(Song by: Written by wolves)
(2nd POV)
Lennox, epps, and a whole hell of a lot of other people left, to the mainland, for some reason or another, why? no one knew why. Ok, Megan knew why, because Megan knew everything, there were reasons Prowl loved her so much, she was on top of literally everything. But even she didn't have her regular heart into the mass of the matter, she was growing tired herself, but she wasn't done just yet.
The girls all seemed to be avoiding their mates like the plague, which, a good portion of them leaving for both a mission, and the other half basically leaving to fill slots out in empty positions that required more attention spread out everywhere, the base was practically empty.
Aside from some new (Lennox promised) 3rd leveled soldiers. One of them made Megan stop in her tracks, made all the girls stop in their tracks, well, except Maranda for a good solid minute, she just wasn't paying attention until Megan snatched her back. They watched an SNCO take accountability, going down the names of the new arrivals of the base, waiting to see what he calls for this one woman.
"Corporal Striker!" the Master Sergeant called.
"Here, sarnt" A blond haired, blue eyed girl wearing ACUs responded, she looked at the girls observing her, a dark smirk growing on her face, the girls began to double time it right the fuck out of there.
"That, what the actual hell!" Maranda snapped when they got far enough away. Megan was just shaking her head in surprise, what were they even supposed to make of this?
"We better go tell Sage" Carrie pursed her lips. She herself really had no idea what to make of such a discovery, before them stood Starstriker, she was most certainly a ghost brought from the past.
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Nemesis was free to move about the base at his own will again, and he did so blankly, not really focusing on anything other than his thoughts. Which probably wasn't such a good thing, he almost flattened a good handful of humans, his brother wouldn't take too kindly in him doing that.
He didn't know what to make of things, his thoughts, his emotion, he didn't understand any of it and it almost felt like the more thought he put into it, the more it was just confusing. It's like he knew deep down how everything fit together, and that he knew every aspect to put the pieces together, but they were just out of grasp.
Sure Sage was back, but she locked herself in her dorm, she and all her paperwork, she wouldn't talk to him, she really meant it when she said she was done waiting on him. She hadn't waited on him for long, well from what he understood anyway, he didn't know if he could trust the source that was his processor.
He at least thought she was in her dorm anyway, he turned the corner, and she was right at his feet, he stopped, and she almost bumped into him. He only stared at her, silently demanding answers, she kept her head down for a moment, not avoiding his stare, but more so she just didn't feel like this shit right now.
"Sage" He finally called to her, she sighed and looked up at him, looking nothing but annoyed.
"I thought I told you I was done with this shit" oh she looked exhausted.
"You're dying" He put bluntly. Watching for a reaction, she didn't even budge, flinch, nothing, she stayed so eerily calm, her emotions so very well in check.
"Uh yeah, slowly and painfully, now that that's out of the way, leave me alone" She walked around him, but he stepped in front of her, and again, she looked like she was about to kill someone. She wasn't even fazed when Nemesis looked crushed and stressed at her, his optics lowly showing his agony, why was she acting like this?
"That is why you pushed me away" he pointed out.
"OR! Or. or. It's because you're an insufferable douchebag. I said you'd find love eventually, not through me" She pointed out. Giving him a: Yeah can I fucking go now?
"Why didn't you tell me?" He crossed his arms. Demanding the question to be answered in a more believable tone, before he turned this place in to the Decepticons, she had feelings for him.
"Mother fucker, you were going to betray this base, hell still might for all I fucking know, and you expect me to tell you personal shit about myself?" She gave an unamused smile.
"That was when you believed I was a force of good and wouldn't betray the base" Nemesis pointed out, not letting his temper flare just yet.
"That's what you think, I'm not fucking stupid Nemesis, I knew what you were planning from the beginning, an idiot would know, I just knew how Megs would react, and I knew the Decepticons would never be able to effectively attack this base, between their numbers and their god awful equipment and base, I was spying on them after all" She snapped, crossing her own arms and glaring up at the tainted prime.
"I don't want your pathetic pitty, I don't want to fucking talk to you, my brother died to free you, don't let that sacrifice down lightly, my brothers mean everything to me" she hissed, narrowing her eyes at him.
"Now leave me alone you grade A level cuck, I have more paperwork to finish up" Well, she left her room to eat, she tried to eat anyway. Fuck it. Right back in she goes, not like eating will do her much good anyway.
"This isn't over" Nemesis said halfheartedly, he meant it, but she definitely got the upper hand in this conversation, he has never dealt with this kind of stuff to say the least, but he'll learn real quickly.
His spark throbbed painfully in his chest plating, he did his best to ignore it while he got the hell away from the dorms, god damn it, she really was dying, and what was he doing to help her? He really did just need to stay the hell away from her, he was making things harder for her, dying was bad enough without drama and dealing with a mech that doesn't know his emotions or how to help her.
(Holy, been a while since I last updated. My god. Anyway, sorry it's been so long, will not leave this story hanging, promise. I was graduating, moving dorms, and my boyfriend is in town. (Be on my way back to texas soon here to be with him) it's been a solid minute since the last time I spent time with him. But anyway, fret not, I will complete this story)
