear stained cheeks.
"Baby, please stop crying. Spence don't cry." I reached over to wipe away her tears. Only to get my hand smacked away.
"You cheated on me. With who? Was it Marci?!" Spencer's turn to shout.
"Shh! Keep your voice down. I don't want it broadcasted to the whole class." I looked around then back at Spencer. "It wasn't with Marci." I tell. "It was with a girl named Casey. After I saw you I went to Marci's house. We made up and I started to drink. Casey and her friends were walking around, slipping stuff into people's drinks. I caught Casey and asked for her name and a dance. I took a sip of my drink and danced for a bit. It became too much and I just wanted to forget about you and Naomi. I dumped my drink in the sink and took shots on shots and drank a lot of beer. I danced more with Casey, she took me upstairs and it happened." I explain.
"I can't believe you. Wait, no I can, because all you do is keep secrets and lie to me! You do things behind my back. God ash, I wish you could just talked for once!" Spencer shouts louder, jumping to her feet with her bag in hand.
"Ms. Carlin I suggest you sit down or leave my class!" Ms. Gates yells.
"Spencer I was completely gone! It's not like it meant anything!" I throw my hands in the air while looking up at her.
"Fuck you Davies! Fuck you for making me fall in love and going off with some chick as if us never actually meant anything to you!" Spencer yells in my face, tears were streaming one after the other.
"Spencer leave my class! Now! I do not tolerate cussing!" Ms. Gates opens the door and points to it.
"I was leaving either way!" Spencer grabs her bag and starts walking towards the door. Before she leaves, she stops, turns and looks at me.
"Easier to run then face your problems isn't it Ashley?" And with that, Spencer was gone and I was left with Kanani, Lokalia, my classmates and my teacher, staring me down.
R & R PLEASE!
Song used is: Enrique Iglesias- Heart attack
