A/N: So here is part 2 (the longest chapter I´ve ever written), and it´s only Wednesday! Yay!

My dear Sara Jimenez, what you had been waiting for is finally here! I hope it lives up to your expectations =)

Now, this is my first time writing sex scenes of any kind and I tried my best, I promise; So please don´t be too harsh on me with the reviews (if you think this chapter worthy of one, that is); Oh! That takes me to celebrating my 200th review which, my always supportive friend, nerdybraniac pointed out to me a few days ago. Thank you to all of you!

Also, I tried not to be overly descriptive and to keep this on the romantic side of things which is what I like, but I changed the rating of the fic to M, just to be on the safe side.

Now, enough rambling and on with the chapter. Happy reading! (I´m biting my nails, if you´re interested, :s)

49.- THE FIRST TIME – PART 2

Blaine was feeling nervous, but at the same time excited, sitting on the passenger seat of Kurt´s car as they made their way to Scandals.

When Sebastian called him the day before, to tell him that their fakes IDs wouldn´t be ready for that same day as they had planned, he kind of felt relieved because it was the perfect excuse not to go; but when Sebastian confirmed they were going to be ready by Friday afternoon and that he would take them to him, their fate was pretty much sealed.

He had met Sebastian briefly at the Lima Bean to get the IDs from him, early that afternoon. He had asked Kurt to come along but his boyfriend had chosen to stay with Mercedes after school, as they hadn´t been able to do it the day before.

Blaine knew that Kurt didn´t like Sebastian and that he had gotten jealous at his advances, so although his wonderful boyfriend hadn´t said it, he knew that Kurt staying behind willingly and not making a big deal out of him meeting the new Warbler, was a huge leap of faith; it showed him that Kurt trusted him enough as to not having a problem with him seeing someone who had been unashamedly flirting with him. That thought made him happy.

Blaine looked at Kurt and he could tell his boyfriend was nervous, too. Kurt had tried to look fine by talking animatedly and smiling, but he could feel the tension in the hand he had clasped in his.

"I´m nervous too, you know?" – Blaine commented.

"Huh?"

"About tonight, I´m nervous, too; you don´t have to pretend you´re not"

"Gosh, I really need to step up in my acting"

"Not at all, you´re a great actor but right now we´re not in a play; in real life you always show how you feel or at least I´ve gotten to know you well enough as to be able to tell when you´re nervous or unhappy about something"

"Yeah… I´ve noticed. So, there´s no point in pretending, right? You already know I´m nervous" – Kurt sighed in relief because it was kind of liberating to know he didn´t have to keep the façade.

"I do, but like I said, I am too; so, it´s fine"

"You really think that we made the right decision by coming to this place, tonight?"

"You don´t want to go anymore?"

"I hate to admit it, but I still kind of want to know what the bar is about. I´m curious" – Kurt just left out that he didn´t want to give Sebastian the satisfaction of seeing him chickening-out, neither.

"Me, too. I´d admit that for a second I considered calling it off, but the other part of me wanted to see how a gay bar looks like"

"So, we´re doing this"

"Yes and it´ll be ok; if either one of us doesn´t like it, we can leave and go watch a movie instead or something, we don´t have to stay"

"Okay, sounds good"

"Great. Have I told you that you look particularly beautiful tonight?"

"No, you haven´t" – Kurt´s cheek turned red at the compliment.

"Well, you do. You always look beautiful to me, you know that; But, tonight I´m sure I´ll be the envy of everyone in that bar"

"Thank you, that´s really sweet. You look pretty handsome yourself"

"Thank you, it´s all for you, you know?"

"I know and everyone in that bar better knows it, too"

"You´re sexy when you get all possessive like that" – Blaine answered in a really husky tone and Kurt felt at current running through his body at both the comment and the wanting look Blaine was giving him.

"Thank you, I try" – Kurt finally answered shakily – "Oh! We´re here!"

"Oh, awesome!" – Blaine was effectively distracted from his not so pure thoughts about his boyfriend when said boyfriend stopped the car in front of the bar.

"Do you have our IDs?"

"Yes… here, this is yours" – Blaine handed him the card and they stepped out of the car.

"Chaz Donaldsworth? This doesn´t even look like me" – Kurt said studying his fake ID.

"Don´t worry, mine says I´m thirty-eight. They´ll work"

"How someone as pale as me can be from Hawaii?" – Kurt questioned as he offered his hand for Blaine to take.

"It´ll be fine, not everybody in Hawaii is tanned-skinned" – Blaine answered while he put his hand in Kurt´s. Kurt mumbles something that sounded like "Sure, the vampires who live hidden under palm trees"

"What´s that?" – Blaine asked as he didn´t quite catch what Kurt had said.

"Nothings… let´s see how this goes"

"Okay, here we go"

The boys showed the bouncer their IDs and were ushered in without a second glance. The place wasn´t as scandalous as the name had promised to be and with the exception of the many Drag Queens walking around, it pretty much looked like any other bar. The difference though, was the gay couples kissing or dancing all around, although what a few of them were doing could be better described as eating each other up or having clothed sex in front of everybody. They decided to avoid those people and walked in direction of the bar until they found Sebastian.

"I really don´t like that guy" – Kurt commented at the sight of the MeerKat flirt.

"I know but you promised to give him a chance. He´s harmless, you´ll see" – Blaine tried to soothe his boyfriend.

"Hey guys! You made it" – Sebastian greeted – "which is great because I already ordered your drinks…A beer for Blaine and for Kurt… a Shirley Temple with extra cherries" – he continued while he handed over the drinks – "I heard you´re the designated driver, like… all the time"

"Yeah, well; after trying hard liquor a couple of years ago I noticed in wasn´t really my thing" – Kurt made sure that Sebastian knew he wasn´t completely inexperienced with alcohol; the fact that he had only ended up throwing up on Ms. Pillsbury´s shoes, and wishing to die the next day because of the nasty hand-over he´d gotten, was something Sebastian didn´t need to know - "Besides, to me; if you always need to drink to have fun, it means that you have a problem; so I´m more than ok with this arrangement, don´t worry"

"You´re so amazing" – Blaine interjected with obvious pride in his voice and an adoring look on his face. Kurt smiled at Blaine and then directed a smugly glance to a very annoyed-looking Sebastian.

"Whatever" – Sebastian said dismissively and he raised his beer bottle – "Cheers, boys. To the glamorous life"

The three boys stood by the bar drinking some more and talking before Sebastian proposed to go dancing. Blaine who after drinking his fifth bottle was more than tipsy and feeling very happy, accepted immediately jumping out of the stool in direction of the dance floor. Sebastian followed close behind but Kurt decided to watch from the sidelines for the time being to finish his drink first, as he wasn´t comfortable with leaving it unattended. He was surprised when he heard a familiar voice and felt someone sitting next to him.

"Hey, Kurt"

"David! I didn´t thought I´d see you here"

"Well, you better watch your boyfriend" – David said before addressing the bartender to ask for another drink.

"Why? You know something that I don´t?"

"Just that the tall blond one dancing with your guy is a regular here, and he knows his way around other people´s pants"

"I figured that much, but I trust Blaine and I´m right here making sure Sebastian keeps his hands away"

"If you say so"

"So, how´s life at your new school" – Kurt tried to change the subject because he didn´t want to get worked up about Sebastian touching Blaine and he was curious to know how things had been for David after leaving McKinley.

"Fine" – David answered simply – "You know, I just wanna have a normal senior year and play football without my teammates hearing rumors about me"

"Just to let you know, I never would have told anyone. It´s not who I am" – Kurt then decided to take the conversation to less painful roads – "So, you come here all the time?"

"People like me here, I feel accepted. I´m what they call a bear cub"

"Because you look like Yogi?"

"I don´t know" – David chuckled at the comparison – "Because I´m burly or something" – Kurt didn´t look convinced because to him, his comparison with Yogi was more accurate, but David took it the wrong way – "What? So this is the part where you judge me?"

"No, as long as you´re not beating people up, I´m all for being whoever you have to, at your own speed"

"Right now, I´m just trying to get through high school. I don´t have the courage that you have. I still can´t believe how you managed to come to school every day after everything everyone, especially me, put you through"

"The trick is, knowing you´re your own person, to learn to love yourself with your strengths and flaws, accept that you are worth loving and let others love you. It also helps to have a good support system whether is your family or friends; I am fortunate enough to have both and now I have a loving boyfriend who has helped through a lot of things"

"Yeah, I heard what he did after I left prom" – David interjected – "I´m sorry for that"

"It´s in the past now and I get that you were not ready to come out yet, so I forgive you"

"Will I ever be ready?"

"Yes, eventually. You just have to surround yourself with the right people. If you have someone to watch your back and catch you when you fall, then whatever everyone else says to you or do to you won´t matter"

"Thanks, Kurt. You´re a good guy. So, here´s to baby steps" – David raised his bottle.

"To baby steps"

"So, are you going to do something about that guy getting all over your boyfriend or what?"

"Do you mind? I mean I don´t want to be rude and just leave you here when we were having a conversation"

"Nah, I´m alright. I´m actually on my way out; it´s getting late for my curfew. You go and show that guy who´s boss"

"Thanks! I´ll see you some other time?"

"Sure"

With that, Kurt jumped out of the bar stool and went to do exactly what David had suggested. He made sure Sebastian knew who was boss by making it clear, who Blaine was with. They stayed for about an hour more, dancing and with Blaine drinking a couple more beers. It was obvious that Blaine was drunk, so Kurt decided it was time for them to go home, while Blaine could still stand.

Kurt told Sebastian they were leaving and although he insisted for them to stay some more, getting Blaine to plead for one more dance and one more beer, he put his foot down telling him that Blaine needed to get home and that´s what they were going to do. Sebastian had budged at the end because he could tell that Kurt was the one calling the shots at the moment and he was determined to take the hazel-eyed boy with him.

Kurt helped Blaine out of the bar, thinking that it was a good thing neither set of parents were home. He didn´t want to even think of how disappointed William and Victoria would be at seeing Blaine drunk and at Kurt for allowing this to happen. Kurt was also sure that Burt and Carole would be less than impressed with him letting a drunk Blaine crash in their home a second time.

"This is the best night of my life!" – Blaine said happily.

"Okay, alright" – Kurt couldn´t help to think that happy drunk Blaine was rather cute.

"It´s the best night of my life! Wanna live here. I wanna live here and I wanna make art and help people"

"You can certainly help people making fire with your breath" – Kurt said as they finally made it to the car.

"Hey. C´mon, I only had one beer. Kiss me" – Blaine launched himself trying to get his boyfriend to kiss him. All that dancing and all the alcohol in his system were making him throw proper behavior out the window and he just wanted to kiss the boy he had wanted so much for so long.

"Oh no, No, no, no, no" – Kurt kept saying as he pushed Blaine away from him to try to get him in the car"

"Kiss me, c´mon"

"No, c´mon. You ride in the back. C´mon, lay down" – Kurt pushed his boyfriend softly to get him to lie down on the back seat.

"Alright" – Blaine seemed to have decided to do as he was told.

"So then, you throw up that way"

"C´mere" – Blaine caught Kurt off guard and pulled him to lie down on top of him, kissing where he could put his mouth on.

"Woah, whoah, whoah, wait! Alright Blaine" – Kurt tried to stand up.

"Hey Kurt, let´s just do it. I want you"

"No"

"I want you so bad" – Blaine insisted trying to pull Kurt onto him and kiss him.

"No, no, stop it!" – Kurt was on the edge of snapping as he wasn´t comfortable with Blaine grabbing him the way he was at the moment.

"I know you wanted to do it in a field of lilacs with Sting playing in the background and all that, but who cares where we are?"

"Alright"

"It´s all about us, right?"

"Right! It´s about us!" – Kurt had had it, he couldn´t believe what Blaine was proposing for them to do after talking about how special he wanted their first time to be. He knew Blaine was drunk and it probably was the alcohol talking but he was hurt nonetheless – "Which is why I don´t want to do it in a night you spend half of dancing with another guy! And that you are not sober enough to remember it the next day!"

"Why are you yelling at me?" – Blaine couldn´t comprehend why Kurt was behaving like that, in his out of mind state, he thought he was complimenting him by telling him he wanted him so much that he didn´t want to wait any longer, so he couldn´t understand why his boyfriend was being mean to him.

"Because I never felt less like being intimate with someone and either you can´t tell or you just don´t care!" – Kurt said and Blaine was stunned. He couldn´t believe that Kurt was telling him that he didn´t want him and even worse, that he didn´t care about his boyfriend´s feeling, when that is everything he ever did. All he had wanted was for them to enjoy the moment. He was mad now and he didn´t feel like staying with Kurt any longer.

"Where are you going?!" – Kurt asked as he saw Blaine get out of the car and start walking away.

"I´m sorry if I´m trying to be spontaneous and fun! I think I´m just wanna walk home" – Blaine had kind of forgotten that he was forty-five minutes in a car ride away from home.

"Blaine!" – Kurt had tears in his eyes as he saw his boyfriend leave. He was mad as hell but now he was also scared of something bad happening to him if he was left alone in that state.

Kurt started the car and dialed a taxi service number. He made sure to stay close enough so he could keep an eye on is drunk boyfriend but far enough as to Blaine not noticing him. After ten agonizing minutes, the taxi showed up. He parked the car and stepped out to make sure Blaine got in the taxi and he gave the driver the address. After he saw the taxi drive away, he went home.

Blaine walked into his empty house feeling miserable. In the way home he had sobered up and relived everything that had happened. He couldn´t believe what an idiot he had been. He knew that Kurt was mad at him but it killed him even more to know that his wonderful boyfriend, in spite of being so incredible angry and hurt, had made sure he made it safely home and was probably worrying about him right that second. He pulled out his phone and knowing that Kurt wouldn´t talk to him, sent him a text.

Kurt was crying his eyes out hugging his pillow. He had been crying for the past half an hour. He was mad at Blaine and he was mad at himself for let things spin so out of control. If he had backed up Blaine´s refusal to Sebastian´s proposal, instead of wanting to prove he could keep up with the MeerKat jerk, nothing of this would have happened. And now, he was also worried sick about something happening to Blaine on his way home. Then, he saw his phone signaling that a new text message had been received.

"I´m home. Don´t worry. I was such an idiot tonight, I´m sorry. Please forgive me. I love you" – B

Kurt smiled for a second. Blaine had gotten mad too but he still made sure Kurt knew he was fine because he worried. Apparently the alcohol was starting to leave his system because he had caught on what he had done and was apologizing.

If Kurt had to be honest, he had to apologize as well. He had been the one who put them in that position in the first place and he knew Blaine was drunk so he wasn´t thinking straight when he tried to get them to have sex in the car´s backseat; he had taken all his frustration with Sebastian on him, overreacting to the whole thing as he treated Blaine like he were a heartless jerk, when he knew better than to think Blaine would ever do something like that in his right mind and under normal circumstances. The text he received gave him hope that not all was lost, they both had made a mistake and they needed to solve the issue. He was big enough to acknowledge his share of guilt in the matter so he decided to accept Blaine´s peace offering and apology. With that in mind, Kurt typed his answer.

"I´m glad you made it home safely. I accept you apology but I have to apologize, too. Talk tomorrow? I love, too BTW" – K

"I´ll see tomorrow. Sweet dreams my Angel" – B

"You, too" – K

Kurt was still feeling a strange mix of hurt and guilt, but knowing he was going to talk it out with Blaine the following morning and that they still loved each other, made it a little bit easier for him to fall asleep that night.

Saturday morning arrived and Kurt was horrified at the image he saw in the mirror. He looked tired and his eyes were swollen with all the crying he had done. He spent the rest of the morning applying eye-drops and using everything he knew would help him look his usual self again. It was a bit strange no to talk to Blaine the whole day, but he thought it was maybe for the better, to wait until they were face-to-face.

In Westerville, Blaine had had the worst morning. He woke up really late and with a pounding headache. His stomach felt funny and his entire body felt off. He swore to himself to never drink again. He spent the first hours awake nursing his hang-over and when he finally made his way back to the land of the living, it was time to head to Lima.

Getting ready to start the play was madness. Everybody was running lines, getting dressed, practicing one last time their dance steps or finding ways to entertain themselves to not freak out. In all the mayhem, Blaine hadn´t had the opportunity to talk to Kurt and he didn´t think it was going to be a good idea with everyone running around. So, he decided to concentrate in getting ready and into character and he was going to talk to his boyfriend after the play.

The show began and everybody was ready. Kurt and Blaine put their relationship and issues on hold and they went through their scenes perfectly, both of them winning the audience with their performances.

Blaine was with Rachael watching their friends do their thing and Artie´s comments came crushing down on him. again. For the first time, he started to really doubt he was going to pull it off because the memory of the night before had diminished his confidence.

"How are we, as virgins, supposed to follow that?" – Blaine asked Rachael.

"Tony and Maria were soul mates. Okay, against all odds, they found each other. I know what that´s like. You do, too. So, we just have to play that. Okay, we, as actors, have to tap into that, okay?"

"You´re right" – Blaine said as Rachael´s words washed over him. He did know what it was to have found his soul mate. Kurt was everything he ever dreamt of and more. He loved him so much that it hurt and scared him sometime, but the wonderful thing was that Kurt loved him just as much. They were it; he knew it, just as Tony and Maria had known it. He could do this.

Kurt watched in awe from backstage how Blaine rendered the audience speechless with his performance. He just made his best to ignore the looks Sebastian was giving his boyfriend from his seat. He thought that if that boy didn´t stop pursuing Blaine, he would have to do something about it himself. Watching Blaine made him reconsider some things. It was true that planning the perfect night together had been important to him, but that was not more important that the guy he was going to share it with. It was about them, nothing else.

Kurt wasn´t willing to wait, any longer. The moment things were right again with Blaine he was going to give himself completely to him. Tonight was the night and he was going to make it happen. He took the opportunity of not being needed on stage to send a quick text to Finn to tell him the house was all his that night, because he was staying at Mercedes´s after going out for some dinner with Blaine. He didn´t think it wise to tell Finn where he really was going to spend the night in case his dad called the house, as his dear stepbrother was more than capable of blurting it out. It was a good thing that he always carried an extra set of clothes in case of emergencies and his personal items in the bag he had taken with him to the auditorium, so he was well set to stay with Blaine all night.

The rest of the play went smoothly and before he could register what had happened it was over. Blaine was still mad at himself for missing a step, so he decided to practice his routine some more while everybody else was changing. He made his way back to the stage and started to go through his dance steps.

"Shouldn´t you be celebrating?" – Kurt asked, walking in from behind the curtains.

"I´m going over this move, I know I messed it up tonight. I know I can do it better"

"The beauty of the stage. You get to do it all over again tomorrow night. Personally, I thought both you guys were perfect"

"Thank you. Your Officer Krupke killed, brought the house down"

"Well, I can´t help but pull focus, sorry"

"Don´t apologize, it was great"

"All your friends were here tonight. The Warblers"

"Yeah"

"Sebastian. They were all loving it" – Kurt named the person who had started this and Blaine hated that they were tiptoeing around each other and the distance between them. This needed to stop.

"Come here. Gimme your hand and hold it to your heart" – Blaine said while he motioned for Kurt to come close to him and put his own hand over his boyfriend´s.

"Just like the song?"

"Like the song" – Blaine sighed before continuing to say what he knew he needed and was desperate to say – "Kurt, Sebastian doesn´t mean anything to me and you were right, our first time shouldn´t be like that. I was drunk and I´m sorry"

"Well, it sure beats the last time you were drunk and made out with Rachael" – Kurt joked because he needed things to be light and happy between them, he smiled when Blaine chuckled at his comment – "But I´m sorry, too. I wanted to be your gay bar superstar, but try as I might, I´m still just a silly romantic"

"It´s not silly. It´s a big deal and I behaved like a jerk. I´m so very sorry"

"It´s not all your fault. I let myself get caught in Sebastian´s game and made us go there. I knew you were drunk and that you didn´t mean everything you were saying but I reacted as if you did and snapped at you. You did mess up, but I made things worse"

"You were right to do so, I hurt your feelings. I remember everything and I know I did. I´m such an idiot"

"Yeah, but you are my idiot"

"God! How can you put up with me? What did I ever do to deserve you"

"You put up with me too and you love me unconditionally, making me feel like the most treasured person in the world and last night doesn´t change that. We were silly teenagers and we both made mistakes. We forgive each other and ourselves, and we move on"

"I love you so much" – Blaine brought Kurt closer and kissed him for all he was worth until they needed to separate for oxygen.

"You take my breath away" – Kurt sighed happily – "Not just now, but tonight on that stage. I was so proud to be with you"

"I hope so, I want you to be" – Blaine said a little choked up as he was overwhelmed with emotion at hearing Kurt being proud of being his boyfriend, even after everything he had put them through.

"Well, I am. Now, I really want to be done with this Sebastian and Scandals thing. I want us to forget about everything and go back to where we were"

"I can do that"

"Good"

"Umm… Artie is having an after party at Breadstix. Would you accompany me?"

"No" – Kurt answered and Blaine was crestfallen, but then… – "I wanna go to your house"

"Okay" – Blaine accepted because maybe what Kurt needed was for them to have a quiet evening to regroup and reconnect. It was a good thing that Burt and Carole and his parents were out of town because that way Kurt could miss curfew or even stay over if it got too late.

Kurt noticed that Blaine hadn´t caught on to his real intentions, which was a good thing. It was also good that he was driving his own car and Blaine was driving his, as he wasn´t too keen on spending forty-five minutes in a car with Blaine, with both of them fully aware of what´s going to happen. He tried to focus on the road to calm himself down.

Finally, they pulled over in front of the Andersons´ residence. Blaine took Kurt´s hand as he guided him inside the house and he noticed that Kurt was nervous.

"Angel, is there something wrong?"

"No, why?"

"You´re trembling"

"I´m trembling because I´m nervous"

"Why would you be nervous? You´ve been here many times before and you know you dad won´t ground you for being late, if Finn doesn´t say anything"

"That´s not it"

"Then, what is it?"

"Blaine, there´s a reason I asked you to bring me here"

"Okay"

"I want tonight to be the night"

"Huh?"

"Blaine! Now is not the time to be your adorable oblivious self!" – Kurt whined.

"Wait! You mean that you… that us… you know… tonight?" – Blaine started to shake a little himself. Why did he never see these things coming? He couldn´t know.

"Yes. You´re ready, I´m ready and I don´t want to wait anymore. So, can we go to your room?"

"No" – Blaine said all serious, all of a sudden.

"What? You said no?" – Kurt asked with hurt in his voice.

"Yes, I said no"

"You don´t want to have sex with me anymore?"

"No, Kurt. I want to make love with you and if you are set that tonight is the right time, then I´m more than happy to make it happen, but that doesn´t mean that you can´t have what you wanted, which so happens it´s what I want too"

"Blaine…" – Kurt was lost for words.

"Kurt" – Blaine said softly as he circled his arms around his adorable and obviously nervous boyfriend – "I want to do this right, I want us to enjoy our time together and I want it to be as close as what you pictured it to be"

"I don´t know what to say"

"Just say that you are going to relax, that you are staying over and that we will take our time tonight"

"I can do that"

"Good" – Blaine kissed Kurt softly – "First thing, we need to have some dinner; so why don´t you come to the kitchen with me while I make us something"

"Okay"

"Alright"

Blaine took Kurt´s hand and led him to the kitchen. To Blaine´s great surprise, Hannah had left lasagna in the fridge before she left, so he poured Kurt a glass of cranberry juice while he heated it up and made some bruschette with tomato and cheese. Kurt, on the other hand, helped him to place the table and starting the fire place. He also, on Blaine´s request, turned on the stereo so that soft music could fill the room. Then, he went back to sit at the counter to watch his boyfriend work.

Kurt felt his nerves dissolving little by little. Blaine made sure to keep a casual conversation while the food got ready, stealing little kisses from him every time he passed in from of him to get something he needed, which made him giggle each time.

When dinner was ready, Blaine set two candle sticks over the table and placed the plates down. They sat together and carried on like any normal date. They enjoyed the food which was delicious and the music set the perfect romantic atmosphere.

When it was time for dessert, Kurt decided that he was making sundaes as Blaine had handled the main course. Blaine took the opportunity to excuse himself for a while to go to the restroom and rushed to his bedroom.

Kurt was getting a little impatient and started to wonder why Blaine was taking so long, which only served to get his nervous in full mode again and just when he was about to go and check on him, Blaine showed up.

"I was starting to get worried"

"Sorry, my dad called to check up on me while I was upstairs and I didn´t think that rushing the call was the right thing to do because it could have looked suspicious" – Blaine felt bad about lying to Kurt but he couldn´t ruin the surprise.

"Oh.. okay. That´s alright, I guess. Ready for dessert?"

"Sure"

They were eating in silence because they knew they were getting closer to what they were supposed to do that night and they were getting nervous. Blaine tried to lighten the mood again by putting some ice-cream on Kurt´s nose so he could lick it off and Kurt did the same on his jaw; it was all giggles and fun until it wasn´t. The kisses started to heat up until they couldn´t resist but to kiss deeply and passionately.

"Kurt, please let me take you to my room now" – Blaine asked quietly in his boyfriend´s ear after they separated from each other, in order to breathe.

"Yes" – Kurt sighed and nodded as he felt Blaine drop little kisses along his jaw.

Blaine took Kurt´s hand and guided him along the hallways and stairs until they reached his room. When they were in front of his door, they stopped.

"Close your eyes, I have a surprise for you" – Blaine said sweetly.

"What did you do Blaine?"

"Just wait and you´ll see, now close your eyes"

Kurt did as he was told and he felt Blaine taking his hand to guide him into the room. The first thing he noticed was the soft music playing and a lovely aroma of roses. Then, he felt Blaine standing behind him and wrapping his arms around him.

"You can open your eyes now" – Blaine informed.

"Oh my gosh! Blaine! This… oh this is beautiful!" – Kurt exclaimed as he looked around the room. Besides the music, Blaine had gotten electric candles all around the room giving it a very romantic vibe with the main lights turned off, then he notice the rose scented stick burning over Blaine´s dresser and the iPod playing the music over the desk.

"Do you like it?"

"Are you kidding me? I can´t believe you did this for me. This is why you took so long?"

"Yeah, sorry I lied to you. My dad did call me but the call lasted like twenty seconds. I just didn´t want to ruin your surprise"

"But how do you have all this?" – Kurt turned in Blaine´s arms to see him.

"The moment you told me about how you wanted this to happen I started preparing. I was supposed to bring the candles to the hotel of our choosing, so this will have to do now"

"This is even better. Thank you" – Kurt kissed Blaine.

"So you like it"

"I love it. You even managed to give me an Italian dinner"

"That, I must admit, was a happy coincidence. Remind me to by something nice for Hannah, later"

"I will. So, what now?" – Kurt asked nervously.

"Now… we dance" – Blaine said with a smile and he used the remote to change the song playing. The intro of an acoustic version of Teenage Dream started and Blaine took Kurt in his arms to sway along the song.

"That´s our song. I can´t believe you´ve done this for me"

"You know I´d do anything for you. Besides, I really needed to make it up to you after last night"

"We agreed to forget about it"

"Yeah, sorry. I won´t bring it up again"

"Thank you" – Kurt said as he rested his head on Blaine´s shoulder – "This is perfect. I love you"

"I love you, too"

They slow danced with Blaine singing softly in Kurt´s ear until their song ended. Then, Kurt brought Blaine´s lips to his and started to kiss him but this time it didn´t stop there; he grabbed the hems of Blaine´s shirt and pulled it over his head slowly and Blaine, in turn, removed the vest off the blue-eyed boy´s shoulders.

Little by little pieces of clothing were being dropped on the floor while they kissed each part of newly uncovered skin in the process. With trembling fingers, Kurt unfastened the button of Blaine´s pants and lowered the zipper, and after an internal prep talk, he dared slip his hands under the waistband on either hip to push them down slowly while kissing Blaine´s abs in the process.

Blaine was losing his mind at seeing Kurt undress him and those kisses where really causing an effect. When he noticed that his pants were at his calves, he helped his boyfriend by stepping out of them.

Kurt couldn´t believe his eyes as he saw Blaine wearing nothing but a pair of boxer briefs, with all his well defined muscles on display. He couldn´t help to notice the bulge in Blaine´s underwear that also told him his boyfriend as aroused as he was.

Blaine mimicked Kurt´s movements and in no time he was removing his boyfriend´s pants, marveling at those beautiful long legs that seemed to go on forever and he couldn´t wait to touch.

"Are you ok if we take this to the bed?" – Blaine asked in a husky voice and Kurt could only nod.

Blaine took Kurt´s hand and guided him towards the mattress. Kurt sat first but quickly lied down on his back with Blaine accommodating next to him.

"Are you still sure you want to do this?" – Blaine had to ask because they were on the edge of reaching a no-turning point and he needed to hear it from Kurt.

"Yes. I´m sure. I´m still nervous because this is a huge thing and it´s all new but I trust you and I know I´m ready"

"Okay" – Blaine said while his hand rubbed softly on Kurt´s side – "How do you want to do this? How far do you want us to take this?"

"All the way. I want you to have me completely and I want you to be mine"

"Kurt" – Blaine was lost for words at how much trust his boyfriend had in him and how vulnerable he was willing to let himself be in front of him – "You don´t know how much this means to me"

"I do know, because you are doing the same for me. You´re giving yourself to me, too"

"I am, although I´m already yours; I have been for a long time" – Blaine kissed Kurt again. This definitely felt right.

"I am ready whenever you are" – Kurt said softly but with certainty.

"How… Who do you want… Which of us should…"

"I want you to make love to me" – Kurt said with finality – "we can try it the other way around next time; but, tonight… I want you to have me. And before you ask me, yes I´m sure" – Kurt gave Blaine a smile and the hazel-eyed boy chuckled.

"Okay, we´ll do it your way"

"Good, now come here" – Kurt pulled Blaine towards him to kiss him.

They had made out on a bed without their shirts on, before; what´s new was that unlike the other times, they were not concerned if their lower bodies touched. They wanted that touch.

Blaine got closer by putting one of his legs over one of Kurt´s, rubbing them slowly together in a caress than sent shivers down both boys´ spines. When they were comfortable with that, he dared slip that leg between Kurt´s, pressing their bodies completely onto each other and it was the first time they let the other feel how turned on they were. Their hands kept traveling along tanned and white skin with mouths kissing wherever they could land, but were still kept soft and sweet.

Kurt felt Blaine´s hand travel down his stomach and stopped right above his boxer´s waistband, apparently no daring to move further and although he was scared as hell, he still wanted this to happen; so with his cheeks on fire, he placed one of his hands on Blaine´s and guided it south. When Kurt felt Blaine´s hand cupping him he couldn´t help a moan as a pleasurable electroshock ran through him.

Blaine´s mind was reeling. The feeling of touching Kurt so intimately and hearing how his boyfriend responded to his touch was mind-blowing. It was time to stop playing it so safe and he decided to let loose and just concentrate on making each other feel good. He took Kurt´s hand and guided it in an open invitation to explore as well, until after while, their hands were ready to explore under the last layer of clothes they had on, and so they did.

They both were enjoying the moment, there was no rush and they took their time caressing and kissing everywhere, getting familiar with each other´s bodies and learning what touches each one enjoyed the most. They kept it up until it was obvious they needed more.

Blaine separated from Kurt to kneel on the bed and sat on his heels, leaving a trail of kisses as he did so. Then, he placed his hands on Kurt´s boxer´s waistband and looked at his boyfriend, silently asking for permission. Kurt looked up at him, all flushed in a mix of embarrassment at being naked in front of somebody else and the arousal he felt after so much touching and kissing. He bit his lower lip, which only made Blaine´s want increase more, and nodded while raising his hips to help his boyfriend take off the last piece of clothing he had on.

Blaine removed the boxers and was marveled at the sigh in front of him, after seven months of dating and almost a year of knowing each other; he finally had his beautiful boyfriend completely naked in front of him. He suddenly felt too clothed so he moved nearer to Kurt´s upper side and silently asked Kurt to do the same thing for him. The blue-eyed boy with impossibly rosy cheeks; moved into a more sitting-like position and pulled Blaine´s underwear down as well. Blaine finished removing it and set it aside.

They took a moment to really see each other, completely bared for one another and when the first wave of embarrassment wore off, they were left with love and trust in their eyes. There was nothing left to hide and any self-doubt they could possibly have had, was thrown away because they could see how much of an effect they had on each other.

"You are so beautiful" – Blaine breathed out.

"So are you" – Kurt said in response.

"Are you ready to continue?"

"Yes, just go slowly ok?"

"Of course"

Blaine opened his night-stand´s drawer and retrieved the bottle of lube and a condom foil, one of the many in the collection he had thanks to his father. Kurt couldn´t help feeling a little nervous at the sight of the items, but he trusted that Blaine knew what he was doing and would never hurt him.

"So, yeah…This is going to take a while so why don´t you make yourself as comfortable as you can" – Blaine said as he brought the items to the bed with him.

"Okay" – Kurt said with a small voice as he slid down the bed a little more until he felt comfortable – "I´m ready"

"Okay…Mmmm…So this is going to feel a little strange at first and it might give you a slight burning feeling, too. I need you to tell me if it gets too much. You must be really honest with me because I don´t want to hurt you"

"Of course. I promise"

"Okay"

Blaine moved closer to Kurt and kissed him, just to reset their connection and to keep everything as romantic and gentle as possible. Kurt spread his legs a little so Blaine could have better access and gave a little jump the first time he felt Blaine´s finger feeling around his entrance.

"Are you ok?" – Blaine asked.

"Yes, I was just surprised. I´m fine"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, please keep going"

"Alright"

Blaine began the process of preparing Kurt for him. He took his time and allowed his boyfriend get accustomed to the feeling before moving into adding another finger. He kept kissing Kurt the whole time to distract him from the discomfort that he was probably feeling. Whenever he stretched him a little bit more, Kurt would hiss so he would stop; he made sure his love was okay before moving things further every step of the way.

Kurt was starting to calm down the more Blaine worked his fingers into him. It has been quite uncomfortable at the beginning and a little painful, but it hadn´t been nearly as bad as he had thought it would be. He could tell that Blaine was trying to be as gentle as he could and he was grateful. He was in an overload of feelings and emotions as he felt the stretch in his lower body and the sweet kisses Blaine was giving him on his mouth, jaw, neck, collarbone, it was all better than he had pictured it.

They had been at it for a while, with Blaine working a third finger in, both of them panting and breathing heavily; Then, Kurt felt all the discomfort and pain transforming into a pleasurable sensation all over, and without realizing it at first, he started to chase that feeling by rocking his hips in rhythm to Blaine´s fingers. Just, when he noticed how his body was responding and his self-consciousness was about to kick in, Blaine hit a spot inside of him that felt like a little explosion of goodness and he couldn´t help the deep moan he let out in pleasure.

"Oh my God, Angel. Are you ok?" – Blaine asked a little concerned at Kurt´s unexpected reaction – "Did I do something wrong?"

"Oh, my gosh!" – Kurt was panting breathlessly – "No, not at all. That… oh gosh… that felt amazing"

"Really?" – Blaine gave him a little smile. He had been worrying of not making the experience pleasurable enough for Kurt, although he did seem to being enjoying it, same as him; so, he was more than happy with this reaction.

"Yes, really"

"So, you feel good if I do this?" – Blaine tried to mimic the last movement he made and he knew he got it when Kurt arched his back a little and moaned again. He remembered what could cause that reaction; he had found Kurt´s prostate and he knew it was a very pleasurable spot. He kissed his boyfriend hungrily while he kept stimulating that little piece of heaven for Kurt. Seeing Kurt in complete abandon was driving him crazy and he couldn´t wait to finally connect their bodies – "Kurt, love… Are you ready? … I need … I need you so much right now" – Blaine asked between kisses.

"Yes" – Kurt breathed out when he caught his breath; feeling like the sexiest man in the world as Blaine´s words resonated in his head.

Although taking that final step was making him nervous again, Kurt still wanted to experience it. He saw Blaine reached for the condom, rip the foil and put it on before coating himself with more lube.

"How do you want to do this? I mean… what position…"

"I want to see you. I need to see the love your eyes have for me, and I need you to see in my eyes how much I love you, because this is what it all about, right?"

"Yes. I want that, too. So, missionary, then?"

"Yeah, alright"

Blaine moved to position his body between Kurt´s legs and guided himself until he felt Kurt´s opening. Kurt started shaking all of a sudden.

"Honey? You´re shaking" – Blaine commented at the sight, feeling concerned.

"I´m just a little nervous because I know it´s going to hurt, everything I´ve read about this said so. But, I know I want this. Just… Just be gentle and go slowly, please"

"I will but I read once that if you relax, like really relax, it is less likely to feel pain" – Blaine said caressing Kurt´s face lovingly – "So I need you to do that for me because I don´t want to hurt you"

"I´ll try"

"Let´s breathe together, like we always do to calm each other down, okay" – Blaine directed.

"Okay"

"Close your eyes and breathe with me" – Blaine pressed his forehead to Kurt´s, holding his hips with his hands while Kurt circled his arms around Blaine´s shoulders and placed his legs around Blaine´s waist. The two boys concentrated in matching their breathing as they´ve done so many times before when one of them was freaking out or very upset. When Blaine felt Kurt relax, he dared slide in slowly.

Kurt was surprised when he first felt the intrusion but he kept concentrating in his breathing while he felt Blaine move in inside of him very, very slowly. It did hurt, but it was bearable and he could tell how gently Blaine was being. The feeling of fulfillment and completion was overwhelming, too. It was like Blaine and he were truly merging into one being.

Blaine was in heaven. The feeling of Kurt all around him was indescribable and it was really painful for him to take things as slowly as he was, because his body urged him to go deeper and faster; but he knew better than to surrendered to his body´s wishes. Kurt´s sake was a stake here so he would have to be patient.

Blaine had never felt so connected to anyone in such a deep level and he knew that waiting for Kurt, had been the best decision he had ever made. He kept a steady rhythm until he was halfway in, but he need to see his boyfriend´s eyes.

"Love, open your eyes for me, please. I need to see your beautiful eyes" – Blaine said softly still trying to keep his breathing and heart rate under control. He smiled when Kurt opened his eyes and he could see all the love and trust they held for him.

"Are you feeling ok?"

"Yeah. I´m ok"

"Are you in pain?"

"A little, but it´s ok; we knew it was going to be like this. But, you were right, it´s not really so bad; thanks to you"

"So you are ok to keep going?" – Blaine gave the gorgeous boy under him a sweet smile.

"Yeah, I´m ok" – Kurt returned the smile as well, because he really felt fine.

Blaine kissed Kurt slowly and lovingly while he kept pushing until he was all the way in. Both boys groaned when they were finally joined in every way possible. Blaine waited for a while, letting Kurt get comfortable with the feeling and then, as soon as his boyfriend gave him the green-light, he started to move; very slowly at first but with encourage from Kurt, he picked up his pace little by little.

Kurt was happy that he finally got the courage to do this. The feeling of sharing this intimate moment with Blaine was amazing and even more so now that once again, the pain was giving way to an unfamiliar but welcome new form of pleasure. He kept kissing Blaine while he joined in the movement until he got what he was looking for; Blaine finally found that sweet spot again and he was flying.

The sounds Kurt was making were driving Blaine crazy and he knew, he wasn´t going to last long. He also knew that Kurt would probably need a little more stimulation so he reached between their bodies to give him a hand. Kurt was way past the point of caring about his boyfriend touching him so intimately in such a passionate way and what he was feeling was so wonderful that he just let go and enjoyed it.

"Kurt… sweetheart… I´m close" – Blaine panted, picking up the pace and his thrusts was more erratic, feeling the familiar pull in his lower abdomen.

"Me...me too" – Kurt was in an overload of feelings with the double stimulation he was receiving and it seemed like his body was going to bursts at the seams.

"I love you" – Blaine said looking directly in Kurt´s eyes.

"I love you, too" – Kurt answered just in time as they both arched their backs grunting and moaning, as they found their release. The first they shared, together, as a couple.

Blaine let himself drop gently on top of Kurt, trying to catch his breath while his body came down from the high, hugging Kurt to whisper sweet loving things in his ear. Kurt kept his arms and legs wrapped around his boyfriend; with his body still feeling like it had reached Nirvana and with him feeling so comfortable to feel Blaine so intimately connected to him.

They waited for their bodies to stop shuddering and their heart beats and breathing to go back to normal, while Blaine pressed sweet butterfly kisses on his neck and collarbone and Kurt ran his fingers through his boyfriend´s slightly curly hair.

When everything had calmed down, Blaine separated his torso from Kurt, supporting his weight on his elbows to be able to see him face-to-face; but he still kept everything else joined.

"Hi" – Blaine said with a sweet smile.

"Hi" – Kurt answered smiling as well and still playing with Blaine´s hair.

"How are you feeling?"

"Blissfully happy and you?"

"Like the happiest and luckiest guy on the planet" – Blaine leaned down to kiss Kurt on the lips – "I love you, so, so much"

"I love you, too. I´m so happy we did this"

"Me, too. Was it as you imagined it?"

"It was better. It was beyond perfect"

"I´m glad"

"And for you?"

"The most wonderful night of my life and I can´t tell you how happy I´m to know that now we get to do this all the time" – Blaine kissed Kurt again and the blue-eyed teen giggled.

"All the time, huh?"

"Of course. Now that I know how great is to be with you like this, I couldn´t possibly give it up"

"Oh dear McQueen, Blaine! You come up with quite the lines sometimes" – Kurt chuckled.

"But you love them; you love me"

"I do" – Kurt kissed Blaine´s forehead, making him sigh and smile in happiness.

"Now… mmm... I think we should… you know…" – Blaine motioned to their soiled bodies as the feeling was starting to get uncomfortable.

"Oh Gosh, I´m sorry" – Kurt giggled in embarrassment.

"Nothing to be sorry about" – Blaine kissed Kurt´s nose and then he very slowly and very gently pull out from Kurt´s body, making the other teen wince a little.

"Are you ok, love?"

"Yes, I´m fine. I promise"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, Blaine. I´m sure; you need to stop asking me that every five seconds" – Kurt rolled his eyes but smiled so Blaine knew he was not mad at him or anything.

"I just worry about you" – Blaine said before he left the bed.

"I know, but I promise you I´m more than fine; so you can stop asking"

"Okay" – Blaine pecked Kurt´s lips one more time before going to get something to clean themselves from the bathroom.

Blaine was proving to be quite the overprotective type, but Kurt couldn´t fault him because it made him feel cherished and valued.

Kurt saw how his very naked boyfriend went to the bathroom and came back, having obviously disposed of the used condom, and with a towel soaked in warm water. He climbed back on the bed and started the very thoughtful process of cleaning Kurt up.

Kurt couldn´t help to blush but he wasn´t as shy anymore, how could he? After everything he and Blaine had just experienced together. When Blaine was finished with him, he took the towel in his white hands and did the same for the hazel-eyed boy, who held his heart more securely than ever. When they were done cleaning the little mess they made, Blaine offered his hand to Kurt.

"Would you like to shower with me before we go to bed? I know you wouldn´t like to fall asleep all sweaty like this"

"No, I wouldn´t; So, I´d love to take a shower with you"

Kurt took Blaine´s hand and stood up slowly. He felt the soreness of his body but he tried his best to hide his wince and his slight limp as the didn´t want Blaine to fret over him again. He followed his boyfriend into the en-suit bathroom; Blaine opened the shower tap and set it to the right temperature before climbing in with Kurt.

Once in the shower, they took the opportunity to caress some more and to kiss some more. They took turns washing each other´s hair and backs, it was all so intimate but it felt so natural.

The way they felt and how completely freely they behaved with each other, told them that they had done the right thing by waiting until it felt right for both of them; and they were happy to see that they were more intimate and had shared so much more than two people who just had had sex.

When they were done, they dried each other up and walked back to the bedroom. When Kurt bended over to remove the covers on Blaine´s bed, he couldn´t avoid hissing a little at the movement; his boyfriend noticed and went back to the bathroom, bringing some Advil and a glass of water.

"Please, take these. I´ll feel better if you do and you´ll feel better in the morning, too" – Blaine asked at Kurt´s questioning look at seeing what Blaine had in his hands.

"Ok, thank you" – Kurt said and swallowed the pills because one: it seemed to be the only thing that would put Blaine at ease at the moment, and two: because he really thought like it would him with the slight pain he still felt.

"Now, let´s get some rest, we deserve it" – Blaine chuckled after he took back the glass from Kurt and put it on the dresser.

"Yes, we do" – Kurt said and let Blaine guide him to the bed where he laid down and pulled him gently to his chest.

"Are you comfortable like this?" – Blaine asked as he wrapped his arms around Kurt, drawing soothing little nothings on his back.

"Resting in my boyfriend´s arms? Of course I´m comfy" – Kurt was running his fingers along Blaine´s chest. It felt so warm, so safe; it felt like home and he didn´t want to ever move from where he was.

"Good" – Blaine kissed Kurt´s head – "Now, sleep my love. I´ll be right here in the morning"

"I know. I love you" – Kurt said sleepily as he, all of a sudden, felt dead tired.

"I love you, too"

The two boys fell asleep immediately; both very happy to be together, dreaming happy dreams about sharing the most amazing night in their lives with the person they loved the most in the entire world.

A/N: Any thoughts? (I´m hiding behind a tree, now – waiting for the reviews, before deciding whether to come out of there or not). I really hope you liked it.

Oh! The morning after is coming next. I´ll try to get the chapter ready for Sunday but I have family trip so I´m not sure; if you don´t see me posting by Saturday you know you will probably have to wait until the following Sunday for my next update. Until next time!