Gabby rolled over in her bed and stretched happily. Her hand hit a warm body and she smiled and snuggled up to him. It had been two days since Matt left and she had to go back to work tomorrow. Gabby let out a sigh and opened her eyes to see Logan's sleeping face next to her. After her first day without Matt she was upset so she decided to bring Logan to sleep in her room.

She crawled out of bed and went to the bathroom for a quick shower before Logan woke up. After she shampooed her hair she got out quickly and ran into the bedroom to grab her ringing phone off of the table before it woke up the sleeping baby.

"Hello?" She answered anxiously hoping it was Matt because she had failed to check the caller ID.

"Hey Gabs." Matt's tired but sweet voice came through the other side.

"Matt," she sighed with a smile on her face, "how are you? Are you okay? I love you." She gasped out in a rush.

"I'm fine and I love you too." He chuckled. "I just miss you like crazy." He sighed.

"I miss you too. How are the guys?" Gabby asked worried about the rest of the crew too.

"They're good. I think they're getting worn out so maybe they will send us home and bring in another company soon." Matt paused. "I need to see you." He moaned and ran his hand through his hair. "Logan too."

"Hold on, I took a picture last night and I have been waiting to send it." Gabby quickly sent the picture of Logan lying on his back on the floor ginning wearing his baby sized truck 81 shirt and chewing on a stuffed fire truck.

Matt's phone beeped as the picture came in and he laughed when he saw it. "He looks happy." Matt smiled at the phone. "God I miss you." He sighed and Gabby could hear the distress in his voice. He sniffled Gabby's heart broke because she knew after all of the time she spent with him after Hallie died, that was his tell as to when he was really upset.

"I miss you too Matt but everything is going to be alright." She tried to comfort him.

"I know, it's just that I miss you and I'm tired." He paused and let out a sigh. "I just want to come home." Matt let out a pathedic sigh as he tried to steady his breathing.

"I know, I want you home too but you're not done there." Gabby sighed too and sat down on the bed next to Logan who had started to wake up. "Logan's waking up." She said and Matt let out a sigh. "I don't know how he's such a morning person." She chuckled at the grin that had formed on his sweet little cheeks when he looked up at her.

"He deffinately doesn't get that from you." Matt laughed at her sleepily.

"Hey I know you like our days off when we can lie in bed all morning." She smiled back at Logan and wedged the phone between her ear and shoulder to pull him into her lap. He closed his bright blue eyes and nuzzled his head into her shirt, a sign that he was hungry.

"I do like those mornings." Matt chuckled. "When I get home I'm going to trap you in our bed." He grinned and lowered his voice so someone wouldn't overhear and think their conversation was inappropriate.

Gabby put Logan back on the bed and quickly pulled on some sweats and one of Matt's truck shirts. "I swear I've been wearing your clothes more than mine." She smiled and picked up Logan to take him downstairs for breakfast.

"You've always-" Matt was cut off by the sound of the bells ringing.

"What's that?" Gabby asked confused. "I thought you still had like an hour of down time."

"Oh no. That means the fire is spreading." He jumpped out of the chair he was in and walked down the hall. "I have to go I love you." He said quickly.

"I love you to be safe." She responded quickly but the line went dead before she got it all out. Gabby went into the kitchen and quickly made Logan a bottle. She wondered over to the table and sat him in his little bouncy seat and propped up the bottle with a sigh.

She put her head in her hands and let out a sigh. She knew she couldn't be here alone worring all day so she picked up her phone and called Shay.

She answered on the second ring, "hey." Shay greeted softly.

"Hey what are you doing today?" Gabby asked trying to sound happy.

"Sitting around and watching movies with Brett." She yawned.

"Mind if I join?" Gabby asked. "Logan too," she added, "I can't sit here alone any longer." Gabby sighed. The only other adult that had come to their house since Matt left was Antonio who came to see how she was doing.

"Of course not, come on over, we'll have a girls day." Shay said happily to try and cheer up Gabby.

"Okay, I'll be there in an hour?" She said hesitantly to ask permission.

"Great, we'll be here." Shay replied as the girls hung up their phones.


An hour later Gabby walked up to Severide and Shay's house with Logan. He was wearing a little Blackhawks onsie and Gabby had chosen a pair of comfortable yoga pants and a tshirt, but she had one of Matt's warm CFD jackets wrapped around her shoulders to ward off the cold Chicago breeze.

Once Gabby knocked on the door Shay quickly pulled it open and ushered her inside. Gabby sat on the couch next to Shay and Brett was in a chair across the room. "Thanks for letting me come over." Gabby said softly and smiled at her friend.

"Yeah, no problem," Shay said waving her off. "So how are you doing?" She asked as she picked up Logan and sat back on the couch.

"I'm nervous and bored since I'm alone a lot so all I do is think about how nervous I am." Gabby sighed and shook her head. "How are you guys doing?"

"It's wierd not having Kelly here." Shay said softly and the other two nodded in agreement.

"I get what you're saying." Brett responded. "I'm really worried about Kelly." She said and leaned her head back on the chair. That was when Gabby noticed she was wearing the quilted blue Squad coat that Kelly wore a lot.

"Have you talked to Kelly recently?" Gabby asked, looking between Brett and Shay.

"Yeah last night." Brett said, "I tried to call him this morning but it went straight to voice mail he was probably still asleep or let his phone die like usual."

Gabby sighed, knowing that she had to tell them. "I was talking on the phone with Matt this morning and I could hear the bells going off." She paused. "He said that meant the fire was spreading."

The three sat in silence and the only sound was Logan moving around in Shay's lap. "They'll watch out for each other, they always do." Shay finally said. "Did he say anything else?" She asked.

"Just that he's tired and wants to come home." She sighed softly and ran her hand over Logan's head to smooth down the short brown hairs.

"That's what Kelly has been saying." Brett added before they fell quiet again.

"Well there's nothing we can do except wait so who wants to watch a movie?" Shay asked and Brett got up to put something in.

"Me." Brett sighed and put a movie in the dvd player.

Logan started to whine so Gabby grabbed a pacifier out of the diaper bag and handed it to Shay. "Without him I would have gone crazy without Matt." She sighed and the three laid back to watch the movie.