The Journey

T'lana, wakes up to the sounds of children laughing and Mira and Shelly chasing them thru the house. Honey, listen to the children laughing, That is a wonderful sound. Yes my love Sev'ran is laughing too. His healing has started.

Yawning, but, right now, I find the sound of your voice quite pleasing my love. T'lana laughed, kisses you before we get attacked by 4 children. Gods here they come, the door swings open and all for children come running in.

Laughing I was barely able to keep myself covered when they jumped on the bed.

Laughing it is good to see you children T'lana tried to covers her self, we love you kids so much. I was wrestling with the kids tickling and playing. I said, Ok kids. Mommy and daddy need to get some clothes on. Mira and Shelly come in and get the children so we can get dressed. We get up and dressed and come out to see the children playing and Shelly and Mira fixing lunch.

I chimed in to your mind link to you and Yanas.. You know I can feel you. Its time isn't it? Time for her journey.

Yes my son, with so much that has been going on I held it back but now it must be soon. What ever you see, remember the love you have for T'Lana. How could I ever forget the love I have for your daughter or for you. Yanas smiled. Thank you my son. I am helping inside her to get her ready.

Should we go somewhere and be alone?

The mirror in your bedroom will work. Light about 12 candles and T'lana and I will do the rest. T'lana honey it is time go into your bedroom with your husband and take the journey. The children are nearby. Children and lit candles don't mix well.

It is ok, son, have Mira and Shelly watch them and lock the bedroom door. Or go to a place that no one will bother you. How about the shower? If the candles get out of hand I can douse them with the showerheads. The long mirror in your bathroom that is perfect,son. T'lana must get started

T'lana you go get the candles and take them to the bathroom. I will go tell Mira and Shelly to watch the kids so we wont be disturbed.

I get my pants on and go over to the nursery. Hi kids, Mira and Shelly are going to play with you for a few hours. Mommy and I have something very important to do. Ezri spoke up. You are going to tickle mommy in the shower again? I fell back on my but and howled. Mira and shelly both turned red faced. No honey, Well at least not now. Mommy has to go on her journey.

Her dax must speak with her from the inside and we have to have some privacy. Mira said, I never ever heard it explained so well. I will explain to them about the journey. I said its easy, I smiled wickedly, I still think like a kid.. Snickering I got up and went into the bathroom. Seeing that we have everything, Then I closed and locked the door to our bedroom and then to our bathroom.

Yanas said Isn't that a little much? I asked, remember trying to stop a courious kid? Yanas laughed and said never mind.

T'lana lights 10 candles and 2 for protection, and places them around the bathroom and prepares for my walk. Sitting down on the shower lounge, I ask, What do I do? You will be T'lana guide back to you, when it is time it takes 1 hour. My son we love you and trust you. I will be really holding you soon.

I love you Yanas. Jar'an son are you here. Yanas walks out of the mirror and comes to you and hugs you so tight. Hello Yanas you are just as beautiful as your spirit. Yanas smiles, Ezri please sweetheart come out and join us. Tlana honey I love you and your sisters and Polly so much.

Yanas, There is something I wanted to do to express my love for you and Ezri. Yes my son, I stood up and warmly embraced you and kissed you very passionately. We both glowed blue white. Yanas said, Son, we cant stay to long there are others waiting to see you and T'lana.

Drawing back I said Oh wow. That was better than I expected. Then I embraced Ezri and kissed her passionately and we glowed green. Drawing back, I wiped some tears I don't have any words for that. I love you both so very much. We hate to have to leave we miss smelling the fresh air and walking and the floor. We love you too. You can't stay? I'm lonely already.

Ezri smiled, you have us in your dream state and we can't be apart from your bodies too long. Ezri, Ive kissed you there. It was different. T'lana said, Look.

Someone else is coming,

Hello Curzon. Laughing, Curzon ,you old trouble maker you give me a hug. Its your old pal Robert Tigan.. He laughs, Gods it feels good to be here and good to see you too. Hey Tlana next time you want to take a trip in the dark place. Don't . Agreed, Who would have thought I would be married to your Dax.

Fate has many faces and yours become in love with this young beautiful woman. I love her with all my heart. We saved each other from so much sadness. And you Mr. saved our lives pushing us back across. Thank you for that.

Something you should know, this woman who carries my dax. I loved her once and she never knew. You mean her host Rilla? Curzon said yes. I could see that. Se was a bit wild. Just like you. Curzon laughs. I said well Its time to tell you something you should know. My grand mother's sister was your Mother. We are half Brothers by blood.

Curzon was stunned. WHAT! That I did not know, Embracing me again he said hello brother. Only wish I could stay alive. I will see you again. You are alive in our hearts and loved always. T'lana said, hello three more people show up.

I ask, and who are you? I am Tobin and I am lela and I am Emanie, Tarias is very shy and will not come out. Looking at the mirror I smiled and offered my hand. Tarias, please come out and be loved.

Tarias comes out looking like he did when he was taken by the Borg. I hugged Tobin and kissed Lela, and Emanie. T'lana said,Tarias come here. It is ok my friend its me T'lana your old friend. Tarias, I am Jar'an. T'lana, is the oman you saved. The woman you managed to save became the host that became T'lana.

Walking up to him I hugged him. I address all T'lana and the four that came out of the mirror. Yanas gave me something in secret when we kissed. Now, I'm not going to kiss you. But I have something better. I put my hand on the bare part of his Trill body. He looked frightened. I smiled and said behold what the power of love can do.

We both glowed blue. All his Borg attachments fell away and vanished. His body began to restore itself. The transfusion complete I let go and he glowed blue all on his own. As the light faded he realized he was restored back to the way he was before The Borg changed him. Jumping for joy he leaped into my waiting arms.

He turned and kissed T'lana too He was so excited. Tobin was astonished. Lela and Emanie were hugging him and clapping. Tarias, you are not a failure. You saved a life. You are a hero. You suffered so another would not. You will suffer no more. You are welcomed and you are loved.

T'lana said, this is the man I remember baby. I said, See Tarias, You are a hero. Crying, T'lana said, you saved me Tarias. When the Borg tried to touch me you took him down and he took you away from us and me. Embracing him, T'lana said, thank you my friend. I said, and we both love you. Now and always. Lela and Emanie also said we love you Tarias.

It is time we all go back to the other side, we will be back next year. We all group hugs and one by one they start to leave. Tarias, turns to me and says, you have to know T'lana I have always loved you so much. I could not allow that Borg to turn you a very beautiful woman. I love you T'lana always and forever. Tarias kisses my cheek and says see you next year. Thank you all . WAIT! One is missing. Where is Audrid?

Audrid comes out you forgot me sister we fought side by side at 359. No how could I forget about you my friend look who else is here. Tarias, Audrid cried big tears and hugged him so hard. I've missed you.

We missed you to my friend we always fought together and never was apart. We where so close than all hell broke lose, T'lana was something else, we could not allow those machines to take or hurt our friend.

I want you all to take something back with you. Each of you had a part in keeping this Dax and the host alive.

Each one of you are heroes in your own right. Because of you. This woman who captured freed and cured my broken heart and shattered dreams. Saved me and filled my heart with love. I love you all. Go in peace.

T'lana smiled, my 2 old friends come to me and kiss my cheek, we love you little sister. Thank you for keeping us alive in your heart. And you will have a place in mine. All of you will. After everyone leaves T'lana fall to her knees. Oh gods I am glad everyone is happy. My old friends are alive in my heart and mind and soul.

Thank you baby for being here with me and going through this with us.

Yanas said, You did very well my son. I am proud of you. I hold T'lana and kiss her rocking her in my arms. I love you so much.

T'lana said I love you more so tired and happy now, they are all at peace mom and Ezri, oh Gods, I got to hug them in real life.

It feels different than at the Lagoon doesn't it. T'lana said, yes baby, it was a wonderful. Tears falling like rain. I am at peace and my friends know they are loved. I said, Now we can heal our world and our people.

T'lana said, yes my love we will start tomorrow baby, we have our house full of love and children to go and see.

Yes, I can feel the love of our people begin to heal. Kissing you passionately, Since we are all ready here, You want to play? I am tired baby, just hold me and kiss me. Kissing you. I said, we need some breakfast and mouthwash. T'lana laughs. Gods I cant get off my knees, giggles.

Laughing, I scoop you up and opens the door and walks to the bed and places you in it to rest. I will get breakfast. What do you want? T'lana said, I am really hungry anything baby.

I said, ok well, first, here is some coffee. I set the cup down on the nightstand. Then went back and came back with my coffee and placed it on my nightstand. Then I came back two bowls of melon and berries.

I grabbed my cup of coffee and climbed in the bed with you and your berry stained chubby cheeks.

T'lana said, Thank you, laughs, I feel so at peace baby. I kissed those stained lips and got the mess on my face too. T'lana laughs and feeds you some berries and you get messy too. lol

Grinning I said, MMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmm Yummy-Yummy. Good for the tummy.. T'lana laughed, I love you

I finished my bowl and set it down on the floor next to the nightstand. I know something else that tastes fruity. Then I dove under the sheets and right for your womanhood.

T'lana moans, oh gods yesssssssssssssss. I moaned MMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmm More Yummy for my tummy.

laughs, damn baby, oh god yesssssssssssssssss. Under the sheets, I snickered, Ezri stop peaking.. Starting to think you are a voyeur.

T'lana laughed, mom you too stop it, laughs again, baby I love you.

MMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I love you..

I was just about to have sex with my wife when Little Ezri and Yanas chimed in giggling.

We hear daddy-tickling mommy. I lost it then. Laughing so hard we hear the boys laughing, well that ends that for the day. We will have all night to play. Laughing so hard, Yea I know, The joys of family life.

We have a wonderful family baby.