this is a take off of the divergent trilogy by Veronica Roth I don't own anything

The serum files chapter 52

(Tris's prospective)

"bye" I sigh.

"bye" Tobias replies as he kisses me.

"okay, just go before I try to stop you" I say.

I still can't believe it I have to constantly remind myself and really think about what it means, I have a little baby growing inside me. I'm pregnant, and I don't want to leave Tobias- my baby's father- for even a second. But I have to…

"you aren't going to school?" Caleb questions.

"she's sick" Tobias replies, before I can feel guilty for keeping this from him.

"a stomach bug isn't supposed to last this long, you should go back to the doctor because the antibiotics obviously aren't working" Caleb says as he uncoils Maddie's hand from his hair.

"I'll be okay, don't worry. Worry about Maddie, that rash on her chin is getting worse" I say.

"it's because of her teething, I'm taking care of it. And I was worried about it and I took her to the doctor, she said it's normal. A 'little stomach bug' as you called it, that lasts a whole week however is not norm- so yeah I'm a little worried" Caleb retorts.

I sigh, he has to know, I can't just wait until my stomach starts to protrude "it is normal, Caleb"

He gives me a look and he would probably say something condescending but Madeline stars to fuss and he stops to put her down. she crawls away.

"it's normal because it's not a stomach bug" I say.

"then what is it?" Caleb asks.

I look at Tobias.

"I think I'll go to work now" he says then kisses me on the cheek one last time "hide the knives from him" he whispers before he walks out.

I smirk "bye"

The door closes.

"What is it?" Caleb asks.

"umm…" I start, I'm stalling and I know it, but I have to give Tobias time to get away… or maybe I'm just scared.

"that look you have isn't good. You're really worrying me right now I'm half expecting you to tell me you have cancer or something" Caleb says, his eyes are wide.

"no it's not that bad I'm not going to die. It's better than cancer" I say.

"then tell me!" Caleb exclaims.

I take a deep breath "I'm just going to say it, I'm pregnant"

Caleb just looks at me with bulging eyes "that's not better"

"Caleb!" I exclaim. I'd much rather be pregnant than have a terminal illness, and I hope he feels the same way.

We just stand there for a few seconds not saying anything. I don't think it's fully sunk in yet, I expected him to react a lot worse than this.

"oh my god!" he starts "You're pregnant!?"

Now it's sunk in.

"I find that pregnant is a heavy word, just think of it as I'm having a baby, that's a good thing" I say with a slight smile.

But he is not smiling, he just looks hysterical "Beatrice-" he starts.

"oh boy here we go, every time you call me Beatrice you're about to lecture me" I sigh.

"yes I'm about to lecture you! You're eighteen! That's not a good thing! Being a teenage parent isn't a good thing, I should know!" Caleb exclaims pointing across the room to where Maddie plays with blocks.

"I know it's not ideal, but it's not a bad thing! And don't bad mouth about being a teenage parent, you love Maddie and you're happy! So don't give that being a teen mom will ruin my life bull crap!" I retort.

"Yes I'm happy now! But look what hell I had to go through to get here! My girlfriend committed suicide! I was incapable of taking care of my daughter for the first three months of her life! this isn't the life I wanted okay! I screwed up and so did you!" he crossed a line on that one.

I just glare at him, I know if I let this anger out I'll wind up hitting him, and don't want to hit him.

"go to hell" I say then walk off towards my bedroom.

it was a childish thing to say, but it was better than turning the fight physical, not that Caleb would hit back, but still. I struggle to unlatch the baby gate so I can get to my room and with that my aggravation just grows.

"Beatrice wait, listen to me-" Caleb starts.

I turn and glare at him "No you listen! I don't want to hear you scold me! You are not my parental figure so stop treating those damn nine months between us like an accuse to yell at me like I'm a child! I can yell at you too so the shut the hell up! I did not screw up! I love my baby! And I will be a hell of a lot better parent then you! Why not have a baby of my own! I've already proved I'm ready because every time you get tired of Maddie you ditch her on me! Tobias and I will be great parents and if you don't want to support me, then I don't need you" I yell. I know I've crossed a few lines and Caleb is speechless.

I rush in to my room and lock the door. Tears come to my eyes, I am so emotional right now and I really wish I wasn't. I don't want to cry over this, I don't have to cry over this, but I do.


I wake up some time later to a light knocking on the door.

"Tris Sweetie, are you okay" I hear Tobias though the closed door.

I slept all day, I don't like doing that "I'm fine"

"could you open the door? It's locked" he says.

I forgot I did that , and now I have to explain why. I get up and open the door.

He walks in and kisses my cheek "why was the door locked"

"I told Caleb, we got in to. It didn't end well" I say.

I feel a twinge in my stomach and sigh "every time I wake up I feel sick"

Tobias caresses my cheek "just think about the baby"

I smile, but it doesn't last long because soon I'm in the bathroom throwing up again. Tobias strokes my forehead with a cold washcloth and gives me cuddles between heaving fits. It lasts about an hour and I still feel nauseated for a while after. Tobias doesn't even try to feed me dinner witch I'm relieved, but he doesn't stop tending to me long enough to feed himself and that does bother me.

When I was little I remember seeing pregnant woman and feeling happy thinking about how happy they must be, I always knew I wanted to have children of my own, thought it would be fun to have a little baby inside me… I was young and naive, being pregnant sucks.

"I'm sleepy" I yawn as Tobias snuggles me in our bed. I'm always so tired, I hate it.

"it's only five thirty" Tobias says, he looks concerned.

"I'm fine, fatigue is normal at this stage" I say "Christina vents to me on her pregnancy a lot, and a lot of things she says she's gone through are the same as what I'm going through. And Christina and her baby are completely healthy so I think I'll be fine" I'll have to tell her soon, and the rest of my friends, her first though because she'll kill me if I don't.

Tobias runs his fingers through my hair and kisses my forehead, the bridge of my nose, both of my cheeks, then lightly on the lips "I know you will be , I love you"

"I love – you too" I say yawning in the middle of my sentence.

Tobias smiles at me "go to sleep"

I curl in to him and kiss his chest. It's not long before everything fades and sleep comes peacefully…


I've tried everything for some reason people still can't vote on the baby name poll. so i'm doing it through reviews instead. just send a review of witch name you like. please vote soon because I just organized all my ideas and there won't be as many chapters till Christina has her baby as I once thought, there will still be a lot but just not as many.

REMEMBER THIS IS FOR CHRISTINA AND WILL'S BABY.

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