Second chances

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it has a been a year since this fanfic story started!

9/1/13

clearing the coast

Third point of view

Bells saw the dream catcher that she had brought from her house fell on their bed. She had tied it in such a way at the headboard that only she could see it by a certain angle .

"When did you bring it here?" Jacob asked bells while his hand drew circles on the dream catcher that he had carved years ago. "when you had played guitar at my dad's ..."She said and swallowed. She knew the feeling but didn't knew that Jacob to feel that, so soon.

Before she could try to pry in his mind Jacob cut her off as he spoke again, "it's fucking unfair, bells that I got nothing to offer you now like Ryan .except my fucked up life. I want to give you more .I can if I get more time .will it be okay then, bells? "He whispered and then pressed his lips together, holding her gaze intensely waiting for her answer.

Jake's eyes held bells captive with his pain and defeat "Jake, I don't need more."She murmured, getting more closer to him; more than earlier she was to him "right now…this moment …the next. You are right, we are caught in crazy crap but it's not wholly your own fault, Jake. We always get through with the rough stuff together, isn't it? "She asked and keeping her hand on his cheek showed him the time he had helped Bella and her, when she was depressed about Edward, his comforting her on the New Year's Eve on the beach.

His breath was jerking his pecks like a frightened animal when her hand tentatively went away from him .Jacob crumbled like he was made of sand and getting concerned, Bells hand rode his chest stopping now switching off her power of showing images and was trying to comfort him .

"Please" she urged him to open his eyes. Slowly he opened his eyes and their breath got caught in unison.

"Jacob, as I said earlier too, I love you. I have always loved you and you have known that for quite some time. ", saying this she leaned forward to kiss his moist, tender lips. She slipped her hands down to his shoulders to steady herself.

She tried to pry her mouth away after sucking the sweetness of his breath over her tongue. His mouth caught her lips and suckled at her lips. Bells broke the kiss as she tipped her head up with his name falling from her lips dripping with desire .she melted in his hands and bloomed under his demanding caresses of his fingers.

She was his , mine .that simple truth finally roared in his body and settled in his turbulent hear like silk ,filling in that space that had been battered ,dry ,barren and wanting for so far too long.


Jacob knew there was no fucking way he could not push to join their souls till she said it inspite by the pace they were going on now.

She had earlier hinted for going for honeymoon for that . the man in him was understanding in respecting the wishes of love of his life but the wolf was itching for the fly. As that truth settled, he slowly surfaced from the kiss, pulled himself and hovered over her as he settled on the side of the bed.

"Jake" she gasped as she pulled away her lips from his while she worriedly sought his eyes.

"Not like this, bells .I love you too much that I won't do it until you tell me to do it .I have no problem in waiting, honey. Remember you had told to do that in honeymoon" he whispered as he calmed himself

He then pushed himself upto his elbows after he had composed himself and then craned around to meet his eyes with an apologetic squint for hurting her earlier in the night for their tiff. Bells understood as she read his thoughts and carelessly traced circles on his side. He shivered and reared up to pull her up closely beside him.

"I can't take it anymore ,bells ."he chuckled as she settled down her head on his chest while drawing circles on his collar bone.

he kissed her fingers before continuing "you make me crazy.I said we would talk".

"It's kinda mutual. You make me crazy too" Bells muttered as her gaze fell to the blankets with a blush.

"Um, what's the deal with Ryan being released?"She asked lamely. Jacob sniffed "don't you think, he kinda deserves it after hurting you like that "his huge arm was reaching the dream catcher hanging at the head of their bed which now everyone could see "he thinks that his shitty money allows him to do whatever he wants . He was not even sorry for hurting you"

Bells shifted and her hand now reached to touch his hand in hers while with the other hand she traced the web of beads .finally she asked "what gives you the idea that I forgave him so easily?"

"You agreed to not to pursue anymore charges as soon Ryan's sister begged you" he whispered. Bells could feel his eyes washing over her profile while she studied his handiwork of his younger years that she had brought from the Swan house.

"It's not like that, what you think, Jake. What I have in mind is pretty vindictive .I am not sweet as you think"she said in a whisper.

"You, vindictive against a stupid arrogant human" laughed Jacob and his leg bumped into hers following hers.

.bells smiled to herself as her toes, molded to his calf and releasing her hand from his; She sat back up as the heat started rising in her body.

"You don't have to be jealous. He was better off in prison. If he steps in la push I can handle him by my magic plus quil and Embry will be enough to scare him off from me and if needed, to break his bones. There will be no tension of any volturi spy members in the near vicinity catching me outnumbered here" she said at last.

"Shit, I forgot about them. That is the reason you didn't use your magic to save yourself openly that day. Top of that hide it from the crowd too" Jacob groaned and shifted beside her, keeping his warm hand on her stomach.

"Okay you got me back" she mumbled.

"sorry, honey .it felt like a shit, not able protect you the way you deserve. It fucking killed me; feeling that you don't believe in me anymore. "he murmured in repentance.

"Jake, I trust you but what makes you think I can't believe and help you like you do for me? You know I am the most and probably the only more stubborn person than you are.I will never leave you ever anyway ,so cry for your fate on being stuck with me for forever. "bells added with a grin, which lightened the stricken expression on Jacob's face.

With a sniffling laugh, he nodded and turned into her offered hand .with a sigh, Jacob collapsed over her, burying his face in her neck while he breathed deeply. She let her eyes close, as he gathered her in his arms tighter with a little grunt. "shh", she crooned as she stroked her fingers through his silky hair." please let go off the hurt …"


Edward was tired as he tried to control his temper dealing with Keera since he came here;to see his son. Esmond was fine now and he was recuperating fine, agreed he has power but the man was getting on his nerves as he ordered him to bring this and that ,to help with his trusted team to practice black magic and call the Volturi for meeting .


Jacob smiled sadly as his finger catches a tear from her lashes"I want to make you happy , bells"

"Really! you do "she sprang up and threw herself into his chest while sobbing. "I have been so freaking w..worried ,Jake. I have missed you much today and …before too" bells hiccuped miserably.

"shh, honey "he crooned as his hand , soothing and strong, stroked her hair trying to make her calm " I know. It sucked" he whispered while rolling on over his back. His arms encircled her with warmth and comfort as she fought the stress leaking out over his chest.

"I missed you too, every minute, bells. Sorry I got so angry without thinking"he whispered while wiping the tears from her nose. Bells nodded against him as she tried to get control of herself.

Jpov

Few minutes had passed and Bells breath had became slow as she cried herself to sleep in my arms. I promised to myself that from now on every moment spent with her, I will cherish it as I looked down at her face looking peaceful and content in her sleep.

A feeling of warmth and happiness overwhelmed me, this was always supposed to be,her in my arms .

I leaned my head down to kiss her forehead as she whispered 'Jacob' in her sleep and cradling her on my chest more securely ,I let sleep overtook me.

Bpov

Finally the bottles containing plants were placed in the cavities of the tables giving the place a warm vibe. I sorted the plants, planted them with Ashley, our new girl. Kim made the list of groceries to be needed for the Jake's birthday party tomorrow and Emily was talking with me about the menu. Jen had decorated the table with treasure map like paper mats.

"Bells, I have checked the booking of the resort .it's all set "said Leah as we were getting ready for preparing Jake's birthday tomorrow.

I was thankful that no one teased me about coming late at the restaurant today.

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