Authors Note: Sorry I'm updating kinda slow, I got super into the story for a bit and I'm coming down from my writing high.

rapidragon1 - They just started dating and they have some stuff to get through first so... get comfy, but there will be some sex scenes later on, how graphic I have not yet decided.


Chapter 50 – Secret Admirer

Renesmee's POV

"Why does school have to get in the way of seeing you?" I asked my boyfriend as I stood outside the gates not wanting to leave him.

"Because you still have a few weeks left before you're finished." He reminded me before kissing me again. I know we had only been together since the night before, but I couldn't get enough of him. He smelled so natural and enticing, and his lips were just addictive. But the Christmas holidays didn't start quite yet so I still had to go to school. I didn't want to be away from him for five seconds, but at least this was my last year, for now.

I couldn't help but pull him in for a deep passionate kiss, the last I would get for the next few hours. I was so wrapped up in our kiss that I didn't even notice her approach.

"What did you do, get your tongue ring stuck to his braces or something?" I heard Alex ask in an unamused monotone and I released my Jacob to hug her.

"It's good to see you Alex." I told her as Jacob continued to assure her that neither of us had metal of any kind in our mouths.

"I was referring to the fact that she seemed to have her tongue stuck down your throat." Alex said with a roll of her eyes.

"Seriously Nes? You are with a guy who doesn't even get my jokes? How do you cope?" She asked me in jest and I chucked before answering.

"Well we will just have to teach him then wont we." I smiled at her and she reluctantly smiled back.

"How about you run ahead and I'll catch up." Alex suggested, much to my confusion. "I should get to meet you new toy shouldn't I?" She smiled at me and I knew what she meant. Alex was just as protective of me as my family was, and she wanted her turn to threaten him.

I sighed. "Fine, go ahead. But I'll need him in one piece for later." I told her before turning to my boyfriend, hehe my boyfriend. I have a boyfriend, and it's Jacob. That thought will never stop making me grin like an idiot. "Will I see you after school?" I asked him sweetly.

"I'll be here at three." He vowed before kissing me chastely. "I love you." Jacob assured me before I walked off to class, echoing his last words back to him.


Jacob's POV

As Renesmee walked away I turned to the almost angry looking girl in front of me.

"Do you love her?" She demanded and I could have laughed.

"Of course I love her." I assured the young blond girl of which Nessie was rather fond. "She is everything to me." I could have talked for hours about how dearly I treasured that woman, but I could already feel myself smiling like an idiot.

"Well just know this." Alex's words brought me back to reality. "If you ever hurt her, I will personally castrate you." I couldn't help but laugh at that one.

"Nice try Alex," I told her when I stopped laughing. "But you are not the first to say that to me this week." I smiled at her at how hilarious the idea of a human girl harming me was when I noticed just how unamused by me she was. "Look I would never do anything to hurt Nessie." I assured her more seriously. "And if I ever did there is a queue of people waiting to hurt me for it, and I'm first in line." Her complete anger towards me seemed to soften slightly at my words, but she still seemed inclined to hate me. The way she was acting was so familiar it was scary, and I think I knew why. "You love her don't you?"

Alex was completely caught of guard by my question. "What... I..." She stumbled unable to speak.

"Trust me Alex, I know that look all too well." I admitted honestly. "I know that you were her first kiss, she told me. And I also know the look of someone who is completely obsessed with someone they can't have. I used to see it in a mirror." Her shock wore off and she seemed more embarrassed than angry and jealous.

"You can't ever tell her." Renesmee's friend begged. "She's not even interested in girls, she doesn't want me. Believe me I tried, that girl is completely straight." She looked terrified, miserable. "If she knows that I like her things would be weird between us. I love her, I'll take whatever I can get. And all I can ever be is her best friend, so be the best damn friend I possibly can. If she knew how I felt it would only complicate things. And what is the point of hurting everyone, when I can just suffer in silence and still have the woman I love in my life. You can't tell her." I had never liked Alex all that much, but now she wasn't acting so tough for once, she was actually a rather mature girl. Far more mature than I was in her situation. All she wanted was to protect Renesmee, keep her safe, and be her friend, because she knew she could never be more.

"I wont tell her Alex." I promised sincerely. "I don't like the idea of keeping things from her, but I understand, better than you know. You're a smart girl and I want you to know that I will never do anything to hurt Renesmee, because I love her. And I wont come between you two either." I saw her demeanour change again at my words.

"Dammit Jacob why can't you be someone I can hate." She seemed both pained and angry.

"Sorry." I apologised half heartedly.

"This would be so much easier if you were a terrible boyfriend." Alex sighed in resignation and fell silent.

"You should go." I prompted her after a moment. "You are going to be late for class."

My girlfriend's secret admirer looked around and found me to be right, everyone was already in class. "Screw school." She muttered just shy of tears. "I'm not in the mood today. And besides, it is my duty as a best friend to stalk her new boyfriend so that I know he's good enough for her." She smiled at me and I couldn't help but chuckle, I knew what she meant, she was feeling vulnerable and was not able to put up her emotional walls just yet.

"Well if you are going to stalk me," I suggested wanting to ease the girls pain but not knowing how. "The view is better from beside me than it is from behind the bushes over there." At least I managed to make her smile.


Authors Note: This chapter is dedicated to phoenica, for guessing it ages ago.

~SophieAngel69