Hello everyone! How are you doing? I hope good! I have a story here for you. This one is dedicated to chipy8910. The song I'm going to use for this one is Moments by One Direction. I am doing this Beck's POV of course! Missed it? I did a little bit hehe. So this takes place after the breakup of course and Beck's in a situation of depression or something like that. You'll see! Please enjoy!

I'll make it dramatic! Hell yeah…

chipy8910 thank you for reviewing and I hope you like your one-shot!

Moments by One Direction

Beck's POV

I return from Tori's house. Another night playing cards. And you didn't come again. You avoid me the best you can don't you? I don't quite blame you. I deserve the way you treat me. It's just… all this happened all of a sudden and I really can't get used to it. You avoiding my look and trying to hide from me. And me not chasing after you. It feels weird… and bad. As I reach my RV I shut the door behind me and turn the lights off. Even if I don't admit it I can't handle this situation anymore. I wanna be with you. I need to know you are by my side caring for me. I wanna feel your love again and I wanna lie beside you like you used to do when we were together. Everyone believes I'm ok with our breakup but I feel like I cannot hide this even though I try so much to. But even though we broke up on these bad terms I catch you sometimes looking at me expectantly. Is this a sign to make a move? I really don't know. Maybe it's just my imagination. Maybe I'm crazy. But every time I catch these gorgeous eyes looking at my direction my heart beats harder and time escapes me. They make me shiver by their perfectness. And the memory of my trembling hands hesitant till they touch your perfect white skin is making me miss you even more. It makes this harder for me and cracks me down. And the tears stream down my face as I lay on my bed where you used to lay too. If we could only have this life we used to have when we didn't fight for one more day and if we could only turn back time I would have you in my arms again. You know I would swear I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be my love. And even though you won't believe it if I tell you my heart is breathing for this moment in time.

I wake up with the same clothes I wore yesterday. I quickly take a bath and change clothes. Then I take my keys my phone and my bag and drive to school. As soon as I get in Hollywood Arts I'm being greeted by my friends except you. Of course. The moment you saw me you disappeared. But I don't give up. I'll find the words I want to say all this time before you leave me today again. As the day passes I start to understand that maybe my plan won't succeed. You know to hide very well. By the end of the school I haven't seen you for a single second. Oh you make this so difficult. Defeated I drive home again with no sign from you. I close the door and throw the key on the floor. I feel so empty inside. Why should I live this life if it's a torture like that? Maybe if everyone could forget about me and don't care about me at all then it would be ok. But of course that's impossible. As soon as I make this thought my phone vibrates and I see that I have a message from Andre. I throw my phone away from me and put my head in my hands. Don't wanna be reminded. Don't wanna be seen. I'm a rack and your absence hits me hard. I don't wanna be without you. It is so much more difficult than I thought it would be. My judgment's clouded like tonight's sky. And without you by my side my hands are silent, my voice is numb. I get up from the floor and reach my bed. I burry my face in the pillow and I try to scream out my lungs. But the fact that the pillow still has your perfume on it makes this harder and the tears stream down my face again. Flashing lights in my mind make me go dizzy. They hurt me and from one minute to another I'm going back to the time we first got together. We were playing games in the street. I used to tease you you couldn't play football because you were a girl. Of course it was a challenge for you and you love challenges. I was kicking balls with my feet and you were trying to keep up with me. In the end you won me. I let you win me but whatever. You won and a wonderful smile spread in your face and that's what mattered. Now this smile is gone. I don't want it gone. Please be back. What can I do to have it back? I would give my life. Yeah… Maybe that's it. Maybe I should give my life so then I can see this smile whenever I want. I'll watch it from the sky and I'll take care of it. I'll try to keep it bright. And never let anyone break it. Cause there is a lot of fools like me out there. I'm not the only one. I get up from my bed and reach my car mechanically. I start driving without really paying attention to where I'm going. But I reach my destination anyway. There's a numb in my toes as I walk on the cliff and I'm standing close to the edge. I wanna go back. Why can't I? I wanna go back to where you sleep in my RV almost every night. I wanna go back to where you invite me to your house cause your parents are going to be late from work and there's a pile of my clothes at the end of your bed. I can't go back can I? What if you feel the same as I do? No… I can't bear to think that I caused you so much pain. I like to think that you are better than me on that and that you've moved on. Oh who am I kidding? I know you loved me as much as I did. As I do. As I will always do even though I won't stay in this world alive for a lot of time. I close my eyes and pass my hand from my hair. I breathe deeply. The wind is cold and hits me violently in the face. I take one last step forward as I say goodbye to you. I hope you'll find real joy and happiness. As I feel myself fall I feel myself plain. I try to make a joke of it all but then I reach the ground and everything goes blank.

Jade's POV

"Vega stop calling you're getting on my nerves" I answer Tori's millionth call rolling my eyes.

"Jade… It's Beck" I hear her voice is trembling and I get up from my bed.

"What happened with Beck?" I ask seriously.

"They found his car near the cliffs. And his body. Jade. He's… dead"

Can you imagine how it could be continued? I didn't want it to be too dark and have Jade die too. But her reaction would be something like that so I leave it here. I'm mean I know haha Also we always read stories (I have written this kind too) where Jade is the one that always dies so I wanted for once to make Beck die for Jade haha Weird huh? I know. I just feel it's not fair for Jade always to die for Beck and not him for her (even though I was one of those you wrote about a dead Jade too) Ok hope you liked it! See ya!