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BLOOD DESIRE

Chapter Forty-Five

Dean woke to the sound of the steel door opening, still lying on his stomach and still wearing Sam's sweatshirt he turned his head to see little Poppet enter carrying a breakfast tray, she had her head bowed but Dean could see she was beaming from ear to ear.

"I'm so happy you're safe" she set the tray down on the bedside table "I was so upset when I heard you had been stolen, Master wasn't happy" everyone suffered when master wasn't happy

Dean sat up and swung his legs over the edge of the bed and rubbed the sleep from his eyes "I'm fine" he lied he was anything but fine

"Master says you have to eat all your breakfast and take these tablets and when you are finished and dressed he will be along" she informed him

Dean looked at breakfast of over easy eggs, sausages, bacon and ash browns on a plastic plate, he couldn't get the stench of the slaughterhouse out of his mind and the thought of having to eat something that had been killed in a slaughterhouse turned his stomach so he turned his attention towards the black coffee "I'll just have the coffee and the tablets" he held out his hands to receive them and saw the sheer horror on her face.

"We always have to obey what master says or we will be punished" she gasped out

"I'm not feeling very hungry at the moment; I'll try and eat some later" Dean lied about eating some later to please her and it seemed to pacify her.

"Ok" she smiled "I'll go get your clean clothes that master wants you to wear" she quickly left and was back before Dean could take a sip of his hot coffee from the plastic beaker. She laid them neatly on the bed next to Dean and ran her hand down the designer suit; it felt good to her touch "I wish master would make me wear nice clothes like these"

Dean took another sip of coffee and then swallowed the tablets "they're just clothes, they don't define who a person is and besides I like that dress you're wearing"

Poppet blushed and looked down at her grey smock dress that had seen better days then she left leaving Dean to shower and dress.

Nikolay walked down the corridor to his private chambers, after the party tonight he will have his closure and then it would be time to move on but before he could do that he needed to see for himself if that crazy deluded bitch was right. Entering the bedroom he found Dean pacing the floor dressed in his Armani suit and light blue silk shirt.

Dean felt hemmed in the room was suffocating and hot to his skin even though he was underground, he stopped his pacing and turned to look at Nikolay, he saw Nikolay's eyes roam over him and then at the tray of uneaten breakfast.

Nikolay was surprised that Dean had not eaten his breakfast; he had noticed that last night at the diner Dean had picked at his cheeseburger and fries "You have not eaten your breakfast, is there something wrong with it because if there is I will have the cook punished"

"No" Dean shouted out, Nikolay knew how to push his buttons "I wasn't hungry"

"Maybe you should be the one to be punished, did Little Poppet not tell you that I ordered you to eat it" Nikolay questioned

"Yeah, but…" Dean sighed

"But what Dean, I could make you eat it if you don't give me one good reason why you haven't"

Dean lowered his head he knew Nikolay could back up his threat and make him eat it "It meat from an animal killed in a slaughterhouse and the thought of eating it turns my stomach"

Nikolay nodded his head it made sense, he was willing just this once to be lenient with Dean; after all he had been through an ordeal "I will have the cook prepare you a special lunch but this is a one off I will not tolerate faddy eating"

"Thank you master"

"Follow me" Nikolay made his way across his private chamber towards the other door and out in the corridor. Dean followed behind; he knew they were heading towards the water chamber but why he had no idea and Nikolay was not very talkative as they walked down the corridor.

Nikolay turned into the water chamber and stepped aside as Dean entered, stopping in the doorway Dean's face hardened as he saw Christina, her black hair hung limply over her face, she still wore the same jeans and a low black top from the day before, through the tangled mass of black hair Dean could see she was baring her teeth as she pulled on her chains that tired her to the wall.

Christina had smelt Dean's human blood, she hadn't tasted blood for days and she was beyond hungry she was starving for blood; as Dean walked in her vampire teeth descended and a low wild like growl escaped her mouth

"Come on in Dean" they were the first words Nikolay had spoken since leaving the bedroom his face void of all emotion, he turned his attention to Christina "is that anyway to greet the love of your life" Nikolay walked over to her and whispered in her ear "His blood smells as good as it tastes don't you think, I bet you like a taste right now?" Christina glared back as Nikolay's taunted her

Looking over his shoulder Nikolay spoke to Dean "Lucky for me she hasn't fed in a few days, I guest she's been too preoccupied with stealing what's mine"

Now turning to face Dean "Christina here is under the impression that you belong to her; tell us Dean who is your master?"

Dean could see that Nikolay was toying with Christina and even though he normally hated having to say the words this time he found him getting a kick from saying them "you are Nikolay"

"And were does your devotion lay?"

"With you master" Dean wanted to hurt Christina even though he was sending out the wrong signals to Nikolay

"Would you want Christina to be your master and give her your devotion?" Hearing Nikolay's words her heart leapt with hope for Dean say he wanted her

"No, master"

Christina would not accept it "What have you done to him? You've brain washed him, turn him against me" she angrily shouted at Nikolay

Nikolay shook his head in disbelieve "my dear, Dean was never yours so how could I turn him against you" Nikolay looked her up and down, Vladimir was right she had always been beneath him and now he wondered what he ever saw in her because now it had become outweighed by the disgust he felt for her "do you think Dean wants a common barn vampire for his master; what could you offer him?"

"Eternity as a vampire, a loving soul mate" she answered back

"Dean, does that sound appealing to you?" Nikolay asked as he continued to glare at Christina

"No master" Dean replied which made Nikolay smirked

All Nikolay's doubts had been squashed he was completely satisfied with Dean's answers, turning he left the room leaving them alone together, Dean stepped towards her then stopped as he saw a wild hunger in her eyes.

"Dean, why are doing this?"

"Doing what?"

"Hurting me with your hateful words when I've done nothing but love you" she questioned

Dean huffed he wanted to rip her head of her shoulders "You can take your twisted love and shove it were the sun don't shine"

"I know you Dean and I know you don't mean that, Nikolay's turned you against me"

Nikolay walked back into the chamber carrying a knife and a bottle of dead man's blood at arm's length he handed them to a confused looking Dean.

"I thought you might want some payback" Nikolay smirked "She is the reason you nearly die in the slaughterhouse"

Dean was astonished he looked at Christina and then back at the bottle of dead man's blood in Nikolay's hand, he took them and then turned to Christina. "Thank you master"

"An hour Dean then I'll be back"

Dean heard Nikolay's footsteps as he left the chamber; he stood and thought of the torture and torment he could do to Christina.

"Dean, now is our chance, untie me and we can escape together" she wanted to get Dean as far away from Nikolay's influence

Opening the bottle of blood and discarding the lid Dean dipped the tip of the knife into the red liquid "Now why would I do that?"

"So we could be together, forget Nikolay, can't you see he's manipulating you" She saw Dean's face darkened "where's the old strong cocky Dean gone too?"

Dean sneered as he cut her across her chest with the blood covered knife; he heard her hiss out in pain "the day you poured blood down my throat and poisoned me, the day you turned me into a filthy blood junkie"

"No Dean, I chose you to become one of us, to live for eternity by my side, to be my soul mate"

Dean cut across her upper arm ignoring her words "My need for blood drove me straight into Nikolay's nest" he cut her again and she screamed out "Do you know what it's like to be worthless, to be so pathetic I'm not allowed to chose the clothes I wear or what I eat, to go where I want or decide how to spend my time"

It wouldn't be like that between us, we would be equal"

Another cut made her scream louder as the dead man's blood poisoned her further "My master his right about one thing, why would I want you as a master or as a soul mate, I don't love you, never have and never will" he leaned closer to her ear "I hate you"

A tear rolled down her face "Don't say that Dean, I love you, if I can't have you I would rather die than live without you"

"Your one pathetic bitch, I almost feel sorry for you" Dean sneered grabbing her chin, forcing her mouth open to pour the rest of the blood down her throat. He dropped the empty bottle on the floor and stood back as Christina coughed and choked.

Nikolay sipped his bloody Mary and watched Dean and Christina on the monitor in his study, he couldn't hear very that was said between them but Dean's body language spoke volumes. He had now seen two sides to Dean, one of love and devotion, the other of pure hatred. He looked at his watch the hour was nearly up it was time to go back down.

Dean lifted Christina's head by her hair, it flopped back down when he let go; she was unconscious from the poison in her system.

"Revenge is sweet" Nikolay said as walked into the chamber

Dean turned his eyes still full of hatred but Nikolay knew, well he hoped it wasn't directed at him "yes master" Nikolay had opened the floodgates and allowed the pent up hate to flood freely, Dean had enjoyed it, seeing Christina suffer at his hands for what she had done to him but he wasn't satisfied he wanted more it wanted to kill her, to be the one who lopped off her head. "Master"

"Yes Dean"

He had never asked Nikolay for anything, never wanted to be in Nikolay's debt but know he didn't care if he lost himself, he was consumed with hate and nothing matter but ending that bitch's life "Can I be the one to cut off the bitch's head?"

Nikolay was stunned, literally caught off guard by Dean's request, Dean had never asked him for anything before; this was new ground they were now on, he needed time to think. It had been his intention to kill her himself in front of the gathered cartel members at the party. He rubbed his hand over his chin as he thought, if he said no to Dean's request he didn't want Dean withdrawing back into his shell not now when Dean was reaching out to him, but by saying yes Dean would become more his, which he wanted more than anything but how would that look to the other cartel members if he let a slave kill his betrayer "We will see?"

Dean nodded at least it wasn't an outright no.

TBC