I really wasn't going to go down the path I went but then had some brilliant ideas so added this into them,

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"We have to tell Liv Fin, I need to tell her, she's my partner our boss, she needs to know" Nick tells Fin firmly

"Not yet, let's just wait, we might…."

"You know we won't Fin, this is another of his tricks, someone moved that body, his girlfriend, we need to speak to her" Nick replies the anger boiling within him.

"Let's just see how Liv is"

"You know IAB is going to try to frame this on her, she will need a lawyer"

"You're being paranoid Amaro, I agree Liv needs to know, but let's just wait until tomorrow" Fin replies, the protectiveness of Olivia coming through. He wanted to be sure, to have hope that his body may just appear, who was he kidding even dead the guy could still get to her.

"No, she needs to hear it from us before the news, IAB or anyone else, we need to give her a heads up, she deserves that much, she didn't do this" Nick said firmly

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"Liv" Brian calls out softly through the bathroom door "Babe open up"

"I'll be out shortly" she managed to say before her shoulders heaving with sobs again

"I'm coming in babe" he called out tentatively opening the door watching as her body wracked with her sobs blinking back the tears forming seeing the strongest person he knew in front of him breaking down, not even after all the time after Lewis the first time had he seen her like this

Moving his body slowly down next to her, his arm slowly moving across her shoulder drawing him towards him, his other hand softly touching the side of her head pushing it against her "it's going to be ok, we will get through this"

Her hand clenching around his shirt, the familiar scent as she cried unable to stop as the tears fell down her face opening a dam unable to stop them

"Oh fuck, this was so worth the wait" his thrusting going faster and faster until he spilled inside of her

"You know you want it"

"This is better than I ever imagined"

"You have fine fuck holes Olivia, I knew I should of done you earlier instead of waiting, but all good things come to those who wait and this was definitely worth waiting for, pity I couldn't get more action out of you, but who knows we might come back again later"

"Open your mouth"

"No, I can't please stop, don't" she screamed "please no" her shoulders heaving with sobs

His heart was breaking in her worse days after Lewis he had never seen her like this, she was shattered, broken

"Liv, you're safe now, he can't hurt you anymore, Lewis is dead"

"no, he's here, he's inside of me" she cried out brokenly, she could feel him inside of her, her hands roughly running over her face by her ears and down her face "he's inside my head, inside of me, he ….. wants me to remember this, he wants….."

"he's dead Liv, he's not here anymore" Brian replied gently trying to get through to her

"you don't get it" she cried

"I do, Liv…. I know" he replied gently cupping her face in his hands "I do"

His mouth moving to her forehead gently kissing it, as his forehead gently touches her staying there "I know Liv" how he wished he didn't but he did "it's going to be ok, we're going to be ok, we will get through this together babe."

She looked up at him her tear stained eyes, seeing him for the first time "Brian"

"I'm here babe, and I'm not going anywhere I promise you that, you are the strongest person I know, you will get through this again"

Would she get through it, how was she going to, she knew she had to accept what had happened but could she, could she accept what he did to her, what she saw

"he said….. I had to….. if I wanted to see you or our daughters ….. he made me … I can still ….." unable to go on

"you did what you had to do Liv, and I am so sorry that he put you through all of that, that you had to go through it all, what he did to you" his hand gently running through her hair his lips covering the top of her head with kisses

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It was nights like this she missed her daughters in the room with them to smell their baby scent, to listen to them breath and just watch them, to know that they were safe, there was a part of her that didn't want them there to sense that she was sad, angry and trying to make sense to it all.

Each time she closed her eyes she had a nightmare, staying awake was just the same reliving it, wondering if she would do it, knowing the answer that she would, that she would of let him rape her all over again do it all if it meant saving her daughters

She was angry at herself, angry at Lewis and partly angry at Brian for what she wasn't sure, for caring for being there or because of her love for him, her strong love for him.

She finally fell asleep with Brian's arms wrapped around her drawing her close to him, he didn't let her go all night, he didn't want to sleep in case she woke up, in case she needed him, instead he held her tightly his hands moving her hair out of her face

Her eyes opened suddenly moving around the room, startled, she was sore between her legs still, the place unfamiliar she could feel the panic rising in her chest her breathing starting to become erratic, her arms unable to move "I don't think you'll escape this time"

No lewis, Please stop no more I can't, my daughters, No please she cried out thrashing around

"Liv, Liv" the voice seemed so far away

"Liv you're safe now" her eyes focusing on the room confusion in them
"Lewis, He…. He had" she stuttered

"Lewis is dead Liv, he can't hurt you anymore, when you are up to it we need to go to IAB"

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"Coming" Brian calls out at the persisting knocking on the door

"What are you doing here?" he asks Nick and Fin

"Can we come in" Nick asks him

"We need to talk to Liv" Fin asks Brian

"Liv, is getting ready, this couldn't wait to another time, she's not really up to seeing people"

"Guys, you didn't need to come over" twisting her hair wringing the remaining water out of it

"Liv, there is something you need to do" Fin said nervously

"What" she could feel the panic and fear rising again

"Lewis ,,,,,,,,,," Nick began

"He shot himself the MO will prove that"

"Liv, when we went to the room …. There was no body there, they can't find his body" fin replied gently

"What" she exploded "he was there, he shot himself in the head in front of me, the… blood, it's… everywhere, there is no way …..no no no" she screamed

"it's been taken out of our hands, but we are going back to the motel today to see if we can see the security footage" Nick replied gently to her "I'm sorry Liv"

"this can't be happening, he is dead, he shot himself" she mumbled incoherently to herself her body starting to shake "he shot himself in front of me, he put the gun to himself"

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She couldn't let go of her daughters, lying on the floor next to them, the gun shots echoing through her head, the click of the empty chamber, the fear of never seeing them again, her body starting to shake and tremble and her shoulders heave with her sobs

His arm carefully engulfing her, drawing her towards him lying next to her "You Okay, we are going to get through this Liv"

"I know he's dead, he couldn't of survived that, he's still inside my head" he will be inside of me,

"It's going to be ok Liv" he whispered gently stroking her hair away from her ears

"No, it's not going to be okay, I'm not fine, I don't know how to get over it, I thought he was dead and now this, he has to be dead, I … " Pushing herself off the ground trying to remain in control, as Brian's fingers tipped her chin up towards his face as her body is wracked with sobs "he….. Lewis ….. he… Brian Lewis ra….. raped me" as the cry ripped from her stomach unable to stop

His arms engulfing her, pulling her towards him not wanting to let her go, the tears streaming down his face he wanted to say it was going to be ok, but he couldn't the truth was, he had no idea all he knew was she was the strongest person he knew, and here she was breaking down in front of him, Lewis had finally won with her taking what he wanted.

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"We're here to see the security footage" Fin ordered the manager

"I've already shown them, don't you police talk to each other" the manger grumbled to them

"Just show us it" Fin demanded

"I'll tell you what I told the others, I heard a female voice saying I'm going to kill you and gun shots, the footage shows, a few hours later, something being dragged and lifted out of the hotel room next door, and put in the boot of a car and driving off. A female brown hair, slight build, tallish"

"Did you get the number plate of the car?" Nick asked him

"Some of it, it was a White SVU, 163 M, I couldn't make out the last numbers, nor could the video footage"

"Do you still have the footage?" Nick asked him

"It was taken away, if you ask me, it looked a lot like that lady who left here with her boyfriend once you all arrived"

"WE didn't ask you" Fin spat out as they started to leave

"Who is going to pay for the cleaning of the room?" he called out to them

"Whoever is helping you with all of this" Fin calls out walking to the car

"A white SVU, Cassidy has a white SVU" Nick mumbles more to himself "she wouldn't"

"no but someone is setting her up and good" Fin replied anger in his voice

"They are trying to frame Liv with murdering Lewis, we need to find the body and we need to warn Liv" Nick replied angrily

"Even dead he is still getting to her" Fin replied sadly "she should of shot him when she got the chance over a year ago"

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Still a lot more to come, more twists and turns for you