a/n This is going to be a bit different then when they go back in the show so please just put that one aside totally. The character are going to show up a bit differently.

Dean's POV

I swear if this is another djinn trick I am going to fucking kill someone this time. I don't care what it is I kill but something will die. I know it's been a year since the djinn but I still have moments where it haunts me and now this.

"Dean?" Lara asks from the spot on the bed next to me. After my last exclamation I know I haven't said anything and that they may have been a few minutes ago. I quickly sit up and look down at her. "Yeah?" I respond stupidly.

Lara sits up and looks me in the eyes. "So yeah... so I guess Liv and Jensen are married and..." Lara then rubs her stomach softly. "Expecting a child." She finished quietly. I can't stop looking at her. This woman in front of me doesn't look exactly like the Lara I am used to and I guess that is because it's not Lara it's Liv. Her hair isn't quite has dark, her eyes are more a pale blue then a sapphire blue, and she is a bit taller. Her pale eyes are so soft and hooded right now has she looks down at her stomach and gently touches it.

"Fucking bastard!" I curse out. Lara breaks out of her moment with her stomach and looks at me confused. I jump off the bed and flail my arms out around me. "Don't pretend you were thinking it too Lara!" I snap.

Lara jumps up but keeps her distance. "Thinking what?" She asks me obviously confused. I take a step back and let out an angry snarl.

"This is fucking bullshit Lara! We come over here and this guy and girl are playing our lives. And not only are they playing our lives they are getting paid a shit ton to do it. This Jensen guy is rich, has a great apartment, probably has a wonderful family, he has a baby on the way, and dammit he even has you!" I realize what I said but I don't know how to back track on that one. "What do I have? I live off stolen cards and I have my car... oh and I'll be in hell in about a month." I finish out my tirade and sit on the bed putting my head in my hands.

For a moment the room is silent then Lara sits down on the bed next to me and puts her arm around me. "You have me Dean." She whispers out. I sigh and roll my head over to look at her. "You have me... you have Sammy and Jo. Hell you have Uncle Bobby and Aunt Karen. So what if these two have a ton of money and a dream life. We have the knowledge that we have saved lives." I lean into her and for a moment I think now is the time to kiss her but I push that idea out of my head and jump off the bed quickly.

My movements startles her a bit and she gives me her big confused eyes. I can see tears forming in the corners of her eyes. It sends a jolt of pain right to my gut. I knell down in front of her and grab her hands. "Why don't you take advantage of the bath that your adoring husband set up for you and then we will look through their stuff and see what we and can figure out enough about Jensen and Liv to be able to pull this off for a week."

Lara shakes her head slowly and I lean over and kiss her forehead. I help her to her feet and usher her into the bathroom shutting the door behind me. Once I hear the tub start to fill with water I let out a long sigh and head into the living room. I go through the book shelf and dvds and find a wedding video, a wedding photo album, and a few old family albums. I put them on the coffee table so we can look over them together.

The kitchen is a bit bare but I find a bag of popcorn and put it in the microwave. Luckily there is a 6 pack of beer in the fridge and I pull out two. Until I remember that Lara will not be having one. I put one back and pull out a bottle of water. This really is bullshit. Why does this weird pseudo version of me get to be married to her?

The microwave dings and I pull out the hot bag of pop corn and put it on the coffee table. I start to search the apartment to see if they have any precautions up and they don't. So I pour some salt around our front door and I draw two devils traps and put them under the mats under our front door and the main one for what must be the penthouse. I assume that Jared has the one next door. I would feel better with a weapon but I can't find a gun anywhere so I pull out some of the knives from the kitchen and stash them around the apartment.

I hear the bedroom door open and Lara comes out. Her hair is a bit damp and she's in a pair of sweat pants and a tshirt that look ridiculously big on her. She smiles at me and takes a seat. "I had to dig through Liv's clothes to find something comfortable and quite frankly I'm not totally sure these aren't Jensen's. She has quite a collection." She smirks.

We both look over the collection of things in front of us and decide on watching the wedding tape first. Maybe we can to at least figure out the family dynamics. The dvd starts and Lara relaxes on the couch next to me nursing the water and refusing to eat the pop corn. It starts with Lara walking down the aisle on the arm of... "Holy shit is that Dad!?" I shout out. Lara drops her bottle of water and it covers her quickly. "John?" She mutters out.

I hit pause and grab the old family album off the table and flip through Lara's picture. "MOM TOO!?" I shout out. Lara puts the empty bottle of the table and doesn't bother changing yet. She looks over and sees a family picture of her, Jared, another boy, and my mom and dad.

"I guess it makes sense." Lara says quietly. I give her a confused look and she points down on the picture. "Look at how he is holding her Dean. I never saw them together back home obviously but the way your father talked about her they were soul mates. It's no surprise that they would be together on every plane."

I stare at the picture and flip through more. In every picture that mom and dad are in they are giving each other soft glances. She's right they are soul mates. So why do I keep finding myself with Lara every time I go somewhere? "Come on lets watch the rest."

The rest of the wedding goes by. I see Jo standing next to Liv has her maid of honor, I'll be interested to see if she plays Jo too. Jared is oddly standing in has Jensen's best man. I can see the love radiating between Liv and Jensen has they say their vows and kiss for the first time has man and wife. The camera follows them out and restarts at the reception.

"AUNT KAREN AND UNCLE BOBBY!" Lara squeals out. Low and behold they are at the wedding. It looks like they might be Jensen's parents. "Maybe your right Lara. No one would doubt that your aunt and uncle are soul mates and here they are too."

The video shows me, a very different version of myself. I am relaxed and happy. I can't keep my hands off Liv and constantly have at least one hand on her. The toasts start and Jared takes the mike and the person filming the wedding zooms in on him.

Jared stands their confidently looking out amongst what must be all of our friends and family. "I know a lot of you thought it was weird that I was Jensen's best man since he is taking my baby sister from me but then again most of you know I already punched him once for that." The whole hall laughs and Jared gives Jensen and Liv a wink. "I should have known the first day they meet though that they would fall in love. I had just gotten the job offer to play Sam Winchester and was moving up to Canada for the filming to meet my soon to be on screen brother. My mom and sister insisted on going up with me to make sure I was settled. I was talking to Jensen on set when my mom and sister came in. Jensen stopped speaking mid sentence and just starred at Liv. Before I could smack him the director was talking to me and my mom was coming over. The next time I looked over Liv and Jensen were talking and I wasn't the only one who noticed their chemistry. Our producers noticed it too and asked Liv if she could act and if she wanted the role has Lara Maywin. It seemed perfect for her to play a girl who was like my little sister and love interest of the show. From the first moment to the last moment I know you two will forever be in love. Welcome to the family Jensen and I wish you both years of happiness."

The room fills with clapping and Jensen leans over and kisses LIv, well more like devours her mouth. Then Jo stands up. The room quiets down and she grabs the mike. "I know not all of you know me. I am Beth, Liv's best friend since before we even started school. Liv and I grew up like sisters and I am so happy to see her meet her soul mate and be getting married. In high school Liv was not lacking for male attention and we both frequently snuck out on dates so her brothers wouldn't find out. But every time we came home Liv would tell me that he wasn't the one. I would ask her how he knew and Liv would smile at me and start to blush. She said to me Beth I'll know when he's the one because my heart will flutter and just the sight of him and my soul will recognize it's other piece. The day she left with Jared to go to Canada was only supposed to be a week long trip. After that first day she called me up and told me that she found him. She said that her heart nearly beat out of her chest when she saw him across the room and that her soul just knew he was it. So I was not surprised when 6 months later Liv called me asking me to be her maid of honor. I am so happy for your both and wish you the best." The room once again fills with claps and this time Liv leans over and kisses Jensen.

The rest of the dvd is filled with supposed friends and family wishing them well. I see that guy Misha from the set today and the guy who was yelling at him. I see other faces from our lives back home but I don't know who they are here. The dvd ends and Lara and I both look at each other a bit overwhelmed. She leans over and grabs the wedding album and we go through the pictures that take us up to our honeymoon in Tahiti. We then go through the older albums that must of been from both our families of our childhoods. When we are done I look over and Lara is crying. I immediately grab her and pull her to me. "What's wrong?" I ask her.

"Where are my parents Dean? Your parents are here and happy. Aunt Karen and Uncle Bobby are here and raised you and what looks like your older brother but my parents aren't here." She cries out into my chest. I try to comfort her but there is very little I can do right now. For the most part Lara has handled being an orphan extremely well but sometimes she just needs to break down.

I'm not sure how long we sit there but slowly she stops crying. One of our phones start to beep and Lara gets up to get it. She grabs it and reads the message. "That was Jared I think. He said he would be home in about 30 mins with dinner and that if we are going to be indecent to keep our door locked and he won't come in." She smirks at the last part and puts the phone back down. "I am going to put on real clothes before he comes back." She tells me and head back into the bedroom.

While she is changing I put the photo albums back and put the dvd back on the shelf. I trash the pop corn bag, beer bottle, and water bottle. After a few minutes Lara comes out wearing a pair of tight jeans and purple sweater. She blushes a bit and rubs her stomach. "It looks like Liv has bought some bigger jeans but I think she needs to go a size up."

Before my mind can catch up with my mouth I step forward and rest my hand on her stomach. "Is it weird? Knowing there is a life in you?" I ask stupidly.

Lara smiles and shakes her head yes. She doesn't move my hand away and traps it under hers. "I can feel this fluttering feeling in my stomach and I know there is a life there and it is bizarre but in a good, no a great way. " She looks so stunning right now. I can only imagine how beautiful my Lara would look pregnant but I guess this is the closest thing to that I will ever see since I will be dead soon.

The door opens behind me and I pivot quickly putting my body in front of Lara and relax when I see Jared and Chad coming into the room with bags of food. "Oh good your dressed!" Jared jokes with us and puts bags of food on the counter. "I got you a burger Jensen and Liv I got you that salad you like."

Lara's face pales a bit and she shakes her head. "I don't want a salad." She replies sounding disgusted by the thought. Chad pulls the food out and asks. "What do you want then?"

Her face scrunches while she thinks and rubs her stomach. "I want a seven layer burrito from taco bell with cinnamon twist OH and a side of nacho cheese. Oh and I think I want a fish sandwich from McDonalds and if you could get sweet and sour sauce with that. And...um the fries and a shake from Wendy's oh and don't forget chili." Well that is quite a meal my eyes nearly bug out of my head when I face her.

Jared and Chad have similar expressions and Jared nearly chokes has he speaks. "Now don't get me wrong Liv, I have always thought you ate like a rabbit but that is a bit extreme." I guess this Jared isn't the health nut my Sam is. Lara just shrugs her shoulders. "Cravings." She states and Jared grabs the keys from Chad and head back out.

Chad is kind of a funny guy. He is only about 5' 5" maybe 6" max. He's flamboyant and obviously loyal to Liv and Jensen. "So I got you guys a week off. The bosses were no pleased but I explained to them that Liv was ill and needed a break. I think you guys need to come clean though and tell them you are pregnant. Hell you need to tell them you are married!"

Lara and I exchange looks. Is our marriage a secret? "I mean I understand why you guys are so secretive. Everyone thinks that hollywood stars just bounce between lovers because their parts make them fall in love or what not but anyone with eyes can tell you guys are head over heels in love with each other. If you tell them you are married and expecting they won't keep making Liv film these scenes. It's not like they will surprised anyways."

We both stand there silent for a moment and before Lara can respond her hand flutters to her mouth and she turns around and runs to the bathroom. I am left there with Chad. "Hey Chad, can you um do my a favor?" I ask him. He shakes his head yes. "Um so do you remember the episode with the djinn?"

Chad nods his head. "Yeah that was two episodes in season 2 and your characters mental breakdown from it kept cropping up for a few more episodes after that. The ratings were huge." Well I am glad that my almost mental breakdown made for such great tv. "Well I need you to get me a copy of those episodes and please don't tell Liv or Jared. I just need them by Wednesday morning."

"Yeah sure no problem man." Chad tells me. He seems a bit confused but I know he will do this for me. I nod a thanks and run to the bathroom behind Lara. I find her leaning on the wall next to the toilet. "You alright?" I ask sitting down next to her.

She falls over and lays her head on my shoulder. "Yeah I am fine." We sit there for awhile letting her rest in case she needs to throw up again. We slowly get up and I help her to her feet and we head out to the kitchen at the same time has Jared coming back with Lara's food. Just a half an hour ago she was puking but one look at the fast food bags and her face brightens.

We all sit at the table and start to eat but it doesn't take long for us to all stop and just watch Lara. She is dipping the cinnamon sticks into the cheese sauce and poured the sweet and sour sauce over the tarter on her fish sandwich. She is also alternating between dipping her fries in the shake and the chili. At first she doesn't notice we are all watching her. When she does she slowly lower her fry and looks at all of us. "What?" She asks.

"Nothing!" We all exclaim and go back to eating. After dinner Jared pulls a beer out of the fridge and hands one to Chad and me. We all head into the living room and Lara pulls me down on the couch next to her and snuggles into me. I put my arm around her and she lays her head on my chest. Chad pulls out a planner and goes through it. "OK even though you both are technically on vacation for a week we are still very busy. Liv and Jensen you have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 10 and you have your first birthing class tomorrow night at 6. Jared they still want you to film a few scenes starting at 12 tomorrow."

Birthing classes? Lara must notice I tense because she grabs my hand and squeezes it. Chad just keeps going. "On Friday you guys have an interview with that guy from entertainment weekly and your idiot friends are coming up and you are all going out." I start to speak up saying that Lara and I won't be going but Jared cuts me off. "Not a chance you guys. It's my birthday and you both promised you guys would go out with us if they came up." That shuts me up.

"Ok so then on Saturday Liv and Jared's parents and brother Dylan will be in around 2 pm. They are here until Monday morning. Don't forget they don't know your pregnant Liv and you wanted to bring them up to tell them just like you did with Jensen's parent's two weeks ago." Liv and Jared parents are coming. My mom and dad will be in the same apartment has me. I don't know how I'll handle that. Lara grabs my hand again and I can feel her sending calm at me.

"After they leave you guys have the rest of Monday to yourselves but Jared and Jensen you guys have your bro-lunch." Chad rolls his eyes and Jared gives me a big thumbs up. "Tuesday is a free day for now...Then Wednesday you guys start back up at work."

Most of this seems doable, well all except seeing my parents. I don't know how I'll do that without breaking down.

Jared shuffles on his seat and jumps up. "Well I got a date. I'll see you guys tomorrow." Lara whips around and looks at the clock on the cable for the tv. "It's almost 10:30 Jared!" She yells at him.

He smiles at her and leans down to give her a hug. "She's a bartender and she won't get off for another 2 hours. I am going to keep her company at the bar and we are going to hang out." Lara rolls her eyes and Chad digs in his pocket and hands Jared a condom. Lara's eyes nearly bug out of her face and Chad just starts to laugh. "What if it wasn't for me Jared would have bastards all over Canada, California, and Texas. Someone has to make sure he doesn't knock a girl up. And you guys should be heading to bed. You have an early appointment."

They both leave and Lara heads to the kitchen to clean up from our take out meals while I head to the bedroom to try and find my own sleeping clothes. Lara sure wasn't kidding when she said they had clothes. Jensen has more clothes in his smallest drawer then I probably own. I dig through them until I find a pair of sleeping pants and a tshirt and change quickly. Lara comes through and starts to dig through what is Liv's dresser and pulls out a nightgown. "I can't find anymore tshirts." She says with a blush and heads into the bathroom.

I find another home video in a dvd case and pull it out for us to watch. Lara comes out of the bathroom in what would be a slightly loose ivory silk nightgown but for the first time her bump is really accentuated and it's slightly stretched over her stomach. I can't stop myself from moving to her like a moth to a light and resting my hand softly over her stomach. "Wow you really are pregnant."

Lara looks up at me and smiles. "Yeah I guess she is." I don't want to but I drop my hand and we both get into the bed. "I found another video." I tell her turning the tv on and switching it to video. Lara gets comfortable under the blankets and I hit play.

It takes a moment but I recognize the room we are in. Jensen comes into the frame and so does Liv and they both look at each other and start to laugh. Jensen is in the same pajama pants that I found in his drawer and Liv is in a silk robe. "Are you sure about this Liv?" Jensen asks her with a slight Texas draw.

Liv shakes her head yes. "This was my idea of course I am sure. I just want a memento of what I looked like before I get all big and fat."

Jensen pulls her into a hug and kisses the top of her head. "You will not be fat Liv you are pregnant. Huge difference..." She snuggles into his chest and smiles at his words. "Besides you will always be the most beautiful woman on the planet to me." Liv lifts up her face and he takes her cheeks in his hands and kisses her lips softly. "I love you so much Liv." He mutters into her lips.

"I love you just as much Jen." She responds. He leads her to the camera and faces her to the lens. He stands behind her and rests his chin on her shoulder and wraps his arms around her stomach and his hands fall over her still flat stomach. "In a few months when you are round with our child I want you to put in this dvd and remember how gorgeous I think are you now and how stunning I think are you then."

Liv leans into him and smiles softly. Jensen moves his hands and starts to untie the belt holding her robe together and the silky fabric spreads open showing Liv in slinky lingerie beneath it. Before my brain can catch up with what we are watching he speaks again. He kisses the side of her neck and his hands slip the silky fabric off her shoulders and he moves his hands up to her collar bone and kisses down her shoulder. "I want you to lay in bed and think about how I am touching you now. I want you to start at your neck and think about what my lips feel like on your neck and what my breath feels like on you shoulders."

Jensen moves his hands down her chest and lightly massages her breasts. "I want you to move down to your breasts and touch them. I want you to pull on your nipples and think of me doing those things to you." Liv lets a moan out and her head falls back on Jensen's shoulder in ecstasy has her removes her bra and continues to touch her breasts and play with her nipples. While one of his hand stay on her breasts the other one slips down to her still clothed center and his fingers slip underneath the shear lace and I can tell the moment he enters her because she lets out a sinful moan. "I want you to keep your panties on though. So that when I come home you can present them to me soaked from you touching yourself thinking about me."

I finally shake myself out of it and before Jensen can turn Liv around I grab the remote and hit stop. "Well I guess that is not a home video for the grand kids!" I say with a laugh trying to hide the lust in my voice. I look down and luckily I don't think Lara should be able to see how ridiculously hard I am.

Lara looks over at me and starts to laugh. "No I gotta say that is probably private." She lays back down on her pillow and I can see her cheeks are a bit flushed. "Not gonna lie that was kinda hot."

That statement almost gets me to choke but I cover it with a laugh. "What can I say regardless of the world I am one sexy guy." Lara looks over at me and chuckles. "Hey I think I wasn't too shabby myself."

We both lay there for a moment just looking at each other until I cough nervously. "Well I guess we should get some sleep. I'll hit the lights." I roll over and turn of the lights and roll back to see Lara snuggling into her pillow.

I'm not sure what comes over me but I move over to her and lay my hand on her stomach. "They are lucky aren't they." I say quietly. Lara smiles at shakes her head yes. "Yeah they are." I fall asleep with my hand resting over their child and couldn't have asked for a better night's sleep.

In the morning I am awoken by the smell of bacon and eggs. I don't quite remember when I feel asleep I just know I feel asleep holding Lara, well I guess Liv's body. I stretch out in the bed and hear the faint sounds of Lara's laugh. I get out of the bed and pull on a tshirt and head out to the main space. Chad is sitting on a barstool at the kitchen laughing with Lara while she is cooking on the stove. She is wrapped up in a silk robe and she doesn't notice me yet. "Moring." I tell them both crossing the room and grabbing Lara for a quick kiss, I assume Chad would find it funny if I didn't kiss her, or I just wanted to. I guess it doesn't matter either way I get to touch her lips with mine. "Morning to you too." She whispers into my lips.

"So what's for breakfast?" I ask moving a stool too. Lara puts a plate in front of me and Chad winks at me. "She's nesting." I smile and start to eat my food.

I realize we have an appointment this morning and I have no clue where it is and how to get to it. "So do you think you could write the address down for the appointment?" I ask him trying to sound casual.

Chad breaks out in to laughs. "Don' worry Galileo I have your car pulled around front and already put the address into gps since you couldn't find your way out of paper bag." He keeps laughing but Lara and exchange looks. A lot is different here.

"I'm going to get ready and we can head out then once you're ready." Lara tells me has she heads into the bedroom. Chad smiles at me and continues to eat his food. "So we don't have anything this afternoon right?" I ask him. I want Lara and I to keep to ourselves has much as possible.

He grabs the day planner and goes today. "No you guys are good until your class. It's your first one so you should really go. I'll make sure that Jared makes it to work and we'll see you guys later tonight."

I finish my breakfast and head back to the bedroom myself. I grab a pair of jeans out of the dresser and a tshirt with a button down. The clothes aren't that different then my normal type but I can feel how much more expensive Jensen's clothes are then mine. He does a good job of taking care of Liv. They have a nice life together. I figure I can get a shower after we get back.

"Hey you ready to go?" Lara asks from the bathroom door. She has a skirt and a loose sweater on along with the boots she had on yesterday. I shake my head yes and I grab the keys and we get to the car.

Luckily the key chain has a Mercedes symbol on it so I can match it up with the Mercedes out front. "Nice ride." I say with a smirk to the car out front. Lara smiles and gets in the passenger seat. I turn the car on and the gps is already set. "There a few differences aren't there." I say to her trying to make conversation.

"Yeah I mean for one you have no sense of direction. I am a healthy eater." Lara chuckles and shakes her head. "I mean when was the last time I said no to a burger. Then Jared eats crappy and he's a lady man. I don't remember him ever having one night stands."

It's weird how different yet similar we really are. I pull into the office that the gps tells me to and we get a spot and head into the waiting room. Lara goes in to check in at the desk and then comes back and takes a seat next to me. She grabs my hand and squeezes it. We're married here people expect certain things. We are both reading different magazines until they call us. "Olivia Ackles." The nurse calls from the door.

We get up and follow them through the doors and the nurse takes us into a treatment room and starts by taking Lara's blood pressure and temperature then lets us know the doctor will be in soon. We don't have to wait long and the doctor comes through. The name on her tag says Dr. Cole. "How are you today Olivia?" She asks with a big smile.

Lara looks down at her stomach. "I think I am fine. They made the appointment because not only has my morning sickness been bad but I also passed out at work yesterday." The nurse looks over her chart and comes over to Lara.

"It doesn't look like anything is wrong with your stats more than likely you just wore yourself out working. I want you to try and take a few days off to relax and don't put any unneeded stress on your body or your baby. The morning sickness should be dissipating soon. Now why don't we get an ultrasound and just make sure the baby is fine."

Dr. Cole motions for Lara to lay down on the table and I jump up next to her and hold her hand has the doctor has Lara lift up her shirt and lower her skirt. "This is going to be a bit cold." The doctor tells her while she puts some gel on Lara's stomach and pulls out a wand.

Our eyes are fixed on the monitor has the doctor moves the wand around and stops on a little blob. "Oh there is your baby. It looks good and healthy. Do you guys want to know the sex?"

Lara's eyes nearly bug out and she looks at me. She keeps her eyes on me while she talks to the doctor. "We still aren't sure if we want a surprise. Can you ask me again next time we come in." The doctor smile and shakes her head yes and prints out a copy of the picture on the screen and hands it to Lara.

"Now make sure that you rest the next few days and I'll see you both in class tonight." The doctor leaves and I grab a rag and wipe the gel of her stomach gently. I feel a pain in my gut. I will never get to see my actual Lara like this. I will be long dead by the time she is pregnant. I'll never get to take her to the doctor to look at our baby.

We leave the doctors and Lara keeps the picture of the baby in her hands. "I wasn't sure if we should find out. I wasn't sure if Liv and Jensen want to know the baby's gender. This way they get to find out on their own." Her eyes look down at her stomach. "And to be honest I think it would be too hard on me if I had to know the gender of the baby that is in me." I reach across and grab her hand and squeeze it.

The drive is quiet after that. Lara keeps a hold of my hand and looks out the window. "Hey pull over at the grocery store. I should get us some stuff." I pull in to the grocery store. "So I figured I'd make lasagna, garlic bread, and salad for dinner with my family on Saturday and meatloaf, mashed potatoes and do you want green beans or asparagus."

"Ick, neither!" I say with a laugh. Lara turns a smile on me. "I don't think so. You need to eat something healthy so pick."

"Green beans." I say with a frown. Lara laughs and continues to write a list on the back of a receipt she found in her purse. "I figured we'd get some lunch meats and I'd make some potato salad and macaroni salad. What do you want for dinner tonight?"

"Steak and french fries?" I ask hopefully. Lara writes it down. "So I was thinking I'd make an apple pie for dessert on Saturday and a cherry for Sunday. Do you want a cake or cupcakes tonight?"

Man this weekend is going to be awesome for food. "Can't we make another pie?" I ask hopefully. Lara laughs. "I won't have time to make a pie tonight so pick between cake or cupcakes. You can even pick the icing."

"Cake and I want funfetti." I say sadly even though I am excited to have it regardless. For just a week I can get a peak at what our live would be like if I ever grew a pair of balls and told Lara that I loved her and get to marry her.

She continues to scribble down notes on her list. "Alright and we'll get pancake batter and I'll do waffles on Sunday morning with bacon and blueberry pancakes with sausage on Monday . Does that sound alright?" I shake my head yes. Quite frankly it sounds amazing. Sometimes I forget that for a year she was a cook at Ellen's. I always knew she was talented in the kitchen I guess I just forgot how talented.

I never thought grocery shopping could be fun. Growing up it was stressful. I only had a few bucks to stretch to keep Sammy feed. Here we have credit card and we can get whatever we want. I don't have to worry about stretching a dollar for a week. Lara and I wonder through the aisles and she picks things up and puts them in the cart. This is the most domestic thing I have ever done.

By the time we get back it is late afternoon and Chad and Jared are long gone. I help Lara get all the food into the kitchen and once it's put away I head to the shower. I enjoy the awesome shower for a bit. The water pressure is beyond amazing and the water stays warm for a long time.

I get dressed and go back to the kitchen where Lara is cooking and singing. I stand back and just listen to her sing Sweet Child of Mine. She is mixing whatever it is she is working on, singing, and dancing. She most finally notice I am in the room because she turns around and smiles at me not stopping her solo. I can't help but start to sing along with her. She laughs at how tone death I am but we finish it up together.

The rest of the afternoon is quite relaxing. Lara makes a cake and starts to make the potato salad and macaroni salad for the weekend. We have a birthing class tonight back at the doctor's office so Lara makes out dinner early with a promise of desert when we get back. I try not to gag when I see her pour chocolate sauce on her steak. She notices me looking at her and she just shrugs it off saying it's cravings. Chad and Jared still haven't come back yet so she leaves their plates in the oven with a note that dinner is there when they get back.

It's strange how quickly this isn't strange. The whole drive over doesn't feel weird and wrong. We pull up and there are quite a few cars there. We head in and see 7 other couples there with us. We take a seat and wait for the class to start. It seems stupid for us to be there but it's expected for Liv and Jensen to be there.

The first part of the class is pretty basic. Dr. Cole goes over the basics of what all the women are going through in the class and what we can expect. We don't get into birthing specifics because most everyone in the class is only a few months along. At the end of the class there is a question and answer session and then we all go home.

Lara is quiet most of the drive home. I think this is hard on her emotionally. The doctor mentioned numerous times how crazy each mom's hormones are right now. She said that in any given hour the mom can go from happy to crying to wanting sex and it was our duty has the ones who knocked her up to support her. Even if that means laughing with her, letting her cry on our shoulder, then fucking her senseless. That part made me a bit squeamish because I am not really Jensen and Lara isn't really Olivia. Has much has I want to fuck her senseless I really shouldn't be touching her.

A man at the front door takes our car and guess puts in a garage somewhere and Lara and I head up to our apartment. Chad and Jared are sitting at the kitchen table laughing when we come in. They both look up at us has we come in and Jared points a fork at Lara. "Ok who are you and what have you done with my sister?"

Lara freezes and looks at me petrified. Then Jared starts to laugh. "Because Liv you can't cook worth a shit and this is awesome." Lara blushes and looks down. "I did some research. I'm going to be a mom soon and I need to learn."

Jared jumps up and gives Lara a hug. "Well I approve. And it was Chad's idea to break into the cake!" He says avoiding Lara's playful slap. Chad gives us a horrified expression. "That is just not true!" We all laugh and I motion for Lara to sit at the table and I get us both a slice of cake has well.

We all spend the rest of the evening hanging out and going over what is in store for tomorrow. I am a bit nervous about the interview but I am hoping that all the bullshiting Lara and I do while we hunt will come in handy now.

Around 11 Jared jumps up and declares that he is going out and Lara and I just laugh at how different Jared is from Sam. It's like pulling teeth to get Sam to go out with me sometimes and Jared seems ready to party every night. Chad heads down to his apartment that is apparently a few floors down and Lara and I head to the bedroom to get ready for bed.

Getting ready with her seems too natural. Unlike the shitty motels we stay at this bathroom is huge and has more than enough room for us both to get ready together. We brush our teeth and Lara washes her face and puts on cream. It feels like we do this every night and I guess these bodies do.

I head out and find another pair of sleep pants and Lara puts on a similar night gown to the one she had on last night. I hate to admit it but I find her little bump to be incredibly sexy and I can't stop caressing it.

Maybe it's the act we put on day. Maybe it's because I can't sleep without her. Maybe it's me trying to get has much of her has possible before I die. Whatever it is once Lara rolls over to sleep I come up behind her and cuddle her from behind resting my hand over their baby and I sleep.

a/n I hope you guys liked it! If you have a chance please review it. I like to know what you guys are thinking and what you like and don't like.