*NOTE* Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight.

This week I pre-ordered my copy of Eclipse! Eek! And because I am getting it from HMV, I will get an authentic film cell from the movie. I will once again be pre-ordering the same DVD from CD Plus because they too offer a free gift with purchase. For Twilight they gave away charm bracelets and for New Moon 2 sticker sheets and a beanie!

In other news...HAPPY HALLOWEEN! It is amazing how many scary/suspenseful movies that have been on this week that have either featured one of the cast of Twilight (Panic Room – Kristen Stewart, Prom Night – Kellan Lutz, Untraceable – Billy Burke) or TV shows that mentioned Twilight (Supernatural and The Simpsons).

Enjoy!

The next day after waking up in Jacob's arms I had to talk him down from having a complete panic attack. He was convinced that the moment we stepped back into the house, everyone would know what he had done. I told him that I had been just as involved in what had happened as he was. When that didn't work I had to promise to block any thoughts he might accidently have when in the same room as my father.

So we made our way home and once we were there Jake grabbed my hand just to be on the safe side.

Bella and Edward were sitting in the kitchen and looked happy to see us.

"So I guess this means that you're staying?" Bella smiled.

"Uh...yeah," was Jake's response.

"What's wrong with your eye," Edward asked.

Sure enough Jacob's left eye was twitching away making him look extremely guilty. There was no way that he would ever be able to be alone in a room with my father ever again.

"Jacob and I had sex," I announced. "I would appreciate it if you didn't freak out or try to cause him bodily harm because that would upset me. Now if you'll excuse me I have to have a chat with Carlisle."

Leaving Jacob wasn't the nicest thing I could have done, but I was his girlfriend, not his babysitter.

Half an hour later once I made sure Jacob was safe, I was sitting across from Carlisle in his office.

"I'm guessing you already heard about last night?"

Carlisle nodded and cleared his throat, "Yes."

"I know this is really awkward to be talking about this subject with me, but I can't really go anywhere else and you are a doctor."

"What is it you need Renesmee?"

"I think it would be a good idea if I were to start taking birth control."

He told me that he was confused so I gave him my dream journal, the one with the vision of my future children, so that he would understand.

"Renesmee," he closed the journal, "I'm very sorry to have to tell you this, but it's impossible for this vision to come to fruition. Female vampires, because their bodies are for lack of a better term dead, there is no way that they can conceive."

He was wrong, he had to be. I had the vision of Jacob playing hide and seek with our child. Every other vision I had had through a dream had come true in some way or form. It was that one dream that made me feel safe. That allowed me to let my guard down. It was then that it hit me. The dream wasn't one of my visions. The dream was a trick used to lull me into a false sense of security. Sky had given me the worst kind of lies, all because his father asked it of him.

It shouldn't have been that big of a shock really. Not wanting to worry anyone I told Carlisle that it was just a mistake. I told him that sometimes a cigar wasn't just a cigar.

The next few weeks weren't exactly the easiest. It was decided that for the safety of those involved that it would be best if Jacob, Seth and Leah moved into the house that Finn and Quinn used to live in. Alice didn't want Quinn ending up crapping wolf babies out all over the place. Those were her exact words. She felt that it was only a matter of time before her young niece and that should be neutered mutt went all the way. She was convinced that if they weren't living in the same home then that would cut those odds in at least half. She then had Carlisle write out the prescription I had gone to him about for Quinn. Quinn's response was to turn bright red, burst into tears and then locking herself into her bedroom. She was a little embarrassed by the fact that Alice had gone on this rant with everyone in the room, including Seth.

A schedule was set up for me for the lessons I had requested. Monday to Friday, from nine in the morning till four in the afternoon I would train with a different member of my family or whatever family friend was able to return. I would practice whatever gift they possessed and learned to make it my own. I would work so hard every day that by the time the evening would come I was barely able to make it through dinner. On the weekends I would go hunting and as if that wasn't hectic enough, I was getting obstetric lessons from Carlisle. Because I would have to be there when Leah gave birth I had to understand everything that was going to happen.

Finn volunteered to join me in the lessons. He and Leah had grown closer since our return. I would have thought that they could have made a nice couple if it weren't for the fact that Leah was convinced that Sky was going to show up any day now.

"You know I think I could do this as a career," Finn gloated as we got ready for baby school.

"Well we could certainly look into you going to medical school if you are interested," Carlisle smiled at the idea of having another doctor in the family. That was until he started the video of a live birth. Finn became pale and before he could excuse himself from the room passed out on the floor.

That was as exciting as things got around the house. I felt bad that because of my busy schedule that I was able to spend any alone time with Jacob. He told me that he wasn't mad that I had rated him out even though I had been given the nickname "good old rat girl". While he wasn't thrilled having been evicted he said he understood where Bella and Edward were coming from.

One night after a tough day of training I stumbled into my room hoping to get a good night sleep only to find Jacob sitting on my bed waiting for me. All he had to do was spread out his arms and I was there.

"Hi," he whispered as I nuzzled into his chest.

"I'm the worst girlfriend," I sighed, "aren't I?" I felt so guilty not making time for him, but there just weren't enough hours in the day.

"Please don't talk about my girlfriend like that," he said before kissing the top of my head.

"I just wish we could spend some alone time together."

"That might not go over so well with your family."

My eyes were getting heavy as the rhythm of Jacob's breathing was lulling me to sleep and just before slipping to unconscious I had the best idea ever.

It was as close to the real thing as I could get considering that we had only been here once before. Jacob struggled to make sense of the menu.

"Jake, it's a dream. You can't read in dreams plus there's no need to eat. The food's not real."

He tossed down the menu and took my hand, "Dance with me."

I followed Jacob to the crowded dance floor. He took my hands and began to spin me around in the room I had created in my mind.

"You have quite the good memory Miss Cullen," he complimented me. I had dressed us in the same outfits that we had on during our first date. It was nice spending time where it was just the two of us. There were other people in the restaurant, but there were just there for show. He began spinning me around just to make me laugh, but the laughter was short lived when Jacob pushed me aside and charged at one of the nearby tables.

I rushed over wondering why he was trying to strangle a figment of my imagination, until I watched Leah doing her best to let go. Jacob was doing his best to choke the life out of Sky.

"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't snap your neck like a god dam twig!"

"Because you promised me that you wouldn't hurt him," said Leah caused me to focus completely on her. She too looked just like she did that night, including the lack of a baby bump.

Jacob let Sky drop to the ground, "What are you doing here?"

"Great minds think alike?" Sky shrugged as he stood to make sure Leah was alright. He seemed very worried about her as he sat her down then placed himself in front of her like a shield.

While Jacob and Sky were busy staring each other down, I was watching Leah. She had her hand placed over her stomach and that's when I knew that she hadn't told Sky that she was going to have a baby.

"You think you can just get away everything you did?"

"I am paying for everything I've done," Sky answered. "Trust me."

"Oh yeah," Jacob gave a sarcastic laugh, "you really look like you're suffering." He then turned his anger toward Leah, "How long has this been going on?"

"You're going to calm down before you talk to her. She hasn't done anything wrong."

"She only lied to everyone. But from the looks of things we weren't the only ones," Jacob turned his attention once again to Leah, "Have you lost weight?"

"Jacob, wake up," I shouted before he could say anything else. In an instant he was gone. Leah looked relieved until I ordered her to do the same leaving me alone with Sky.

"I guess that's my cue."

"Sit. Down." Because I had been practising my power of persuasion was just as strong as Sky's. Not too bad considering I had to teach myself.

"You've learned some new tricks."

"I've had some time on my hands seeing as how your demented father is no longer an issue."

"I never did get to thank you for that," Sky said without looking me in the eye.

"That might have something to do with you running away with your forked tail between your legs!"

"What was I supposed to do?"

"Maybe be a man? Your over six centuries old...act like it."

With a tired sigh, Sky grabbed a nearby chair and sat down. "I couldn't face them. Not after they found out that it was my fault that he found us every time. All they ever did was try to protect me."

In my mind I had planned over and over again what I would say or do to Sky if I ever saw him again, but seeing him so broken I had to put aside my anger.

"There's something wrong with Leah," Sky interrupted my thoughts, "isn't there?"

"What has she told you?" I took the seat across from him.

"She won't talk to me, not really. I ask her how she's doing and all she says is fine, but I can see for a fact that it's a lie."

"If she wanted you to know what was going on she would have told you herself." It was the best I could do without betraying my friend.

"I have a right to know if the woman I love is dying!"

"You gave up whatever rights you had the day you ran away," I shouted back. Getting up from the table I got ready to leave this world and face the real one.

"If you really cared about Leah you would be there for her in reality instead of your land of make believe."

Everything went black momentarily as I woke myself up. I expected to find Jacob waiting for me, but instead I was alone.

"Damn it Jake," I cursed as I got out of the bed to search for him. It didn't take long; all I had to do was follow the cries.

"Leah you need to calm yourself down," I heard Carlisle say.

I rushed to where the voices were coming from. It led me to Carlisle's clinic. Leah was in one of the beds crying in pain.

"What's happening?"

"When I woke up Seth was carrying Leah into the house," Jacob explained as we watched Carlisle give Leah an injection that seemed to ease her pain while Jasper took her hand to lower her anxiety. "Seth said that he heard her screaming and when he found her she had ripped out her IV." The stress of being caught had caused Leah to go into premature labour. Thankfully Carlisle was able to help her before the worst had happened.

He ushered us outside to let Leah rest and warned us that under no circumstances was there to be any stress placed on Leah. Too bad that the one place where Leah would get the most stress was the one place we couldn't really protect her.

Oh no! Why does Sky have to be such a douche? All I can say is that he's had a messed up childhood and is doing the best he can with what he's got. Please try not to hate him too much. He just may surprise you. Was that foreshadowing? Yes.

I believe there are two more chapters and maybe an epilogue. Hope you all have a scary Halloween and remember to check your candy. You don't want to bite into a piece only to find it's one of those disgusting molasses candies! The horror. THE HORROR!

CHAPTER 54 TEASER

"Insert peg A into slot B," Jacob read out the instruction, "and I swear if you say that's what she said one more time..."

Instead of using his favourite line, Seth snickered and continued to assemble the crib. It was the present they had gotten for Leah. Alice had planned a huge, over the top surprise baby shower and they were struggling to get the crib put together before Kit and Cris brought her home.

"If you idiots had taken me up on my offer to help the crib would have been put together by now," Rose gloated.

"Yeah, yeah Barbie," Jake hid his smile as he pushed a useless Seth out of the way while he worked on the crib himself. I sat beside him and took over reading the instructions.

The past few days had been...odd. We had all been walking on egg shells around Leah. Not wanting to say or do anything to upset her. We didn't have to worry about Sky upsetting her dreams. Since that night we found them together he had once again dropped off the radar.