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Song Suggestion; "Some Things Are Better Left Alone" by Tyler Kyte
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Is there a limit on how many chapters a story can have?
I know that I'm allowed to have way more then fifty, but
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Chapter Forty Nine
"Until You Figure Out What's Wrong"
"I can't believe you." I stated, in anger, as I looked KC in the eyes. He looked as if he had no answer- no explanation for what he had done. I also had no thought running through my head..
The only thing I could think of was Eli.. His face popped up in my head, as the memory of his voice saying 'Love you' echoed through out my head. I always felt so guilty, even if things weren't my fault. I've never felt this guilty in my life- and the saddest part is, Eli made me promise I'd never speak to KC again.
"Clare, you didn't push me away right away- that's got to mean some thing!" KC stated.
"No, KC, no! Stop saying that every action I make 'has to mean some thing'. I don't like you, at all. I don't want to be with you. And I don't even want to be friends with you." I stated harshly. "Stay away from Eli and me."
I then stormed away. As I walked away, I felt a piece of me disappearing. Letting go of KC was like letting go a part of my life.
KC taught me how to really love some one, KC was my first real boyfriend. If it weren't for KC, I would never have opened myself up to boys. All though, KC may have taught me love.. but he also taught me heartbreak. I can't let myself fall for him. The first cut is the deepest..
I layed in my bed that night.. The kiss and how I felt, after and before it, replayed in my head. The way that I waited just a few seconds to push KC off. Why wouldn't I push him off right away? Why did I leave Eli's in the first place? Why would I go behind the love of my life's back to see another boy? Thank God; Eli doesn't know.
What Eli doesn't know.. won't hurt him.
-ELI'S POV-
I walked in to school the next morning; I think the absolute worst part of school was having to wake up at 7.
I entered Degrassi and walked to my locker, I walked as slow as possible. School wasn't my thing- I didn't enjoy it and I didn't want to be in it. If I could run away, as far as possible, with Clare, and just get away from every one else - then I would. School sucks, and home is hell.
I opened my locker and noticed how messy it was. There was smashed up papers everywhere, and all my books were incredibly unorganized. I should talk Clare in to cleaning out my locker. The funny part is- she would enjoy doing that.
I threw my backpack in my locker, and grabbed my books for first period. I then slammed my locker, and sat on the floor; leaning against it. Suddenly, Clare's voice echoed through out my ears. I looked up to see Clare standing there, with a slight smile on her face. Once we made eye contact, she proceeded to sit down, across from me.
I could see her nervousness in her face.. Saint Clare seemed to be hiding some thing.
"What's up?" I asked, wanting her to just tell me whatever was wrong. I've known Clare long enough to know when she's hiding some thing.
"Nothing; just tired." She answered.
"You seem worried." I stated. Clare paused for a moment, and I rose my eyebrows.
"No, I'm just really tired." She lied, once again. I nodded- not believing her, of course. Maybe I'm crazy, and nothing is really wrong with Clare. But on the other hand, I can read Clare's facial expressions like a book.. "Oh, I almost forgot; My mom wanted me to ask you to come over for dinner again.. This time- with just Darcy, me, and my mom. You don't have to go. I can tell her you have other plans."
"No, that's fine. I'll go." I told her, she instantly smiled. I dreaded this family dinner.. but if it meant making Clare happy, then I suppose it was worth it..
"Ever since Darcy came back.. my moms been attempting to pull this family back together- she has called my dad over three hundred times." Clare paused, talking about her family seemed really hard for her. "I feel responsible.. for all of this, you know?"
"Why?" I asked.
"When Darcy was here- our family was so put together, and we were perfect. We had family dinners every night, we would do some thing family-like once a week. Then, Darcy went to Africa." Clare paused "Once Darcy left; every thing was chaos. My parents fought constantly and continuously ignored me. Darcy held all of us together.. and I wasn't good enough for my parents- so it tore my family apart."
"Clare- don't think like that. You're perfect. You don't need to be any different - your parents are the ones who need to change. None of their problems have anything to do with you, I promise you that." I stated, Clare immediately smiled and I could feel her sadness turn to happiness, as she hugged me, tightly. I hugged her back.
I was in my third period World History class. I only knew one person in the class.. KC.
I never talked to anyone in this class, and no one ever talked to me. I liked it better this way.
"Every one- get in groups of four for the project. And remember, it's worth 30 percent of your grade, so pick wisely." The teacher stated.
Great
I chose to sit at my desk and wait till every one picked their groups - this way, I would just go with which ever group that needed another person. I sat there, zoned out, when suddenly I heard a familiar voice. I looked in back of me, to see KC and two other people sitting there.
"We need another person. You in?" KC asked. I'd rather get punched in the face over one million times then be in your group.
"Sure." I answered, turning myself to face the group. I couldn't help but feel annoyed. Of course- out of all the groups in the class, KC's had to be the one that needed another person.
Our group walked to the back corner of the classroom, so that we could sit on the floor with our poster. Our group was me, KC, a girl, and a boy. I had no idea who the boy and girl were, but I didn't really care.
As the three of them discussed what our plan was, I sat there- completely silent and zoned out. I was very bad when it came to school; I never tried hard and I failed most of my tests. I suppose that I always focused on my life, rather then school. English was the only class I was good at. I wish I was as smart as Clare- she was a complete genius. I've never seen such a perfect report card.. Saint Clare was just perfect.
"So.." KC said, turning towards me. "How's Clare?" Why the fuck do you care?
I rose my eyebrows and gave him a rude look.
"Fine. Why?" I replied, in an angry tone.
"Just wanted to know." He answered. Yeah, well you don't need to fucking know.
"Don't worry about us- we're doing just fine." I snapped. I didn't mean to be rude, but this guy didn't know when to back off. Clare is dating ME, she isn't dating you anymore..
"Relax. I was just trying to help.." He murmured. Help with what?
"And how could you possibly help us?" I asked- wondering what he was even thinking.
"Never mind." He replied. And with that, we stopped talking for the rest of the class.
But I couldn't help but wonder what he was talking about. What could KC possibly help us with?
