A/N: One and Two here to bring you a chapter in Kat's POV! Been a while since we've had one! Hope y'all enjoy! Please R&R!


****Kat's POV****

I wake up freezing cold. I can't remember anything that's happened within the past few hours, or has it been days? I don't know. I look at my surroundings, I'm in a small room with a dingy mattress underneath me. There is a mirror and a sink on the far wall. There are no windows and there is no door. How did I get in here?

The last thing I remember is Jared holding me in his arms. Where is Jared? I curl up into a ball, in attempt to keep myself warm.

I must have fallen asleep at some point because I wake up at the sound of Alex's voice. I then remember what happened. He was in Archer's apartment, he had a gun and a rag that he pressed against my mouth... chloroform.

I feel myself start to shake.

He just stands there watching me. After a few minutes of him staring at me he opens his mouth to speak. "I'm sure you're wondering where you are," he starts, "But, I cannot give you that information," he smirks.

"What do you want from me?" I whisper so he can barely hear me.

"A better question is what don't I want from you" he smirks again. I want to punch that stupid smirk right of his face. I feel a chill run down my spine. He creeps closer and he sits down next to me on the edge of the mattress. He puts his arm around me and he whispers in my ear "If you ever want to get out of here I suggest you do everything I say." I shiver. I don't want him anywhere near me, especially after... the last time he held me in captivity.

He moves his arm, making me shiver from the sudden burst of cold air on my skin. He pulls down a latch in the ceiling revealing a ladder as he gets on the first step he looks back at me and says, "I'll be back later, babe." He laughs as he climbs up the ladder disappearing into the ceiling, leaving me alone again.

Before I can stop myself I burst into tears. If I would have stayed in Abnegation none of this ever would have happened. This isn't at all what I expected when I chose Dauntless. I could be trapped down here for the rest of my life, and no one would suspect a thing. Even Jared would move on eventually, he might hurt for a little while but he'll get over it, get over me. I want him to be happy, even if it's not with me..

I'm tearing myself to shreds down here! I can't stop thinking of the worst possible scenario. I won't die down here, I can't die down here. I couldn't do that to Jared. I have to do everything in my power to get out of here, to see Jared again. Even if that means doing everything Alex says, if I build his trust maybe he'll let me out.

I fall asleep while planning my escape.


I wake to the sound of creaking wood. I spring up to see Alex walking down the ladder, once he hits the ground he presses a button and the ladder automatically folds up and the hatch closes. Keeping either of us from leaving.

"Didn't mean to wake you," he says, a smile playing on his lips.

"Sure you didn't," I scoff.

"Did you just give me attitude young lady," he says harshly.

"Yes, I did." I reply confidently.

"I would advise that you keep your mouth shut unless you're asked to speak from now on," he says with a devious grin.

"And why would I do that?" I ask triumphantly.

"Oh let's see here..." he says pretending to think, "I have your boyfriend in captivity upstairs, I'm guessing that you want to live, and oh one last thing, I'm in charge here, and I can make you do whatever I want you to do whether you want to or not." He says. He has Jared too... I think about giving him another sassy remark but I decide against it. He might hurt Jared if I do.

"Now that I've got your attention, I came down here to tell you that if you're good, I'll let you out into the apartment." He pauses, "But, if you give me anymore attitude or disobey me, you will have to stay down here until you can learn to follow orders without question" He pulls down the ladder and leaves without another word.

I wonder how long I've been down here. It feels like its been days. The only thing I'm sure of is that no matter how long I am down here, I need to live, see Jared again. That is the only thing that has kept me going this long. I am starving and I need a glass of water. I could get water from the sink but it is nasty and rust-colored. Who knows how long thats been down here. Alex comes down every once in a while to check on me, occasionally giving me a kiss. It takes all I have in me not to vomit when he kisses me. If I have to spend another minute down here with nothing to do but think I might just rip my hair out! I'm going crazy down here! Everytime he touches me I flashback to what happened a few days ago. At least I think it was a few days ago. I'm not sure of anything anymore. I'm not sure I even want to live anymore, I'd rather have him kill me now so I can get out of this place. Anything but spend another minute in here, driving myself crazy.

Then, as if he read my mind, he walks down the ladder. As soon as his feet touch the floor I practically throw myself at him, wrapping my arms around his waist. I sob into his chest "Get me out of here please, I'll do anything just get me out of here!" His hands wrap around me and I can practically hear the smile on his face.

How could I be so weak! It's killing me to know that I actually need Alex right now. As much as I hate him, I can't stay down here any longer.

"Seems as though someone has come to appreciate my presence."

I nod, my head still pressed against his chest. "I need you Alex," is all I say. He seems pleased by this.

"I'll let you come up into the apartment, but, if you try anything I will throw you back down here without hesitation, got it?" I nod my head. He grabs my hand to help steady me while I walk up the ladder. I give him a grateful smile.

Once I'm in the apartment I take in my surroundings. The light hurts my eyes, I didn't realize how dark it was in that little room. I walk over to the recliner in front of the fireplace and sit down. It's much more comfortable than that old mattress.

Alex walks over to the couch and sits down. He sits there staring at me for what feels like hours before he finally says "I don't understand."

"What don't you understand?" I ask.

"You." he simply responds.

"Maybe I can help you." I say.

"Tell me this, why is it that one second you're throwing yourself at me, but the next you're throwing yourself at Jared? I mean, what do you want, who do you want, you can't have both of us. It doesn't work that way."

"I don't know, I don't know what I want, Alex. I'm just a teenage girl trying to figure things out. I have plenty of time ahead of me to figure out what I want." I half lie, I am trying to figure things out, but I know exactly what I want, and it's not a life spent with Alex.

"Don't lie to me Kat."

"I'm not lying."

"Yes you are! I can see it in your face, Kat! The Candor in me sees it! You know who you want, and it's not me. You never wanted me, you led me on to make me believe you did, but it was all a lie wasn't it?"

"It's not that simple." is all I say.

He sighs in frustration. "What was the point of you leading me on like this? Is this all some sort of game to you?"

"No, its not." I say firmly.

We sit in silence for the next few minutes.

"Then what is it if its not a game?" Alex ponders.

"I don't know. I'm confused, I have conflicted thoughts, and I don't know what to do. I feel like part of me might be in love with you, but the other part of me might be in love with Jared and I don't know what to make of it all." I lie. I can't stand Alex, everytime he is around me I want to punch him in the face.

"Oh, well maybe this will help you make up your mind," he pauses. "Jared escaped this morning, without even attempting to find you. If he really loved you wouldn't he have at least tried to find you?"

He's lying, Jared would have looked for me before he left, he wouldn't leave me here with Alex, would he? If he did leave he probably went for backup, but why wasn't he back yet if he was? Alex said that he escaped this morning and it looks like it's starting to get dark outside. I don't know what to think, if was getting backup he would have been back by now. I feel tears start to form in my eyes, he wouldn't leave me I know he wouldn't, but yet, he did. The tears start to pour from my eyes, how could Jared just leave me here? What hurts the most, is that he didn't even try, I would understand if he tried and failed but he didn't. He just left. Like he didn't even care.

I hear Alex get up and walk over to me, he puts his arms around me. A gesture meant to comfort me, which it does, a little. I still flinch at his touch. The way he's holding me reminds me of when I was a little girl, being held by my father. I go into a flashback.

I sit in a man's lap. I am smaller than usual so I look around the room. I sit in a room I don't recognize from any of my childhood memories. I look up at me dad. He looks down at me and makes a fart noise trying to make me laugh and I do like any typical 3 year old would. I recognize the guy, not from old family photos or from Abnegation, but from Dauntless. The character is Matt.

"Katherine Rose Bellamy," he drawls out, "you are the best daughter I could ever ask for. You know that?" He asks.

I respond by giggling and saying, "Yes dada, I wove wooo."

Just then someone walks into the living room carrying two toddlers. "Hey Matt, I thought Katherine would like some company," says a voice. I focus in to see Jeanine's face. She looks a lot younger than the pictures I have seen in textbooks at school.

"I see you have brought Lilith and Jared," Matt replies.

Jeanine then steps out of the way revealing a 5 year old and a 4 year old, "Don't forget about Archer and Kriss," she says with an almost evil grin.

"Play, play time!" Jared squeals.

"PLAY!" Archer yells with a warrior battle cry.

Jeanine puts Lil and Jer down and turns to Matt. "We need to talk, about the youth serum" she says.

"We will just leave the kids for now," Matt says, standing up, leaving me on the couch. And I turn my head to see Jay sitting on the couch too.

"DAAADAAA," Jay yells.

"Dada," I say reaching towards him.

"I'll be back soon darling," he says patting me on the forehead, then pulling me into a hug.

"You better," I yell at the top of my lungs as he leaves the room.

I come out of the flashback yelling, "NOOOO! You're dead! You're not my dad! Get the hell out of here!" I roll off the couch, onto the floor screaming. I throw my hands on my ears and curl up into a ball on the floor. "THIS IS NOT REAL!" I yell.

Alex looks taken aback and confused, he looks at me like I've gone crazy, and maybe I have. Matt couldn't of been my dad. We killed him. I couldn't of known Jared all my life. This can't be! This is all a lie. All a nightmare. Jay isn't my brother, he can't be. Who are the people I think are my parents? This is crazy, i'm crazy, i've lost my mind. I scream until I can't scream anymore. I wish Jared was here to comfort me. I fall asleep in a crying heap on the floor forgetting about Alex sitting on the couch, staring at me in shock.


A/N: Hope you all are enjoying the story! More on the way!