Author's Note: Here is the next chapter! I wanted to get this out tonight because the last chapter I wrote wasn't enough.

This is Me- Chapter 53

Bianca's POV

I began talking.

"I was in middle school and my life was going horrible. I had no friends, my mom was drinking, it was just too much pain. Then I met someone outside of school as I was walking home. He was sitting with a few of his friends smoking weed. I was so sad; I needed to talk to someone. So I sat with them." I said remembering.

Flashback

"Hi." I said shyly.

"What do you want?" Fitz barked.

"Uh, can I join you guys?" I said lifting my head up slightly.

"Sure." He said.

I was shocked but sat down anyways. He passed me some weed and I stared at it.

"You don't smoke weed?" He said, raising an eyebrow.

"I heard some pretty bad things about it." I said.

"Well they're not true, I mean look at me I'm fine." He said laughing a bit.

I cracked a smile and took the weed.

I was telling all of this to Eli without even knowing it.

"How long did you do it?" He asked.

"Whenever I would hang out with them. Eli, Fitz will always be important to me. Throughout the years he gave me all of the confidence I needed. Maybe even more than I needed but he made me what I am today. Strong, independent, and someone who doesn't care what people think. My parents didn't do this for me. It was all him. But what Fitz doesn't get is that he will never be more than a close and trusted friend to me. Eli you'll always be there for me but Fitz is my rock." I explained.

"I understand." He said.

We sat there in silence. He leaned in, his green eyes staring at me. Our lips collided and I felt the sparks set off in my stomach all over again.

Fitz POV

I can't believe I just blew it with the one girl who didn't over look me. I'm such a stupid ass. What the fuck was I going to do now? I was still in the library. I had been coming here after school a lot when I wasn't busy with my friends or screwing up things. I walked over to o get another book when I saw that Jenna chick. She was crying so hard that it was breaking my concentration. But yet, I wanted to know what was wrong with her. Should I talk to her? I just had to know what the hell was wrong with her.

Hmm, why is Jenna crying?