A/N: Okay this one is a special that I only wrote thanks to FlyingMintBunnies. This chapter is for you my dear ;)
It was an entirely new experience for me and at first I didn't really what to do, but Mathias was patient. He had lied down on the bed, still dressed and waited for me to figure out how to go about this. It wasn't like I suddenly had gotten second thoughts, but I couldn't help but feel tentative. I didn't want to disappoint Mathias, although I knew that he would never be disappointed in me, at least not from something like this.
So in the end I just settled for mirroring the things Mathias had done to me countless times before. And it was thrilling and exhilarating in its own special way. I kissed Mathias full on the mouth, but this time it was I who invaded him with my tongue and I wouldn't allow him to be dominant over me, and judging by his pleased groans he liked it. At first it was bit awkward to run my hands over his body but in time my instincts and desire took over and I was eager to explore every inch of his skin.
I pushed and pulled away the clothes that got in my away until Mathias lied bare under me, his eyes clouded and heavily breathing. For a second I stopped and just took in the man beneath me, I had only done so little and he was already a mess and I could just see how he wanted me to continue, his eyes almost begging me.
I smirked. Now I could understand why Mathias did it so often, the situation simply called for it.
I dived down again to press my lips on Mathias chest, I had done all of these things before in a way, but then I had always been at the receiving end ultimately, I had just paid back what Mathias did to me. Mathias' hand gripped the sheets as I moved further down on him to lick at his navel. I was still fully clothed and so far Mathias had made no move to change that. I knew that he was surrendering control to me completely, as a sign of his trust and so it was up to me to get rid of my clothes.
I did so with due haste, I wanted to feel skin on skin as soon as possible and also I didn't want to make him wait unnecessary long. I hadn't yet touched it but Mathias' penis was already hard and waiting for me. I dipped down to kiss my way along the trail of hairs that led from his stomach to his groin, eliciting slight shivers with every little kiss.
I took my sweet time, licking and kissing Mathias' thighs before I finally shifted my attention to his needy erection. He had teased me often enough so it was time I returned the favor. I grabbed the shaft in my hand and started licking along the thick vein on the underside, a deep growl and a bucking of his was my reward. "Lukas…" Mathias moaned when I gently nipped at the base, still ignoring the weeping head.
I smirked again and closed my lips around Mathias' member, sucking a few times before I released him again. This was only foreplay, the main dish was about to be served. I hesitated for a second before I fished the bottle of lube out of the nightstand, there were plenty of other times when I could be nervous and insecure but now I had more important things to do.
I had prepared myself before so I knew what to do but I had never done so for another person. And Mathias was a virgin at this too. I lied down next to Mathias and brought my body flush against his. I kissed him a few times while I spread the lube on my fingers, "Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked, voice barely a whisper from all the pent up arousal that had build up during the last few minutes. Seeing Mathias like that had had quite an effect on me.
Mathias watched me a moment with an intent expression in his eyes before his features transformed into a smile. Instead of saying anything cheesy like how much he trusted and loved me he simply commanded: "Fuck me already." I grinned and licked along the shell of his ear and at the exact second when his body was shaken by an intense shiver followed by a low moan, I gently pushed in the first finger. Mathias instantly tensed and I stopped moving, just leaving my finger there until he had gotten used to the intrusion. Unfortunately I could remember my first time when someone had shoved something into me and so I knew rather well how important it was to give time to adjust.
Mathias relaxed after a while, sweat was beading on his forehead but he kept his smile and I gave him another drawn out kiss to distract him from what my finger was doing. I slowly started moving, taking in the feeling of being in someone else and I even got a bit curious, venturing in as far as possible and when Mathias' breath suddenly hitched into a half loud moan I knew I had found the treasure.
I quickly added another finger and played around a bit more until Mathias was heavily panting, signaling that he was more than ready. But still I was not done teasing and with a twist of fingers I brushed against that spot again, just as I had motioned to pull out and Mathias almost screamed as he hadn't expected that and I knew for a fact that he would get back at me for this. Preferably when I was tied to the bed and at his mercy.
I could feel my own need grow as I imagined that scenario and I had to focus on the task at hand. There would be enough time for that later.
I finally pulled out my fingers and sat up to get on top of Mathias. He was half glaring at me but the pleasure I had just induced was still lingering and took all the effect of his glare away. It was time to shed my clothes and since I was in a teasing mood I made a show out of it, rotating my hips and generally trying to be as sensually as possible. At first Mathias groaned when he realized that he would have to wait a bit longer but soon his eyes hungrily followed my every movement and he licked his lips more than once.
I could that he was close to take action, his hands were twitching and it didn't need much more for him to lose control. I decided that I had tormented him enough now and that it was time to get really started. I quickly got rid of my pants and underwear, my own erection was all too glad to be out in the open.
Mathias pushed up his hips, trying to create some friction but I would have none of it. This was my game and I would play by my rules. I sat down on Mathias' hips to constrict his movements as I took the bottle of lube again to prepare my member properly. I probably overdid it but I rather wanted to be overly careful than too careless. The hunger in Mathias' eyes grew as he watched me play with myself.
The sight in itself was a major turn on, Mathias sprawled out under me, covered in sweat and panting, his body practically begged at me to be taken, and I would gladly fulfill his request. There was no more time for doubts; my mind wanted this as much as my body did and so I just went with the flow, with what seemed natural.
I lifted up Mathias' legs, carefully placing them on my shoulders since I didn't want him to put weight on his injury. He was rather heavy but I could deal with it. It was an entirely new feeling as I gently pushed against Mathias' entrance. I knew how it felt to e intruded and frankly I loved it but being in someone was something else. I threw a last glance to Mathias to make sure that he was okay but the impatient downwards pushing of his hips should have been incentive enough.
I pushed past the tight ring of muscles and for a breathless moment I thought I would come right then and there, the feeling was just so intense, so unlike anything I had ever felt before. I had of course had some experiences with my hand, but my hand belonged to me but this was a completely different body, the sensation was completely genuine.
I managed though to keep myself together and pushed further in until I couldn't go any deeper and there I remained for a few moments, I needed the adjusting as much as Mathias did. There was a slight look of discomfort on Mathias' face but I could see how it slowly melted and transformed into a look of bliss and after a few more seconds Mathias made an impatient sound and bucked his hips.
I grabbed his legs harder to gain some leverage and slowly pulled out, only to push back in again. I couldn't hold back the moan that forced itself out of my mouth and I had to close my eyes or the view of Mathias' writhing form beneath me would have cost me my self control.
There was only so much time I could go slow, but soon I had to pick up the pace to accommodate both my and Mathias' needs. Mathias who usually was much quieter than me in bed as moaning loud and shamelessly and at some point he was even close to screaming. I opened my eyes as I felt hands on my sides and with an almost desperate tug I was pulled into Mathias' arms. The motion upset my rhythm so I started to simply thrust blindly into the tight heat that was Mathias. At this point it didn't really matter anymore as long as there was friction.
Mathias' legs had slipped from my shoulders and he was pressing them in my back to bring me even closer. I had to lean my weight on my arms to uphold my movement and Mathias' hoarse moaning so close to my ear was driving me closer and closer to the edge. Somewhere in the passion of the moment I remembered that Mathias had a cock too and I managed to rub my pelvis against his member between us.
I screwed my eyes shut again when I felt warm hands on my back, Mathias was digging his fingers in my flesh to urge me on and I complied, plunging myself deeper and deeper until a sudden contraction around my erection signaled that Mathias had come. Even before that, Mathias had been incredibly tight but now with the sudden contraction it was even tighter and I lost control shortly after as spasms of pleasure shot through my body. The warmth in my abdomen exploded and the simple knowledge that I just emptied myself into Mathias, my lover, filled me with intense satisfaction.
Only a second after my orgasm the little strength that had uphold my body vanished from my arms and I collapsed fully on Mathias. I was breathless and unable to speak and I was truly grateful for the soothing back rubbing Mathias performed until I was down from my high. I managed to pull out at some point and my oversensitive member welcomed the freedom of unconstructed air. Too much pleasure was apparently a thing.
"I love you." I whispered once I regained my breath, nuzzling my face into the crook of Mathias' neck. A finger threaded through my hair and I closed my eyes as he began to massage the scalp of my head. If this treatment awaited me every time I topped I would gladly do it more often.
Who the hell am I kidding, I would do it again even without the aftercare. Still I probably preferred being the bottom, it was less exerting. And Mathias was significantly bigger than me; I just liked having his girth up my ass.
"I love you too." Mathias mumbled, his voice barely audible as he spoke against my hair. "Now I know why you love my cock so much." He teased and I contemplated if the satisfaction whacking him on the head was worth the effort.
I settled back in the cushions, my body felt pleasantly wracked, not only from the orgasm but also from the work I had to put into it. It was nice and I would gladly do it again but for most of the time I would probably let Mathias be top, it was much more relaxing like that.
Yeah I knew, I was simply lazy.
But hey I liked Mathias' cock, you better not go tell him that though. He was too smug already without me telling him that. How he could be this self-satisfied about being fucked by a guy was beyond me. After my first time I had been so ashamed that I had to wash myself with closed eyes for I could not stand my reflection in the water. Admittedly my first time had been under completely different conditions.
I could however get back at Mathias for what he had said last. "I like your ass more, it is so tight." I drew the last word out and smirked, cockily. Oh god this was rubbing up on me, I was starting to be as damn cocky as Mathias usually was. And the worst part, I liked it. It felt good to be the teasing one, to not just shoot of dry comments and spoil all the fun but to actually be the one to do all the fun. If that made any sense, which it kind of didn't in my head.
Whatever.
I shouldn't try to think about complex things after I had just had mind blowing good sex.
"I noticed." Mathias replied and he even managed to widen his already too wide grin. He leaned over and nipped at my collar bone, I could feel the grazing of teeth and an involuntary shiver went through my body. "And I liked it." Mathias voice was barely more than hot breath that tickled my neck and hadn't I just had an orgasm my penis would have probably revived at that exact moment.
I decided to forfeit this match of sassiness; I was too satisfied and tired too think of an adequate reply so I just nuzzled into Mathias arm and sighed contently. Knowing Mathias, we would most likely continue this confrontation at some other point in time, because he wasn't the type who would let slide a good opportunity to tease me about this. And frankly I didn't mind as long as I got to cuddle with my lover.
Mathias hand found its way into my hair and he settled it there, fingers tangled in my messy strands and his thumb moving slight circles into my scalp. If I were a cat I would have purred at that moment. We lied there a while, bodies still sticky but I was too drained to care, or maybe it was just because for once the mess had been made on Mathias' body and not mine.
"Are you sore in any way?" I asked after a long moment of silence, I hadn't been rough or anything but also not exactly gentle. And I knew from firsthand experience that especially the first time could have very uncomfortable after effects. Mathias wiggled a bit under me until he had assessed the status of his body and then hummed a low 'no' in my neck.
"Wasn't I rough enough?" I smiled and nipped at Mathias shoulder to emphasize my words, I was really too tired to do much more. Mathias chuckled and I could feel his mouth move against my neck as he answered: "You were perfect. But if you like it rough I can arrange that." I didn't need to see it to know that there was another huge grin on Mathias' face. I layered my voice with as much want as possible until it dripped with seduction as I replied. "I have been a naughty boy, you need to punish me. Severely." I breathed the last words right into Mathias' ear, making my tongue follow licking along the shell.
With this I had probably dug my own grave, but the hell, I wanted it.
Mathias chuckled again, but this time it was a low chuckle full of dark promises and a hint of lust. "Oh I will punish you…" I couldn't help but shiver at his words and now I could definitely a certain warmth wander downwards and making my member twitch in slight anticipation. "I'll look forward to that." I said with a definite husky tone to my voice and I even went as far as to rub my lower body against Mathias.
If I didn't know it better I would have thought I was a whore.
Oh wait.
Mathias yawned, but still pushed up, effectively disturbing my comfortable position half on his shoulder. I grunted in displeasure but Mathias only patted my head. "I need to clean up." He stood up and at that exact moment when I realized with a start what he was doing, he yelped as he accidently stepped on his injured foot and toppled to the ground. "Damn." He swore and I quickly crouched down beside him to inspect the damage, exhaustion all forgotten.
Thankfully everything seemed to be fine and after I had forced him back into the bed I went to fetch some towels. Mathias had done this for me often enough so I could at least return the favor. "You're hopeless." I sighed but still pecked a kiss on Mathias temple before I went to throw the towels into the bathtub. "That's why you love me." Mathias called after me and I only halfheartedly rolled my eyes.
I returned to the bedroom, turned off the lights and climbed in beside Mathias, settling back into his arms until I had found a comfortable position again. "Good night." I mumbled, already on my way into dreamland, the shock from Mathias fall had only lasted so long and now I was tired again.
The last thing I heard before I was out was Mathias' deep seductive voice in my ear. "Naughty boys need to be punished." It should be needless to say that this night I had exceptional pleasant dreams.
