Remus

The world is really a fucked up place. It's painted with beauty and glory; it only advertises the magnificent mountains and luxurious living with kind and beautiful people. It's a mask the world lives to cover the ugly, the hideous, disfigured, horrid, face it truly is. The world is disgusting and polluted by sinful demons masquerading as innocent faces, they smile while they kill your happiness.

That is my theory of the world, there is nothing good about it, not anymore, not since she was stolen from me.

That fucking monster touched her against her will and tortured her until he decided it was time to fucking slaughter her. He took my Reid from me, my wife, the woman that I had always loved that has always had my heart, a woman who was so beautiful that animals and babies were drawn to her and the sun made her glow like a goddess, they fucking took her from they stole her, those warriors of death. I have Eura, but she needs her mother, she needs a mother. She's trying to be strong, she's trying to keep it in, she's trying to help me be strong and turn back to the daddy she knows. But I can't, I'm numb, I can't move, I can't leave this house, I'm stuck in Limbo and I don't know when I'm ever getting out.

I've been sitting on this bed, smelling everything of Reid's since the funeral which has been a month. Supposedly it's October but fucking cares anymore, I don't, I don't care.

Today Molly came in and took Eura away, as much as Eura loves the Weasley she didn't want to leave me, but Molly came up with a persuasive reason to take Eura away, and she did; now I am completely alone. Reid come back…

Alice

None of us have been alright since we lost Reid, she was part of the gang, we loved her so much and Remus loved her too much. Her death clouded his mind with trauma and inability to even function, he has no idea what to do and he's stuck in that house with memories of her, Molly decided to take Molly and she took her to Peter since he and I are her godparents, but Peter lives closer so he gets Eura. Peter and I are still rocky but he loves that girl so much. Molly told him anytime he needs help go to her or to me. I've been seeing a lot of her more than I had in a month.

Neville has grown a lot by the way, he's very tall for his age, and every time I try to smile, every time he laughs, for some reason I think of Reid. It's like I can't have a good time without her, I feel too guilty. I even blew up at Frank when he tried to comfort me, yelling that he wouldn't understand because he wasn't her friend. And the truth was, Frank was here friend, he became close with all of us, except Peter of course Peter hated him.

I looked down at Neville and smiled then kissed him and played toy blocks with him, he loved those colorful alphabet blocks, and he giggled every time they fell over.

Frank then came in and told me that the Order needs us to patrol a town not too far from ours. So regretfully I kissed my darling little Neville and took him to Frank's mum Augusta to watch. I threw on my suede dark blue jacket and followed my husband out with our wands.

Nothing happened for a while, for hours actually. Frank and I were talking about taking Neville out for his first trick or treating this year, Halloween was only in a week. Our house was already decorated with fearful enchantments but harmless all the same. James and Lily were to throw a Halloween Party for the little kids; it's all supposed to be very special.

Suddenly, Frank and I heard cackling and heels clicking. We immediately whipped around with our wands at the ready. We were facing death eaters Bellatrix Lestrange, Rodolphus Lestrange, Rabastan Lestrange, and wait what Barty Crouch Jr?

"Barty?" Exclaimed Frank.

Back in school, Barty was a quiet Ravenclaw who did all his work and received great marks. He's three years younger than us.

He licked his lips.

"Yes it's me, surprised?"

I remembered we were in a conflict and stupefied Barty.

Bellatrix starting throwing spells and so did the Lestrange's. But Frank and I were dodging them with our own spells, but our components were not as easy to defeat like the others, these are actually skilled wizards. But we still fought with all our might for Gryffindor, For Hogwarts, For Albus, For the Order, for our children, for Reid.

And then everything turned white, and I began to burn inside like someone set my bones on fire. I screeched and I heard Frank try to save me but they got him too. Everything was right, everything hurt, and my mind disappeared.

Nell

"WHY DOES THIS KEEP FUCKING HAPPENING?"

With my mind I set the dresser in our bedroom on fire and caused it to explode. I screamed and did the same to the curtains. Sirius threw his arms around me and struggled bringing me down with him.

"NELL CALM DOWN THE HOUSE IS GOING TO BURN TO THE GROUND!"

"WHY? WHY DO THEY KEEP TAKING THEONES WE LOVE?"

I was sobbing so hard my heart began to ache. Sirius was crying too, he was crying into my hair. We keep losing everyone, first Reid, then Alice and Frank, and now I lost Fabian and Gideon. Everyone is gone. There's only James, Lily, and Peter, besides Sirius and I standing. Remus is stuck his house and might as well be dead.

James and Lily are in hiding with Harry right now, Sirius was the secret keeper but James switched it to Peter because it would be obvious that Sirius would be in position. I never really felt the full extent of this war until now. I just wanted to die, but then I remembered what I had to live for, I can never leave Azzy, she means the world to me. She's good with animals, it's like she can communicate with them, and she really likes animals. Always bringing in a wounded animal from outside and tries to fix it up 'like Auntie Lily' she'd always say.

Thinking about Astrid, made me calm down and relax.

Sirius kissed my head and rubbed my back.

"Come on, we promised to take Astrid to the zoo."

I nodded and he helped me up, we cried a few more times before cleaning ourselves up and going to Astrid. She was sad; she lost her Aunt and Uncle Alice and Frankie, Aunt Ree, Uncles Fabie and Giddy. She wouldn't play with Harry that much anymore; she would talk to herself now, and have imaginary animal friends, and play with all the animals outside and talk to them instead. One time after lunch, I found Astrid outside talking to snakes, speaking parseltongue. I was so scared, that is not a good thing, so I told her not to do it when someone was around. She asked me why and I said a bad man speaks it and now everyone thinks it's terrible. I think she can read minds now too because when I don't give her a straight answer, she gives me this look like she knows what I'm thinking, and I can't get into her mind. Its like she blocked me off using Occlumency. She is already a skilled witch and she's only a few months shy of two years.

But as we were helping Astrid get dress, there was a knock at the door. Sweeney went to get it and I picked up Astrid and followed Sirius down the stairs. Sirius' face cringed in disgust, anger, and violence as he took out his wand and stalked towards my father.

He stuck his wand at his neck and Astrid gasped, she loves her Grandfather and does not want to see him get hurt.

"Sirius stop it! You're scaring Astrid!" I snapped.

"You really expect me to stop? This man is the son of the monster who killed our friends!"

"Then you might as well kill me too because I'm the granddaughter, and your daughter to because she's the great-granddaughter!' I snapped a little louder.

Astrid buried her face in my chest but willed not to cry. She's my brave little girl.

"Sirius! He had nothing to do with it! Now STOP!"

Sirius reluctantly dropped his wand but not his look of disdain.

"You leave now and never return." He growled at my father.

I was too shock and not knowing what to do to say anything.

After that dad left, and we did take Astrid to the zoo and she was talking to the giraffe for a long time, about everything that has happened.

Days after that, Sirius spent most his waking moments with Astrid and I.

Severus

He was supposed to protect her! He was supposed to protect my Lily! She is dead now! Dead! That fucking bastard killed her! He took her from me the love of my life; even though she was never mine I still loved her to death. I come into her home in Godric's Hollow to fine the place in complete disarray, things broken and shattered, I found the corpse of James Potter on the staircase. I walked over it trying to get to my Lily as soon as possible, My heart stopped and my lungs collapsed when I saw my beautiful Lily dead on the ground, I can't possibly describe every feeling ripping through me. I just wanted to kill everyone right now especially him. I collapsed onto the ground and cried harder than I ever have in all my life, I sobbed and choked, and crawled over to my Lily's motionless beautiful body and held her in my arms, crying on her clutching her close to my chest. Just sobbing over her glorious corpse. Dying inside as I looked at the love of my life who was gone forever.

I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth, the minor fall, the major lift, the baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu-jah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof, you saw her bathing on the roof, her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throne, she cut your hair, and from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu-jah

Maybe I have been here before, I know this room; I have walked this floor, I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch, love is not a victory march, it's a cold and its a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu-jah

There was a time you let me know whats really going on below, but now you never show it to me, do you? (and)
Remember when I moved in you; the holy dark was moving too, and every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu-jah

Maybe there's a God above, and all I ever learned from love was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And its not a cry you can hear at night, its not somebody who's seen the light, its a cold and its a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu-jah

Next Chapter is the last of this Story that I love and truly will miss :'(