a.n: Yay, another drabble! And, to any Americans who are reading this, Happy Thanksgiving!

Disclaimer: Don't own.

Pairing: 'One-sided' Edwin.


Damn you, Edward. Damn you.

I hate you. I hate you because you died for your brother... you never would've died for me, would you?

...Maybe you would've.

But that's not the point. The point is that you left me, left me with a smiling young boy who's so self-assured and who I want to think is selfish, but I can't, because he's not. You were the selfish one. He was the selfish one, too, but he can't remember it, so I suppose I can't blame him for it.

But, you were both so selfish, thinking I would be happy with you both gone. I want to be with you both, but you both keep pushing me away. I'm afraid one day that there will be an unpenetrable wall between us... Scared... Scared that one day you'll leave me.

But, you've already done that, haven't you?