Author's Note: Also, I started to do revisions to Last Sunrise/ Gravity and got several PM's about this. Continue to read the original Last Sunrise and I will continue with the revisions after I complete my story. Sound good?

TAKE NOTE! I promise Alice isn't DEAD, nor dies. I repeat Alice is NOT DEAD! There's been an uproar about this. But seriously, how could I kill off Alice?

I hope you've all figured out Lily's powers because she's giving clear signs what it is. (Chapter 34 Last Sunrise)

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Special shout out to Randomeow for the review for chapter 52! I especially enjoyed this part of your review: I have been soo obsessed with this, the other storys i have read i've left behind, even facebook

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Chapter 9 That Look

I did as momma told me, I headed back to Carlisle's. I wished they would have allowed me to help but I was pregnant. I had known about my pregnancy for a day and I was already being given orders and needed to be given permission to do things; such as go out and help with the patrolling. Grr! The night was spent with Rosalie and Emmett speaking about Lily and pregnancy. Before I headed of to bed I admitted to them I was pregnant. Emmett naturally gave me his giant bear hug, practically squeezing me to death. "Uh, the baby," I informed him, then he finally let go. Rosalie made a contortion on her face, but a small smile followed. She appeared to be genuinely happy for me and even Jacob.

I headed back to my parents old bedroom, it was becoming all too familiar. I really didn't like that, I wanted to be in my own bed, in my own room, in my own home. Actually, where ever Jacob was, was home. Even if it was in the middle of the Bogachiel State park. I just wanted to be next to him, with him, wherever he went. I found the protectiveness and my selfish need for Jacob bizarre. I was obsessive, possesive. Why was it whenever I was without him, I didn't operate correctly? I hardly lived, I just... existed.

There was no longer moon light shining through the windows, the clouds hovered overhead and released the soft flecks of snow that floated to the forest floor. By this time next year I would have a baby around, Jacob Jr. or a girl. I had to figure out what would I name a girl? I would have a baby to celebrate Christmas and their birthday. The hard look I could feel on my face from worrying about Jake, softened when I thought this, I was beaming now. Still unable to sleep I watched the once light snow become heavy, I wished Jacob wasn't too cold out there. The snow that touched him probably melted away.

When I heard the click of the door I open, I looked over my shoulder and there he stood. Always on my mind and always there when I wanted him near.

Sitting up I whined, "You've been gone for seven hours."

Snapping my mouth shut, I couldn't believe I was counting the time he was away. Was I really that obsessed? He shut the door behind him and came to my side. Sitting next to me he took hold of both my shoulders and put me back where I was. He affirmed, "I know, I just came from my house. I told Billy."

I felt sort of disappointed I wanted to be there to tell Billy but as long as he was happy for us I didn't care. As he guided my head back down to the pillow, I rested and wondered, "What'd he say?"

"He's happy for us, thrilled."

"What did you talk to my parents about?"

"Stuff," he stated vacantly lying by my side, " We'll talk about it later."

"No, it's fine. I already talked to my parents, most likely the same stuff they talked about with you. How'd Bella treat you?" I wondered with a straight-face. I was still upset with myself for flipping out on my mother but I was still angry at her also for being so mean to Jake.

"She's better," he frowned staring up at the ceiling, "You should probably spend more time with her."

I rotated to my side looking at his picturesque face. Even with his grave expression he looked as beautiful as he ever did, like he always does. "Why? I've been around her my whole life."

"She misses you, you hardly see her anymore and, " he tapped the tip of my nose as he said, "that little threat you made, made her even more upset. She sees you as a stranger."

That made me feel miserable, "I'm not a stranger I'm her daughter."

"I told her that, she's hoping this baby will bring you two together."

"I guess, I could spend more time with her," I reluctantly agreed, not wanting to take time away from Jake but I knew I had to. I owed momma for threatening her life and spending time with my mother wouldn't be so awful.

"Good, and she said something about Alice not seeing things happening this way..."

Like we weren't supposed to have a baby? Like it wasn't supposed to happen because we weren't meant to be with each other?

Jake finished "… I guess that's why she was upset, she depends on Alice so much."

"I know she told me the same thing. Alice can't see our future though," I conversed. After I spoke my last word, I had an unexpected soreness pinched at my lower abdomen. Cramps.

"I told Bella the same thing," he continued.

"She's only innate with us like she feels, we're nearby or thinks I may be sad but she's never sure."

"I know," he agreed, "I don't understand why Bella even brought it up. Oh, Edward says the baby doesn't like yelling."

I raised my brow in astonishment. At two months our baby already had thoughts?

"He can hear it's thought apparently," he nodded," Also when you held my hand, our thoughts went blank."As he spoke he completely rotated his body facing me entirely.

"Another mysterious power I have or were we just blocking our thoughts well?"

"Not sure," he smirked wrapping his arms around my waist dragging me closer to his warm body.

"How was the patrol?" I asked, then I felt the sharp pain in my side, return. I tried my best not to make a big deal.

"We didn't find much…" he kept talking but the pain in my side was bothering me, I didn't hear a word Jake said.

"Ahow!" I said as my hand flew to my stomach. I felt a pressure beneath my hips. A pain I've only felt a few times. Like cramps, I haven't had those since, I started my period when I was five years old.

Jacob let go of me, afraid he had hurt me. His brown eyes gazed at me and propped himself onto elbow. "Did I hurt you?" he asked concerned.

"No, no. I have some cramps," I reassured him.

Though, he didn't believe me, "Are you okay?"

I already googled a few things, I again assured Jake I was alright and this was normal, " It's normal in a pregnancy."

Still he went against my judgment and asked, "Are you sure?"

"Yes " I grinned rolling my eyes. I was glad that he was worried about me, about us, "I'll ask Carlisle tonight."

He sat up and kissed me on the forehead, " I wanted to come wish you good night."

"You're not staying?"

"Not tonight."

Sitting up I took a hold of his sweat pants since he wasn't wearing a shirt, "Jake, stay with me."

"I have to finish the patrol tonight."

"Please," I beseeched him, with a clutch still on the waist of his pants and my other hand took a hold of his wrist pulling him towards me.

He turned looking down at me. "There's some sketchy vamps around, Leah swore it was the Volturi. She's been patrolling for three days. Tonight, we defiantly found out it was them. Now, that we know it's the Volturi I'll be patrolling often. And Leah needs a decent night sleep."

"So do you," I told him, positioning myself on my knees. With the bed and blankets beneath my knees, I was still shorter than Jake.

Looking up at him, I pulled him closer to me with my hand still lingering inside the waist of his lose sweat pants. I bit the bottom of my lip in the most seductive way possible my eyes fluttering from his manliness to his lips. Tonight, I was going to get what I wanted.

With a few fingers still inside the waist of his pants, I glided my index finger from hip to hip, between the warm flesh of his lower abdomen and the cotton of his grey sweatpants. His hip bones were one of the sexiest things I've seen with his ab muscles resting nicely on top of them. I couldn't help but stare at his perfection.

Glancing back up at him, I wrapped my arms around his well built shoulders and his masculine hands clutched to my hips. My heart quivered and my blood pumped at a steady pace in my ears. My blood rushed throughout my entire body, I felt the excitement of lust and love. I needed him. As I pressed my forehead to his, he had to open his flippin mouth, "I'll be fine," he said referring to the amount of sleep he could do without, " we just need to keep the Volturi away from you. In case they are after you."

He totally dodged my advances, something he's been doing since we returned from Russia. He didn't' know what he was talking about, though.

"It couldn't be the Volturi they're worrying about Joham in South America and the werewolves in Russia. They're not after me."

"Werewolves in Russia?" he questioned with furrowed brows, releasing his grip on my hips. I followed his lead and undid the hold I had around his neck. I changed the subject I wasn't ready to talk about my time in Russia, " It worries me when you go on patrol."

"I wouldn't dream of worrying you," he said cupping my face and planting a firm yet soft kiss on my forehead," But I want you safe. Now what about these were wolves from Russia?"

I, still on my knees, sat on the heels of my feet, disappointed that he didn't want the same thing I did, at the moment. But I responded to his question, "Jake, I don't want to talk about it, I just-"

"Renesmee, I've given you enough time I want to know what happened to you in Russia?" he was stern and serious, I had to tell someone what if what happened in Russia had something to do with Alice's disappearance?

"It's kinda a long story," I confessed.

"Well, I have to go now but we'll talk about it tomorrow?"

Disappointed that nothing happened, not even a gentle kiss on the lips, I retorted, " Sure, sure."

I rolled on my back and laid on the feather down comforter completely let down by the man I love. Why can't he show me affection the way he did in London? Why is he holding himself back?

I lied there crossing my arms and pouting like the eleven year old I was. Yes, I was behaving like an adolesent stuck in a twenty year old's body.

But he surprised me and hovered over me, saying, " I'll stop by and check on you later," after he said this he leaned in a kissed me. And I mean he really kissed me, the way I've wanted him to kiss me for the past two months. It was so lust driven that I knew he had a hunger for me the way I did for him. I must have done something right.

His hand found its way to the back of my head and the other around to the small of my back. He somehow gracefully sat himself on the side of the bed and lifted me comfortably sitting upright. He urged his tongue into my mouth, and me being completely turned on, let him. But he pulled away when I showed more progression in my sex drive.

"See you tomorrow night," he said leaving a warm kiss in the crook of my neck.

As he pulled away and stood, I questioned, "Tomorrow night?"

"Or tonight?" he corrected himself since, it was now three fifteen in the morning, " I still have to work Ness, I've been taking too much time off."

"Just quit. Alice can invest some of your cash into the stock market and-"

"No, I want to be able to take care of you and the baby on my own, not your family."

He situated himself near the door, just gazing at me. Giving me that look; the look that said I was the only thing in his life that kept him going, like I was the only one that could make him happy or sad, like I was as beautiful as the nature God has given. Like Bella looked at Edward, like Seth gazed at Lily, like Sam and Emily, Kim and Jared, Paul and Rachel, Embry and Claire. Jacob stared at me like… I was his imprint. But I had to quit wishful thinking, I had to just live each day as if it was our last together. I recalled what we were just speaking about. He wanted to be able to support me and the baby, with no financial help from my family.

"Pride isn't a good thing Jacob."

His soft expression, carried a smirk after I spoke those words. He strolled back over to the bed, never once taking his eyes of me. His hand brushed hair behind my ear and he rested his hand on my cheek.

"You remind me of my mother," he informed me with distress.

"Is that a good thing or a bad thing?"

"It's a very good thing," he said with his hand still loitering on my cheek, "I think it's one of the reasons my dad loves you so much, it's one of the reasons I love you so much."

Not once did he let his eyes move from mine, and somehow I couldn't even blink. I was awe struck by him, I always have been. Not once did he take his warm hand of my cheek, so I wrapped my grasp around his wrist and sent him a vision of my thoughts, something I hadn't done in a long time.

Using my powers, I sent him the memories I had of him as a child. The hunting trips and sleep overs. The pain I felt when I was away from him. Red and blue hews dominated but I showed him more. I let him feel the respect I had for him and the love I felt towards him. I sent images and memories of the night we made love and this morning when I fould out I was pregnant with his child. The I thought, Love you, Quo Quowle. (Stay with me always)

"Forever and ever," he promised kissing me again, followed by a kiss on the cheek and another on the forehead.

He took large stride steps over to the door but before he opened it I yelled, "Oh, Jake, Jake!"

"What?" he turned.

"Don't forget, tomorrow we have to see Carlisle about the baby."

He jogged over to me and left another warm kiss lingering on my lips, " I know, do you think I forgot?"

"Maybe?"

"I'm a wolf, I have a pretty damn awesome memory," he ruffled my hair like I was as a child, something I used to get irritated over but now I didn't mind. He trotted over to the door and opened it promising, "I'll meet you at Carlisle's around five or six."

Before he shut the door I shouted, " Hah-ch uh-way!(Good Night)"

He peeked his head back in the door retorting, "Hah- ch uh-way, I love you."

The next day flew by so slowly. I just played with Lily, who seemed to stop growing. Her growth rate was different from mine, at a year old she appeared four or five but her mentality was at the same age. Unlike, I who had the mentality of a full grown woman at the age of We colored a majority of the day where she drew pictures of the old volturi mansion, her home now, her and Seths' wedding and a Christmas picture. We talked and played games, she kept reminding me how much she loved me for taking her away from 'the bad people'. We colored again, she drew a picture of a woman in a wedding gown and a man in a tan suit, another wedding picture. I smirked to myself, she really loves Seth.

"Oh, another one of you and Seth," I teased.

"No, that's you," she pointed at the bride," and that's uncle Jake," she finished pointing at the groom.

After that I was done coloring, I became upset. But I put that behind me, Jake's imprint could be dead. I reassured myself.

Of course Lily didn't' want to quit, because coloring was her favorite thing to do. We had to eat lunch and while we did so, I kept asking her about Alice.

"Alice had to leave," she said in her tiny voice.

"Why?"

"I don't know?" she shrugged, "To keep us safe?" she frowned looking at her sandwich. He little nose wrinkled in disgust, "Can we go hunting?"

"No," I shook my head,"the bad people are out there." I reminded her of the Volturri and I pointed to the snow cover yard, her gaze followed where my finger pointed , "Not until your mommy says you can."

She pouted eating her PB & J sandwich. I ate mine with her along with a glass of chocolate milk.

"Nessie? We're they babies?" she wondered.

"There's only one," I informed her placing my hand over my stomach," in my tummy."

"You're not sad about the baby?" she asked. I couldn't comprehend what she was speaking about.

"No."

"But? The baby's gone," she stated.

All day she mentioned this subject but I think she was speaking about me being sad and she spoke about two babies. I assumed she meant mine and Rachel's babies. Then it dawned on me, her biological mother did have powers like Alice, perhaps she was able to see the future? But that couldn't be true nothing she said made sense. (Chapter 34 Last Sunrise)

Eventually, five o'clock rolled around where I waited at Grandpa Carlisle's. Jake showed up at five thirty, in his mechanic's uniform and grease all over. He looked so adorable.

Carlisle made a make-shift doctors office in his home office. Everything that was to be needed was there. He did the normal routine check-up then asked me to lie down on the table and lift my shirt. I did as he asked and he placed cool gel across my surprisingly, still flat stomach. I should at least have a bulge, especially with the rate I grew and I heard Jake grew fast before he phased. So why was our baby small? Then I heard it, there was a clear strumming.

"There's the heart beat," Carlisle said. "How far along did you say you were?"

"About eight or nine weeks?" I said wondering why I was telling him, he was the doctor.

"Well, by now it's about the size of a strawberry," he spoke looking over at the moniter frowning. I was staring at the sonogram along with him but I didn't see a thing, just fuzziness.

At my side Jake was holding my hand, "It's real Ness." He gazed at me, not at the monitor, completely in wonderment.

"I can't see through the amniotic sack," Carlisle said, "but there's a steady heart beat, and you appear to be healthy."

"Is that normal?" I wondered.

"Bella had the same problem with you." I wasn't sure what to do with that information but apparently it wasn't bad if Carlisle wasn't worried.

Grandpa asked, " Do you have any questions?"

"Is cramps normal?" Jacob asked for me as he still had a tight grip on my hand.

"Yes, all PMS signs are quite normal," he chuckled.

"I've had the same symptoms, your scent's burning my nose at the moment, cold flashes, the burning in my throat is still gone. Also, I've been having sharp pains in my side, like cramps and I've had some bleeding."

"Bleeding is normal, just not excessively and cramps are normal also. But this is you Renesmee I'm not sure what is normal or what is dangerous to your pregnancy. You understand I can't have all the answers for you right?"

"I understand," I concurred.

"It's in God's hands," he said.

Chapter 10 preview

So we found out what the Volturi did with Ness, like the testing and experiments with drugs etc. But in the next chapter we will find out what else happened... It's gonna get interesting!

"Aro ranked me as dangerous, I'm unsure why, Jane said it was because I killed Demetri but I also think it's because I can pierce through her and Alec's powers. You see Edward and Alice would only be ranked as grey, they have abilities but they are of no threat they're just useful. Momma on the other hand would be considered dangerous and even Jasper."

"Why, though?"

"Bella can't feel a mental attack what-so-ever and a large amount of vampire's powers are mental. And Jasper he can control feelings, he could easily make the Volturi's enemies frightened. You see Momma and Jasper would be beyond useful."

"That doesn't make sense as to why you are dangerous."

"I'm not exactly sure Aro always called me strong willed and I guess with powers like Bella's I'm ranked as she would be."