Disclaimer- I don't own Kingdom Hearts.

Author's Note- This was written with a cat trying to type, too. Bahh, cat paws work on my screen. In other news, I broke 100 reviews! -flails- I'M LIKE KINDA REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THAT. CAN YOU TELL? Bahhhaha. Enjoy.


Febuary 22nd, 2012

Dear Riku,

My mom is gone. I... I was being so careful, I was keeping the Heartless away from my house, but I guess it wasn't enough. I wasn't enough.

My dad is a wreck. He hasn't stopped crying once, and I don't think he's eaten anything or slept since yesterday. It's scary to see him like this. He's never been like this before, it's like how my mom was when she found out that her childhood friend had disappeared.

Kairi and me, we're killing off Heartless all the time now. I haven't slept for more than three hours straight for days, and I'm not sure when I last had a good meal or a full night sleep. Kairi's in just as bad shape. You know, we've both lost someone close to us now. Both of us lost a parent. I think that loosing them, it just made us want to fight harder.

And maybe revenge isn't a good reason to keep fighting, but when I think about all the people who've been lost, or who've lost someone, it's as motivating as any.

People are dying Riku. People are dying all the time now, and I can't do anything about it, I can't stop it. There aren't enough of us to fight, and keep people alive, even though we're trying so hard. It's not working. I feel so helpless.

I want to give up, I want to just stop fighting, but then I think of you. And what you told me. You did whatever it took to survive the Darkness, and I'll do whatever it takes to survive this. Even if that means killing all these Heartless, all of my friends, all the people who used to be people but are now just mindless heart-eating-creatures, and something so not human.

Because I made you a promise, just like you made me, and we'll see each other again, someday. We will.

You'll see.

I'll keep fighting... but Riku, I don't know how long even Kairi and I can keep going. I don't know how long even we can survive with killing, and killing, and killing the only thing for us to do. It's no way for anyone to live.

Oh god... Riku, how long do I have before everyone is gone? How long before Kairi and me are the only ones left because we are the only ones who can fight? How long until the lights go out, and it's even harder to stay alive?

How long until even we're gone, and there's no one left here?

Riku, I need you.

Love,

Sora


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