AN: Here's another update for you guys. It's pretty long and it's jammed packed with stuff. A lot of stuff happens in this one. We're almost at the end of this story. Thanks again to everyone that read and reviewed this story. I love hearing what you guys think. I hope you enjoy this one. It shouldn't be that long of a wait for the next chapter. Thanks again.

Chapter Fifty Two

They weren't aware that they were being watched. That thought hadn't even crossed their minds. They didn't even notice the money being passed around. They were too enthralled in each other to notice anything else. It had been that way all morning.

Haley felt Nathan's thumb brush along her cheek. She felt herself flushing at his words before giggling slightly. She felt like a freaking schoolgirl at the moment. His body was towering over her, his hands boxing her in against the pillar behind her. He started kissing her again. She let him. For the moment she forgot where they were. She let the heat from his hands and mouth take over. Their mouths tangled together hotly. She heard herself moan when he deepened the kiss.

"What did you do to him?"

Nathan reluctantly pulled away from her. He pushed his palm harder against the pillar before glaring over his shoulder angrily. He narrowed his eyes at Clay.

"Get lost," Nathan growled.

Clay didn't move from his spot on the weight bench. He was sitting at the edge just watching as Nathan turned back towards Haley. It was weird seeing Nathan this way. Clay wasn't used to this. It was just fucking weird. He knew how Nathan felt about Haley but this…this was just…he couldn't even find the right words. He continued gawking at the giddy couple. Whatever the hell Nathan was whispering in her ear must have been fucking funny because he was sure everyone in the gym could hear her laughing.

"Are you sure you're feeling better?"

Nathan had been worried about her all morning but she seemed fine now. She looked a lot better than she had last night. It had been her idea to come into the gym this morning before heading into the office. She seemed fine. Nathan wasn't sure if she was lying about that or not.

Haley bit her lip nervously before nodding. Denial was her friend at the moment. She didn't want to be stressed anymore. She just wanted to enjoy the newness of their relationship for a little bit. She knew the clock was ticking. Her first appointment was next Wednesday and that left her with a little over a week to tell him. That was the deadline she gave herself. She wanted him at the appointment with her. She needed him there. She just needed to find the right way to tell him.

"You look better," Nathan observed.

Thankfully she hadn't been sick this morning. Well, at least not yet. Haley was still waiting for it. Morning sickness seemed to hit her at all times of the day. She was never sure when she'd get sick.

"I feel fine," Haley assured him.

"Good."

"He's still staring at us," Haley whispered before laughing softly.

Nathan's smile faded. "He's a moron. Ignore him."

"I can hear you," Clay spoke up.

"I thought you wanted us together?" Haley smiled when she noticed that he still looked like he was in shock from seeing them together. Hadn't Clay been trying to push them together?

"I do but he's…what did you do to him?"

Haley's smile faltered. "I didn't do anything."

"But he's…he's…he's turned into a pansy."

Nathan glared over his shoulder once again. "Do you wanna die today, Evans?"

"I'm just saying," Clay grinned. He stood up and threw up his hands. "You're completely whipped."

"Shut up," Nathan snarled.

Nathan felt his anger swell when Clay started chuckling. Then Clay's eyes were sweeping over Haley. Nathan dropped his hands before balling up his fists. Clay really wanted to get his ass kicked today. He tried his best to keep his temper in check.

"Relax." Haley took hold of his arm to hold him in place. "He's just teasing you."

Clay's grin widened. "Yeah, relax. By the way, Haley, I was wondering if Nathan could come out for drinks tonight. You know if that's okay with you?"

"You fucking –"

"He can do whatever he wants," Haley cut him off. She could tell that Nathan was going to lose it any minute now.

"Okay," Clay chuckled. "If you say so."

"I need to go take a shower and get dressed," Haley said minutes later. Clay and Nathan seemed to be having some kind of staring contest. Whatever it was she didn't have time for it. She kissed Nathan's cheek before walking towards the locker rooms.

Nathan watched her walk away. This time he was very aware that the other guys in the gym were watching her. He glared at each of them. He didn't like the way that they were staring at her. She had been dressed in her tight black workout clothes. They had actually worked out for a little bit so she was sweaty. He knew she looked sexy as hell. She always did. But the way they were staring at her…

"Nice, Hargrove."

"The boss's daughter, man, real fucking nice."

He felt someone slap his back. "How the hell did you get with that?"

"Dude, do you know how many guys have been trying to nail her?"

"She has such a sweet little ass."

"Lucky bastard."

Nathan lunged forward to grab the first guy he could reach. Clay blocked his way instead and pushed him back. Nathan glared after the guys who were laughing as they walked away. He wanted to hurt each and every one of them. The only holding him back was Clay.

"Take it easy."

"Let me fucking go," Nathan barked. "I should start with you."

"Me?" Clay chuckled. He let Nathan go before taking a step back. "Why me?"

"Don't fucking act like you weren't gawking at her. Your little fucking fascination with her is really starting to piss me off."

"Okay, you really need to relax."

Nathan continued clenching his fists as he stood there. His blood was boiling. He knew he shouldn't be surprised. He knew how the guys at work looked at her. But things were different now. She was with him.

"Then stop fucking drooling over my girlfriend!"

"Girlfriend, huh?"

"Yes," Nathan hissed.

"I didn't mean anything by it. She's sexy. You know that."

Nathan held himself back. "I know but cut that shit out."

"Fine," Clay agreed. "You don't need to worry. I don't like her like that. And I swear I only had like two dreams about her. That's it."

"What?" Nathan roared.

Clay took a few more steps back. "Oh, come on, man. I can't control my dreams."

"You better fucking start."

"Okay," Clay chuckled. "Okay. Man, you're completely fucking whipped. She must be amazing in bed. I know she was in the dreams I had."

Nathan didn't even hesitate as he lunged for Clay. They landed on the ground seconds later. He heard crashing around them. It lasted maybe two minutes tops. Nathan felt someone pulling him off of Clay. He hit Clay one last time before he couldn't reach him anymore.

"Just chill the fuck out," Owen ordered.

"We're good," Clay spoke up. "We were just messing around."

"Yeah, it looked like it." Owen stalked off shaking his head as he went.

Clay sat himself up before glancing at Nathan. Nathan was pacing back and forth before he settled onto a weight bench. Clay stayed silent as he let Nathan cool off. He held in his laughter. It was so damn funny to see Nathan this way. Clay was still surprised that Nathan got over his crap and let himself be with Haley. He knew that this was a big deal for Nathan.

"You calm?" Clay questioned.

"Yeah, sorry."

"That's the second time I've got my ass kicked over Haley James," Clay chuckled before shaking his head. The girl didn't even like him.

Nathan shrugged. "You're a good punching bag."

"I love you, too," Clay grinned. "So you have a girlfriend now?"

"Yep, I guess I do."

"Congrats, man. I mean it."

"Thanks," Nathan muttered. This whole thing was still unreal to him.

"You both seem really happy," Clay pointed out. "What the hell happened this weekend? I miss everything. I knew I shouldn't have let Alex and Quinn talk me into going to Portland."

"Can we talk about this later?"

"Cool. You up for drinks tonight? Haley said it was okay," Clay teased.

Nathan rolled his eyes. "Why am I friends with you again?"

"Because I'm awesome."


Haley couldn't focus on work. Her eyes kept drifting towards Julian's desk. She was worried about him. He seemed so distant. She hated fighting with him. Julian looked completely exhausted. It was obvious that he hadn't slept much last night. She wanted to get up and go talk to him. She needed him to be okay with her being with Nathan. But she knew he needed time. She'd back off for now and give him space. He'd come around. She knew it.

Her eyes drifted to Nathan. He was laughing with Clay. She smiled at the sight. She suddenly hated that his desk was so far away from hers. She missed sitting right across from him. They used to be so close that she could smell his aftershave all morning. She missed it. She missed being his partner.

How the hell was she supposed to focus on work when her eyes kept zoning out on Nathan? She couldn't get over how sweet he had been this morning. She barely remembered last night. She remembered crying on the bathroom floor. It had all just became too much and being nauseous had made it all worse. She had dry heaved for over fifteen minutes. It had drained everything out of her. She felt utterly defeated on that bathroom floor.

Then Nathan had showed up and she felt better instantly. She didn't remember anything after that. She had woken up in his arms this morning. It had been perfect. Nathan had been so sweet all morning. She knew he felt guilty for last night. She didn't want him to feel that way. He was really only being honest.

She sat there wondering what would be the best way to tell him. She had no idea how to bring it up. She just had no idea what to do. Nathan had finally let someone in, her. She didn't want him to become closed off again. All of this was new for him. She didn't want to run him off.

A little while later she made her way into the break room. It was empty. She grabbed herself a bottle of water out of the refrigerator. It was so damn hot. She was sweating. She glanced down and was thankful that she wasn't sweating through her white blouse. She rubbed the cool bottle of water down her arms trying to cool herself off. Then she was placing the bottle to her neck.

"Everything okay?" Nathan asked the second he walked into the break room.

"It's so hot. Are you hot? I'm freaking sweating like a –"

"Hales, you're rambling," Nathan chuckled before taking hold of her arms. He didn't find it hot in here. It felt good. He glanced at Haley's face and noticed that it was flushed. She was sweating. "What's wrong?"

Haley breathed deeply. "I'm fine, just a little hot."

"How about I take you out to lunch? It'll be some place cool, I promise." He pushed her hair behind her ears.

"Oh, um…"

Nathan kissed her softly before caressing her cheek. "What is it?"

"I just can't today." Her stomach was suddenly in knots.

"Why not?" Nathan wondered with a smirk. "Hot date?"

"No," Haley rushed out. Her heart started to race. "Nothing like that…It's just that I sort of had plans. This just all happened so fast and I didn't have time –"

"Wait. What happened so fast? What are you talking about?"

"This…us. I wasn't expecting…Look, that's not the point. We're together now and I'm really happy."

"But…?"

"It's just that I have lunch plans with Bobby," Haley rushed out. Everything had happened so quickly that she didn't have a chance to cancel. She hadn't even remembered about it up until a few minutes ago. It was too late now. Robert was on his way. She noticed the look on Nathan's face and she felt horrible.

"You're kidding, right? You're not still planning on hanging around with him –"

"He's my friend."

Nathan rolled his eyes. He took a step back angrily. "Please, I'm not a fucking idiot. Everyone knows that he's into you. I don't want you seeing him anymore."

"Excuse me?" She folded her arms across her chest. "We're just friends. He knows that."

"I don't want you hanging around him anymore," Nathan repeated angrily. The guy was in fucking love with her. Why couldn't she see that? They weren't just friends. Bobby wanted more from her. She had to know that. Everyone could see it. He wasn't okay with her being around Bobby. It would drive him insane. The guy was just…

"No. I won't do that. He's just a friend. I told you that. I love you, Nathan. And I only want to be with you. Bobby is just a friend. You don't need to be threatened by that."

"The guy is in love with you, Haley. I'm not okay with that."

Haley shook her head. He was wrong. "He's not. Join us for lunch and you'll see."

"I'd rather walk in front of a bus," Nathan bit out.

"I just want you to see that there is nothing going on between us. He's just a really good friend. He's been there for me. Please just trust me," Haley begged.

Her words stung him. Nathan flinched. She didn't come right out and say it but he knew what she meant. Bobby had been there for her when he hadn't. Fucking great. He felt his anger rushing through him in huge waves. His blood was boiling. All he could picture was the two of them together looking all happy with her parents beaming at them. She didn't get it. Bobby was who her parents wanted her with, not him. That wasn't something that he could just get over.

"It's him I don't trust," Nathan muttered in frustration. "Just cancel with him and let me take you out to lunch."

"He's already on his way up," Haley explained.

"That's just perfect," Nathan stated bitterly. "We just got together and instead of spending time with me you'd rather be with him. That's just fucking awesome, Haley. I guess I'll just see you later. You just let me know when you have the time. I wouldn't want to take any time away from you and your friend."

"It isn't like that, Nathan…Nathan."

Nathan stormed away, ignoring her calling out to him.

Haley stood there completely stunned. What the hell just happened? Their conversation wasn't supposed to end like that. She was hoping to convince him to join them for lunch so that he'd know that nothing was going on. Bobby wasn't in love with her. Nathan was taking all of this the wrong way.

"Trouble in paradise already," Alex giggled as she walked out of the hallway.

Haley snapped her eyes shut. "Back off, Alex. Just…leave me alone."

"Well, that's no fun. He seemed pretty upset. I guess I know what I'll be doing tonight…or should I say who I'll be doing," Alex taunted.

Haley felt something inside of her snap. She had been holding it all in for so long and she just couldn't anymore. Her eyes opened and she noticed Alex grinning right in front of her face. She hated the stupid bitch. Her fist slammed hard into Alex's eye. She watched as Alex stumbled back before falling. Then Alex was holding her eye.

"You stupid bitch!"

"I tried to warn you," Haley breathed unevenly. She walked away after that, leaving Alex on the floor holding her face. Her blood was boiling, rage swirling in her belly. She had to get away from Alex. She wasn't sure what she'd do if she stayed.


"The guy thought he was getting away with it. I was so surprised to find his hidden account. The guy had stolen thousands of dollars and now all of a sudden he's denying any wrong doing. I've got security footage showing otherwise. He still won't admit to it. Some people still fucking surprise me. I don't know why…"

Haley tried her best to act interested. She wasn't into it. She didn't want to be here. She pushed her food around with her fork. She wasn't hungry at all. She could barely look at her food without feeling the urge to throw up.

She felt guilty for even being here in the first place. She felt like she was cheating on Nathan, which was ridiculous. Bobby was just a friend. There was nothing between them.

All she could picture was Nathan's face when she told him. He looked so hurt and angry. She had left the break room trying to find him but he wasn't at his desk. She tried calling him but it went right to voicemail. She left a message apologizing. He hadn't called back. His bike had been gone from the parking lot. He was just gone.

More guilt seeped in.

"Is something wrong with your food? That's your favorite pasta here. Do you need me to order you something else?"

"Its fine," Haley smiled weakly.

"You look upset. Is everything okay?" Bobby asked worriedly.

Haley wasn't surprised when he reached across the table and placed his hand over hers. He did it so many times before that she was used to it. But now it just felt weird. She slowly moved her hand out from under his before smiling softly.

"Everything's fine."

"It's not. I can tell. Something's bothering you. Your face gives you away, Haley. What's up?"

Haley hadn't been aware that he could read her so well. Had they really been spending that much time together? She hadn't really thought about it up until now. She also hadn't been aware of the intense way that Bobby was looking at her. It felt wrong. All of this felt wrong.

"It's Nathan…"

"What about him?"

"We're together now," Haley told him. "And Nathan seems to think…"

"Nathan thinks what?"

"It's stupid, but Nathan seems to think that you're in love with me. I told him that he's wrong but he just doesn't believe me."

Haley watched him as he let her words sink in. He didn't say anything. He didn't move. It was unnerving. She was waiting for him to start laughing. She was waiting for him to agree with her. This whole thing was stupid. They were just friends. But none of that came. Her stomach twisted.

"I am."

Haley felt her head start to spin. "Huh?"

"He's right. All this time we've been spending together…I thought we had something between us. You have to know how I feel about you, Haley. I've been crazy about you since we met."

"But I told –"

"I know what you said but I can't help how I feel."

"I have to go," Haley rushed out. She stood up and grabbed her purse before walking away quickly. Her head was spinning and her stomach was in knots. This wasn't happening. Not now. She barely made it to the sidewalk when he took hold of her arm and held her in place. She turned to face him.

"Let me go," Haley mumbled as she glanced at his hand holding her. "I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression or if you think I led you on in anyway. That wasn't my intention. I told you that I wanted us to be friends…nothing more than that. I'm sorry if you thought something else was going on."

"Let's just talk about this," Bobby said calmly.

"I'm with Nathan. There's nothing to talk about. I love him."

"He isn't good for you," Bobby objected. "You deserve better, Haley. I've been waiting for you to realize that. You know where the guy comes from…he's just all wrong for you."

"You don't know anything about him," Haley hissed out angrily. She yanked her arm free from his grasp.

"Just think about this, we'd be much better together. We make more sense. I can give you so much, Haley. I think you know that. I want to be with you. Just think about that, okay. I can make you so happy. We'd be so good together. I love you, Haley."

"Where is this coming –"

His lips cut her off. His hands gripped her shoulders holding her to him. The kiss was possessive and rough. She pushed at his chest to get him away. It didn't work. He was bigger and stronger.

"Think about that," Bobby panted.

She slapped him harder than she had ever slapped anyone in her life. Her hand stung in pain, which was still sore from hitting Alex. She wiped her mouth trying her best to get the bitter taste of him off of her lips. She still couldn't think straight. Where the hell was all of this coming from? He had never mentioned any of this to her before. In fact, he agreed to be friends. That was all.

Bobby sent her an apologetic look. "I'll wait for you. He won't stick around for long, Haley. I can promise you that. I'll be here to pick up the pieces."

"Stay the hell away from me," Haley warned. She was in her car minutes later speeding away. She didn't care that she left him there. Good. She wanted to hit him again, she was so angry. Nathan had warned her and she hadn't believed him. What the hell was she supposed to tell him now?


Nathan blocked out everything around him. He wasn't sure what he was doing here. He had driven around on his bike all day not really sure where to go. Somehow he ended up here. His eyes stayed glued to the glass in his hands. It was calling out to him. He wanted to drink it. He wanted the alcohol to burn his chest. He knew it wouldn't take much, a few drinks maybe, before he became numb. It was all he wanted. It would be good. He remembered the taste of it. He swallowed hard. It's not like she cared. She was probably off with her friend still.

He gripped the glass harder in his hands. He was so angry he was sure that he could shatter the glass no problem. All he could picture was them together and the fact that Bobby was better for her. It was really starting to get to him. He hated letting his emotions control him. This always happened. It was always because of her.

He ran a frustrating hand through his hair.

"Scotch on the rocks."

Nathan heard his voice. He heard the barstool next to him screech back before he took a seat. He didn't even bother looking at Nathan. Nathan prepared himself. He was ready for this. After the day he was having he wasn't surprised at all that Julian chose this time to talk to him. That was if Julian even wanted to talk. Nathan wasn't sure at this point. Julian still hadn't said a word to him.

Julian finished off his drink quickly. "Keep 'em coming."

Nathan watched as Julian finished off his second glass before starting on a bottle of beer. Nathan kept his eyes on his glass. He wanted so badly to take just a little drink. Just one little sip was all he needed.

"Fuck," Julian hissed out. He finished off the bottle of beer.

"Is everything okay?" Nathan had never seen Julian drink like this. Something was wrong. Julian had finished off three drinks in the matter of minutes.

"Nope."

Nathan hesitated. "You want to talk about it?"

"Whatever," Julian shrugged. "Hey, buddy, leave the whole damn bottle will ya?"

Nathan watched as the bartender glared at Julian before placing the bottle on the bar without a word. He stalked off down the bar before waiting on other customers. Nathan moved his eyes back to the bottle just in time to watch Julian fill his glass to the top.

"Easy, man. Are you trying to get wasted?"

"Yep, that's the whole point of me being here."

There had to be something else going on here. Nathan wasn't sure what it was but Julian had never been like this before. This just wasn't him. They might not be friends anymore but Nathan could still read him. Julian looked like a mess.

"Every year Peyton always hides my birthday present so that I can't try and guess what it is before my actual birthday. It's just something she's always done. Of course, I always try to find it. She usually has the best hiding places. Sometimes I find it and sometimes I don't. She knows that I search for it. She even leaves these little mean ass notes for me in some hiding places."

Nathan smiled when Julian started chuckling softly. "So you found your birthday present and you don't like it?"

"I was searching for it. I pretty much searched the whole damn place before stumbling into her art room. I found a box all hidden in the corner. I was sure it was my present but I couldn't have been more wrong."

"Let me guess, Peyton has a box full of kinky shit that you didn't know about? I knew it…"

"Nah that would've been…" Julian's voice trailed off as he shook his head.

Nathan stopped laughing when he noticed Julian's somber face.

"I guess I'm gonna be a dad," Julian said slowly. "I can't wrap my head around it."

Nathan couldn't hide his shock. "Peyton's pregnant?"

"I guess so," Julian shrugged. "She hasn't told me anything yet. I'm not sure why. But I found all kinds of baby shit in that box."

"Whoa," Nathan muttered. "That's pretty heavy, man. I'm not sure I'm the best person to be talking to right now. Where the hell is Lucas?" He glanced around but Lucas was no where in sight. Lucas would do a better job of making Julian feel better. Lucas was just better with words. Nathan wasn't sure what to say.

Julian blew out a deep breath. "Yep. I'm just confused as hell. We're usually pretty careful. I mean, like really careful. I don't know how this happened or why she wasn't told me yet."

"Damn, man. I don't know what the hell to say. Have you guys talked about having kids?" That sounded like something Lucas would ask about, Nathan thought.

"Yeah, sure. But this wasn't supposed to happen now. We're just getting started. This is just unexpected. I don't know if I'm ready for this. I mean we're talking about a baby here. That just changes things. I'm not sure how I feel."

Nathan felt himself freaking out for Julian. This was some really heavy shit. He wasn't sure what the hell he was supposed to say. Again he thought about would Lucas would say if he were here.

"You guys will be great parents. I know it. That's one lucky kid to end up with parents like you and Peyton. Maybe you should bring it up and let her know that you know. I'm sure it's driving you crazy. I can't even imagine."

"I'm freaking terrified. It's a baby."

Nathan chuckled nervously. "Yep. But you can do this, man. You're gonna be a great dad."

"I'm gonna be a dad." Julian shook his head in disbelief.

"I guess so. If anyone can do it then it's you. You'll figure it all out. Just talk to Peyton. I'm sure she's the only one that can really help you right now. I think you'll feel better once you talk to her. This is just…wow."

"Fuck, I know."

Nathan was still trying to process all that Julian had told him. Peyton and Julian were going to have a baby. He could picture it. He always thought that they'd end up having a house full of kids someday. Then there was the fact that Julian was talking to him. Nathan didn't want to read too much into it. Julian was terrified about being a dad and he needed someone to talk to. He was the only one around. Just because Julian voiced his fears about being a dad to him, that didn't mean that they were friends again.

"You gonna let me drink alone?"

Nathan's eyes stayed glued to the glass. "I want to drink…but I can't."

"Well, that's new. Why the hell not?"

"Haley," Nathan muttered uneasily. "She doesn't want me to drink. She thinks that I drink too much."

Julian rolled his eyes. "Since when do you listen to her?"

Nathan could tell that Julian was slightly drunk now. "Look, man, I'm sorry. I really am…for everything."

"She isn't safe with you," Julian pointed out.

"I know," Nathan agreed. "I've told her that. She knows everything and yet she still wants to be with me. What do you want me to do? You know she's stubborn."

"She is. She's so damn stubborn."

"I'd never hurt her, not intentionally anyway."

Julian shrugged. "She still isn't safe with you. But what the hell can I do? She won't listen to me. I saw you two this morning. It was quite sickening, actually. You both looked happy. I've never seen you look at her that way before. It was like all you could see was her. If you hurt her in anyway then you're gonna have to deal with me."

"I won't. I love her."

"Love isn't gonna keep her safe from Dan," Julian bit out.

"I know that, too," Nathan nodded. "What do you suggest I do?"

"I think we need to find Dan."

"I couldn't agree more. The trail has just gone cold." It was more like nonexistent. Nathan was suddenly frustrated once again. Julian shouldn't have to deal with this shit right now, not when he just found out he was going to be a father. Figures that his fucked up past would get in the way of this. He felt his chest get a little bit heavier.

"What do you know about David Fletcher?"

Nathan shrugged. "He's quiet. He doesn't really talk much. Why?"

"I did a little digging. I've been fucking working like crazy to try and find out who is working with Dan. I mean it has to be someone, right? Well, anyway. I stumbled upon something a couple of days ago. There's a house in Tree Hill under the name of Ida Strafford."

"And that's important how…?"

"She's David's grandmother," Julian stated.

"Oh," Nathan muttered confused. "That wasn't in his file. He's never mentioned…"

"He wouldn't, now would he," Julian gritted out. "That's not even the best part. The house was purchased a few years ago. She's been dead for fifteen years."

"No shit. David," Nathan muttered in disbelief. The guy didn't fit the profile of a double agent. Nathan didn't even think that David had it in him. He hadn't even considered David as Dan's inside man.

"Yep. What the hell do we do now?"

"I think we need to do a little more digging. I'll talk to my dad. I don't want David knowing that something's up. Can this stay between us for now?"

"Of course, but I want to be in on this."

"Julian, are you sure that's the best thing for you right now? I mean you just found out you're gonna have a baby. You don't need to fight this battle. If something were to happen to you –"

"Look, you have your vendetta and I have mine. I want in on this. I'm not asking for your permission."

It was hours later. Lucas and Clay had joined them. They were still sitting up at the bar. Everyone was drinking but him. He settled for a glass of water. It was hard with the alcohol so close. He could easily give in with it sitting right in front of him. It had taken everything in him not to cave. After talking with Julian for hours about the Scott case he just wanted a strong drink.

Thinking about Dan always made him want to drink. He drummed his fingers against the bar trying to get his mind off of drinking.

"Jessica Alba."

"No way, Jessica Biel is way hotter," Lucas objected.

"You're out your fucking mind," Clay muttered.

"Agree to disagree," Julian chuckled. "They're both fucking hot."

"Yeah." Clay couldn't help but picture the both of them in his mind. He placed his hand under his chin before grinning.

Nathan rolled his eyes. "You're drooling on the bar."

"What's with the dreamy smile?" Julian wondered.

"He's picturing both of them naked in his bed," Nathan replied when he waved his hand in front of Clay's face. Clay didn't even blink.

"In his fucking dreams."

"Can we please get back to my problems?" Lucas whined before taking another shot.

Nathan sighed. All three of them were drunk. He had to sit there and listen to them all complain and whine as if he didn't have problems of his own. Julian was still stressing about Peyton being pregnant. Clay wouldn't shut up about wanting to sleep with Quinn again. Lucas wouldn't shut up about Brooke. Nathan's head hurt.

"It's freaking scary, man. I have never seen this side of Brooke before. I'm terrified of her. She's like a completely different person. Today at the flower shop she yelled at the lady because they didn't have enough of the flowers she wants. The lady started crying right in front of us. She was like sixty years old and Brooke was yelling at her. It was awful."

"Oh, boo-hoo," Julian grumbled. "I've got real problems here and you're bitching about your bitchy bride? Get the fuck over it."

Lucas rolled his eyes. "She bit my head off before I came here because I didn't pick out the right invitations. I mean why ask which one I like better when she already had one picked out in her head…I don't get it. She wants to know what I think and if she doesn't agree then she goes with her way. Why the hell ask in the first place?"

"Women."

"All they do is drive us insane."

"So true."

"Quinn is driving me crazy. She keeps wearing that tight little skirt that shows off her ass. She knows what she's doing. It's all on purpose. She probably sits up in her apartment plotting ways to torture me."

Nathan rubbed his temples. He couldn't take much more of this. "She probably does," Nathan agreed sarcastically.

"Yup. Women are freaking sneaky like that."

Julian placed his empty shot glass on the bar. "Why doesn't she just talk to me? This is just too much. It's too much pressure."

"You guys are gonna drive me to drink," Nathan pointed out.

"Join us. Why the hell have you been so quiet? I know something's wrong. You stormed out of the office earlier. What the hell happened?" Clay wondered.

"I'm gonna fucking kill Bobby if he doesn't back off," Nathan grumbled. Unwanted flashes of Haley and Bobby suddenly filled his mind once again. It was too much. Haley was supposed to pick him over that guy. Maybe she realized that Bobby was better for her.

Without a second thought he took a swig of the beer they placed in front of him. The taste didn't satisfy him like he thought it would. He pushed the guilt to the back of his mind. It's not like she was worried about him he told himself.

"That punk still chasing after Haley?"

"I hate that guy."

"I've got your back, man."

"We all do."

"Let's go beat his ass," Clay suggested.

"No, guys. Thanks, but he isn't worth it." Nathan couldn't believe those words left his mouth. All he wanted to do was beat the fuck out of Bobby.

Julian slapped Nathan's shoulder. "See he's fine, Clay. Now can you assholes tell me how the hell am I supposed to tell my wife that I know she's pregnant and hiding it from me?"

"You're on your own, man. I don't do kids," Clay chuckled.

"I have no idea. I can't even think straight. Brooke has got my mind all jumbled. I mean is she really this crazy? Is this the real her? I'm scared, man. I swear her eyes turned red when she was yelling at that old lady," Lucas grimaced.

"Scary."

"You have no idea."

"Can we get another round of shots?"

"No way," Nathan spoke up. He placed the empty beer bottle on the bar. "I think you guys are done for the night."

"Says who?"

"But you just started drinking!"

"Says me," Nathan hissed as he stood up. "You guys are so fucking drunk it's embarrassing and that's coming from me." He needed to leave now. It was bad enough that he slipped up.

"We are not embarrassing."

Nathan rolled his eyes. "Please. You three jackass were singing Sir Mix-A-Lot earlier when you saw that blonde chick walk in."

"She had a nice ass," Clay pointed out.

"And everyone in the bar could hear. She was so furious that she left after calling you guys pigs. Do you not remember that?"

"Yeah, that shit was funny."

"Hand your keys over. Looks like I'm stuck bringing you guys home."

Nathan wasn't sure how this happened. It was usually the other way around. Now suddenly he was responsible for getting these idiots home. He heard the guys start to sing once again. He sighed in frustration. Everyone in the bar was watching them in amusement. One beer hadn't been nearly enough for him. It was going to be a long ass night.


Haley paced back and forth in her living room. She was beyond worried now. It was late and she still hadn't heard from Nathan. She knew he had been upset but she hadn't expected him to ignore her for the rest of the day. She had called his house but Beth told her that Nathan hadn't been home at all. She tried calling Clay and Lucas but they didn't answer. Brooke didn't have a clue where he was.

She pressed the phone to her ear when she heard the loud beep. "Hey, it's me again. I'm really sorry, Nathan. Please just call me back. I'm really worried. I hate how we ended things…"

"So do I."

Haley jumped slightly at the sound of his voice. She kept her eyes on Nathan for a moment before realizing that he wasn't alone.

"Hey, Hales. I'm a little drunk," Lucas chuckled.

"I can see that."

"Clay says I'm getting cold feet but my feet feel warm. You should stay away from Bobby. That guy is a loser," Lucas added.

Nathan rolled his eyes. "It's time for bed. Just give me a minute and I'll be back out so we can talk."

Nathan tightened his arm around Lucas before dragging him forward. It had been a challenge to drag Lucas up to the apartment but at least Lucas was still up. Julian had fallen asleep on the way home and Nathan had to carry him. Peyton had been livid. He shook his head when he remembered the look on her face.

He let go of Lucas when he reached the bed. Lucas fell back against the pillows before yawning.

"Tonight was fun," Lucas grinned. "I really needed it. I'm nervous about the engagement party tomorrow. I hope Brooke is happy with everything. Can you take my shoes off?"

Nathan scowled. "Fine, but I draw the line there."

"I miss Brooke." Lucas reached for his belt buckle. "Can you help –"

"Keep your fucking clothes on," Nathan warned. He heard Lucas laughing loudly before turning to his side. Then Lucas was snoring. Nathan tossed his shoes on the floor before heading for the door.

Haley waited impatiently in the living room for him. It was minutes later when Nathan finally walked back in. Haley felt better instantly when she noticed him. She was just so glad to see him.

"How is he?"

"Sleeping."

"Where we you –"

"Out with the guys," Nathan explained. "I had a beer."

"Oh, okay."

"It was just one beer," Nathan shrugged. "I couldn't even enjoy it. All I kept thinking about was how disappointed you'd be."

Haley made her way in front of him and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. She pressed her body into his before looking up at him. He looked upset and tired.

"I shouldn't have left the way that I did. I was just so angry that you'd…anyway. I don't want to fight with you, especially not about him. I won't let him come between us. Nothing else matters but us. I'm just sorry –"

"Stop apologizing," Haley choked out guiltily. "Please just stop. You were…right."

Nathan's eyes bore into hers and she felt her heart start to pound.

"He told me that he was in love with me."

Nathan tore his eyes away from her angrily. He glared off into the distance. He knew it. He should've found Bobby and kicked his ass earlier. He was so pissed off at the moment. He needed to hit something.

"And he kissed me," Haley added reluctantly.

"He what?" Nathan growled.

Haley flinched. "It didn't mean anything, okay. I told him to stay away from me. I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you. I'm really sorry. It was wrong of me to still have lunch with him when I knew how you felt about it. I'm not going to see him anymore. He means nothing to me, Nathan. I love you."

Nathan glanced down. He wasn't sure what the hell he was supposed to do with this. He really wanted to hurt Bobby. He wanted to wrap his hand around the bastard's neck and squeeze as hard as he could. That thought quickly left him when he felt Haley's lips on his. Her kisses were frenzied and hard. He felt her hands all over him.

It only took seconds for his possessive side to take over. Haley was with him. She was his. She loved him not that jackass Bobby. She was with him. She was kissing him.

Nathan placed his hands on her hips before lifting her up. Her legs wrapped around him tightly as he started walking them to her bedroom. He kissed her back forcefully. He wanted her to know that he was the right one for her. He loved her more than Bobby ever would. It didn't even come close.

Once they were in her bedroom he slammed her up against the door before trailing kisses down her neck. They undressed each other frantically, their clothes gone within seconds. His hands roamed as he pinned her against the door once again. He heard her moaning and begging for more. He wanted more. He slammed himself inside of her seconds later.

"Oh, God…Nathan…I love you," Haley moaned.

He kissed her hard. He pushed his tongue inside of her mouth trying to quiet her moans. Nathan felt her nails digging into his flesh. It was fast and rough. It hadn't been like this in a long time. The need to have her was overwhelming. Lust raced through his veins.

It didn't last long. He kissed her as hard as he could when she came. He was right there with her. The aftershocks seemed to last for minutes. They were still kissing after it was over. His fingers tangled in her hair as he pulled her face closer into his. He held her tightly as he stumbled back until he reached the bed. He held her to him as he laid back. Her kisses moved down his jaw and then to his neck.

"I love you so much," Haley murmured. Her mouth moved to his chest. She felt him pushing both of them up until he was sitting up with her on him. He started nipping and sucking on her shoulder.

Nathan ran his fingers through her hair. "Tell me you'll never leave me."

"I won't," Haley promised. Her mouth was right next to his ear. She bit his earlobe. Then she felt his hands move to her back as he pushed her more into him. Then she felt him inside of her once again. Her mouth flew open. They melted together. He moved his hands to her hips.

"Don't ever leave me," Nathan repeated desperately.

Haley's eyes rolled back when his hands started guiding her movements on him. "I won't, Nathan. You're all I'll ever want." She kissed right under his ear.

"I love you."

He slowed things down. He didn't rush. He took his time. He wanted it to last. He felt one of her hands tugging on his hair as the other gripped his shoulder. His mouth worked on her neck. Her breasts were smashed against his chest, rubbing against him every time she moved. It all felt so good. One of his hands moved from her waist before pulling on her hair. Her head flew back and he instantly moved his mouth up her neck.

"Haley," Nathan panted. "I can't…fuck you feel so good."

"Just don't…stop, baby," Haley whimpered.

He didn't. He held on and focused on her. The second he felt her shattering around him he joined her. His mouth flew to hers. They were both panting as their kisses slowed. Haley placed a soft kiss on his lips before nuzzling his neck.

"That was amazing," Haley whispered.

"Yeah," Nathan breathed. "Good thing Lucas is passed out drunk."

Haley laughed into his shoulder. "Shut up." Her eyes snapped shut. "I'm so tired."

She felt Nathan's hands move up and down her back slowly. Then he laid back with her still on him. She snuggled into his body. Her heart still hadn't calmed down yet but her breathing steadied. She felt so safe in his arms. She fell asleep seconds later.

Nathan kissed her forehead. "Night, baby."


The engagement party had started hours ago. Everyone seemed to be having a good time. She was except for the fact that Noah still wouldn't talk to her. He wouldn't even come up and talk to Nathan with her next to him. Haley felt bad. She just wanted him to like her. Haley noticed Nathan glaring across the room at Peyton once again. She didn't know what that was about. She squeezed his hand in hers before she spotted her parents finally alone.

"We can't hold this off forever," Haley pointed out.

Nathan tore his eyes away from Peyton. Peyton was on her third glass of champagne. He didn't get it. She shouldn't be drinking. It was taking a lot not to go up to her and tell her so. He had bigger problems to worry about at the moment. Haley wanted to tell her parents about them. This was just a bad idea.

"Fine," Nathan sighed. "Let's get this over with."

He was terrified of their reaction. He'd rather go back to sneaky around with Haley. Jimmy wasn't going to be happy about this and he knew Lydia wouldn't be either. Lydia had a certain kind of man picked out for Haley and it wasn't him. He didn't fit the profile.

"Maybe we should hold off," Nathan suggested.

"Why?"

"Come on, Hales. They're not gonna be thrilled about this."

"I'm not gonna hide that we're together, Nathan. They'll deal. I don't care what they say. I love you."

Nathan grimaced. "Fuck, this is nerve racking."

All too suddenly they were in front of her parents. Nathan watched their faces as they noticed them holding hands. Nathan swallowed hard when he noticed Jimmy's face. He dropped Haley's hand instantly. He could hear Haley talking next to him but he couldn't make out the words. He was too focused on Jimmy's face. Lydia just looked shocked. Nathan felt his heart hammering inside his chest.

"Please say something," Haley mumbled nervously.

"Well, you definitely can't work together again," Jimmy grunted.

"Jimmy," Lydia scolded. "I don't think they care about work. Wow, this is a surprise."

"I'm just saying. We have rules for a reason. They are breaking the rules. Usually we would transfer one of them to another city. How long has this been going on?"

Nathan knew this was a bad idea. "Uh…"

"We've been in love for a while now," Haley explained. "And I'm not talking to my boss. Can you just be my dad for like a second?"

"I wish you had said something, sweetie. I wouldn't have tried setting up on all those dates if I had known."

"Wait, you're not mad?"

"Of course not. Nathan is a fine young man and I couldn't be happier." Lydia hugged Haley tightly. "He's a cutie."

That didn't make Nathan feel any better. Jimmy was glaring at him. "I love her." The words slipped out of his mouth when he noticed the look on Jimmy's face.

"I trust my daughter's judgment," Jimmy mumbled in agitation. "We'll talk about this more later."

Lydia hugged him seconds later. Nathan stayed completely tense as Haley and Jimmy talked. Once they were gone Nathan breathed a sigh of relief.

"That went well," Haley grinned.

"Did you see the look on your father's face? He wants to kill me."

Haley rolled her eyes. "You worry too much."


Haley knew it was a bad idea to eat anything. She just had to continue grabbing appetizers off of any tray that came around her. They tasted yummy at first. Stupid, stupid, she thought. She should have known that she'd just throw it up. She had been talking with Lucas and his parents when she started feeling nauseous.

Now she found herself hiding in the bathroom. She pulled herself off of her knees before making it over to the sink. She pulled open her purse before searching for her toothbrush. She brushed her teeth quickly before washing her face. Her head was still spinning and her body felt weak. She dried her face before glancing at the mirror. Her face was flushed. She sighed before placing everything back in her purse. She wiped her mouth once again.

Brooke flew into the bathroom. "Haley? The door wasn't locked. I'm sorry. I didn't know someone was in here. What's wrong? You look…"

"I'm fine," Haley smiled weakly. "My stomach is just upset. How you enjoying your party?"

"Have you been throwing up?"

"A little," Haley admitted. "But enough about me. Are you having a good time?"

"Yeah," Brooke nodded before frowning. "You don't look good. What's wrong with you?" Brooke walked closer before touching Haley's forehead with the back of her hand.

"Brooke," Haley started. "I'm okay now. I promise."

Brooke took a step back before looking at Haley closely. "You've been getting sick a lot lately."

"I know but –"

"And you're always tired," Brooke added.

Haley sighed. "Brooke, please."

"And I knew your boobs looked bigger," Brooke shrieked. "Oh my freaking God. You're pregnant."

"Keep your voice down," Haley hissed as she moved around Brooke before locking the bathroom door. "People are gonna hear you."

"You are!"

Haley nodded weakly. "Yes."

"How did this happen? When? Didn't Nathan…you know…use anything?"

"Just me."

"Haley!"

"Sorry," Haley grimaced. "I was on the pill but that doesn't always work."

"Clearly," Brooke rushed out.

Haley watched as Brooke started pacing. Haley folded her arms across her chest as she watched. Brooke started talking to herself. Then Brooke kept repeating oh my god over and over. After five minutes she marched up to Brooke and held her in place.

"Calm down," Haley ordered. "You're making me nauseous again."

"But you're pregnant," Brooke whispered loudly. "I'm gonna be an Aunt! How did Nathan take the news? I'm sure he freaked but –"

"He doesn't know."

"What?" Brooke shouted. "And you told me? Why would you do that? I can't keep this to myself. Dammit, Haley."

Haley pointed angrily at her. "I didn't tell you anything. You figured it out on your own. You can't say anything, Brooke. I don't know how to tell Nathan. I'm scared but I do want it to come from me. You really think he's gonna freak?" Haley's stomach twisted. If anyone knew Nathan it was Brooke.

"Yeah, at first," Brooke admitted. "I mean, this is Nathan we're talking about. He's insanely protective of you and when he finds out that you're having his baby…I think his head might explode. You know he worries way too damn much."

"Brooke," Haley whined.

"But he'll be happy," Brooke added quickly. "No matter how he acts at first he'll be happy. I know it. He's gonna be happy, Haley. But you have to tell him soon. I can't keep this in. I wish I didn't know. You're gonna have to keep him the hell away from me."

Haley's hands covered her face. "This is so…"

"It's a good thing. You're having a baby. I'm so happy for both you and Nathan. My brother is gonna have a baby. Wow…thank you for making this day even more special."

"Brooke, don't cry. You're gonna make me cry."

"Happy tears." Brooke wiped her eyes. "You really gotta keep him away from me until you tell him. I can't keep this from him and neither should you. He deserves to know. I mean, you're having a baby together."

"I know," Haley breathed. She was suddenly nauseous once again.

Ten minutes later they walked out of the restroom. Brooke walked off to find Lucas. She stood back and searched around for Nathan. Brooke was right. She just needed to tell Nathan and get it over with. She didn't need to stress over his reaction. She heard her phone going off in her purse. She knew it was work by the ring. She didn't bother to answer it when she noticed Nathan surrounded by people they worked with.

She made her way towards him. She felt dread seeping in. What was going on?

"You ready for this?"

Haley turned to the side and noticed Alex walking next to her. Haley tensed slightly when she noticed the huge black eye on Alex's face. She hadn't meant to hit her that hard.

"Didn't know your own strength did you, Bamm-Bamm?"

"No I did. Maybe next time you'll think twice before opening your big fat mouth."

"I like you," Alex giggled. "But that punch is all you get. Next time I won't hold back."

Haley rolled her eyes. "I'm so scared. Thanks for the heads up. I'll be extra nice to you now. Bitch."

Alex grinned. "You're the bitch. Bitch."

"What's going on?" Haley wondered.

"They have surveillance of Cooper in Miami. Looks like the Scott men didn't travel that far from home. We have a lead as to where they might be staying. We leave in an hour. So much for celebrating Lucas and Brooke's engagement. Boo. I was just getting to know Jake. He's yummy."

Haley blocked Alex out after that. Nathan noticed her and started walking towards her. They met halfway before hugging each other tightly. Haley knew she was trembling. She wasn't ready for this. Nathan's body was tense as he held her. Fear took over everything. Haley didn't want to ever let Nathan go. She held in her tears.

"Guys, we have to go now," Andy called out. "Wheels up in an hour. The Director wants this done quickly if they are, in fact, in Miami. We need to act fast."

"I love you," Nathan whispered into her ear. "I'm not gonna let anything happen to you."