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Christian POV

I look down at the test and I just pause. I never thought I would react this way over a negative result. Even though we just got married and then she sprung this news on me, I was excited about the prospect of becoming a father.

"You're not pregnant," I say and try not to sound too disappointed. I don't want to upset Ana. I still don't know how she feels about all of this. Somehow I need for her to understand that I can't wait to start a family with her.

"That's great news," Ana says shocking me. Now it all makes sense, she wasn't worried about my reaction as much as she didn't want to be pregnant.

"Relieved?" I ask just to confirm what I'm thinking.

"Very. I bet by missing my pills has just thrown off my whole body."

She kisses me and we both walk back to the dinner table.

"Everything all right dear," my mom asks Ana.

"Never better."

Ana POV

I feel so much better right now. I wish I would have taken the test earlier today to save me from worrying all day.

Now, we can continue our path without any interruption.

I look up at Christian just as we are served dessert and he is quiet, he even looks a little sad, but somehow he manages a smile but I can tell that it's artificial.

Grace and I talk in the kitchen as we clean-up about our wedding reception. She has already planned so much and wanted my approval of her plans. I love everything she has planned.

We drive home and Christian is very distant so I unbuckle my seat belt and scoot toward him.

"What are you thinking about?"

"About the test and secretly wanting it to be positive," He finally admits the truth.

"You wanted me to be pregnant."

He looks at me and just nods his head.

I don't know what to say. I'm shocked that he wanted a baby and soon.

"I'm sorry," I say not knowing what else to say, but in truth I'm not sorry. I know we need to have the whole baby conversation sometime, but I don't know if we are ready for any children.

"I don't believe that," he says kissing my forehead.

"Why would you say that?"

"Because it's written all over your face Anastasia, you don't want a baby and I don't understand why."

"I've never really had a mothering instinct and never thought I would ever want children. To be honest, I never thought I would ever get married let alone at 22. After my mother's disastrous attempts at marriage, I never wanted that for me let alone put a child through what I've had to go through."

"I wish you would have said anything," he says looking really distraught.

"I love you and you changed my mind about marriage and I'm so happy to be your wife."

"Do you think you will ever change your mind about children?"

"Of course, but I think we need to have time just to ourselves for a few years before we start to think about children."

"I can wait, but I just want you to know that I can't wait to have babies with you Mrs. Grey," he says and squeezes my hand.

Babies?

Well, we won't have to think of that and I will make sure never to forget my pill again.

When we get home, Christian goes straight to his study and closes the door behind him. I'm put off but this, but it's obvious if he wanted to talk to me he wouldn't have closed his door.

I go into our room to find a piece of luggage on our bed wrapped in a bow.

I open it and find it stocked with everything I need for our honeymoon. Everything is so beautiful. I find a beautiful silk nightgown and decide to slip it on and surprise my husband. He's been holed up in his office for the last two hours as I finished packing and getting ready.

I quietly knock on the door and I hear him telling me to come in.

His face is intent on the computer screen in front of him and he hasn't looked up to see me yet.

"Coming to bed," I say coming around to sit on his lap.

"I'm almost done."

"Okay, but I'll be waiting, Mr. Grey."

As I go to sit up, Christian surprises me and grabs me and sits me on his desk.

He says nothing as he slides my nightgown off my body.

"You are quite a sight tonight wife."

I'm unbuttoning his shirt as he struggles with his pants.

"I need you to make love to me Christian," I pant as Christian finally frees himself of his pants.

My husband wastes no time and thrusts deep into me. I lie back on the desk as Christian pulls my hips toward him. He's still standing at the edge of his desk.

This is exactly what I need after a crazy day like this.

Christian carries me back to bed and kisses me saying that he has several more hours of work left to get done.

I wake up at seven and find Christian's side of the bed has left to be slept in all night. I throw on my robe and head down to his office.

He's not in there, so I go out to the kitchen to find Gail making breakfast.

"Have you seen Christian this morning? I ask as she hands me a cup of tea, my daily start to the day.

"He left about two hours ago to go in the office; he wants you to check your phone when you awoke."

I nearly run to my room and find my phone on the bedside table and Christian send me a text.

Christian: I had to go into the office; I will be home around three so we can leave for the airport by five. I love you.

Ana: I missed you this morning. I will see you later; I'm going to the store for a couple of hours. Call me when you get a chance.

Christian: I love you too.

I wonder if he is still upset about the negative pregnancy test. I never thought he wanted children.

I go back into the bathroom to take a bath and dress for the day.

I half expected to have started by period this morning but it still hasn't come. What is going on?

It's been 10 days and my period still hasn't made an appearance. I haven't shared that with Christian yet, because I don't him to get his hopes up. I do think he knows something's up because I haven't been drinking at all just to be safe, I have been doing some online research when I'm alone which is almost never and everything I can find says that today is the day that my body should have registered if I was pregnant or not. I did bring the other pregnancy test with me and I think today is the day. I think I'm resolved to the fact that I am definitely pregnant. It's still dark out when I grab my purse and go into the bathroom. I open the test and take it.

It takes less than 30 seconds before the word Pregnant appears on the screen.

I don't know what to feel when I see that word. I feel like my heart is going to jump out of my chest. I know I'm not going to cry because I think I prepared myself for this moment but in reality I'm scared out of my mind, I'm going to be a mother and that terrifies me to no end. I don't know how to be a mother, hell my own mother wasn't much of a mother to me growing up; I was more of the mother figure anyway. The only thing I am happy about is that I know Christian will be thrilled. When we've gone out in London and in Paris, Christian always stops in front of some children's store and makes some comment. I know he's going to make an amazing father, I just wish I was as excited as he was.

Now, I need to think of a way to surprise him with the news. I search the bathroom in our hotel suite for something but there's nothing. Instead I go for the cute wife surprising her husband in bed approach that should work. I emerge from the bathroom and see that Christian's still sleeping. Between the endless amounts of sex, we've barely been able to make it out of our hotel suites clothed. We have done all the touristy things since this is my first time to Europe and Christian has taken me to a few of his favorite spots growing up. But the highlight of the trip was visiting the Brontë Parsonage Museum in Yorkshire England. Christian surprised me. I have dreamt of seeing the childhood home of my favorite writers of all times. We spent nearly a day there and I was inspired to start writing again. It was also the same day that I finally realized that I was pregnant, I guess it was a sign. I joined the Bronte Society and Christian made a very hefty donation in my name as part of his wedding gift to me.

I sneak up the bed and carefully pull the covers off of Christian and lay the pregnancy test on his naked chest and kiss his lips. He slowly opens his eyes and looks at me as I lay on top of him. He still has no idea that the one thing that's going to change his life was right in front of his face. I look down at the test to try to get him to look down.

Finally he gets the hint and focus on the white stick. It takes a few seconds for him to focus until he realizes what it and says.

"You're pregnant?"

"It would appear so, Mr. Grey."

Christian grabs the test to look at it further and has the most amazing smile on his face.

"How are you handling this?" He asks trying to figuring out how I'm feeling.

"It just makes it so real right now, I'm still in shock. I don't know how I'm feeling right now and I feel like a horrible person because of that. I know I should be excited and happy, but I'm scared Christian."

"Well, I'm scared too," he reveals and I feel better almost immediately.

"You're scared?"

"Of course, we're going to bring a life into this world and I'm terrified, but on the other hand I've never been this happy in my entire life and you are giving me this amazing gift."

"Christian, I don't know how to be a mother, up until a few days ago; I never really thought I wanted to be a mother."

"We will just have to learn together, but I need you to be honest with me, we are in this thing together."

"Agreed," I say and for the first time I feel a little better.

I lie back down in bed and Christian scoots down to touch my belly.

"Hello little one, I'm your daddy, I love you and your mommy so much," he says and kisses my belly.

How can he be so sure that this is a good idea, I feel horrible about thinking that this is a huge mistake, but I know I can never tell Christian about it.