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I didn't know what love was until I met you.

Chapter 54.

I didn't care much where it happened. All I knew was I wanted to give myself completely to him, only to him. My body was on fire. Dimitri had gotten me quite riled before, but this was different. This was desire beyond the scope of anything I had ever felt before.

Every touch sent crackles of electricity shooting through me, and he hadn't even touched me like that yet. I knew he felt it too, there was a fire crackling in his eyes, one I'd never seen before. It sent such an erotic thrill through me that he could've taken me right there on the hood of his car and I wouldn't have stopped him. Hell, I wouldn't even have cared.

But this was Dimitri. He had always been more of a master of control than I was or ever would be. So as riled as he was, he guided me to his car, sat me in the passenger seat and went around to the driver's side. I started to undo my seatbelt as he got in, more than ready to get in his lap and attack his lips with mine again, but he shook his head and grabbed my hand to stop me from doing just that. "No," He said. "Stay. I wouldn't be able to stop again Roza."

"But I don't want you to," I said. The fact that it was just us in the car, the fact that his smell was flooding my senses, making me dizzy and intoxicated with need wasn't helping matters any. We were close enough that I could feel the heat of him and yet, not close enough.

His lips curved into a smile that just about melted my panties. "Your first time is not going to be in the back seat of this car," He said simply and drove out into the night, his hand resting on my thigh.

I was kind of lost to everything as we drove, the cool night air doing nothing to quell the heat in my veins. The only thing I could concentrate on was Dimitri's hand resting so casually on my thigh. And he kept it there, no matter how much I squirmed trying to get him to move his hand up to where I needed it. I turned a glare on him, but he wasn't looking at me. His eyes were trained firmly ahead. Just when I thought I couldn't take it anymore, the car came to a sudden stop.

Looking outside, my breath caught. He'd brought me to a meadow, the exact meadow we had driven past every time we were going to my father's lake house, but we were still a few miles away from it now. Not that I cared. It was beautiful out here tonight, but I couldn't stop to pay attention to it. I undid the seatbelt and crawled into his lap kissing him roughly and pouring all of the frustration I'd worked up on the drive here into it, but Dimitri cupped my face and slowed it down.

Not that it mattered, because it didn't take long for him to wrap his arms around me and pull me against him or for me to wrap my fingers in his hair and shove my tongue into his mouth. Our tongues met and tangled fiercely, and I was done for. I rocked my hips slightly, my body desperately craving some friction. Dimitri shifted and I groaned into the kiss, very much aware of how worked up he was. The evidence of it was pressing against me and I ground harder against him, but suddenly that wasn't enough.

"I-Fuck," I gasped as I came up for air. "I want-"I broke off when he attached his lips to my neck throwing my head back and groaning his name. His teeth scraped my skin gently and I shivered pressing my body tighter against him.

"What do you want, Roza?" He asked pulling away from my neck, his eyes dark as night. I couldn't say the words for the way my heart was pounding, for the way he was making me burn. "Tell me," He said, his accent thick as he rocked his hips slightly against me.

"Mmm," I breathed. "You, I want you." I gasped as he swept me up into his arms and got out of the car, producing a blanket from somewhere and laying it on the grass. He set me gently on my feet, going behind me and unzipping my dress slowly, trailing kisses over every inch of skin he exposed until I stood before him in nothing but my heels and lacy scraps of material that served as a bra and panties.

"Dimitri please," I said, turning to face him a little amazed that I kind of wanted to cover up in spite of how much I wanted this. I couldn't help but feel a little exposed seeing as how all this lace wasn't exactly my style.

"Please what?" He asked, his eyes drinking me in. The heat in his gaze as it slid up and down my body made me shiver and lose my train of thought. When he was looking at me like that, I didn't feel like a teenager who was about to have sex for the first time. No I felt sexy, loved, and cherished, and just like that, the nerves died before they really had a chance to flare up.

"Please make love to me." I said. "I need you." His eyes finally snapped up to mine, questioning and making me feel like he could see beyond my body and right into my heart and soul. I nodded and watched as those eyes grew darker, full of lust but mostly of love, and in that moment I knew. I knew that there was never going to be anyone else. Dimitri was my first and he was going to be my only.

Slowly he cupped my face in his hands and pressed his lips to mine again, easing me gently down onto the blanket. I kicked off my shoes and tossed them aside and Dimitri settled above me. I pulled him down kissing him back and tangling my hands in his hair. His hands left my face to trail sensually down my neck and chest, stopping at the clasp of my bra. With a flick of his wrist he undid it and freed my breasts from their lacy prison and I was lost to the world as he gently cupped them in his hands, his thumbs skimming gently over my hardened nipples. I gasped and arched my back pushing them further into his hands, but there was no stopping the moan that left me when his lips left mine to trail down my neck and joined his hands at my breasts. When he captured one of them in his mouth, it was all I could do to not cry out as I gripped his hair tighter, a desperate attempt to pull him closer.

"D-Dimitri," I said. "God don't tease. Please." He smirked up at me and I watched with heavy lidded eyes as he kissed his way down my stomach. He stopped at my hips and I groaned my hips bucking of their own volition trying to get his lips where I needed them.

"Fuck!" I cried not exactly sure how it happened. One second his hands were resting on my thighs, and then they'd slipped into my panties. The first touch of his fingers nearly set me off, and I clenched my thighs even as I lifted my hips arching into his hand.

"Fuck," He growled. "You're so fucking wet." His words were my own personal aphrodisiac and I cried out as he slipped a finger gently into me, his thumb flicking over my clit. I threw my head back as the beginnings of what was going to be one hell of an orgasm started unfurling in my stomach.

It only took him ripping my panties off with his teeth and his lips latching onto my clit as his tongue explored to set me off fully. My hips flew up off the blanket, Dimitri's hands the only thing holding me steady as I screamed his name to the heavens. And then he was entering me so gently I could've cried, his lips capturing mine in a kiss that stole my breath.

I couldn't help the gasp of pain as he broke my barrier, and because he was Dimitri, he didn't miss it. He stilled instantly, his lips leaving mine as his eyes settled on my face. "I'm fine don't stop." He didn't look convinced so I wrapped my legs around his waist and gripped his hair to kiss him again as I gently rocked my hips.

I clung to him as the brief flare of pain gave way to absolute pleasure, our bodies moving as one, joined so tightly that I didn't know where I ended and he began. Dimitri held my gaze the whole time, the love shining in his eyes making my heart feel on the verge of exploding. I was getting close again and Dimitri picked up the pace, withdrawing almost fully only to enter me again as I met him thrust for thrust, his name leaving my lips over and over like a prayer.

When release found me at last, I couldn't help raking my nails down his back as I bit into that spot between his neck and shoulder. He held out for a few seconds longer than I did, helping me ride out the spasms of pleasure that gripped me, but I watched as he tensed, his body jerking slightly and he released, murmuring my name into my neck.

We clung to each other even when it was over, both breathless but completely sated. I closed my eyes, only opening them when Dimitri shifted so he could hold me to his chest without crushing me. The smile he shot me, one of those warm, full smiles he reserved for only me had my heart beating something fierce and I wrapped my arms tightly around him even as I met his gaze and held it.

"That was amazing," I said when I could finally speak again. "God I love you Dimitri."

"I love you too baby," He said and kissed me softly. I closed my eyes again and kissed him back, knowing full well that this night had exceeded my every expectation, and yet I knew there was no possible way it could get any better.

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Roza