I know It's been forever guys sorry


"Is she going to perform?"

"I don't know, Rachel I guess so she's not the sort of person to just desert."

"I'm sure but we need this win Kurt and she's got the solo."

"Rachel I've said it before I don't know and I'm not going to just ask she's still very stressed and tired and there has been no news on James since they found out he wasn't in that convoy Martin will be bought home next week and she needs to sort out arrangements for him to be allowed home into her and our care."

"But…"

"Look Rachel she doesn't sleep, she only does when Finns in the room even then he only stops her screaming she still wakes up. She needs no more pressure have you got that you don't ask her this you don't badger her you leave it as it is. She's still at rehearsals and still practicing just take that as the fact she is still competing."

"When Finn sleeps with her?"

"Rachel I've said…sorry what?"

"I have to go." Rachel turned on her heel and left.

"Nice talking to you to Rach." Kurt shifted his bag on his shoulder and walked towards the choir room.


"You're sleeping with her?" Rachel confronted Finn. Finn closed his locker slowly before turning to look at her.

"I'm sorry."

"You're sleeping with her!"

"Umm who?" he frowned.

"Jasmine."

"No I'm not."

"Kurt said you were sleeping with her."

"Oh that what well yes I am."

"How could you do that to me?"

"What its just to stop her screaming the house down at night she has nightmares and when I hold her she relaxes." He frowned again pausing. "Oh you think we're having sex…no no we aren't no we just sleep in the same bed she's back with Wes. Pretty sure they are having sex, but that's there umm decision but she's going though a rough patch I'm her friend I'm trying to help her out."

"I don't want you in the same bed as that girl."

"Well, I'm not leaving her Rachel." Rachel looked at Finn in disbelief.

"I'm your girlfriend!"

"And Jasmine is my friend and she's distraught and I'm not going to let her down. What you are asking me to do is going to make her life even harder at least she's getting some sleep. You have no problems in your life Rachel you are just being selfish and if you can't understand why I'm doing this then I don't want to be with you." He looked at her once more and then walked away leaving Rachel stood in the middle of the corridor.


"I'm going to stay with Wes tonight at Dalton." Jasmine walked down the corridor with Blaine.

"Alright, My parents are home this weekend so I probably won't see you."

"Doing anything nice?" he shook his head.

"I may sext Kurt but that's about it." She hit him on the arm and he laughed before rubbing it slightly.

"Blaine Anderson I know to much about your sex life already I do not need to know anymore!"

"You stay away from my boyfriend." Jasmine spun round to see Rachel storming up to her.

"I'm sorry?" she looked at Blaine confused then back at Rachel.

"You stay away from Finn."

"I live with Finn that is sort of a tall order at the moment."

"No, I know you have been sleeping with him and…"

"Woah woah wooooah." Jasmine held her hands up. "I stay in the same bed as Finn there is no genital touching which I think is what you are implying!"

"I don't lie you in the same bed as him."

"Why because you're not in it…oh no I forgot you've never been in it not that you haven't the opportunity you chose not to." Rachel bristled.

"Look I know your game, he's mine so I don't want you staying in his bed its not right and you can't use your position to work your way in." Jasmines face set into a hard line.

"Oh no." Blaine said stepping back a little.

"My position? I'm sorry what position?" by not many people were stopping and looking. "You mean my mental issues that have arisen since my brother was blown to pieces in Iraq? You mean the horror of losing another person I love to mindless violence? I love my boyfriend who by the way I am sleeping with I don't need your cast offs! When I have a bad night I stay with Finn because he is the same size and height as my brother and I can hear his heartbeat and it calms me down because I can trick myself into thinking he is here and he is safe I hope you never have to experience what I'm going though because its horrible and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Don't you dare feel like the scorned party here nothing is going on. Finn is a good man and he is loyal and he loves you how dare you doubt him! You don't deserve him, so walk away now because if I wanted I could take him from you. Think about that if I wanted Finn I could and wound have taken him by now. So walk away." At the point Mercedes flew past Jasmine who looked slightly murderous and grabbed Rachel and Blaine got jasmine and walked her away.

"WHAT do you think you are doing?" Mercedes looked at Rachel, "She's just lost her brother, his fiancé has lost a limb. Don't you think she's had enough, did you really need to go all crazy on her. Just think for once Rachel and not just about yourself."

The bus to nationals was seriously quiet like deadly so. Everyone's stomachs were full of butterflies, Jasmine felt sick with nerves. She sat her headphones in staring out the window.


"Is she okay?" Blaine whispered to Kurt. He shrugged.

"I don't know. I think she's just worried, I think she just wants to be left alone."

"Aren't we all? Should we be leaving her alone?"

"I guess it's just our last chance and its sort of…well, riding on her and well you know."

"I'm fine and I can hear you, you know." They looked over to her briefly and guiltily. "I'm fine." She continued to stare out of the window. Blaine looked at Kurt meaningfully.

"It'll be fine." He said not sure if he was trying to convince himself or Blaine.


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