Ok, guys, I know this chapter's really short, It's just tbh, I wanted to get this whole Tom thing out the way so for the next chapter I could write a Christmas chapter. Y'know why? Because IT'S CHRISTMAS! YAY! So, sorry for the short chapter, but again, wanted the Tom thing out the way :D
It's been three weeks and Freddie still hasn't mentioned the 'Tom' incident. He says he doesn't mind, and it doesn't bother him, but I can see in his eyes that it does,
'Freddie' I confronted him one day when we were outside the Groovie Smoothie,
'Yeah?' he asked,
'Y'know a few weeks ago? When I told you that I went home with another guy?' No point in sugar coating it...
'yeah' he barley whispered,
'and you said you didn't want it to get in the way of us so you didn't say anything about it?'
'Yeah, I still don't so stop talking about it' he said through his teeth,
'Freddie, no matter what you say right now, I'm still gonna be your girlfriend, ok?' I asked, 'I promise. Just, please get your anger out. I can see how this is bothering you? Ok? I can see it in your eyes, I can see how much you do care and it's driving me insane that I can't do anything now' I said, 'Just please, get mad at me or something' I begged. He sighed,
'Sam, I can't just get mad at you' he said, 'and I'm not mad at you, it's more the guy you were with' he said,
'but why? It shouldn't be, he's the one who told me to come and find you' I said,
'Really?' he asked. I nodded,
'Well, I guess he's not that bad then' he tried to joke,
'Freddie' I said again, prompting him,
'Look, Sam, I'm just a bit mad and upset that you'd move on that fast' he said, 'I mean when you dumped me, I expected you to move on, just not that fast' he said, 'and it bothers me that you went to him not me' he said, 'you went to him not me for comfort! Do you know how that made me feel?' he raised his voice. I let him rant for a while and let him get his anger out on me. When he'd finished he said,
'Sam, I'm so-'
'Forget about it' I said, taking his hand, 'Buy me a smoothie' I said pulling him inside the Groovie Smoothie. He smiled,
'Always' I sighed, happy. At least my conscious was clean. And he wasn't mad anymore. His eyes? Anger free!
