Have A Purpose

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Now we get to the more important things.


Outtake 19

Renesmee's POV

"Come on Nessie." Lucina said.

"Do we have to?" I complained.

"I'm sure it'll be fun." Lucina said.

"Fun to you maybe. You're not the one who has to sit here carrying two babies." I pointed out to my big belly.

I am sitting in my living room of my cottage with Lucina. Jacob was at work while everyone else is doing who knows what they do with their lives. Lucina is here to 'keep me company.'

"Well what do you wanna do if you don't wanna sit around and look at catalogs for 'after giving birth clothes' as Aunt Alice calls them?" Lucina asked. "We could watch a movie and drink animal blood that the guys brought us." She suggested mentioning some of the cups of animal blood our family saved in case there aren't many animals around and we needed to drink."

"They're not strong enough for me. And Carlisle is bringing the donated blood from the hospital since I drank the last one." I pointed out, complaining since they won't come in like hours or so.

"I'll drink but alright." Lucina said with a shrug. "How about I'll cook you something? I can make this egg recipe that you can eat besides for breakfast."

"Grandpa said I can't eat anything with meat or eggs in them." I pouted thinking about how hungry I am that the sandwich grandma Esme made me isn't helping.

"Well about we go into your guy's hot tub so we can relax in?" Lucina asked.

"Grandpa said I can't go into the hot tub either." I pouted. Way to take away all the fun for a pregnant woman doctor. I thought.

"Maybe you should get a new doctor." Lucina joked causing me to frown. "What, he said you can't laugh either?" She asked in a 'Are you kidding me?' tone.

"Sorry if I have no sense of humor at the moment." I said sarcastically.

"I was just trying to lighten the mood." Lucina said tossing the magazine aside on the coffee table.

"Can't we just go outside and go for a walk?" I begged. "I really wanted to go out." Just sitting here in the house all day is not only boring but it's making me lazy. I need to do something outside because outside is good. If I'm here for another minute I'm gonna go nuts and it's not because of the hormones.

"Sorry but because of me being the same species as you, I'm not allowed to take you anywhere outside even if it's to take you to see Jacob after that stunt you pulled last week. So I guess that was actually on you." Lucina teased.

"Well I'm sorry that I was just being a nice person and thought that guy was needed help and I defended him for his actions all because of his stupid diet not knowing what he did to me to make me look bad in front of you all!" I snapped but then immediately regretted it seeing the hurt look on Lucina's face. "Oh Lucina, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to."

"You didn't have to yell." She whispered as I saw a tear leaking out from her eyes.

"I'm sorry. I guess the hormones gotten to me." I said. Even so, I shouldn't be acting like this towards my cousin. Lucina's been nothing but sweet and supportive and I shouldn't be snapping at her for it.

It's been weeks since I was put on surveillance after what happened. I really did gave everyone a heart attack because of my stupid action that put me and my babies at risk. I may be pregnant but I'm still strong to take care of myself right? Now people won't leave me alone, even when I need to have a human moment so basically I have no privacy. It's already bad enough to have my dad invade my thoughts but I guess I'd rather have that than dealing with having everyone's eyes on me twenty four seven. Mom was sympathetic about how I feel about this since dad was overprotective on her during her human days but even she believes it's best for my safety. I hope Jacob's happy about what is going to happen to us in the future because we are not having any more kids. I am never going through this ever again and that means Jake needs to deal with self control apart from his phasing.

Then there's the fact I had to give Jamarcus a piece of my mind for what he did and how made me look bad in front of my family. I just wish I gave him more than what I did.

Flashback

After Edward tells Nessie that she is never going out alone until she gives birth from the previous chapter.

Jacob was driving me back to the main house after he picked me up from Rachel's beach party. I had a good time there. It was fun talking with all the imprints and even Rebecca seems to be cheering up a bit though I'm not sure how is she accepting about the tribe's legends. Despite the party, I was still upset about earlier for two reasons.

One, is because now such as this, I can't go anywhere on my own until the kids are born. I have to have at least someone in my family to be there with me. I can't even do anything except walk unless someone does it for me. It's like everyone thinks I'm totally incapable of doing anything at all like I'm the baby! Just because I'm pregnant doesn't mean I'm helpless! And this all wouldn't have happened if –

Speak of the devil.

Jacob pulled over to the main house and we heard dad with Lucas, uncle Emmett and Jasper, grandpa Carlisle… and Jamarcus.

"You might wanna stay in the car." Jacob said but I never took the chance to listen as I was out of the car before he could finish. "Of course not." I hear him say as I marched my way inside.

"Nessie," My dad started when he was the first to appear but I didn't let him finish as I saw him with the others as my temper was flaring.

"Oh boy." Lucas said stepping away like he wants to avoid any part of this but kept his distance enough to watch.

"This should be good." Uncle Emmett said excitedly while Uncle Jasper just stood there not bothering to use his gift to calm me down. The same with Grandpa Carlisle as I came at Jamarcus unleashing my fury.

"YOU!" I yelled. "YOU NO GOOD SON OF A –"

"Whoa, easy Ness!" Lucas said. "Your kids could be hearing this along with others! Keep it PG will ya!" I ignored him as I continued yelling at Jamarcus who looks scared.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" I said to him.

"Nessie, I'm sorry." Jamarcus said but I wasn't finished.

"I DEFENDED YOU! I WAS BEING NICE OFFERING YOU HELP! I WAS TRYING TO PROVE EVERYONE THAT YOU WERE INNOCENT OF WHAT THEY BELIEVED YOU WERE GONNA DO TO ME! AND THEN I FOUND OUT THAT YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME USING YOUR GIFT AND I WAS LIED TO!" I yelled poking at his chest for each statement that almost pushed him back.

"Really, I'm sorry." Jamarcus said sounding serious.

"SORRY DOESN'T MAKE UP FOR THE FACT THAT BECAUSE OF YOU, I'M NOW BEING STUCK BABYSAT BY MY FAMILY EVERYWHERE I GO ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!" I yelled.

"Look, it wasn't truly my fault." Jamarcus said only causing my anger to get worse. "I was being honest of needing help on your guys' diet. It's just that when I met you, I got hooked on how… your scent was… appealing." He tried to carefully say. My response?

BAM!

Jamarcus's eyes widen so big like they were about to pop out as he falls backwards. Everyone else stood there frozen completely shocked watching between me and Jamarcus who was on his side all curled up cupping to where I kicked him at home base quivering in immense pain.

"You better pray that you won't see me again after I gave birth in the future!" I said turning around. "Take me home Jake." I said grumpily as I walked passed my fiancé leaving Jamarcus on the floor.

End of Flashback

"Please Lucy? I'm really am sorry." I said offering her a hug. Lucina was silent until she finally came over to accept my hug.

"You're forgiven." She said. "You know we just care about you and wanted what's best for you and the babies."

"And I really appreciate. You've been nothing but nice and being good company for me. That's something I wanna tell my kids about their godmother." I said.

"Wait, what?" Lucina said in shock making me realized what I just said.

"Oops. Jake and I were supposed to tell you that when the kids arrive but… I guess this works either way." I said in embarrassment of how I shared the news.

"You really want me to be the godmother?" Lucina asked in a whisper.

"Of course." I said taking both of Lucina's hands. "Lucina, you and I have known each other since you were born. We're close and it's not because we're half and half of human and vampire. You're more than just my cousin and best friend, you're my sister, and there's no one else I want to be the guardian for my children than you."

"Nessie," Lucina said having the tears come out of her. "I'd be honored!" She exclaimed as she and I hugged each other as she accepts my offer.

That's when… well… I felt it.


Jacob's POV

"Do I look like I was born this morning? Do you even have a brain in there?" I said in annoyance as I threw Vince out of my shop where his wig and sunglasses fell off of him. "Stay out of my shop and I don't wanna see you or hear you talking to and about my soon to be wife ever again! And no, she will never be yours! Get that through that thick head of yours!" I said and slammed the door shut shaking my head in disbelief afterwards.

Man that guy will never get over Nessie. There are plenty of girls for him. It's not like she's the only girl for him. Well… you know what I mean. There's only one of Nessie and that girl is for me. I need to remind myself after work to talk to Bella and Jasper to get that lawyer Jenks or whoever to put a restraining order on Vince.

I was about to head back into the garage when my phone started ringing. I pulled it out of my pocket to see the caller ID and I was confused to see Lucina calling.

"Hey Lucina, what's up?" I answered.

"Jacob? It's Nessie. I-I think she's having the babies!" Lucina said causing me to space out for a second there.

I shook myself Lucina calling to see if I'm there.

"A-Are you sure?" I asked.

"Yes, Edward and Carlisle took her home. You need to get over here. NOW!" Lucina said.

"I'm on my way." I said and hung up heading to my car and drove at high speed not caring if I get a ticket. my mind is too focused for that.

It's happening. Any minute and they will come. It's what I wanted with Nessie. I couldn't believe it is happening. Then again, I remembered the last time I witnessed someone giving birth.

Let's just say the first one wasn't pretty and the second was a close one. Both Renesmee and Lucina's birth were too much for me to handle, individually. Now with twins, I don't know I can take much more at once. Just thinking about it made me speed up even more as I arrived at the main house just as I was able to hear a scream.

I come into the house, frantic. Edward was in the living room, his face in his hands with Jasper by his side having Alice on his lap. Emmett just stood there expressionless. Lucina was being comforted by Tiffany, Jalen and Bryce and Lucas and Krystal stood by Emmett.

"Uh, was it like this when Nessie and Lucina were born?" Bryce asked.

"Don't remind of that time." Lucas said shuddering.

"Not exactly. Nessie and Lucina are both half human and half vampire but Nessie is having a human vampire and possibly wolf baby. May I add that they're twins." Tiffany said causing my mind to panic even more at that reminder.

"What are you doing standing around there mutt?" Blondie asked from the stairs. "You're needed up there so get your tail moving." I would've growled at her adding another blonde joke but now's not the time as I rushed over to Carlisle's office. The door was half opened and I hear whispers.

"Sweetie, it'll be over before you know it." Bella said to Nessie who is lying down. "Just think, you'll be able to see them."

"Hey," I breathed as I moved a strand of hair out of Nessie's face. She looked exhausted. I saw Carlisle was here as he just sat there looking worried but also as if he was waiting for something to happen that has nothing to do with the babies.

Nessie started screaming again as she took my hand before I even offered and squeezed hard. Harder than… well… anything.

"I love you." I was able to say.

"Like I don't know that?" Nessie whisper weakly. "I'm the one doing all the heavy lifting here and you're just sitting there."

"Except dealing with your grip." I chuckled half heartily.

"Okay," Carlisle finally said after hearing him saying things that I never understood despite being in the twice. "I can see the first baby." He said as my eyes remained glued on Nessie who is intense pain.

"Jacob!" She cried as I kissed her forehead.

"I'm sorry." I said.

"STOP APOLOGIZING!" She yelled louder than when she's in pain.

"I'm –" Nessie cut me off with a glare. "Never mind."

I must have lost track of time because I didn't hear Carlisle spoke until now. Bella was silent the whole time which surprises me.

"Evan Thomas," He sa – wait what! Really? A boy? I turned to Carlisle to find him holding a baby to Rosalie but she got him back a second later without any blood on him in blue.

"Nessie decided on the final names. She wanted to surprised you." Bella explained to me but Nessie cut me off by squeezing my hand as she continues panting.

Ten minutes later, Carlisle announced – a girl.

"Sarah Rose," I was shocked at the news as Nessie kept panting, letting go of my hand as she fell asleep.

"She wanted to name her after her mother and Rosalie." Bella explained as she happily was holding my son. "Do you wanna hold him?" I just nodded as she handed my son over to me and carefully held him in my arms.

He was asleep. His skin tone was similar to mine but a bit darker than Nessie's. He's got my hair but with highlights of Nessie's. His heart is also beating a bit slower than Nessie's. I just couldn't comprehend how beautiful his little one is – my son.

"Let Rose hold him. I think Nessie wants to meet him. Time to meet your daughter." Bella said and did what I was told until I was now holding the baby girl who was awake. I was in awestruck of her beauty as she has the same hair as her brother but the eyes where Evan's is green, Sarah's is brown with the same skin tone as his.

I smiled gently at her as she made some baby like sounds.

"Sarah."


Sorry about the wait but there you go about the birth of Evan and Sarah. There's more for Jacob and Nessie. Please review.