Two weeks later I sat at my table with marks mom, miserable, if we talked we ended up fighting one hanging up on the other, I sipped my cup of coffee trying to figure this out.

"Sam what is wrong? You've been so quiet" Emily asked, I sighed hell couldn't hurt to get her advice right?

"Well mark's been gone of almost three months now, and I get its his job, I probably understand better then most women would, however he was supposed to come home next week for a couple of days, he called me two week's ago telling me his schedule was changed, Vince needs him for the tribute to the troops show, so he gets a week off next month right before they go, I was frustrated when he called me and told me, just because I miss him is all, and he took it the wrong way, and now we've just been having a rough time" I explained to my mother in law.

She nodded looking over at able who was in the living room in his rocker, and Abby who was playing with some of her blocks next to her brother and then back to me "I can imagine its hard on you, two babies, so close in age, one almost died, and your husband is gone, im sure its hard on him to, but you two have been through so much just to get here, im sure you'll figure this out as well" she patted my hand and nodded, I smiled smally at her, not wanting to hurt her feelings but telling her that didn't help me none.

Later that day I found myself laying on the couch Abel on my chest and Abby in her play pin all of house napping when my phone went off, shit please don't wake them "Hello" I whispered tiredly

"Hey" came his response, I nodded biting my lip "Hey" I whispered "Why are you whispering?" mark asked me with a slight chuckle, I rolled my eyes knowing he couldn't see me "Kids are napping, and abels a light sleeper" I responded politely as if I was talking to an acquaintance instead of my husband.

"Ah well I have an idea" mark said, I nodded though he couldn't see me, he stayed silent, I sighed "And that is?" I whispered annoyed.

"Watch it girl, I was thinking why don't you pump your breast milk for Abel, and fly out here for a couple of days and see me, I think that might help" mark said sounding so proud of himself for his idea, I sighed shaking my head.

"Mark Abel is still newborn, his still in the risk zone for so many things I just wouldn't feel comfortable leaving him for a booty call for you" I responded more ruder then I had wanted to.

"Well damn girl you wont bring him with which I would love if you brought both of them, I thought maybe even if it was just you a couple day trip would be better then waiting another month, fucking forgive me for trying to fix this your highness!" he snapped and hung up.

I kicked the end of the couch throwing my phone making Abel wake up crying "Dammit!...Shh Abel its OK mommy's here shh your OK buddy" I soothed him rubbing his back as he quieted down and back to sleep, I sighed closing my eyes drifting back off to sleep myself.

Mark tossed put his cell phone in his pocket "Fucking bitch" he mumbled to noone but himself shaking his head "Damn women" he said thinking about it again getting more pissed off, here he was trying to fix it and she had every excuse of why not.

"Trouble in paradise?" he heard form behind him, he turned around and groaned "Look you already got your leftovers from Sam, leave me alone" he snapped and walked off to the back.

"You talk to her man?" Paul asked mark stopped looking at him and shook his head "Damn women cant fucking make up her mind for shit, shes pissed I wont be home like originally planned next week, so first I offered for her and the kids to come on the road with me for a couple of weeks, she says with Abel's immune system she's not sure of him traveling, OK I get that, so I call her just now and suggest she pump her milk, leave the kids with my mom for a couple of days and come out, now its abels to little to be left, I don't know man, I cant fucking win" mark said rubbing his face.

Paul nodded watching the man, he looked like shit, he got both point of views but Sam needed to give something here the man was trying, he smacked his back "it'll work out man" Paul said, mark nodded as they walked off in opposite directions.

Two days later-

I walked out of the doctors office for able happily, he was right on track for his situation, and I got some answers to some questions I had about him, I loaded the kids in the truck and headed home.

I finished cleaning up from dinner the kids bathed and asleep for the night, I frowned realizing I hadn't heard from mark all day, I cleaned abbys high chair up and sat down with my laptop, I took a deep breath and tried to relax as I looked up stuff here and there.

A day in a half later-

I took a deep breath knocking on the door in front of me running my fingers nervously through my hair, I knew this was the only way to fix this, he flung open the door looking at me shocked, before I knew it he had me wrapped up in him kissing me strongly passionately.

He kicked the door shut pushing me against it, I moaned as he pinned my arms over my head with one big hand, his hot lips moving to my neck and down to my breasts "God I missed you" he murmured between kisses.

"Mm mm" I moaned closing my eyes and titling my head back arching my back out to him I felt his other hand undo my jeans I kicked my sandles off as he pulled my jeans off of me.

I felt him enter a finger while coming back up claiming my mouth with his, I moaned into his mouth as he broke the kiss, kissing down my to my neck and slowly making his way to my breasts "Dont move your arms" he said while letting go I nodded smirking, I knew this game of obey with him, I didn't realize I had pushed him that far.

I moaned out as he made it to my breasts giving each much needed attention and trailed down kissing my stomach stopping right above my pelvic bone, he lifted me up where I had to wrap my legs around his shoulders I throw my head back "Oh my god...fuck...mark don't stop...oh god" I moaned out fighting every urge to tangle my hands into his hair.

Right as I was about to reach my breaking point he stop dropping me right as he entered me, hey when did he get naked, "Mm mm oh god mark" I moaned wrapping my legs around his waits, he slowed his pace tourting me "look at me" he growled I opened my eyes, our eyes connecting, his eyes softened as I moved my arms wrapping them around his neck kissing him, without ever breaking our kiss or leaving me he walked us to his bed laying us down, him on top he started a slow motion until we both screamed each others names in climax.

He pulled me to him laying his head on my chest "I missed you" he murmured, I smiled "I miss you, I love you so much and im sorry for being such a pain its just harder then I thought" I told him, he nodded tracing circles on my stomach "Yea I know, I love you to, who has the kids?" he asked, looking up at me, I smirked UN able to control it "They are right down the hall with their god parents" I told him.

He sat up instantly kissing me "Come on lets go get my kids" he said tossing my clothes to me as we both got dressed, I sat on the edge of the bed putting my sandals on when he came sitting between my legs his hands on my hips "I love you girl and im sorry, after this tribute to the troops im going to ask for a lesser schedule, and I don't regret marrying you or the kids" he told me softly kissing me, I smiled kissing him back.

A/N- Happy Easter everyone hope you guys all had a wonderful day:), thanks for all that is still reading AND reviewing this story...