Chapter 53.
Gerard didn't really want to tell his mother what he'd been thinking but Frank really wanted him to.
"Frank I don't want to" He pleaded.
"Please Gerard" Frank begged using his puppy eyes.
"Even I give you a blow job?" Frank looked tempted but only for a moment.
"No this is more important." Gerard sighed.
"Okay but your holding my hand and Buying me the most expensive coffee you can deal?"
"Fine" Frank didn't have that much money but if it got Gerard help then fine by him.
Gerard gripped Franks hand and led him inside the house. Gerard's mom was talking to her friend in the kitchen and looked up smiling at him but soon began to frown as she saw her sons face.
"Mom?" Gerard was using a tone of voice which ment he was at his most vunarable.
"What is it honey?"
"Can we talk in the living room?"
"Sure" Frank gave the taller boy a kiss telling him he'd wait.
Gerard and his mother went and sat on the couch next to each other.
"What did you want to tell me?" she watched her son breath in.
"I haven't been feeling… well for a while now"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean I haven't been feeling well mentality." He knew that made him sound like a nut job but he didn't want to blurt out everything he was feeling.
"Okay" She sighed although she already knew that this was going to happen. She sat and let Gerard explain the problems and how he was feeling and the whole time she felt a pain growing in her chest.
"How bad are these suicidal feelings?" This was her main concern although Gerard had never said that he was going to he had mentioned thinking about it.
"There not that bad at the moment I wouldn't actually got through with it I'd consider it for a bit but it's not like I'll do it, but I don't know how it will progress." She nodded at thought for a moment.
"I've been thinking about this for a while but I know you're not going to like it"
"What?" He asked suspiciously.
"I know that what's been happening over the last few weeks have been traumatic and I know that the bullying that's been going on hasn't really helped so I was wondering if maybe you were willing to try therapy?" She watched his face as he let it sink in.
"I don't need therapy I'm not wasting some guy's time for no reason"
"Just think about it and I want you to go to the school councillor at least once promise?" He nodded although she knew him well enough to know that she would have to ask the councillor to come to him before she made any progress. She got up and left leaving Gerard alone, although not for long.
Frank soon came in and sat next to him and started to ask questions about what was going on and then he got pulled into a make out session but that was interrupted by his lovely little brother and the way he pretended to vomit before yelling to his mother that Gerard and Frank were "making Babies" on the couch. After explaining that they were not and that Mikey was "a lying piece of shit". After that Gerard convinced his mom to bring him and Frank some coffee only to have Mikey walk over to him and put a tampon In his cup he watched in shock as it soaked up the coffee. Gerard now had a problem he didn't want to hurt Mikey… badly but he still wanted revenge for the fact that Mikey stuck a mother fucking tampon in his coffee smirking the whole time. Gerard was tempted to throw his coffee all over him, then he thought about kicking him in that "special place" after that he thought about punching him in the face… he liked that one Mikey was always saying he had a nicer face then him. Gerard didn't want to hurt Mikey and a punch would hurt Mikey so he decided to slap him. A real full on bitch slap right on the cheek he then pulled the front of Mikey's pants forward, as well as his boxers, and dropped the soaked, still warm, tampon watching Mikey's face as he squirmed not holding back his laugh. Frank wasn't sure what to do he wanted to laugh he really did but he didn't want to ruin the precious moment that he would be telling Ray when he was in school tomorrow. After Mikey glared, thumped Gerard's shoulder and ran off Gerard went and sat down next to Frank.
"Do you think Nancy would fight back if I slapped her like that?" Frank thought about this he remembered all the times people have said nasty things to her and how she had cried when someone had said they didn't like her heals. Then there was that time she called a girl a slutty, pathetic whore and gotten slapped and how she had practically had a break down.
"She would cry like crazy and get everyone to gang up on you even though they watcher provoke you" Gerard knew this would be the case "She acts like she's really tough, thinks she is too, but she breaks down at the slightest bit of criticism." Gerard had guessed by the way she would say that she was "Practically a gangster."
"Shame I would have had fun" he thought about the way her face would turn bright red in anger.
"What would you do if someone started yelling you can't hit girls?"
"Say that's discrimination and say that I officially clam myself female?"
"Would that make me straight?" Frank had already gotten used to the idea of being bi
"No you can be a girl too." Gerard said as if it was obvious
"I like that idea but I like our current situation more" Gerard agreed with him, he liked being a guy but any plain that involved Frank was a good one. Franks phone buzzed Frank held so that Gerard could see what was going on, as otherwise he'd feel rude not to. Gerard looked at the sender it was from someone called Boob Bryar.
"What the hell is that?" He pointed to it looking a little confused.
"He did it himself" Frank defended.
"How?" Gerard didn't believe someone like Bob would do something like that.
"when he gave me his number I asked him to just fill it in for me so he did but he didn't realise that he pressed the letter o for longer than needed and when he'd done he passed it back to me. And I laughed at him and he hit me and tried to make me give him the phone but I didn't let him change it so it stayed that way forever."
