Touko


I think I may be scared to go to sleep at night. I had another dream about Ghetsis. It was very real, once again.

I was on a balcony this time, overlooking a great orchestra. I was dressed in a strapless red and sparkling dress. Ghetsis was with me. He was dressed in all black.

The music was amazing. Ghetsis was amazing. I loved his touch and his embrace. I loved everything about him. It was so real and it felt so right. He started kissing me. I kissed him back. He was very passionate and loving, his every move too, and every kiss. I felt that I loved him.

I can still feel his lips on mine, and his tongue as well. What is happening to me? Why do I feel this way? I am so frightened to tell Natsumi about the dreams, and I will never tell him personally.

When the kissing started getting vigorous and almost violent, I woke up.

Once again my room was very stuffy and humid. Before I turned the light on there was a slam of a door. Natsumi probably just left. Maybe she dropped off some toiletries.

But she never slams the door like that.

Once the light came on, the mist was there. This time it was a slight pinkish color and for a moment I thought my room was on fire.

Oh Arceus I can still feel him on my lips. My mouth was even wet when I woke up. That is because I drool in my sleep . . . or I was drooling because I was dreaming about him and loving every second of it.

I can't sleep anymore. I will never have a dream like this again.